It was already dark when Liu Xining came out of the bank. She stood on the porch and looked up at the sky.A gust of cold wind blew, she shrank, wrapped her coat tightly and walked forward with her head slightly lowered.
After getting on the bus, she found a seat by the window and sat down, looking sideways out of the window, the scenery outside the window receded rapidly, and she was dazed just looking at it.
Someone beside the ear spoke excitedly, "Ai Yigu, there will be fireworks by the Han River at night, let's watch together."
"Huh? Going to watch the fireworks? I..., but I, I have an appointment tonight, so I can't accompany you to watch the fireworks."
"It's simple. Invite me to go to the Han River to watch the fireworks together. Let's celebrate the New Year together."
"Uh, is that so?" Hesitant words, lightly biting lips, and the girl's young and beautiful face were full of embarrassment.
Liu Xining saw the girl's troubled expression from the car window, the corners of her lips raised slightly, she waited quietly for her answer without saying a word.
The girl stammered for a long time before expressing her meaning, "...well, I..., I... want to spend... New Years Eve with me... I'm sorry,... I'm sorry."
The rejected child pursed her lips, and the warm breath flowing between the two suddenly cooled down. The girl lowered her head, her face was full of embarrassment, but her lips were slightly pursed to show her firmness.
After a while, Liu Xining heard the child say, "I knew you had the opposite sex and no humanity, so go ahead and spend New Year's Eve with me."
Hearing what her friend said, the girl felt a little guilty again. She grabbed her friend's hand, moved her lips but couldn't say that I would not go to the New Year's Eve with me, but she felt sorry again, she lowered her head and did not speak.
"Ai Yi, Ai Yi, didn't you make an appointment to celebrate the New Year with me? I don't care, when can't you watch the fireworks? You go, have fun at night."
The girl still lowered her head and said nothing. From her angle, she could see tears welling up in her clear eyes.
"Okay, it's settled like that, be happy, today is the last day of 2012, be happy, so that next year you can continue to be happy this year."
"……Um."
"Ah, it's the stop, let's go, let's get off, or we'll pass the stop. Uncle, wait, there are still people who want to get off."
The driver muttered something dissatisfied, but opened the car door again.The two left like a gust of wind, and soon disappeared.
This small episode was like a stone thrown into the sea, except for the initial ripples, the previous calm was restored, and the people in the carriage were all quiet as if nothing had happened.Liu Xining saw her and Zhenyu from the two of them.
Between her and Zhenyu...
Isn't it very similar to those two children just now?
She was happy, and he was happy too.When she was in a dilemma, he mostly gave in.The distant old days carried her childhood memories slowly pouring out from the bottom of her heart.
【Xining!Xining!Didn't you say you wanted to watch this movie last time?I finally bought a ticket, shall we go see it together this week? 】
【ah?This weekend?I'm going to see an art exhibition with Hye Yeon this weekend, sorry, Jin Woo. 】
[...It's okay, you can watch the movie again later.I missed the art exhibition this time and don't know when the next time will be.Shall I watch it with you? 】
【Well, okay. 】
[Xining, Xining, get up and go hiking to exercise. 】
[...I hate climbing mountains, can I not go? 】
[No, you have been sick recently, and your resistance has dropped a lot. You promised me to exercise. 】
[But I really hate climbing mountains, can you run? 】
【...Okay, then get up.Ah, Liu Xining, don't try to be lazy, get up quickly. 】
There are many more... Such warm bits and pieces weaved most of her sky.Between her and him, he gave way more, and she always remembered his kindness to her.
In the face of those pasts, all the hurts and quarrels seem to be let go and forgiven.He is to her, and his importance to her has always been second only to mother.She thought, give him a call later.
The car will arrive soon.As soon as she got out of the car, she received a call from Cui Shengxuan, his voice was mixed with soft music, "Xining, have you eaten yet?"
"Not yet." Liu Xining tightened the scarf and put his left hand in his pocket, "I'm on my way home, how about you, have you eaten yet?"
"Haven't you come home so late? Is it delayed by something at school?"
"No, I'm going back to my mother's house today."
Cui Shengxuan frowned slightly, "Are you going back to your mother's house?"
"Well, I'm going home to accompany my mother today."
Cui Shengxuan's brows frowned even tighter. He heard Jinwei say that Xining's mother didn't like her very much. When the two of them met, they almost didn't have a good time. Now Xining said that she went home...
"what happened?"
"Oh, no, I wanted to invite you to spend the New Year's Eve together, but now it seems that there is no way."
"Uh, sorry..."
Cui Shengxuan smiled, "Idiot, why don't you say sorry."
"It's cold today, do you have an extra coat on?"
"Well, yes."
"Then..." Cui Shengxuan paused at this point, "Go and do your work."
"Okay. Goodbye." Liu Xining was about to hang up the phone after saying goodbye, but before he hung up, he stopped her again, "Xining."
"Ok?"
"You..., I..., I..."
