[Thunderbolt] Changshengtian

37. Tired

Changsheng returned to the Ziying Court, and opened up a place in a deep and beautiful place among the many purple forests. On the outer stone tablet, three characters were obliquely engraved, Changshengtian.

It is called Changsheng, but there are two tombs representing death in it, and there may be other tombs in the future.

Changsheng also moved her mother's tomb in, and the other side is the tomb of the wrong master.

What is hidden in this place is the warmth that belonged to the past of Changsheng. It is placed in the depths of this dense forest, as if it is left in the heart of Changsheng.

Changsheng's eyes are still not healed, and she doesn't know when they will be, but Changsheng is not anxious or worried about it, and no matter what she does, she doesn't seem to be anxious anymore.

She feels very tired.

Changsheng discovered that she was always worrying, anxious, and running around in the past.

And this world, without anyone, wouldn't it work.

Even if it was Su Huanzhen, without him, the martial arts world would be more chaotic.

Su Huanzhen's real name came to Changsheng's mind, but he still thought of Yinzi again, and sighed lazily in his heart.Chang Sheng really didn't know what to do about the feelings he had for Yin Zi in his heart, and Guan couldn't control it.

But no matter, feelings are always growing inexplicably.

It is inexplicable, but Changsheng knows that it is not an inexplicable emotion, but that he really fell in love with the other party.

But Yinzi is not a person who can intercede.

When Changsheng is immersed in this relationship, he always feels a strong sense of division from time to time.

After deep thoughts, as if staying out of the matter, the rationality returns, and coldly criticizes his delusions.

The two emotions, as time goes by, become more and more extreme in opposition, which makes people distressed.

Changsheng felt that Yinzi had been painted on her heart since the first meeting, and nothing could erase it.

The ever-increasing yearning calls Ye Changsheng a little uneasy.

How could I have such deep affection.

There is nothing I can do, just take advantage of the current state, and put this intention on hold for a while.

Lying on the wooden floor under the porch among the water and clouds, the sky is like wisps of clouds. Changsheng smells the fragrance of flowers and trees planted in the yard in the wind, and the layers of robes under his body are folded leisurely.

Today's laziness is unimaginable before Changsheng. In the past, she either worked hard to practice, chant and copy scriptures, or went to serve at Master's Baoquanju, or just went out.

In the past, I didn't dare to relax at all, fearing that my longevity would be wiped out by many storms in this world, I often felt that time was running out, and longed to be strong and live in peace.

But after going through all kinds of things, Changsheng couldn't resist this kind of physical and mental exhaustion, and even his breathing became slower and heavier than usual.She didn't know how to change this mentality, and she just let herself show this appearance.

The long and fluffy hair was not braided, and the white hands supported the head at an angle, and the black silk flowed out from between the fingers, and fell on the chest and shoulders.

The sunlight reflected on the Buddhist beads wrapped twice around Changsheng's wrist. The gray beads, yellow and white beads shone together, giving off a warm and radiant glow.

The injured eyes were tightly closed, and his face was full of fatigue.

The girl who called in to ask Changsheng to eat, thought that Changsheng was already sleepy.

After returning that day, Changsheng asked the girl, only to learn that the couple had moved away from the village after the loss of their son, but the girl was accidentally left behind by them who were overly sad.

After further questioning, Changsheng found out that the girl was just a child picked up by the couple. They just wanted to borrow the girl to recruit a boy from their childless family. Later, the child was born, and the girl became redundant in the family.

Naturally, the girl did not lie, and Changsheng couldn't pursue any more. He just left the girl as an attendant and gave the unknown party a name.

"Little Le'an, I didn't fall asleep, so I don't need to try again." Chang Sheng gently waved his little hand dangling in front of his eyes, a little amused by this mischievous move, but Le'an became angry after arriving here. few.

"When you first came to Ziyingting, you were still so introverted, but now you dare to play tricks on your husband." The tone was slow and long. Changsheng has always spoken so weakly and slowly now, but there is a sense of ridicule in it full.

The magnetic voice, spoken in a low and slow voice, is very pleasant.

Le'an had cleaned up these days, revealing a small round face, her hair was neatly tied into a bun by a sky blue headband, and she was wearing a blue and white blouse, looking very cute.At this time, after being teased by Chang Sheng, Le An's cheeks were a little red: "Le An just cares about Mr., why is Mr. always looking so worrying."

"Ha, Le'an's words are really heart-warming for Mr. You are really right." Chang Sheng stretched out his hand and pinched the other party's face, causing the other party to say "Oops", then he withdrew his hand in satisfaction, and stood up lightly.

He went in the direction of Baoquanju. Changsheng hadn't seen his master for a long time.Now the mood has eased a lot, and today's mood is also good, so that when chatting with the master, she won't be emotionally disturbed and reveal that something is wrong with her recently.

"Le'an, today I'm going to Baoquanju to accompany Master, you go and take care of the deer for me."

Le An followed behind Chang Sheng, thinking that today she would be able to see her husband's master who never left home, but unexpectedly, she was dismissed by him again with an excuse.

Where does the deer need her to take care of, but Le An has no choice but to say yes.

Le'an was also surprised to know that Mr. Shizun lived in the house over there, and even had many strange conjectures about why the other party was so weird and no one saw him.

My husband is weird, and my master is also weird.

Le An sighed and walked out of the yard.

Changsheng stepped on the ground in a slow rhythm, approaching the door of the master.

"Master, Changsheng has come to see you."

Wang Chenyuan had long heard the sound of the other party's tired footsteps in the house, and Chang Sheng's tone of voice seemed to have changed.

Since the wooden thorn on the fingertips was not removed, the pain began again at this moment.

"Master, I have taken in a servant boy, who is very cute. If you see him, Master, you will definitely think that Le An is a very well-behaved child." Across the door, Chang Sheng's words became a little hazy, just Softened like the lazy sunlight outside.

Naturally, Changsheng will not bring the newly recruited servant boy to see the master now, and just pick up some relaxing words at the moment, and she doesn't want to talk about what happened outside this time.

"Master should have eaten his meal. It happened that Changsheng was coming over, so the kingfishers didn't come to clean up."

Chang Sheng stretched out his hand and knocked on the wooden door twice to show that he wanted to open the door.

Wang Chenyuan got thinner, Chang Sheng closed his eyes and couldn't see, so he tidied up silently.The used bowls and chopsticks are neatly arranged, so you don't have to bother to pick them up.

Wang Chenyuan turned his back on Changsheng like an old rock, still turning a deaf ear to it.Changsheng came to say hello a few days ago, but during this period of time, because Changsheng was out, he felt like he had been left out for a long time.

He hadn't heard his apprentice's voice for a long time, and now he received the care he hadn't seen for a long time, and there was some dissatisfaction in his heart.

Changsheng collected his things and went out obediently.

Wang Chenyuan felt that the other party left indifferently, and felt something was wrong in his heart.Before Changsheng came in occasionally, he would always tidy up for him, or check his body for any inconvenience, but now he has learned to treat him as air.

The swelling and pain caused by the wood thorns on his hands made Wang Chenyuan frown, more because of the changes in longevity.

As an apprentice, he must have suffered some setbacks outside.

It's hard for him not to notice that he's so tired.

The author has something to say: Changsheng almost feels tired and doesn't love...