[Thunderbolt] Changshengtian

53. Heartbroken

There are only Yinzi and Changsheng here, and Le An has already retreated to the distance when Changsheng spoke.

The night breeze was slightly cool, blowing through the hair on Changsheng's forehead, making people's hearts cold and their hair slightly fluttering.

Yinzi looked at Changsheng who seemed to have something on his mind, and didn't speak, thinking that the other party had some difficulties and couldn't speak up, but in his heart, he could vaguely feel a sense of connection with himself.Seeing the other party bowed his head in silence and stopped speaking, the atmosphere gradually became a little unusual.

Yinzi had no choice but to speak slowly, and told Changsheng the result of the conversation with Yuanshi Tianzai, and the matter of eliminating Bo Xun was only the last step.

After finishing speaking, the other party was still in a trance, his eyes struggled, and there was a faint flash of determination.Seeing this, Yinzi frowned, a little puzzled, and had some speculations.But Changsheng didn't dare to look at Yinzi, so naturally he didn't notice it.

The voice of Yinzi stopped in his ear for a long time, and Chang Sheng realized that the other party had finished speaking, and he was rude when he was distracted while talking with others.

"I...I..." Changsheng's thoughts stopped suddenly, and he wanted to say something, but found that it was not a good time to say it.

And she didn't expect that when she really wanted to say it, maybe it only needed three words, maybe it was just a short sentence, and it was so difficult to pronounce the words.

"Senior Chi Yin, when Bo Xun is eliminated, I...I have something to think about..." Chang Sheng suddenly felt that he was back to the way he was before, so he was so inarticulate.

Hearing someone's voice from a distance, Chang Sheng breathed a sigh of relief: "Senior, it seems that Senior Jianzhi and Shu Twelve have come, and they are safe and sound."

Yinzi put the whisk back on his shoulder, and seeing that Chang Sheng didn't finish the previous sentence, he gave him a meaningful look.

What do you want to do?

Do you want to tell me or please me?

"If you want my help, if there is nothing wrong with it, you can just say it, you don't have to. If you have done something wrong that goes against your heart, you don't have to confess it to me, just recover it as soon as possible, otherwise if you endanger the martial arts, I have nothing good to say." When Yinzi turned around, he left these words lightly.

Hearing this dissuasion, Chang Sheng knew that the other party hadn't noticed his intentions yet, and he didn't know whether it was luck or embarrassment.I was glad that I could still struggle ridiculously for a while, but the sad thing was that the other party didn't think about that at all.

But she can understand how normal it is for such a situation to happen between them.

So she just needs to feel bad again.

That's good too, since she can kill this love by herself, she doesn't need to involve others.

When it's all over, it's not too late.At that time, I can probably face it calmly. If I let it go, it will not be embarrassing, and I can also explain my reluctance.

At this time, Shu Twelve and Jian Chu who had regained consciousness came from the outside, and Ye Xiaochai who was guarding the coffin on Luofu Mountain should be fine.After Yinzi and the two returned to Luo Fu Dan, they found that Chang Sheng hadn't followed, probably went back quietly, and I don't know if he took his words to heart.

But is there something hidden about her suddenly wearing women's clothes?Yan Yinzi suppressed his thoughts, and with Ye Xiaochai, Jian Zhichu and Shu Twelve explained that he had reached an agreement with Shengmo Yuanshi to eliminate Bo Xun together.

"There are only three days left for the evil coffin to be effective. I must seize these three days to complete the coffin sacrifice and eliminate Bo Xun." Yinzi walked back and forth in front of the coffin, saying these words to everyone, But Shu Twelve became worried.

"Isn't Sister Ji..." Shu Twelve words were not finished, but his mood was fully revealed, and his words were pleading: "Senior, should we imprison Mi Da and Yan Da forever, so that they will not be able to harm the world. Sister Ji, let her live a good life, okay?"

In Shu Twelve's heart, Ji Wuxia is not one of the female evil spirits who endanger the world. Everyone understands Shu Twelve's mood, but they cannot agree with his naive thoughts.Bo Xun has harmed the world and brought so many massacres and disasters, so we cannot soften our hearts.