Cui Shengxuan and I didn't say anything for a long time, the corners of Liu Xining's mouth slightly curled up, "What's wrong?"
Cui Shengxuan clenched his hands tightly, and finally swallowed the words, "It's nothing, I just want to say Happy New Year to you in advance."
Liu Xining's eyes curved into beautiful arcs, "Well, thank you, and I wish you a happy new year too."
After hanging up the phone, Cui Shengxuan lay on his back on the bed, feeling lost in his heart, he had already planned how he would spend the New Year's Eve with her at night, who knew she would go home, hey.On a deeper level, he was worried that she and her mother would get along unhappily again. Jin Wei once said that her mother treated her badly. What's the reason?Xining is such a nice person, why doesn't her mother like her?
He also asked Jin Wei why.Most people are like this. When they like someone, they can't wait to know her past and everything about her.But Jinwei said that she would not talk about it without Xining's permission, because it represented taboo and pain.Once it is pulled out, there will be boundless darkness and deep and indelible sadness. Some pain will not disappear with the passage of time, but will become deeper and deeper... with an indelible imprint deeply imprinted on my heart , to follow for a lifetime.
Xining... what happened to you in the past?What kind of pain have you... experienced?
Can the future me heal the hurt in your heart?Take you out of this nightmare?
Xining...
Cui Shengxuan stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and lay down quietly for a while, when suddenly a bold idea came to his mind.He sat up abruptly, considered the feasibility of that idea in his mind, and finally came up with 80%. He raised his lips, jumped out of bed, grabbed his coat and walked outside.
Cui's mother, who was preparing dinner in the kitchen, saw her youngest son hurrying towards the entrance, as if he was about to go out, she stopped what she was doing and shouted, "Shengxuan, it's time to eat soon, where are you going? "
Cui Shengxuan lowered his head to put on his shoes, and said without turning his head, "Mom, I'm going out for a while, and I'll be back soon."
"Is the company urgent? Or..."
"Ah, no, I'm going out for a private matter. Don't worry, Mom, I'll be back soon, and I'll be back before dinner."
Cui's mother looked at his fiery figure, and shook her head helplessly, "Hey, walk slowly. This child, really..."
It wasn't until Cui Shengxuan's figure disappeared at the entrance that Cui's mother looked away.In the kitchen, Aunt Wu was squatting on the ground handling seafood, when she heard the conversation between Cui's mother and son, she smiled and said, "Has Shengxuanxi gone out?"
Cui's mother went to the sink and continued to wash the cabbage, "Well, she said she had something to do when she went out, and she didn't say anything after asking, she was very mysterious." She talked so much but she didn't mean to complain at all, her beautiful and quiet face was filled with smile.
Auntie Wu complimented Cui Shengxuan following Mama Cui's words, sincerely, and Mama Cui's smile deepened. Few mothers would be unhappy when they heard others praise their children, and she was no exception, let alone her His son deserves these praises and praises.
Aunt Wu washed the processed seafood and put them on a plate.Cui's mother looked at the seafood on the plate and said with a smile, "This seafood looks good, it's very fresh."
"The seafood sold here is very fresh. I have been buying from her house recently. The boss is very nice and will bring me more every time."
"It is estimated that you are a regular customer."
Aunt Wu thought for a while, "If you want to talk about a regular customer, I'm not a regular customer. I only bought seafood from her last month, and I used to buy seafood from another store. That day, in the middle of last month, The original oyster store was sold out, so I wanted to go to another store.”
"As soon as she saw me, she greeted me very warmly, and gave me a [-]% discount, not to mention giving me a little more when packing the bags."
"I went shopping at her house, and every time she brought me the freshest ones, she would take more when packing the bags."
Mother Cui smiled, noncommittal.
"But there's one place that I find weird..."
"Ok?"
"The boss of that shop doesn't seem like a generous person. He is shrewd and considerate. The other customers weigh the scales accurately every time. It is rare to see her giving more things to other customers."
Then why are you so generous to her alone?Are there discounts and the freshest seafood and extra gifts?
Aunt Wu and Mother Cui looked at each other, seeing the same emotion in each other's eyes.
"That boss..."
"She doesn't know that I'm helping at your house, so I shouldn't be someone with ulterior motives."
Mother Cui laughed dumbfounded, "It's not what you think."
Aunt Wu also felt that she wanted to go off the rails, she looked slightly embarrassed, and changed the subject, "I heard from other people in the market that her husband passed away very early, and she had to suffer a lot to raise her daughter and work hard to make money. For my daughter to study."
"Her daughter is also up for it. Ah, what did she say last time? Ah, let me think about it. Oh, her daughter is a teacher, and she has a decent job."
Cui's mother is not that interested in other people's family affairs. After hearing Aunt Wu's nagging, she smiled and passed.Compared with other people's housework, she cares more about dinner. In the evening, she has to cook a few more dishes that Shengxuan likes. What are you doing out at night?
