[Korean entertainment] bumped into a cute kid

Cui Shengxuan refused to believe the bad news.

How could something happen in Xining?Nothing will happen to her.She will lie on the bed because she is asleep, yes, she is just asleep, don't cover her face with the quilt, she will be out of breath.

Cui Shengxuan raised his feet and walked towards her, knelt down by the bed, pulled off the white cloth covering her face, held her hand and said softly: "Xining, I'm back, are you happy when I'm back? I'm sorry, let me Have you and Doudou been waiting for a long time? I will come back earlier next time."

Looking at the scar on her face with pity, he caressed gently, "Xining, does it hurt? It must be very painful, right? It won't hurt if I blow it to you."

Mother Cui covered her mouth and cried.

When they found Xining, Xining was no longer breathing, and the child was not kept.Blood stained her skirt red, cold rain hit her body, her face was full of despair, her right hand clutched her stomach tightly, and she couldn't let go.She must be reconciled, unwilling to keep the baby, unwilling to be by Shengxuan's side anymore.

Cui Shengxuan frowned slightly when he heard crying, and turned his head to silence his mother, "...Shh, mom, please keep your voice down, Xining is asleep, you will wake her up like this .”

After finishing speaking, Cui Shengxuan turned his head again, lowered his voice and said to Liu Xining: "Xining, you go to sleep, I will accompany you here, it will be fine when you wake up."

"When you wake up, get up and chat with me. I have a lot to say to you."

"Xining, it's your birthday today. I bought you a present, and you will definitely like it."

"Grandma said that she would come over for dinner tonight. Didn't you say that you haven't seen grandma for a while two days ago? You can see her in the evening."

"I have a few days of vacation in the next few days. Let's go abroad to relax. Didn't you say you want to go to Denmark? Shall we go there?"

Not getting a reply, Cui Shengxuan patted his forehead and smiled apologetically, "Oh, I forgot, you were sleeping. I won't say anything, I'll talk about it when you get up, don't be angry with me."

Cui's mother cried more urgently, but she didn't dare to cry in front of her son, so she ran out of the ward and crouched in the corner, crying loudly. Cui's father comforted his wife, his throat was sore, and he also cried.

How I wish all this was just a nightmare, they just had a bad dream, and it would be fine if they woke up, Xining was still by their side, no accidents happened and they never left, they were still happy.

The twilight has become blurred, and the sky full of sunset glow has gradually faded, without color.Cui Shengxuan still maintained a half-kneeling posture and did not move. It has been so many hours, hasn't Xining had enough sleep?

Ah, he knows, she must have talked to him on the phone for too long last night, she was tired, so she still hasn't woken up yet.

Well, yes, it must be like this. The doctor also said that pregnant women are lethargic, so it is normal for Xining to not wake up.

"Xining, sleep a little longer, and get up for dinner after a little sleep, don't be lazy."

The hour hand went round and round, and soon pointed to nine. Cui Shengxuan looked at Liu Xining, who was still asleep, and began to panic. He said, "Xining, why are you still awake? Are you not hungry? But not hungry." You have to get up for dinner too, she will be hungry for DouDou."

"That's good, you can sleep for a while, you can only sleep for a while, this is my biggest concession, if you don't get up later, I will be angry."

"You don't want me to be angry, right? So you have to get up obediently. I'll wait for you to get up and eat together when you get up. I also brought you your favorite cookies, and we will eat together."

Mother Cui, who was outside the door, heard her son talking to herself, and the tears that had finally stopped slipped down again, what should I do, what should I do.What should they do when they encounter such unfortunate things?

It was bound to be a sleepless night.

If Cui's mother thought that her son was immersed in grief and couldn't restrain himself at first, but soon found out that something was wrong with him. Shengxuan completely rejected Xining's death, and refused to cremate her or let her be buried. Watch her like that, as if she will wake up the next second.

The grief in Cui's mother's heart has not yet dissipated, and a deep worry surged in her heart. Shengxuan was already in a daze. He even refused to let others get close to Xining. No matter who it is, as long as he gets close to Xining, he will lose his temper Drive people away.She had already lost her daughter-in-law and could not lose her son.

