I can't live, I can't afford to die

Every time the sky just dawned, Xiao Xiao would wake up for no reason, look at the person who was still sleeping next to him, get up gently and go back to the house.

So Liang Shiwei opened his eyes every day and saw Xiao Xiao still lying on the bed, and when he went up to pull his quilt, Xiao Xiao would always sigh contentedly in his heart. He didn't know how long this secret happiness would last.

Every day that passes, his greed will be rekindled. Xiao Xiao often thinks, if he has been dragging on like this forever, lingering, and not giving up his addiction, Liang Shiwei would not have given up on it. He doesn't care.

In this way, until the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the community slowly became lively again. Xiao Xiao sat on the edge of the terrace and watched the crowds downstairs. He said to Liang Shiwei: "This New Year has really passed."

Liang Shiwei came from the living room, looked up at Xiao Xiao, walked over and put his arms around his waist, and dragged him back to the terrace: "How many times have I told you, don't sit on the edge of this terrace."

Xiao Xiao followed Liang Shiwei's strength and jumped back. Seeing that Liang Shiwei was dressed formally, he asked, "Are you going out today?"

Liang Shiwei nodded: "The company starts work today, I'll give out a circle of red envelopes."

Xiao Xiao asked him, "Are you coming back tonight?"

Liang Shiwei thought for a while: "Let's see, is there any entertainment?"

Xiao Xiao didn't say anything, and followed Liang Shiwei to the door.Seeing that Liang Shiwei was about to go out, Xiao Xiao didn't hold back, he asked Liang Shiwei: "You haven't given me my red envelope yet."

Liang Shiwei smiled slightly: "I prepared it for you earlier, just wait for you to ask me for it." He pointed to the room: "It's under the coffee table, go and count it, I'm leaving."

Xiao Xiao smiled and nodded, and just about to close the door, Liang Shiwei turned his head again, hesitated for a while, and then told Xiao Xiao: "Stay at home, don't run out."

Xiao Xiao knew that Liang Shiwei couldn't believe what he said, and was afraid that he would go out to find someone to buy medicine again, so his smile stagnated, and he nodded silently.

Liang Shiwei patted him lightly on the head: "Let's go."

Xiao Xiao nodded again, watched Liang Shiwei enter the elevator before closing the door, turned and walked back to the living room.

Sitting down on the sofa, he stretched out his hand to reach for the red envelope under the coffee table, Xiao Xiao accidentally glanced at the mobile phone placed on the corner of the coffee table.

It belonged to Liang Shiwei, Xiao Xiao bit his lip, looked at the black mobile phone, stretched out his hand, but retracted it again.

The screen of the mobile phone reflected a bright white light, looking over like this, there was an obvious gray and white imprint of the letter "L" on the screen, hooking Xiao Xiao's heart like a hook.

He bit his lip again, but still didn't hold back, reached out and took the phone over, swipe the gesture code along the "L" imprint, and with a "click", the screen was instantly unlocked.

Xiao Xiao looked at the icons on the screen, clenched his fist nervously, stretched out his index finger, and carefully opened the WeChat icon.

The contact person of the first message on the top was "Yimeng". Xiao Xiao felt a little panicked, but still gritted his teeth and clicked in.

The last two messages on the page that popped up suddenly pierced Xiao Xiao's eyes.

——When are you going to send him off to rehab?How long has this been going on?

——I'm talking to him, don't worry.

Xiao Xiao's mind rang loudly, and he threw the phone back on the coffee table as if he had burned his hand.

It turned out that Liang Shiwei treated him so accommodatingly and docilely only to send him to rehab.I knew it was impossible, but I still stubbornly had such a ridiculous self-indulgence, thinking that it was Liang Shiwei who had a little sincerity towards me.

Don't worry, don't worry, the three words he once put on the tip of his heart turned out to be worthless in Liang Shiwei's mouth, and everyone could say them.

Xiao Xiao smiled self-deprecatingly, but his mind quickly cleared up.He admired himself for being so rational this time.

Mostly injured more, self-healing becomes instinct.