Cui Shengxuan is a man of his word, he said he would come back before the meal, and he really came back before the meal, and the price was that his clothes were soaked.
Seeing him sweating profusely, Cui's mother was very distressed, and urged him to change clothes, "It doesn't matter if you come back later, what if you catch a cold."
"I promised my mother that I would be back before dinner."
Mother Cui's heart softened and then turned sour, "..., you silly boy. Go and change quickly, the house will not miss you for a while."
Cui Shengxuan chuckled and scratched his head in embarrassment.Seeing this, Mother Cui shook her head helplessly, "... Hurry up and change your clothes."
Cui Shengxuan stood up in a military posture, twisted his buttocks and left, Cui's mother couldn't help laughing, what good did her silly son tell her about him?
If the atmosphere of the Cui family can be described as warm and harmonious, the atmosphere of the Liu family can be described as deserted.
When Liu Xining got home, her mother had already returned, and when she saw her coming in, she said calmly, "I'm back."
Liu Xining observed her mother's mood today. Seeing that her mother looked normal, she put her heart back in place, walked in, took off her scarf and hung it on the hanger, "Well, I'm back. You came back today earlier."
Wu Jinxi let out a soft snort from his nose, "If the things are sold out, you should come back early, otherwise, why don't you just stay in the market? Do you have money to pick them up?"
Feeling helpless in his heart, Liu Xining slightly pursed his lower lip, but did not speak.Seeing her standing still, Wu Jinxin frowned, "Go and bring out the food, what are you doing standing there? Don't you want to eat? Do you want me to pack the food and serve it in front of you?"
"No." How dare she?Liu Xining swallowed the sigh, put down the bag, walked into the kitchen and brought out the soup.When passing by my mother, my mother came over with a squint, her eyes were full of dissatisfaction.
Even though she was not unfamiliar with this look, it could even be said to be familiar, but when she saw it again, she still felt uncontrollably sad.
At the dinner table, there was no other sound except the occasional sounds of picking up vegetables and mother sipping soup. There was no conversation between mother and daughter, zero communication...
The atmosphere became more and more silent and depressing, and now Liu Xining regretted going home.Wu Jinxi gulped down the last sip of soup, patted his stomach in satisfaction, and then looked at his daughter opposite, "Do you have a boyfriend now?"
"……No."
"It's best if you don't have one. If you have one, break up with me immediately. Don't want any cats or dogs."
Liu Xining silently grilled the rice without saying a word.
"Is anyone chasing you at school?"
"No."
Wu Jinxi snorted in satisfaction, "Let me tell you, I only agree with Zhenyu, the son-in-law, and I disagree with the others."
"Mom, Zhenyu is just a friend."
Wu Jinxi sneered as if hearing some joke, "Just a friend? It's fine if you cheat other people, but you also cheated your old lady?"
Liu Xining raised his head from the bowl, looked at his mother, and said seriously, "Mom, Zhenyu and I are really just friends, I won't be with him. Don't say such things in the future, he will have his own girlfriend, it will be bad if this word reaches her ears."
Wu Jinxi's eyes widened, and his voice became sharper, "What's the matter with Zhenyu? I wronged you? Is there any kind of woman with Zhenyu's conditions, but you, look at yourself, do you think your conditions How nice? With a starving salary, do you think that if you become a teacher and have a decent job, you will be able to find good people? Ah? Do you think you can fly to the branches and become a phoenix? Ah? You Think you can marry into a wealthy family?"
Liu Xining explained helplessly, "Mom, I've never felt this way before."
But Wu Jinxi couldn't listen to her daughter's explanation, she was like this, she decided that something had to be that way, you have to obey me.Outside, she can't handle other people, but when she comes home, can she still handle her daughter?
"How good do you think your own conditions are? Do you have a father who is a member of the council or a father who is the president? Do you think you are a daughter? There are a lot of men for you to choose from? Ah, you answer me."
Seeing that her daughter didn't answer her question, Wu Jinxi raised her voice and repeated it. She pushed her daughter's shoulder angrily, "Are you dumb? You can't even speak? I'm asking you something!"
The sharp voice broke into the ears, making the scalp numb, Liu Xining put down the chopsticks, took a deep breath and replied, "No."
Wu Jinxi didn't get angry when she saw her gesture. The most straightforward expression of this anger was her words. She said angrily, "You also know that you don't have a good father. If you don't have a good father, why should you choose the third?" Pick four? Zhenyu’s conditions deserve you to wrong you? He doesn’t feel wronged, but you feel wronged? What can you be wronged? Let me tell you, Zhenyu can fall in love with you because your ancestors burned Gao Xiang, smoke is rising from the grave of your Liu family ancestors!"
"Let me tell you, while his heart is still on you, you have to grab him firmly, do you hear me?! After this village, there will be no more shops! If you don't hold him tight, don't admit it me."
"I have worked so hard to raise you up for you to study. I have worked so hard for so many years and you should repay me. Do you hear me?!"