This time, even Jian Chu couldn't give the answer Shu Twelve had in mind.

Yinzi's strong refusal and his father's incomprehension made Shu Twelve feel uncomfortable. He really didn't want to see Ji Wuxia disappear into the world. Why can't he give her some mercy for such a good woman who deserves appreciation? Sad Huai left Luofudan, everyone wanted to chase but was persuaded by Jian Zhichu, so they had to give up.

However, when Shu Twelve turned and left sadly, something became clearer in his mind.

The complexity and emotion in Shu Twelve's eyes are surprisingly familiar.

Yes, he just saw it in someone's eyes...

Yinzi took out two kits from his sleeves, which he had prepared long ago, and handed them to Jian Zhichu and Ye Xiaochai, asking them to act accordingly.At this time, his face was indifferent, but his heart was full of shocking waves, and there was a trace of embarrassment that could not be expressed.

After the two left, Yinzi sat alone on the dry stone, but he didn't meditate, his mind was full of the scene when he met Changsheng at the foot of the mountain.

Now that I figured it out, there was an explanation for the other party's unnatural expressions after all.

It is rare for Yinzi to fidget. The anxiety is not because he is at a loss, but because he is bound to disappoint the girl's sincerity.

Such a highly admired junior became an embarrassing existence in an instant, and he couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

The stars in the sky are scattered and flickering, and Yinzi looked at the distant night sky and thought, it's better to avoid it during this period of time.Fortunately, the other party didn't often come to Luofu Dan to look for him, and he didn't tease him with explicit words like Bu Xiangchen did, getting too close.

He didn't expect the other party to hide his feelings so deeply, so restrained and forbearing.But the more this is the case, the more affectionate and rare it becomes.

And in his heart, although he could pretend to be martial arts, he couldn't pretend to be these things.Yinzi thought, if the other party makes more obvious moves, he should explain it politely.

He can't afford to delay such a pure person and mind.

Yinzi was full of emotions, but Changsheng felt that his emotions were not so complicated.

Chang Sheng brought Le An back to Ziying Court, waved the little girl away, and told her to rest.After that, he sat alone in the room.

After the experience at the foot of the mountain, Changsheng had to confirm repeatedly that he was sure that he would no longer have any more attachment to Yinzi in his heart.

It turns out that Kanpo only needs to let go decisively, and then be patient.

This is a good thing, Chang Sheng persuaded himself while pinching the Buddhist beads.But there was a steady stream of pain in her heart, which made her feel a little suffocated in her breathing.Press the position of the heart, as if something is cooling down a little bit.

I had no choice but to tell myself again, don't be afraid, as long as you continue to be strong, everything will gradually get better.

I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep tonight, so I can't help but smile wryly.

Changsheng wandered in the courtyard, but his mind was not pure.The bitterness in his eyes had long been filled with bitterness, and the golden particles formed in the depths of his eyes seemed to be collapsing, but Chang Sheng didn't notice it.

Unknowingly, I walked to the edge of the Lingquan known as Zhuoxin. This place is the center of Ziying Court, and next to it is Master's Baoquan residence.Stretch out your hand to guide the water to wash your hands, the cool and aura-rich water is extremely clear, and calms the impetuous mind a lot.

Just because I don't like it anymore doesn't mean that the previous liking can be removed immediately, after all, it occupies too much place in my heart.

Changsheng suddenly felt very lonely, she had too many words suffocated in her heart, and they all turned into sharp knives, cutting her heart.

After standing by the water for a long time, when the moonlight bypassed the clouds and fell on her face, she realized that her complexion was extremely pale, and it was actually pale.

Changsheng walked to the door of Wangchenyuan's room, at this time the other party was probably fast asleep.She sat gently on the ground and spoke softly into the air.

"Master, my... feelings... had a wrong start, and now... I want to end it..." Chang Sheng felt that some feelings were hard to control when he opened his mouth.

