I can't live, I can't afford to die

Xiao Xiao circled his fingers around the corner of his clothes: "I don't know who my father is, and I don't know where my mother is. I don't even know if they are still here."

Liang Shiwei sat down on the sofa and asked him, "So you came to Beijing?"

Xiao smiled and nodded.

Liang Shiwei patted the seat beside him and let Xiao Xiao sit down. He said, "Do you want to find her?"

"I want to." Xiao Xiao nodded, but then shook his head again, "I don't want to either."

He raised his eyes and looked at Liang Shiwei: "Actually, I was very afraid of seeing her. I must have been very unlovable when I was a child. She probably didn't like me very much, that's why I left for so many years and didn't even call back. "

Liang Shiwei rubbed his hair, and said in a rare soft voice: "You can still think, you are better than me."

Xiao Xiao pursed his lips, maybe it was Liang Shiwei's gentleness that strengthened his courage, he asked: "Do you miss them...and your sister..."

Liang Shiwei's face darkened, and he asked in a deep voice, "Who told you about my sister? Fang Yizhe?"

Xiao Xiao nodded, and quickly explained: "I didn't mention it on purpose, but when Brother Yi mentioned his parents, he just mentioned something in a hurry."

"Yeah." Liang Shiwei scratched his scalp, "You are very close to him, he is even willing to tell you about family affairs."

Xiao smiled and rubbed his nose: "Brother Yi is very nice."

Suddenly remembering that he had said "you are fine" to Liang Shiwei before, he added in a sly tone: "I am fine without you...it is not the same as yours..."

How to put it wrong, Liang Shiwei saw that he was entangled and couldn't explain clearly, so he stopped him: "In this circle, no one is very good, so don't give yourself out easily."

"What about you, uncle..." Xiao Xiao blurted out.

Liang Shiwei stared at Xiao Xiao for a while, got up and threw two words: "Sleep." Then he entered the bedroom and closed the door.

Xiao Xiao beat himself on the head with regret, took the quilt and pillow from the closet, and when he lay down, he found Liang Shiwei's coat was still thrown on the armrest of the sofa, and he dragged it over to cover the quilt.

Liang Shiwei smelled all over his clothes.

Xiao Xiao thought about it, and became happy again.He laughed silently in the dark, tossed and turned all night, until he fell asleep vaguely when there were voices of early risers downstairs in the community.

When he woke up again, the coat on the quilt had disappeared.There is a bowl of porridge and a few steamed buns on the coffee table, all of which have been completely cooled.

Xiao Xiao laughed again, he took a deep breath, and felt that the room was filled with the smell that Liang Shiwei didn't take away.

After the Chinese New Year, when work started, Xiao Xiao accidentally received a call from Fang Yizhe, asking him to go to the crew to audition for the scene.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Xiao thought about it, then called Liang Shiwei and told him about it.

Liang Shiwei was not surprised: "Well, Yizhe mentioned to me, when will you go, I will take you there."

Xiao Xiao shook his head. Just as he was about to explain, Liang Shiwei seemed to have seen it on the other end of the phone. Before Xiao Xiao could say anything, he continued, "You are not familiar with the route, and it is impossible for the team to accommodate your time."

Xiao Xiao thought about it, so he agreed.Liang Shiwei asked him to go home and pack some replacement clothes and daily necessities.

Just as Xiao Xiao made arrangements, Liang Shiwei's news also arrived, concise and clear, just two words: come down.

Xiao Xiao jumped downstairs with his backpack on his back and saw Liang Shiwei sitting on 883 where he was stationed. He smiled and called out: "Uncle."

Liang Shiwei threw the helmet to him and patted the back seat.

Xiao Xiao stepped up, and with the experience from last time, he supported himself with both hands.

Liang Shiwei looked down, then looked sideways, and said, "Hold tight."

Through the helmet, Liang Shiwei's voice became more and more low and indistinguishable.

Xiao smiled and asked, "Huh?"

Liang Shiwei grabbed Xiao Xiao's arm with his backhand, and with a pull, Xiao Xiao immediately lay down on his back.Liang Shiwei grabbed Xiao Xiao's palm and wrapped it around his waist.

Xiao Xiao was stunned.