A deep sense of powerlessness came to her heart, but she couldn't escape her mother's nagging. Looking at her mother who opened and closed her mouth endlessly, at that moment her mood was really complicated and sour, and she wanted to cry, "Hmm..."
Seeing her daughter's crying expression, Wu Jinxi felt even more annoyed. She said angrily, "Am I wrong? I've worked hard all my life, why should I enjoy some blessings? Why shouldn't you repay me? Don't make a fool of yourself." Tiankusang looks like a broom star with a drooping face, it's so annoying."
Liu Xining's face turned pale early, because of the word broom star, these three vicious words ran through her entire elementary school life like a nightmare, every day... every day..., on the way to school, in the classroom, on the playground , in the commissary, even she can hear these three words.
Broom star, broom star, broom star.
These three words followed like a shadow, she couldn't get rid of them no matter what, even if she covered her ears, these three words could still pass through her hands and into her ears.
【trouble marker】
[The broom star, Liu Xining is the broom star. 】
She hated these three words the most, but now her mother also said the same about her, calling her a broom star.
"I don't know why Zhenyu is interested in you." The contempt under the words couldn't be concealed.
Liu Xining stood up abruptly, Wu Jinxi was startled by her and patted her heart, maybe it was too embarrassing to be scared, she shouted, "Ah! Liu Xining, what are you doing? You dare to talk to my old lady when your wings are hard Do it right?"
"Mother……"
"Hurry up, don't stay here and block your eyes, I'll be annoyed when I see you."
Liu Xining smiled palely, with a bitter smile, and took out the money he just went to the bank to withdraw in the evening, "This is the living expenses for this month, I'm going home first."
"Don't forget next month, send it to me on time."
Liu Xining looked at the excited mother who was counting the money, and looked at her with tears in her eyes. Under the light, her figure was slightly rickety. Because of the long-term labor, she looked much older than her peers. Under the erosion of the years, it gradually became wrinkled and gradually covered with wrinkles. Her voice became sharper, and the tolerance and peace between her eyebrows and eyes were replaced by harshness. Her elegant manners have long since disappeared...
Sometimes when she looks at her mother, she will feel that she is so strange.
Her mother, the gentle mother in her memory, the mother who would smile at her very gently, comb her hair and braid her beautiful braids, where did she go?
Oh, she remembered, that mother, the mother who loved her tenderly, disappeared when she was seven years old, and she will never come back, just like her father, who will never come back.
Liu Xining turned around slowly.From the time she turned around until she walked out of the house, there was never a single word behind her.
... Heh, she curled her lower lip silently.Mom, I hate her as always.
After leaving the community, she walked aimlessly on the street, she didn't know where she should go.Walking alone on the street, it was deserted. She didn't know how long she had walked before she stopped.
Sitting down on the chair, she looked at herself under the street lamp, alone.Looking at her thin shadow, she suddenly pulled out a mocking smile, Liu Xining, she told herself, you really failed...
Cui Shengxuan followed her all the way from afar, saw her sitting down, and then took out his mobile phone to call her, over and over again, three times and four times... He looked at her, without the slightest impatience, and called over and over again , Keep calling until she picks up.
"Xining, where are you?"
"I, I just came out of the house and I'm outside now."
"What's wrong? You don't look very happy?"
"No, I'm very happy, I'm very happy." She didn't know whether it was to convince him or to lie to herself, she stared at her own shadow on the ground, and raised the corners of her mouth, she was really not sad.
Cui Shengxuan's heart suddenly tugged.
Fool, you are obviously unhappy, and the corners of your mouth are bent, why do you still tell me you are happy?
Fool, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh. You are smiling on your face, but your eyes are crooked as if you are crying.
Xining, do you know that this kind of you is even more distressing?
Maybe seeing that he didn't speak, she emphasized again, "Cui Shengxuan, I'm not unhappy, really, I'm not unhappy."
"I'm not unhappy." Not at all unhappy.
Cui Shengxuan sighed, his sigh was very soft, but Liu Xining still heard it, her lips pursed all of a sudden, and the smile that had been on all the time also gradually retracted, all the pretense appeared under this sigh So ridiculous and meaningless, she lowered her eyelids slightly, and she kept the posture of talking without speaking.
Cui Shengxuan walked towards her step by step, his steps were very light, Xining didn't notice it, or it should be said that she would not pay attention to the surrounding environment now.
She didn't raise her head until the light above her head was covered, and a pair of black leather shoes appeared in front of her eyes. When she saw him standing in front of her holding a mobile phone, she froze, and murmured, "Cui Shengxuan ..."
"Well, it's me."
When you are sad, I rushed to your side.So, are you any better?
The author has something to say: ifyou sounds so good that I am about to cry, and is there a single loop again, the rhythm can't be stopped at all!
There are a lot of foreshadowings in this chapter, huh, huh, the first few chapters didn’t have any explosive points, so I understand that you all dive, if you don’t comment on this chapter, I will cry for you to read. ╮(╯▽╰)╭According to my speed, can 25 really be completed, can it be... I doubt it.