"Shengxuan, Xining has already left, you..." Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted, Cui Shengxuan frowned and said unhappily: "Mom, what are you talking about? Xining didn't leave, she was sleeping on the bed."

Cui's mother looked at her decadent but persistent son, and burst into tears, "Shengxuan, Shengxuan, Xining has already left, you listen to mother, let her and the baby rest in peace, huh?"

Cui Shengxuan frowned even tighter, and pursed the corners of his mouth, "Mom, if you say that I'm going to be angry again, Xining is fine. She just fell asleep, and it will be fine when she wakes up."

Mother Cui cried out.

Cui Shengxuan turned around and held Xining's hand with an unhappy face, "Xining, you said you would stay with me forever, you won't leave me, right?"

When there was no response, Cui Shengxuan became flustered and grabbed Liu Xining's hand tightly, "Xining, you won't leave me, right? You said you would stay with me forever."

A cold feeling came from the palm of his hand, Cui Shengxuan was anxious, why is Xining's hand so cold, why he still can't warm it after covering it for a long time?Is the quilt not covered enough?It must be so.

He went to wrap another quilt over Liu Xining's body, covered it, and tucked the corner of the quilt, he said: "Xining, will it be better this way? It won't be cold, right?"

"Xining, the sun outside is very good, how about we go to bask in the sun?"

"Oh, if you don't want to go, then we won't go. I'll talk to you."

"Xining, I bought some beautiful clothes for Doudou. Let's take a look when you get up. I think you will like it, and Doudou will too."

Still no response.Cui Shengxuan's panic was even greater, he held Liu Xining's hand and said, "Xining, you have slept for a long time, it's time to get up."

"Xining, I really can't sleep anymore, you've been sleeping for so long, if you sleep again, I'm going to laugh at you."

"Xining, don't sleep, get up and look at me."

Cui's father looked at his bewildered son, and frowned tightly. He couldn't go on like this, and his son would be ruined if he went on like this.He understands his grief, but do some things exist without facing them?Will Xining and Bao Bao, who are so self-deceiving, come back?

Some things are difficult for others to do, so let him do it.He came to be that villain, even if his son would resent him.

When Cui Shengxuan woke up from the dream and found that Liu Xining was missing from the bed, he panicked and shouted, "Xining! Xining! Xining!"

He searched every corner of the ward with bare feet, but couldn't find it, Cui Shengxuan was about to cry, where did his Xining go?Who hid his Xining?Did she get bored so she went downstairs for a walk in the sun?Oh, it's good to go out in the sun, she hasn't been in the sun for many days.

As soon as Cui Shengxuan walked to the door, he saw his father and mother approaching. After saying hello, he wanted to go downstairs to find Xining, but his father stopped him, "Pack up and go home."

"I went to Xining. She went to bask in the sun. After I found her, I went home with her."

Cui's father stopped him, took the urn in his wife's hand and said, "Xining is here, where are you going to find her?"

Cui Shengxuan stopped, glanced at the box in his mother's hand in surprise, then his face turned pale, and then he returned to the way before, "I'm going downstairs to find Xining."

Seeing that his son was still deceiving himself and others, Cui's father was angry, and grabbed the urn from his wife's arms and stuffed it into his arms, "Xining is here, where are you going to find her?!"

The box in his hand was as heavy as a thousand catties, and Cui Shengxuan's face changed drastically. He reached out and was about to stuff the box back, and roared angrily: "Dad, don't talk nonsense! She is downstairs in Xining, and she is basking in the sun downstairs! I will go find her, I'll go get her back!" After speaking, she turned around and was about to run downstairs.

"How long are you going to escape?" Father Cui grabbed his son by the collar and said angrily, "Xining and Baobao are gone! They're gone!"

"They are here!"

The hallway was dead silent.

His head buzzed like a heavy punch.Cui Shengxuan looked down at the black box in his arms in disbelief, parted his lips but couldn't make a sound, a voice in his head told him, all of this is fake, it's all fake.

