Min Zhenyu still remembers the scene when he saw Xining for the first time.

It was a warm afternoon, and he and his mother moved to a new house. The new house was dirty and small, smaller than any house he had lived in before, and he didn't like it.But there is no way, they have no money, and they cannot afford to live in a big clean and warm house.

Mom was talking to the landlady when there was the sound of running downstairs.After a while, he saw a very beautiful girl with twin ponytails appearing in front of him. Her face was flushed, and her smiling eyes were like crescent moons in the sky. She was extremely beautiful.But he didn't like her, he didn't like her at first sight, she was just as annoying as those people.

"Zhenyu." Her mother's gentle voice sounded behind her, "What are you looking at?"

"I didn't see anything." He slammed the door and lowered his head to unpack his luggage.

"Zhenyu, you have to clean up the room first before unpacking. Mom wipes the glass first. Can you help mom twist the rag?"

"Ah."

He and his mother had been busy until dark before finally cleaning up the room. When cleaning the glass, he saw his mother busy up and down by herself, and he felt unhappy again.In his family, there will never be a father, and he has never seen his father.

When he was younger, probably when he was in kindergarten, he saw that other children were picked up by their father, so he asked his mother, "Mom, where is Dad? Where is Dad? Why doesn't he come to pick Zhenyu up from school?"

At this time, my mother always patted his head and said to him, "Dad has gone to a far, far away place to make money. He is working hard to make money for Zhenyu."

"Then can we live in a big house when Dad comes back? Mom, I hate living in such a house. It's small and dirty."

"Well. Yes, just wait until Dad comes back."

"Yeah, that's great! When will Dad come back? Mom, Zhenyu wants Dad to come back soon."

"When will you come back? Dad can come back when Zhenyu grows this tall."

Mom said that she took chalk and drew lines on the wall. The little boy held his head up and opened his mouth in an O shape. He was so tall, but it didn’t matter, Dad, I will work hard to grow taller. When I grow that tall I can see you then.

He has to measure his height several times a day. He wants to grow taller, and he dreams of it.He obediently drank milk and ate big mouthfuls, just to grow taller and meet his father.

One day after several years, he suddenly thought of this incident, his nose suddenly became sour, and his eyes were moist. How did his mother feel when he saw him straighten his back against the wall and measure his height every day?Is it sad with sadness?Maybe it's more helpless.

Later, when he was in the first grade, he realized that the absence of a father in his family was not because his father went far, far away to try to make money, but because his father didn't want his mother anymore.

For the first time, he knew what cheating was, and he also knew what an illegitimate child was. He hit the little fat man who laughed at him, and was also beaten by the little fat man.After returning, he stepped on the small bench and wiped off the line.

lie!lie!lie!They all lied to him!

Is it a crime not to have a dad?Why bully him and laugh at him?It's great to have a father at home?He doesn't want to be bullied, he will hit whoever hits him.The parents of the students who were beaten took their children to the door, and the mother kept apologizing and losing money.

Later, the number of fights increased, and many parents complained, and the teachers hated him very much, so he was not allowed to go to school.In this way, he and his mother kept moving, changing schools, and then moved here. He couldn't remember how many times he moved.

In the evening, he saw the girl again. She had already changed into a set of clean clothes, and her soft hair hung down her shoulders. She was standing at the stairs with a doll in her hand, looking down constantly.When there was the sound of walking downstairs, he heard her cheer loudly, "Dad!" and then ran down.

"Ai Yiquan, is my baby girl coming out to pick up Dad? Dad hasn't seen you for a while, and he misses us in Xining."

"I miss Dad too."

"Have you been obedient and obedient during this time? Are your grandparents in good health? Where's your mother?"

"I am obedient. Dad, grandpa and grandma are in good health. Grandpa can eat two big bowls every meal. It's amazing. Grandma is also good. She even knits a sweater for me. It's almost finished, but it's so beautiful. .Mum is fine too. I've already prepared dinner and waited for Dad to come back at home."

Liu's father took her hand and walked upstairs while listening to his daughter.

"Dad, I got No.1 in the Mandarin test last time. The teacher praised me."

"Really? Dad's Xining's real list, but you can't be proud of getting good grades, you know?"

"Well, I know, my mother told me."

The laughter downstairs became more and more clear as the footsteps approached, he slammed the door shut, and his lips were tightly pressed, disgusting!Hate!Hate!That girl is also nasty.

The next day, my mother took the snacks she made to visit the new neighbor, which was the girl's home.Uncle Liu's family are all nice people, but he doesn't like them.Mom asked Xining to go to and from school with him, and Xining agreed.

But he was impatient with her and rejected her instinctively. Xining has too many beautiful things in her body. She has a complete and happy family. She has grandparents who love her, and parents who love her. That is him. Something you want but can't have.