After getting on the bus, she found a seat by the window and sat down, looking sideways out of the window, the scenery outside the window receded rapidly, and she was dazed just looking at it.
Someone beside the ear spoke excitedly, "Ai Yigu, there will be fireworks by the Han River at night, let's watch together."
"Huh? Going to watch the fireworks? I..., but I, I have an appointment tonight, so I can't accompany you to watch the fireworks."
"It's simple. Invite me to go to the Han River to watch the fireworks together. Let's celebrate the New Year together."
"Uh, is that so?" Hesitant words, lightly biting lips, and the girl's young and beautiful face were full of embarrassment.
Liu Xining saw the girl's troubled expression from the car window, the corners of her lips raised slightly, she waited quietly for her answer without saying a word.
The girl stammered for a long time before expressing her meaning, "...well, I..., I... want to spend... New Years Eve with me... I'm sorry,... I'm sorry."
The rejected child pursed her lips, and the warm breath flowing between the two suddenly cooled down. The girl lowered her head, her face was full of embarrassment, but her lips were slightly pursed to show her firmness.
After a while, Liu Xining heard the child say, "I knew you had the opposite sex and no humanity, so go ahead and spend New Year's Eve with me."
Hearing what her friend said, the girl felt a little guilty again. She grabbed her friend's hand, moved her lips but couldn't say that I would not go to the New Year's Eve with me, but she felt sorry again, she lowered her head and did not speak.
"Ai Yi, Ai Yi, didn't you make an appointment to celebrate the New Year with me? I don't care, when can't you watch the fireworks? You go, have fun at night."
The girl still lowered her head and said nothing. From her angle, she could see tears welling up in her clear eyes.
"Okay, it's settled like that, be happy, today is the last day of 2012, be happy, so that next year you can continue to be happy this year."
"……Um."
"Ah, it's the stop, let's go, let's get off, or we'll pass the stop. Uncle, wait, there are still people who want to get off."
The driver muttered something dissatisfied, but opened the car door again.The two left like a gust of wind, and soon disappeared.
This small episode was like a stone thrown into the sea, except for the initial ripples, the previous calm was restored, and the people in the carriage were all quiet as if nothing had happened.Liu Xining saw her and Zhenyu from the two of them.
Between her and Zhenyu...
Isn't it very similar to those two children just now?
She was happy, and he was happy too.When she was in a dilemma, he mostly gave in.The distant old days carried her childhood memories slowly pouring out from the bottom of her heart.
【Xining!Xining!Didn't you say you wanted to watch this movie last time?I finally bought a ticket, shall we go see it together this week? 】
【ah?This weekend?I'm going to see an art exhibition with Hye Yeon this weekend, sorry, Jin Woo. 】
[...It's okay, you can watch the movie again later.I missed the art exhibition this time and don't know when the next time will be.Shall I watch it with you? 】
【Well, okay. 】
[Xining, Xining, get up and go hiking to exercise. 】
[...I hate climbing mountains, can I not go? 】
[No, you have been sick recently, and your resistance has dropped a lot. You promised me to exercise. 】
[But I really hate climbing mountains, can you run? 】
【...Okay, then get up.Ah, Liu Xining, don't try to be lazy, get up quickly. 】
There are many more... Such warm bits and pieces weaved most of her sky.Between her and him, he gave way more, and she always remembered his kindness to her.
In the face of those pasts, all the hurts and quarrels seem to be let go and forgiven.He is to her, and his importance to her has always been second only to mother.She thought, give him a call later.
The car will arrive soon.As soon as she got out of the car, she received a call from Cui Shengxuan, his voice was mixed with soft music, "Xining, have you eaten yet?"
"Not yet." Liu Xining tightened the scarf and put his left hand in his pocket, "I'm on my way home, how about you, have you eaten yet?"
"Haven't you come home so late? Is it delayed by something at school?"
"No, I'm going back to my mother's house today."
Cui Shengxuan frowned slightly, "Are you going back to your mother's house?"
"Well, I'm going home to accompany my mother today."
Cui Shengxuan's brows frowned even tighter. He heard Jinwei say that Xining's mother didn't like her very much. When the two of them met, they almost didn't have a good time. Now Xining said that she went home...
"what happened?"
"Oh, no, I wanted to invite you to spend the New Year's Eve together, but now it seems that there is no way."
"Uh, sorry..."
Cui Shengxuan smiled, "Idiot, why don't you say sorry."
"It's cold today, do you have an extra coat on?"
"Well, yes."
"Then..." Cui Shengxuan paused at this point, "Go and do your work."
"Okay. Goodbye." Liu Xining was about to hang up the phone after saying goodbye, but before he hung up, he stopped her again, "Xining."
"Ok?"
"You..., I..., I..."
Cui Shengxuan and I didn't say anything for a long time, the corners of Liu Xining's mouth slightly curled up, "What's wrong?"