It turns out that it is so sad to want to pursue the heart like still water.

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, right...Yeah, I'm naive, I have to go to the end of the road before I give up...I have to let go of the pain..."

Panicked, as if he was the only one in the world, Chang Sheng buried his head in his knees, his posture showing extreme fragility.

But I heard a sudden heavy breathing in the room.

The trough of frustration was interrupted, and Chang Sheng turned his head in amazement, looking at the door that was always closed. The master was not asleep, so didn't he hear everything?

Wang Chenyuan naturally heard everything, heard his apprentice's complaints, sadness and pain.

Then he accidentally touched the wound on his hand, and subconsciously increased his breathing.The wooden thorn stayed in the flesh for a long time, and the slightest injury became a source of pain.

Can't pull it out, it's not a simple pain after taking root for a long time, just like his apprentice.

Chang Sheng's words resounded in Wang Chenyuan's mind, he had to feel pain before letting go.

what about me.

Is it because you can't let me let go, or am I reluctant to let go?

Then Changsheng knocked on the door and came in.

Chang Sheng only felt that he hadn't entered the master's room very soon, and when he heard the movement in the room, he thought that Wang Chen Yuan could not sleep well, so he came in to burn incense.

After placing the incense, Chang Sheng did not leave, but walked to the master's bed.

She knew that Master had heard it.

"Master, I... am I useless... I have gone through so many things, but I still can't calm my heart." Changsheng bent down and wanted to gather a blanket for Wang Chenyuan, but he didn't mean to. When he touched Wang Chenyuan's hand, the other party subconsciously flinched, making Changsheng realize that something was wrong.

Chang Sheng casually lit the lamp, sat on the edge of the bed and raised Wang Chenyuan's hand, and he saw a very obvious red and swollen place, which was probably a spasm of pain just now.

It was her negligence. Although the kingfishers are spiritual and able to take care of food, clothing, housing and transportation, they are not as considerate as human beings. This small injury has been left alone for an unknown amount of time.

Chang Sheng stretched out his hand to touch the wound, but Wang Chen Yuan took his hand back directly.

"I'm sorry, Master, the disciple was careless, but the pain is severe?" Chang Sheng took out the regular medicine powder from his sleeve, put it aside, and wanted to look at the wound again, but the other party stopped letting him go, and he was in a stalemate with Chang Sheng.

"Changsheng has no family, so in my heart, Master is Changsheng's own people, family members", Changsheng's words finally touched Wangchenyuan, and slowly opened Wangchenyuan's curled palm to check, but luckily he didn't get up Pus, then said: "But Master despises me, I know."

I don't know if it was because of Chang Sheng's words, or because of pressing on the wound, Wang Chenyuan shrank his fingertips, and then was slowly and forcefully stretched by Chang Sheng.

Changsheng was also angry with Wangchenyuan, and also begged, or pretended to chat cheerfully, but now she sees it, how warm the heart of a lifetime mentor and apprentice is, but it is just a dream.

Things in the world are always difficult, just like that person... Changsheng felt a pain in his heart, but his hands were even lighter, he carefully picked out the thorn, and then covered it with a thin layer of medicinal powder.

Wang Chenyuan only felt that the pain in his fingertips was much relieved, but he was not happy in his heart.Why didn't he regard Changsheng as his own, so what did he get?

It is the sea of ​​qi broken in the body, the empty meridians.

Although he was used to it, this fall was too painful for him.

Even if Changsheng said every word sincerely, even if he would still worry about the other party, he didn't dare to act rashly.

His apprentice is very sad tonight, very sad.

For some reason, Wangchenyuan had a bad feeling.

Then he heard Chang Sheng say: "Master, when Bo Xun is gone, I will give you back your freedom. Do you agree?"

Changsheng Xiangwen's tone was soft and soft, as if very caring, but what he said made Wang Chenyuan's heart chill to the end.

The author has something to say: I really want to tell you... The emotional line of this article is [secret love]...

Secret love means...it's impossible to confess...

Oh oh, it's 520 today, I wish you all a happy day~【Smile