I can't live, I can't afford to die

Liang Shiwei came back: "That's right, the head is very round."

Xiao Xiao looked at the phone and smiled.

Two days after becoming Xiao Tupiao, the production team officially started.

After turning on the phone, the days passed quickly. I spent every day in the group, walked the scenes, and went through one by one, diving without distraction, but I didn't feel that the days passed so quickly.

Xiao Xiao doesn't have many roles, but in order to have a smooth transition between the two emperors, Shao and Qing, the criminal director asked them to be on the scene in every scene, and the one who didn't play had to figure out the other's psychology.

Xiao Xiao didn't feel that this job was tiring. He liked to watch those senior teachers go about their business. He could learn a lot by watching from the sidelines. Xiao Xiao felt that this process was very enjoyable.It wasn't until Director Xing said one day with emotion: "There are two more scenes that will be finished soon", that Xiao Xiao realized that it was already midsummer in August.

The last two scenes are the highlights, one is the young emperor crying to the camera, and the other is the young emperor smiling when he ascended the throne for the first time.

Crying after the country's subjugation is the anger of one's life experience, the hatred of one's surroundings, and the sadness of self-liberation, so one laughs with tears in her eyes. This is the last scene of the whole movie.

The smile on the throne for the first time has the hope for the unknown, the self-joy of the courtiers under his feet, and the bewilderment of the king's land rectification, so there is panic in the smile. This is the first scene of the whole movie.

Director Xing deliberately pressed these two scenes to the end of all the shooting. He was quite worried and melancholy when talking about the scenes: "These two scenes are the smallest scenes, and they only need to shoot a close-up of the face. But these two scenes are the biggest and most beautiful." Complicated inner drama, if we resist, we will be able to aspire to this year's Film Awards, but if we cannot resist, you will accompany me to be ridiculed by audiences across the country."

The "crying" scene was filmed for four days. When the criminal director shouted "pass", the actor who played the young emperor lay on the ground and cried.

After he passed that one, only Xiao Xiao's last "smile" was left.

Xiao Xiao smiled at the camera every day, and also smiled at the mirror when he returned to the hotel. He thought about countless kinds of smiles, laughed for a week, and finally heard the criminal director shout "pass".

At that moment, Xiao Xiao was relieved, but then a burst of blankness and emptiness came to him, he knew why the young emperor would cry so hard that he couldn't help himself.

In the past six months, he has been immersed in the role every day, and he has long forgotten that he is Xiao Xiao, and what he thinks about every day is his family, country, world, grievances and sorrows.

After being "passed" by the director, he was suddenly pulled back to reality, dragged out of that long time ago, and stripped of that fake identity, Xiao Xiao couldn't return to himself for a while.

The group was already congratulating each other loudly for the completion of the whole drama, and someone brought a bouquet of flowers and handed it to Xiao Xiao: "Thanks for your hard work."

Xiao Xiao hugged the flower, stared blankly, and repeated in a murmur: "It's been hard work, hard work..."

In the vague peripheral vision, a figure came over and stopped in front of Xiao Xiao: "You did well, congratulations."

Xiao Xiao was awakened by the deep voice, he raised his eyes and saw that it was really Liang Shiwei.

He was still a little dazed, looked at Liang Shiwei, and called out in a low voice: "Uncle..."

Liang Shiwei touched his head, without the barrier of his hair, the warmth of Liang Shiwei's palm passed through without hindrance.

This warmth pulled Xiao Xiao back completely, he straightened his expression, and called out in a polite manner: "Mr. Liang, why are you here?"

Liang Shiwei took the flowers in his hand and handed Xiao Xiao a cup of hot water: "Come and see how your filming is going."

It's you, not you.

Feeling sad, Xiao Xiao took a sip from the water glass.Director Xing came over and was very happy to see Liang Shiwei: "Xiao Liang is here, just in time for us to have a green banquet tonight, let's go together."

Liang Shiwei extended his hand and shook Dao Xing politely: "The director has worked hard, I invite you to the banquet tonight, and thank you for nurturing and taking care of our family Xiao Xiao."

Director Xing was not polite, he responded, patted Liang Shiwei on the shoulder and said: "I like this kid very much, he has aura, he is a natural talent for acting, but he is willing to spend time and work hard. Yes, there will be suitable ones in the future." role, I'm still looking for you."