I can't live, I can't afford to die

Xiao Xiao clenched his fist and beat Changyu's chest: "Brother Yu will cover me from now on."

Chang Yu laughed heartily, his eyes sparkled, and there seemed to be tears: "It's easy to say, if Brother Yu doesn't cover you, who else will he cover?"

Until the new year came out, Changyu was always in extreme excitement, his mouth was as active as clockwork, and he couldn't stop.Because he will return to the company after the new year to be busy with his debut schedule, so Changyu plans to go home and spend a few days with his family during the Chinese New Year. He wants to come back to visit his relatives at any time in the future, which is impossible.

Changyu insisted that Xiao Xiao go back with him, but Xiao Xiao couldn't refuse, so he had to go home with Changyu.

Changyu's home is in Jalugchi, Busan, a seaport town with beautiful beaches and delicious seafood.It's a pity that it's mid-winter at this time, and there's nothing to see on the beach except for gusts of fishy-smelling sea breeze.

But Xiao Xiao likes Chang Yu's family very much.Changyu's family has a large population, with grandparents, uncles, brothers and sisters all living next to each other.Every day, the whole family gathers together, the men do the work, the women do the laundry, and it is very lively.

Xiao Xiao has never had the experience of living with such a large group of people. He finds it new. It turns out that his father is pretending to be serious, and it turns out that his mother can be so nagging.

Gathering together in such a lively manner, no matter whether they quarreled or criticized, even if Changyu talked back fiercely, Xiao Xiao was delighted and envious of the two kicks kicked by his father.

It's nice to have family.

This year's New Year, Xiao Xiao felt more relaxed than ever.

On New Year's Eve, Changyu said that he would take his nephew to set off cannons, but Xiao Xiao felt that the smoke from the cannons was too strong, so he refused to go.After Changyu left, he walked to the beach alone.

The wind at the beach was so strong that it made Xiao Xiao's scalp ache.The night is too heavy, and only a little bit of white waves washing up on the reef can be vaguely seen.

First, I received Liang Shiwei's WeChat message. There were only three words: "Happy New Year." Xiao Xiao stared at these three words for a long time before returning with a silly smile.

Seeing the box "typing a message" on the message bar flickering, then stopped, and popped out again after a while, a cluster of flames shot up in Xiao Xiao's heart.He just stared at the box until it never popped up again.

What did Liang Shiwei want to tell him?What do you say?Let him go back?Xiao laughed, he felt that he was thinking too much.

Dazed in a daze, after a while, Fang Yizhe's phone came in.

Xiao Xiao and Fang Yizhe haven't been in touch for a long time. At this time, when he heard Fang Yizhe's voice, Xiao Xiao was surprised that his voice was much hoarse. Turning a small bend, but it is no longer a sultry hook. This small bend now only reveals the melancholy that I want to say but can't.

After exchanging greetings and greetings for the New Year, Fang Yizhe became quiet on the other side.

Xiao Xiao deliberated over and over again, and still asked tentatively: "Brother Yi...are you okay...I mean, have you been okay for more than a year?"

There was a faint "click" from Fang Yizhe's side, which seemed to be the sound of lighting a cigarette.Xiao Xiao remembered that Fang Yizhe didn't smoke, and he always said that smoking ruined his skin.

Fang Yizhe was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time, just when Xiao Xiao thought he was unwilling to answer this question and was about to change the subject, Fang Yizhe opened his mouth: "Okay, what can I do wrong? The big star Fang Yizhe, how could it be possible?" not good?"

Xiao Xiao could hear the unusual tone in Fang Yizhe's tone, but he didn't dare to ask further questions.He guessed that Fang Yizhe hadn't been happy for more than a year. No matter what went wrong, he didn't want to expose his scars at this time. He carefully observed how deep and how big a wound would be under the bright red flesh and blood. .