He could hear their family talking and laughing every day, her soft coquettish voice and the adults' doting on her. How happy was Xining at that time.Just when he thought she would be happy forever indefinitely, all this had a turning point on her seventh birthday.

On Xining's birthday, Uncle Liu and Aunt Liu took her to the amusement park to celebrate her birthday.After playing for a day, when it was time to leave, Xining coquettishly said that he wanted to play the Ferris wheel.Uncle Liu didn't want to play at first, but couldn't help his daughter act like a baby, so he took her to play, who knew that something happened.Uncle Liu died protecting her, but Xining survived.

After Uncle Liu's accident, he even thought, ah, that's great, now Xining is the same person as him, has no father, and is hated by others.Yeah, Xining was hated, hated by grandparents and mother.Uncle Liu was the only son. After his accident, the Liu family collapsed. The Liu family's grandparents and aunt Liu blamed all of this on Xining.

Overnight, Xining fell from the clouds to the dust.All the elders who loved her before were gone, and there was endless indifference, sarcasm and violence.

This is more than ten years.

When did you fall in love with Xining?He couldn't remember clearly, he only knew that she had been engraved on his heart like an imprint when he realized it.He watched the little girl slowly grow into a slim young girl, he thought, he must guard her, guard her carefully, and marry her when she grows to be the most beautiful.

But, why did he guard her for so long, when she was in her most beautiful appearance, the person she was going to marry was not him, but Cui Shengxuan?She wants to marry Cui Shengxuan, have children for him, and live happily ever after with him.

Why?Why? !

He guarded her for so long in exchange for this ending?No, you can't, Xining, you can't treat me like this, have you forgotten that you once told me that you will always be by my side?

You said this to me when I was almost dying in America, how could you forget it?You have always kept your promises and kept your promises. Why can't you do it now?

In the midsummer of the third year of junior high school, it was a sultry afternoon.

Min Zhenyu still remembers the sweltering heat that day, the burning sensation of the scorching sun on the skin of his body has never faded away, and the cicadas chirped a little, adding a little bit of irritability.

When a few boys saw their mothers who came to the school for the parents' meeting, they laughed unscrupulously and sarcastically loudly.Furious, he chased those boys and was about to beat him. His mother chased him, and before he knew it, he was on the road. During the tug-of-war, he was pushed out by a boy. Here we are.

He was petrified and couldn't react for a while.Suddenly, a strong force pushed him to the other side of the road, followed by the sound of sharp brakes across the sky, the sound of tires slipping, the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground, the screams of the crowd, the sound of calling 119, and the sound of panicked running Intertwined into the most tragic scene of this afternoon.

Dark blood spread all over the ground like enchanting Bianhua flowers, and blood gushed out of mother's mouth and ears continuously. She turned her head with difficulty, her eyes looked in his direction, her mouth opened and closed, too far apart , he couldn't hear clearly.

He walked over, and the crowd automatically dispersed. He knelt beside her, holding her hand, with a trembling voice, "...Mom, mom..."

His mother's blood quickly stained his hands and clothes red, and the blood continued to fall from between his fingers, falling on the scorched asphalt road, and drying up into a few small blood beads in a few seconds.

"...Don't scare me."

Young and frivolous, he thought that he would never have anything to fear in this world. He was Min Zhenyu, the Min Zhenyu who was fearless.But this afternoon, many, many fears came to his heart, and he even trembled because of fear.

Mom, I will never fight again, never get into trouble, and never talk back to you again.

Mom, I will be obedient, I will be an excellent son, I will study hard and never let you worry about it.

Mom, I still have a lot of things to do. I want to buy you a big house to live in and marry you a beautiful daughter-in-law.You have to look at me until these things fail to come true.

There was more and more blood, and his mother's face became paler and paler. He held her hand and cried loudly, "Mom, mom, don't abandon me."

"Come and save my mother, save her! I beg you, save her!" Sweat was mixed with tears, and his vision was blurred.

This afternoon, the desperate and helpless howling of the young man drifted far, far away with the wind...

His mother's eyes were miserable, and some words were muttering in his mouth. He lowered his head and put his ear against his mother's mouth, trying to hear her words clearly. Her breath became weaker and her voice gradually became quieter. He tried his best I only heard four words: "... don't... want to... hate... him..."

He burst into tears.

Mom, why do you still remember him when you die?What kind of existence is he to you?He has ignored us for so many years and left us to fend for ourselves, why do you still tell me not to hate him?

No, mother, I hate him, I want him to die.

His mother missed the man she had loved all her life, and she never even showed his face at her funeral.It was such a man who appeared in front of him a few months after his mother passed away.

It wasn't that his conscience finally remembered that there was such a son as him, but because his youngest son had a car accident and became a vegetative state. He finally remembered him after a long period of treatment and there was no possibility of him waking up. The reason is very simple. I don't want his huge business empire to have no successors.

