[Net King + Pattern] Flame Rose

Returning from Tokyo to Osaka, the Matsuo family was very excited. Matsuo Daiki and his sister showed off that he met his idol Tezuka Kunimitsu and got an autograph. Matsuo Haruhi exclaimed that it was a pity and said that she met Tennis prodigy Daomingji Ritsu, brother and sister walked in front, joking and joking, Mr. Matsuo followed behind with Mrs. Matsuo.Looking at the smiles on the faces of his sons and daughters, Mr. Matsuo also smiled and rolled his eyes, and the vicissitudes in the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes seemed to be relaxed.Only Mrs. Matsuo seemed a little too silent, she kept her head down in thought.

In the dead of night, the Matsuo family fell into a dreamland. Mrs. Matsuo tossed and turned on the bed. After thinking about it, she turned over and got up, went into the bathroom in the dark, turned on the light, and the small room instantly became bright.Mrs. Matsuo washed her face. She raised her face and stared blankly at the person in the mirror. The loose pink-gray pajamas wrapped her swollen body. She couldn't help reaching out and touching the mirror... The reflection in the mirror and her hand Tight hand, this hand is not good-looking at all, it is round and fleshy, not only not delicate, but rather rough, full of vicissitudes left over from the years.

The person in the mirror doesn't look good either, just a normal old Obasan.The once black and beautiful long hair has been permed into a fluffy curly hair, the fair and tender skin of his youth is gone, the yellowed and rough skin, the stubborn black eyes have also become dull and cloudy, and the face is covered with a smudge after washing. Drops of water slid down the cheeks...

The person outside the mirror blinked, and the person in the mirror blinked to look at it, but it still didn't look good. An ordinary middle-aged woman, the wrinkles on her face were full of wind, frost and vicissitudes.

Mrs. Matsuo choked up, her eyes became blurred...

She saw the person in the mirror holding hands with hers, and the smooth surface of the mirror rippled strangely, and the figure in the mirror gradually changed with the ripples, until the mirror surface became clear again—a British-style student uniform tailored to the body, fair and delicate She has a small face, the corners of her mouth are curled up and she smiles innocently and beautifully. The girl with black ponytail has a pair of translucent black eyes that are particularly eye-catching, looking youthful and energetic.

In the [-]th year of that year, it was youth, a newborn calf, with a heart higher than the sky——

"I have been admitted to Yingde! Mom, I have been admitted to Yingde!" The cheering voice of the girl sounded and gradually dispersed...

"f4, are you all so unreasonable?!!" For the sake of justice, the girl raised her chin and stared fiercely at the four over-the-top teenagers with outstanding appearance. the opposite of.

Memories are like movies, flashing in front of you frame by frame,

"Are you okay?" The delicate boy with blond hair and purple eyes stretched out his hand to her...

"Makino Shancai! You are my young master's woman!!" The arrogant curly-haired boy raised his head, his eyes filled with disdain and full of concern...

"Shancai, why did you snatch my Daomingsi sama!" The beautiful girl with cherry blossom-colored long hair collapsed and knelt on the ground, crying hysterically...

"It's you?" The frivolous and evil red-haired boy gracefully shook the red wine glass at the banquet, with meaningful eyes...

"Who is Xiaoyou?" The handsome and elegant young man with glasses had cold eyes, and his brows and eyes were full of displeasure...

Yingde, f4, Yingzi, Xiaoyou... are as far away as what happened in the previous life...

"I don't know how to play the piano!" He yelled at the gorgeous banquet, completely embarrassing him.

"Shancai, come back to China with me..." Indulging in those gentle blue eyes, she abandoned all reason and willingly sank into the bed.

"Shancai!" Senior Fujido smiled softly,

"Shancai!" Hanazawa senior pointed out,

"Makino Shancai! Don't act wild in front of this lady!" The glamorous red-haired girl flicked her whip and looked down at her from a high position, as if staring down at an ant...

"Shancai!" Oribe Junpei tempted to seduce,

"Shancai!" Xiaoyou said with worried eyes,

"Shancai, let's break up..." His exhausted words defeated all her stubborn and ugly disguises!

"..."

Mrs. Matsuo was in a trance and almost fell into the washbasin. She regained her senses and shook her head vigorously... In the mirror, the young girl disappeared, and the middle-aged woman with all the vicissitudes appeared.

She opened her mouth and murmured, "It's over, it's all over..."

She is no longer Makino Shancai, she is Matsuo Shancai.

At the best age of her life, she met the most beautiful him, but after all, it was her own hypocrisy and derailment that failed the best sincerity in the world.

After leaving Asi, she had resentment, hope, regret, and self-mockery...but all the emotions were precipitated and submerged in the years...only regret has been with her for many years, and she can't forget it.

——Meeting too early is because she is not good enough.

In these years, she has also experienced many things, leaving Asi, Yingde, and the glitzy world of the upper class, life will always go on...

Less than a year after the family moved to Osaka, their parents divorced, and their father took his younger brother back to his hometown in the countryside. His father felt that the city's feasting and debauchery would make people lose their eyes, so he chose to return to the countryside.My mother has always been addicted to the delusional idea of ​​letting her marry into a rich family, and her life is muddled, drinking and gambling messed up the family-until she was run over by a truck because she didn't look at the traffic lights when she was crossing the road because of drinking... After finishing her mother's funeral , her father asked her if she wanted to go back to the countryside together.