Cui Shengxuan clenched his hands tightly, and finally swallowed the words, "It's nothing, I just want to say Happy New Year to you in advance."
Liu Xining's eyes curved into beautiful arcs, "Well, thank you, and I wish you a happy new year too."
After hanging up the phone, Cui Shengxuan lay on his back on the bed, feeling lost in his heart, he had already planned how he would spend the New Year's Eve with her at night, who knew she would go home, hey.On a deeper level, he was worried that she and her mother would get along unhappily again. Jin Wei once said that her mother treated her badly. What's the reason?Xining is such a nice person, why doesn't her mother like her?
He also asked Jin Wei why.Most people are like this. When they like someone, they can't wait to know her past and everything about her.But Jinwei said that she would not talk about it without Xining's permission, because it represented taboo and pain.Once it is pulled out, there will be boundless darkness and deep and indelible sadness. Some pain will not disappear with the passage of time, but will become deeper and deeper... with an indelible imprint deeply imprinted on my heart , to follow for a lifetime.
Xining... what happened to you in the past?What kind of pain have you... experienced?
Can the future me heal the hurt in your heart?Take you out of this nightmare?
Xining...
Cui Shengxuan stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and lay down quietly for a while, when suddenly a bold idea came to his mind.He sat up abruptly, considered the feasibility of that idea in his mind, and finally came up with 80%. He raised his lips, jumped out of bed, grabbed his coat and walked outside.
Cui's mother, who was preparing dinner in the kitchen, saw her youngest son hurrying towards the entrance, as if he was about to go out, she stopped what she was doing and shouted, "Shengxuan, it's time to eat soon, where are you going? "
Cui Shengxuan lowered his head to put on his shoes, and said without turning his head, "Mom, I'm going out for a while, and I'll be back soon."
"Is the company urgent? Or..."
"Ah, no, I'm going out for a private matter. Don't worry, Mom, I'll be back soon, and I'll be back before dinner."
Cui's mother looked at his fiery figure, and shook her head helplessly, "Hey, walk slowly. This child, really..."
It wasn't until Cui Shengxuan's figure disappeared at the entrance that Cui's mother looked away.In the kitchen, Aunt Wu was squatting on the ground handling seafood, when she heard the conversation between Cui's mother and son, she smiled and said, "Has Shengxuanxi gone out?"
Cui's mother went to the sink and continued to wash the cabbage, "Well, she said she had something to do when she went out, and she didn't say anything after asking, she was very mysterious." She talked so much but she didn't mean to complain at all, her beautiful and quiet face was filled with smile.
Auntie Wu complimented Cui Shengxuan following Mama Cui's words, sincerely, and Mama Cui's smile deepened. Few mothers would be unhappy when they heard others praise their children, and she was no exception, let alone her His son deserves these praises and praises.
Aunt Wu washed the processed seafood and put them on a plate.Cui's mother looked at the seafood on the plate and said with a smile, "This seafood looks good, it's very fresh."
"The seafood sold here is very fresh. I have been buying from her house recently. The boss is very nice and will bring me more every time."
"It is estimated that you are a regular customer."
Aunt Wu thought for a while, "If you want to talk about a regular customer, I'm not a regular customer. I only bought seafood from her last month, and I used to buy seafood from another store. That day, in the middle of last month, The original oyster store was sold out, so I wanted to go to another store.”
"As soon as she saw me, she greeted me very warmly, and gave me a [-]% discount, not to mention giving me a little more when packing the bags."
"I went shopping at her house, and every time she brought me the freshest ones, she would take more when packing the bags."
Mother Cui smiled, noncommittal.
"But there's one place that I find weird..."
"Ok?"
"The boss of that shop doesn't seem like a generous person. He is shrewd and considerate. The other customers weigh the scales accurately every time. It is rare to see her giving more things to other customers."
Then why are you so generous to her alone?Are there discounts and the freshest seafood and extra gifts?
Aunt Wu and Mother Cui looked at each other, seeing the same emotion in each other's eyes.
"That boss..."
"She doesn't know that I'm helping at your house, so I shouldn't be someone with ulterior motives."
Mother Cui laughed dumbfounded, "It's not what you think."
Aunt Wu also felt that she wanted to go off the rails, she looked slightly embarrassed, and changed the subject, "I heard from other people in the market that her husband passed away very early, and she had to suffer a lot to raise her daughter and work hard to make money. For my daughter to study."
"Her daughter is also up for it. Ah, what did she say last time? Ah, let me think about it. Oh, her daughter is a teacher, and she has a decent job."
Cui's mother is not that interested in other people's family affairs. After hearing Aunt Wu's nagging, she smiled and passed.Compared with other people's housework, she cares more about dinner. In the evening, she has to cook a few more dishes that Shengxuan likes. What are you doing out at night?
Cui Shengxuan is a man of his word, he said he would come back before the meal, and he really came back before the meal, and the price was that his clothes were soaked.