During those nights when he had a complete falling out with Xining, he thought more than once, if he hadn't been taken away by Min Taehe, maybe everything would be different today, maybe he wouldn't lose her, maybe we would be together Will be together, you say so, Xining?

Shen Shulan is a kind-faced and cruel person. When he first went to the Min's mansion, she greeted him and treated him well. She perfectly played the image of a "loving mother". He was young and ignorant, and he really thought she was right. He is good, I later found out that all this was just a show for his father.

The procedures for going abroad were quickly completed. Before going abroad, she suggested that the old housekeeper go with him, saying that she could take care of him, but he was still trembling with fear. Who knew that after going abroad, there would be a lot of waste waiting for him.

The night before going abroad, he secretly ran to meet her.The boy under the moon took the girl's hand and said to her very seriously: "Xining, I'm going abroad tomorrow, I have to study hard, so that I can inherit the Min's consortium, and I can buy you a big house to live in." I'll buy you whatever you like."

How naive he was at that time, thinking that he could inherit his father's company by studying hard.At that time, his vision was so shallow, all he thought about was the big house, but he didn't know that there were other things in this world.

Parting is always very unpleasant, Xining lowered his head and kicked the pebbles on the ground lightly with his toes.His mood also became bad, "Xining, why don't I go abroad. If I don't go abroad, I can still study in Seoul. I'll go back and tell my father."

To Min Taihe, he always called him his father, and never refused to call him father.In his opinion, the title of father is distant and respectful, far less intimate and casual than father. In his heart, Min Taihe is not worthy of being a father, at least not his father.

Xining stopped him, "I'm just a little sad. When will you be back?"

"I'll be back for Christmas, soon. Now that the traffic is so developed, it's not easy to come back? Don't worry, I'll come back to see you as soon as I have time. We can still call and chat."

"Yeah." She stretched out her little finger to hook him, "I'm coming back for Christmas."

"it is good."

However, not only did he not come back this Christmas, he almost killed himself.After going to the United States, he discovered that life in the United States was not as good as he imagined. He was often bullied at school, and he couldn't keep up with the courses, so he struggled to learn.The classmates are not friendly, and the teachers are also cold.

My father made several phone calls a day to inquire about his study progress. When he learned that his study was a mess, he couldn't help but cursed him, threatening him that if he continued like this, he would ruin his finances and let him die in the United States. At that time, he was so scared that for a long time, he would tremble when he saw incoming calls from China. His spirit was on the verge of collapse, his hair fell out in large quantities, and he suffered from insomnia all night long.

The old butler couldn't stand it anymore, and gave him a cigarette, saying it could relieve stress, and taught him how to smoke.Only later did he realize that it wasn't smoke, it was all drugs.When he realized that he had become addicted to drugs, his finances were all controlled by Shen Shulan, and his father only cared about his academic performance and never cared about his life. When the drug addiction started, when there was no money to buy drugs How to do it?

He begged the old butler, and at first the old butler gave it very readily, but gradually his addiction grew, and the ordinary amount could no longer satisfy him, the old butler began to tear off his warm face, revealing an ugly face.

The old housekeeper premeditatedly led him on a crooked path. He had seen and experienced everything, including sex, partying, N/P, recruiting prostitutes.

What broke his bottom line was what happened later, can you imagine how you feel when you wake up next morning next to a fat old man with a big brain after drinking a drugged drink?

Can you imagine watching yourself in the video how you were tossed about by someone the night before, the obscenity/words/young/language/disgusting picture?

He vomited for half the morning, looked at himself in the mirror, and burst into tears.Who is that man in the mirror?Why are his eyebrows so strange?Min Zhenyu, he said to himself, do you know how humble you are now?Do you know how depraved you are?

So dirty and disgusting.

So desperate, so hard, I don’t want to live anymore, it’s so despicable.

In this world, Xining was the only person he couldn't let go of, so he called her.As if she had a premonition, she burst into tears as soon as the call got through, "Zhenyu, Zhenyu."

"Zhenyu, isn't it hard work? It's hard work alone in America."

As soon as his eyes were sour, tears fell down, "...Xining."

Xining burst into tears, and the sound of crying came into his ears clearly along the receiver, and he also cried, as if he wanted to vent all his grievances and sufferings through tears.Except for Xining, no one knew that on Christmas night in 2006, there was a teenager crying in a phone booth in despair.

At that time, it was Xining who helped him so that he did not die in the United States.

He has seen her most affectionate face and softest smile. In the scorching world, the lights give him the courage to live with him.

But why, is she going to marry someone else now?Didn't she say she would wait for him back in Korea?Didn't she say she would always be by his side?Why did he wait for him to drift away and run out of books?

Liars, all liars, you are as much a liar as your mother.

Xining, since I can't get you, then... just destroy it.What I can't get, no one else can get it.

Cui Shengxuan, I want you to pay back the pain tenfold.

The author has something to say: Metamorphosis is not achieved in a day!Just sauce.

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