At that time, she was still stubborn, and even felt that her father hated her and her mother, and hated their whimsy, which made the family far away from the happy and ordinary life in Tokyo. She also hated her father, and hated why he gave up in the first place. Brother left.

She resented many people, she stubbornly wanted to stay in Osaka, holding a little extravagant hope in her heart that couldn't happen...

His father seemed to have seen through her thoughts, he sighed helplessly, and left her a sum of money, which was his few savings now, and returned to the countryside.

After her father left, she was left alone in Osaka, and she used the truck driver's compensation to pay off her mother's gambling debts.Now she still has a sum of money left by her father and a set of real estate given to her by Asi. Life is not easy. The money left by her father is not much, and her life is getting more and more difficult. In the dead of night, she She often hides in the quilt and cries. She misses her mother, father, brother, and Ah Si...

How much she wished that Asi would appear at this time, he was always so kind, although he kept arrogantly refusing to admit it, but he gave her the best, how she hoped that Asi would appear and take her away...

Waiting makes people desperate, Asi did not show up, she is still alone, with no source of income, she began to realize that she must be strong, because life...

Because of her life, she has dropped out of school, had an abortion, worked a lot of part-time jobs, was taken advantage of when she was working in a bar, and even did compensated dating for a period of time when she was most financially struggling.She tried many jobs and persisted to complete her studies.

After graduation, like most of them, she became an ordinary employee at the bottom of society, and she finally gave up waiting in the property left to her by Asi. She sold the house and paid off her student loans.Before the age of 30, I also fell in love several times, and the conditions of the partners were very average. I met good people and bad guys.

Later, she married Matsuo, an ordinary kitchen helper, and became Mrs. Matsuo, and she had been in contact with ordinary people in the market these years.Daily necessities, trivialities, life is like this, destroying her youthful beauty bit by bit.

In fact, it's not that she hasn't met Asi again.It was Christmas time, the streets and alleys were full of festive atmosphere, and the whole city of Osaka was filled with warm lights.

At that time, she had just broken up with her ex-boyfriend, because his ex-boyfriend cheated on a younger sister who was prettier than her.The atmosphere of Christmas made her feel lonely and deserted at home alone, so she chose to go to the street to relax. She still remembered that day she was wearing a royal blue jacket and a black cotton skirt, with heavy makeup on her face, standing alone in front of the street lights. Walking down, the lonely figure is like a ray of lonely soul.

There was also falling snow hanging on the cherry blossom trees by the roadside. She lowered her head and stared at the road below as she walked slowly. The padded jacket was very warm, but her heart was very cold.Shi Shiran raised her eyes, and the proud standing figure not far away made her lose her mind.

In the cold Christmas wind, he stood under the street lights in front of the luxury store, wearing a black windbreaker to set off his tall and straight figure, his hair was still curled up as always, but he looked very handsome and impeccable Perfect facial features are like a king in a fairy tale.There are charming deep blue ripples overflowing from the depths of the indifferent black pupils... The warm yellow street light poured on him, and his stern brows softened. He stood there with a blurred halo, so perfect It's like a beautiful picture scroll.

Soon, a beautiful woman in a light-colored windbreaker opened the glass door of the luxury store with an exquisite packaging bag. There was a peaceful smile on the corner of her mouth, and her amber eyes shone brightly. She was very beautiful. , just like a winter night with a dim and warm yellow tone, it can't stop her diamond version of the radiant brilliance.

She knew who she was, Hayakawa Ayano, who was now called Daomingji Ayano, and was Asi's wife.

"Si, the gift for Aunt Renzu has been bought, let's go..."

"Hmm..." His eyes followed his wife, and the moment he saw Hayakawa Ayano, there was an obvious smile in his eyes.

On Christmas night, the sky in Osaka was very clean, with sporadic light snow scattered one after another. Domyoji held up the umbrella with one hand, and lightly supported Hayakawa Ayano's shoulder with the other. His movements were very considerate and his expression was very gentle.

She stared blankly at the pair of Bi people going away, the winter chill seemed to go deep into the bone marrow, the snow began to fall more and more heavily, she watched their backs carrying each other away... the snowflakes fell on the eyelashes, and were melted into tears by the body temperature , slipped down the corner of the eye...

He is happy, they are happy...

In the boundless snow, a thin figure stood alone in the snow. She lowered her head, and the corners of her mouth slowly evoked a bleak smile. Over the years, she didn't dare to pay attention to Asi, and she was afraid even when chatting with friends. Hearing his name, I don't know if it's snow or tears that slid down my cheeks, and I'm still remembering all the good things you did to me back then... It turns out that time is always cruel.

"The lonely rabbit, running around here and there" It turns out that the stories are all deceptive.

The world is vast, she is still waiting for someone to turn back, she is nothing more than a cocoon, no one will come!

She thought she should have a home.

When Daoming Siyue was born, she married honest man Matsuo.Later, she also had her own child, and her life these years can only be called ordinary. After all, she and Asi are still people in two worlds, and after a brief encounter, they gradually drift away.

However, she did not expect that this trip to Tokyo reminded her of the past, but it was only the past...

it's already over……

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