"Do you want to continue to live like this, people and ghosts? Do you feel at ease when you go to Xining like this?" Cui's father's eyes are also red, does Shengxuan think that he is very comfortable to expose all this?

"Dad, don't curse her!!!" Cui Shengxuan roared angrily, "Xining is not dead, how could she die? She said she would always be with me!"

"Mom, Xining is not dead, she is still alive, right?"

Just like when he was a child, when he was sad, wronged and bullied outside, he wanted to talk to his mother about his pain, and his mother would comfort him gently, wipe away his tears, and blow on his injured place, so that he could It doesn't hurt anymore.

Cui Shengxuan turned around and looked at his mother pleadingly.Mom, please, please tell me that Xining is fine and she is waiting for me at home.All this is just my nightmare, I am just in a dream, it will be fine when I wake up from the dream.

Mama Cui's eyes were red, her voice was trembling, "Shengxuan, Xining has passed away, you..." She couldn't say any more words, she choked up and cried.

---Click, click, click.

The sound of tears hitting the box.

You can no longer lie to yourself, and you can no longer pretend that nothing happened.Cui Shengxuan squatted down holding the box, feeling distressed as if he was about to die, "She promised me, Mom, she promised me not to leave me."

"What should I do, without her, what will I do in the future?"

His wife was gone, his children were gone, and the happiness that had been built came to an abrupt end.

They once agreed that they would grow old together and be a pair of happy grandpas and grandmas, but the day when this promise was never fulfilled, it would never be fulfilled.

Xining, Xining, Xining.

Cui Shengxuan cried loudly holding the urn.

Xining, why is this happening?You tell me, why is this happening?

You said you would stay with me forever, why is there no you by my side at this moment?

What am I going to do without you?What should I do? !

Xining, are you coming back?You don't answer my call immediately, and you don't want to accompany me to watch TV series you don't like. I only want you to come back, as long as you come back to me.

Please, come back, okay?

Please, come back.

A minute is 60 seconds, an hour is [-] seconds, a day is [-] seconds, so what about a month?How many seconds are in a month?How many seconds are two months?

It has been more than a month since Liu Xining's funeral, and the time has not diluted the grief, but intensified it. The Cui family has been in a low pressure, and the unspeakable grief has always lingered in everyone's heart.

Cui Shengxuan stubbornly refused to bury Xining's urn in the cemetery, but put it in the room.After the accident in Xining, he didn't like to see people or talk, he locked himself in the room every day, and he completely ignored the outside world.

After Liu Xining's accident, some black fans gloated about it, and some radical fans clamored for Cui Shengxuan to quit the team, get out of Big Stick, and don't drag others down; there were also fans who cared for him and left messages on Big Stick's official website to comfort him, hoping He got out of this grief soon.

No matter how the outside world made trouble, Cui Shengxuan never responded. After Liu Xining's accident, he never showed his face in front of others.

On 11.4th, Choi Seung Hyun's 28th birthday.

There is no celebration, and the family eats a meal with very little.After eating, Cui Shengxuan went back to the room, without turning on the light, he just sat on the floor with the urn in his arms.

Xining, Seoul without you is like a desert, every day is meaningless.After you left, only gray and white remained in my world, only sadness and sadness remained.

Xining, so tired, so bitter, I can't bear it anymore, I can't bear it anymore.

Xining, I miss you very much, I miss you and my child very much.

In the darkness, determination flashed in Cui Shengxuan's eyes, he hugged the urn tightly, Xining, go around, we will be together soon.

You and DouDou will wait for me, this time we will never be separated again.

Never part again.

The author has something to say: When I wrote this section, I listened to "Under the Same Sky at Different Times", and I cried a lot.

Today is the 20th anniversary of the brothers’ debut, let’s celebrate with flowers, ~(≧▽≦)/~I hope there will be another ten years, [-] years.Regardless of whether you are in front of the stage or behind the scenes, I will always like it.Maybe in a few years, I can still take my child to see your concert, pointing to you and telling him, this is the person my mother likes, they are five people who are excellent, talented, polite and worthy of liking.Thinking about it makes me feel like an idiot! ! !