Seeing him sweating profusely, Cui's mother was very distressed, and urged him to change clothes, "It doesn't matter if you come back later, what if you catch a cold."
"I promised my mother that I would be back before dinner."
Mother Cui's heart softened and then turned sour, "..., you silly boy. Go and change quickly, the house will not miss you for a while."
Cui Shengxuan chuckled and scratched his head in embarrassment.Seeing this, Mother Cui shook her head helplessly, "... Hurry up and change your clothes."
Cui Shengxuan stood up in a military posture, twisted his buttocks and left, Cui's mother couldn't help laughing, what good did her silly son tell her about him?
If the atmosphere of the Cui family can be described as warm and harmonious, the atmosphere of the Liu family can be described as deserted.
When Liu Xining got home, her mother had already returned, and when she saw her coming in, she said calmly, "I'm back."
Liu Xining observed her mother's mood today. Seeing that her mother looked normal, she put her heart back in place, walked in, took off her scarf and hung it on the hanger, "Well, I'm back. You came back today earlier."
Wu Jinxi let out a soft snort from his nose, "If the things are sold out, you should come back early, otherwise, why don't you just stay in the market? Do you have money to pick them up?"
Feeling helpless in his heart, Liu Xining slightly pursed his lower lip, but did not speak.Seeing her standing still, Wu Jinxin frowned, "Go and bring out the food, what are you doing standing there? Don't you want to eat? Do you want me to pack the food and serve it in front of you?"
"No." How dare she?Liu Xining swallowed the sigh, put down the bag, walked into the kitchen and brought out the soup.When passing by my mother, my mother came over with a squint, her eyes were full of dissatisfaction.
Even though she was not unfamiliar with this look, it could even be said to be familiar, but when she saw it again, she still felt uncontrollably sad.
At the dinner table, there was no other sound except the occasional sounds of picking up vegetables and mother sipping soup. There was no conversation between mother and daughter, zero communication...
The atmosphere became more and more silent and depressing, and now Liu Xining regretted going home.Wu Jinxi gulped down the last sip of soup, patted his stomach in satisfaction, and then looked at his daughter opposite, "Do you have a boyfriend now?"
"……No."
"It's best if you don't have one. If you have one, break up with me immediately. Don't want any cats or dogs."
Liu Xining silently grilled the rice without saying a word.
"Is anyone chasing you at school?"
"No."
Wu Jinxi snorted in satisfaction, "Let me tell you, I only agree with Zhenyu, the son-in-law, and I disagree with the others."
"Mom, Zhenyu is just a friend."
Wu Jinxi sneered as if hearing some joke, "Just a friend? It's fine if you cheat other people, but you also cheated your old lady?"
Liu Xining raised his head from the bowl, looked at his mother, and said seriously, "Mom, Zhenyu and I are really just friends, I won't be with him. Don't say such things in the future, he will have his own girlfriend, it will be bad if this word reaches her ears."
Wu Jinxi's eyes widened, and his voice became sharper, "What's the matter with Zhenyu? I wronged you? Is there any kind of woman with Zhenyu's conditions, but you, look at yourself, do you think your conditions How nice? With a starving salary, do you think that if you become a teacher and have a decent job, you will be able to find good people? Ah? Do you think you can fly to the branches and become a phoenix? Ah? You Think you can marry into a wealthy family?"
Liu Xining explained helplessly, "Mom, I've never felt this way before."
But Wu Jinxi couldn't listen to her daughter's explanation, she was like this, she decided that something had to be that way, you have to obey me.Outside, she can't handle other people, but when she comes home, can she still handle her daughter?
"How good do you think your own conditions are? Do you have a father who is a member of the council or a father who is the president? Do you think you are a daughter? There are a lot of men for you to choose from? Ah, you answer me."
Seeing that her daughter didn't answer her question, Wu Jinxi raised her voice and repeated it. She pushed her daughter's shoulder angrily, "Are you dumb? You can't even speak? I'm asking you something!"
The sharp voice broke into the ears, making the scalp numb, Liu Xining put down the chopsticks, took a deep breath and replied, "No."
Wu Jinxi didn't get angry when she saw her gesture. The most straightforward expression of this anger was her words. She said angrily, "You also know that you don't have a good father. If you don't have a good father, why should you choose the third?" Pick four? Zhenyu’s conditions deserve you to wrong you? He doesn’t feel wronged, but you feel wronged? What can you be wronged? Let me tell you, Zhenyu can fall in love with you because your ancestors burned Gao Xiang, smoke is rising from the grave of your Liu family ancestors!"
"Let me tell you, while his heart is still on you, you have to grab him firmly, do you hear me?! After this village, there will be no more shops! If you don't hold him tight, don't admit it me."
"I have worked so hard to raise you up for you to study. I have worked so hard for so many years and you should repay me. Do you hear me?!"
A deep sense of powerlessness came to her heart, but she couldn't escape her mother's nagging. Looking at her mother who opened and closed her mouth endlessly, at that moment her mood was really complicated and sour, and she wanted to cry, "Hmm..."
