Master Han Yuzhi, don't run away

childhood:

Happiness beyond words...

The beginning of a crack at age 14:

"Xing Xinyue, what's the matter with you! Didn't I tell you? Study hard! Don't do something useless! What's the matter with you!"

"..." A girl stood silently in front of a woman, without saying a word...

"Why are you so hard! Ah?!"

"hiss……"

The woman looked at the girl without saying a word, but this woman raised her hand and slapped the tenderest part of the girl's elbow...

The teachers around were all silent and continued the work in their hands without saying a word, because they were used to it...

Waiting until the weekend and finally going home... It's been a long time since I saw my parents...

But instead of being greeted with hugs at home, some conversations between parents and children...

"What's the matter with you?! Why have you been scolded again! Ah?! Didn't I tell you to listen to good words!"

Before explaining, we ushered in scolding...

"Mom...Actually, I..."

The girl wants to explain but the parents hate explaining, so they are interrupted...

"What are you! Give me a good reflection!..."

.........

"Son, why have you been scolded again? My baby is obviously very obedient?"

"Dad, actually I..."

"Hey..., the child's father hopes that you will study hard and be successful in the future. Why do you... Forget it, go and write your homework first... Then order some noodles yourself, I have to go out later."

"Oh…"

The 16-year-old senior high school entrance examination is about to begin:

"Why don't you study hard! Because you don't study well and your father doesn't want you anymore! He has someone outside!!!"

"Mom, are you kidding me?"

"You should take care of yourself..."

The girl was silent, lying on her own bed, only feeling that it was beginning to break, something in her heart...

the next morning:

The girl saw her mother packed her father's clothes, wrapped them in a big thing, carried them to the door, and asked the girl to go out with her.

The girl followed her mother into the car... the whole journey was silent...

Finally watching mom throw dad's stuff into dad's company...

Later, the mother drove the car with the girl and kept silent...silent...

When stopped at a traffic light, the girl only heard the person next to her, finally crying like an explosion,

Listening to the grief-stricken voice, the girl remained silent...

"Baby, mommy will take care of you from now on... Let your daddy get the hell out of here!!"

……

17 years old high school start:

"Baby, go to art school...it will be easier for you..."

"it is good……"

The girl is gone, left the house...to art school...

The girl's father didn't change the way he treated the girl, he just treated her better after the divorce,

"Is there anything you need to tell Dad..."

"Well... Dad, is what Mom said true?" The girl asked courageously

The girl's father froze for a moment

"Don't listen to your mother's nonsense, just study hard, and you don't have to worry about anything else"

"Okay, I get it now"

The first time I summoned up my courage, I was beaten to pieces...

When a girl comes to school she feels that art school life is easier than normal high school and it is true

But girls also come into contact with a "small society" in advance at school...

The school is very messy inside, it is not as simple as novels or anime, beautiful...

Girls learn a lot...a lot...

Life after a girl is very simple, after graduating from high school, she was admitted to a university, and of course an art school...

After graduating from university, I became a vocal music teacher. The salary is quite high, and I can earn a lot of money by giving supplementary lessons to students. At least I don’t have to worry about food and clothing.

The girl thought it was over, but her dad called and told her: "Daddy is getting married, come back..."

The girls are back...

At the age of 25:

The girl's father is married...a gentle woman who can give him the satisfaction of a big man...

The girl gave her father a bracelet after she found out. The father didn’t ask if the bracelet was meaningful. He thought it was just his daughter congratulating him on finding his other half. The bracelet was finally put in a drawer, which was very dark...

At the age of 26:

The girl's mother remarried to a foreigner...

The girl had a car accident on the way...

Mother running to hospital in wedding dress...

When I arrived, I found that he was also there... The two people who once loved each other didn't know how to face each other. The reality suppressed everyone, suppressed the so-called love, and it was already too late...

In the hospital:

"My condolences, by the way..."

The girl's mother was distraught, but couldn't cry...

"This... has been held in her hand... it should be something very important..."

The girl's father and mother rushed up to see what the doctor was holding...

"I also have this bracelet..." the girl's father said heavily

The girl's parents probably understood something...Finally, even the father who had never been strong and never cried broke down in tears...

Xing Xinyue died on May 2012, 5 after rescue efforts failed...

Later, when packing up the girl's belongings, her parents found her diary...

The girl’s last diary entry before her death reads:

Is it finally over?I finally don't have to cry secretly in the quilt

Mom and Dad won't like that wimpy look...

I regret why I didn't find out what was wrong between my parents

I regret why I didn't beg my parents not to divorce

I regret why I wasn't stronger

Even now I'm just pinning my wish for our family to be together on a bracelet that doesn't really work...

I'm sorry...it turns out I'm still so cowardly...

If I really have the next life, I hope I will be strong, face everything bravely, and pursue what I want...