I can't live, I can't afford to die

Liang Shiwei laughed: "No wonder you always like to climb to high places now, it seems that I have to tear down this terrace too."

Xiao Xiao laughed too, rubbing his nose.I have just been in the limelight for a long time, and now my voice is murmuring: "Grandpa thinks I am greedy, but he doesn't know, I like the feeling of standing tall, especially when the wind blows, my clothes and pants are blown to pieces. It's bulging like a big balloon, and it always gives me the illusion that I'm floating in the air."

"At that time, I always thought, if I can fly, I can go wherever I want, and I can go to my mother. Even if I can't fly, I stand so high that my mother can see me and see me thinking she."

He leaned on his knees, turned his head and looked at Liang Shiwei with a smile, his eyes were all smiling: "Look, am I very stupid?"

Liang Shiwei looked at their legs that were close together, and he said to him from right to left: "You made me envious when you were young."

"Yeah." Xiao Xiao nodded, turned his face, and buried his chin in the hollow of his knee, "Now that I think about it, I'm also very envious." He gently bumped his chin on his knee: "Uncle, these days I always dream about going home , but when I wake up, I will remember that I have no home. Uncle, I am getting more and more afraid to fall asleep."

Liang Shiwei put his arms around his shoulders. He looked at the old house in the brochure and said, "The house is still there. If you want, you can go back and have a look."

Xiao Xiao shook his head: "Even my grandma is gone, my home is gone, and I have no home." He reached out and touched his feet, then turned his head to look at Liang Shiwei, "Did you forget, uncle, it wasn't your cold eyes See me without a family, without a loved one? You didn't even let me go back and see you one last time."

Liang Shiwei froze, Xiao Xiao smiled, but there was a cold light in his eyes, without any warmth.He didn't know what to do with the hand on Xiao Xiao's shoulder, he could only touch it vainly, neither letting it go nor touching it.

Xiao Xiao still blamed him.

Liang Shiwei didn't dare to look into Xiao Xiao's eyes anymore, he turned his head to look at the darkening night sky above the terrace, and asked, "How much money does grandma need to pay for her funeral?"

Xiao Xiao didn't speak, and smiled while burying his chin and looking at his own toes.

Liang Shiwei withdrew the hand that was floating on Xiao Xiao's shoulder, took out a wallet from the hidden pocket of his jacket, took out a card, and put it on Xiao Xiao's lap: "You use it first, if you don't have enough, just say it, give it to the old man Choose a place with good feng shui."

Xiao Xiao was still laughing, without making any sound, but his shoulders trembled.He pinched the credit card, looked it over and over again, and asked Liang Shiwei, "How much is there? One hundred thousand? Two hundred thousand?" He patted the card on his knee, "Uncle, can this card be used?" Can you buy your peace of mind?"

Seeing Liang Shiwei frowning, Xiao Xiao stuffed the card into his pocket: "Don't worry, I won't take it away, I also want grandma to live comfortably."

Xiao Xiao patted his pocket, and he stood up: "I can't sleep these days, and I will remember that you asked me, do you still want to be a star? I thought about it, and I don't want to do it. I can't do it, and I can't do it." I can’t afford it, I’d rather do a small job. Uncle, I’m sorry, I let you lose money in this business.”

When Liang Shiwei heard this, he suddenly became angry. He grabbed Xiao Xiao's arm, stood up too, stared at Xiao Xiao and asked him, "Are you really going to do it?"

Xiao smiled and nodded.

Liang Shiwei knew that Xiao Xiao had made a decision.He sneered: "You can get out without doing it? Do you know how much the company has invested in you?"

Xiao Xiao's arm ached from being scratched by him, he struggled his hand: "I will pay you back, including everything in this card, I will pay you back."

"Repay?" Liang Shiwei stretched his arm, Xiao Xiao staggered, and took a few steps back, "Do you pay it back? You can't even pay it back after selling yourself. Xiao Xiao, listen, you If you don't want to stand out, then I'll replace it with someone else, I don't care who it is, but you don't want to leave before the contract expires."