Seeing her daughter's crying expression, Wu Jinxi felt even more annoyed. She said angrily, "Am I wrong? I've worked hard all my life, why should I enjoy some blessings? Why shouldn't you repay me? Don't make a fool of yourself." Tiankusang looks like a broom star with a drooping face, it's so annoying."
Liu Xining's face turned pale early, because of the word broom star, these three vicious words ran through her entire elementary school life like a nightmare, every day... every day..., on the way to school, in the classroom, on the playground , in the commissary, even she can hear these three words.
Broom star, broom star, broom star.
These three words followed like a shadow, she couldn't get rid of them no matter what, even if she covered her ears, these three words could still pass through her hands and into her ears.
【trouble marker】
[The broom star, Liu Xining is the broom star. 】
She hated these three words the most, but now her mother also said the same about her, calling her a broom star.
"I don't know why Zhenyu is interested in you." The contempt under the words couldn't be concealed.
Liu Xining stood up abruptly, Wu Jinxi was startled by her and patted her heart, maybe it was too embarrassing to be scared, she shouted, "Ah! Liu Xining, what are you doing? You dare to talk to my old lady when your wings are hard Do it right?"
"Mother……"
"Hurry up, don't stay here and block your eyes, I'll be annoyed when I see you."
Liu Xining smiled palely, with a bitter smile, and took out the money he just went to the bank to withdraw in the evening, "This is the living expenses for this month, I'm going home first."
"Don't forget next month, send it to me on time."
Liu Xining looked at the excited mother who was counting the money, and looked at her with tears in her eyes. Under the light, her figure was slightly rickety. Because of the long-term labor, she looked much older than her peers. Under the erosion of the years, it gradually became wrinkled and gradually covered with wrinkles. Her voice became sharper, and the tolerance and peace between her eyebrows and eyes were replaced by harshness. Her elegant manners have long since disappeared...
Sometimes when she looks at her mother, she will feel that she is so strange.
Her mother, the gentle mother in her memory, the mother who would smile at her very gently, comb her hair and braid her beautiful braids, where did she go?
Oh, she remembered, that mother, the mother who loved her tenderly, disappeared when she was seven years old, and she will never come back, just like her father, who will never come back.
Liu Xining turned around slowly.From the time she turned around until she walked out of the house, there was never a single word behind her.
... Heh, she curled her lower lip silently.Mom, I hate her as always.
After leaving the community, she walked aimlessly on the street, she didn't know where she should go.Walking alone on the street, it was deserted. She didn't know how long she had walked before she stopped.
Sitting down on the chair, she looked at herself under the street lamp, alone.Looking at her thin shadow, she suddenly pulled out a mocking smile, Liu Xining, she told herself, you really failed...
Cui Shengxuan followed her all the way from afar, saw her sitting down, and then took out his mobile phone to call her, over and over again, three times and four times... He looked at her, without the slightest impatience, and called over and over again , Keep calling until she picks up.
"Xining, where are you?"
"I, I just came out of the house and I'm outside now."
"What's wrong? You don't look very happy?"
"No, I'm very happy, I'm very happy." She didn't know whether it was to convince him or to lie to herself, she stared at her own shadow on the ground, and raised the corners of her mouth, she was really not sad.
Cui Shengxuan's heart suddenly tugged.
Fool, you are obviously unhappy, and the corners of your mouth are bent, why do you still tell me you are happy?
Fool, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh. You are smiling on your face, but your eyes are crooked as if you are crying.
Xining, do you know that this kind of you is even more distressing?
Maybe seeing that he didn't speak, she emphasized again, "Cui Shengxuan, I'm not unhappy, really, I'm not unhappy."
"I'm not unhappy." Not at all unhappy.
Cui Shengxuan sighed, his sigh was very soft, but Liu Xining still heard it, her lips pursed all of a sudden, and the smile that had been on all the time also gradually retracted, all the pretense appeared under this sigh So ridiculous and meaningless, she lowered her eyelids slightly, and she kept the posture of talking without speaking.
Cui Shengxuan walked towards her step by step, his steps were very light, Xining didn't notice it, or it should be said that she would not pay attention to the surrounding environment now.
She didn't raise her head until the light above her head was covered, and a pair of black leather shoes appeared in front of her eyes. When she saw him standing in front of her holding a mobile phone, she froze, and murmured, "Cui Shengxuan ..."
"Well, it's me."
When you are sad, I rushed to your side.So, are you any better?
The author has something to say: ifyou sounds so good that I am about to cry, and is there a single loop again, the rhythm can't be stopped at all!
There are a lot of foreshadowings in this chapter, huh, huh, the first few chapters didn’t have any explosive points, so I understand that you all dive, if you don’t comment on this chapter, I will cry for you to read. ╮(╯▽╰)╭According to my speed, can 25 really be completed, can it be... I doubt it.
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