I can't live, I can't afford to die

Xiao Xiao was surprised, and then suddenly woke up, all the images in his mind were thrown at him in a mess.The messy bed in the hotel, the dirty clothes and pants in the room, the red marks all over the body, and the cold snowflakes all over the sky...

He stared at Liang Shiwei stiffly, staring at Liang Shiwei, unable to say: "I...I..."

Liang Shiwei asked coldly, "Why did you go out and drink so much? Why didn't you listen to me and stay away from Fang Yizhe and Luo Qing?"

Xiao Xiao's mind was like a tsunami passing through the border, he was so chaotic that he couldn't figure out the slightest clue. With a hoarse voice, he stammered and asked: "Brother One... Brother One just drinks with me, I'm not happy... I drank a little liquor……"

Liang Shiwei suddenly grabbed Xiao Xiao's arm, and shouted: "What kind of wine are you drinking! You are drinking hallucinogens! You just don't know the severity, and you drink whatever others give you!"

Xiao Xiao looked at Liang Shiwei, and seemed to be raving in a daze: "What did others give me? I was not happy when someone gave me wine..."

Suddenly his mind caught a ray of light, Xiao Xiao grabbed Liang Shiwei's arm with his backhand, sat up forcefully, stared into Liang Shiwei's eyes, and asked him: "If you agreed to spend the New Year with me, if you agreed Take me home, why are you breaking your promise? Liang Shiwei, what face do you have to yell at me?"

"You go to drink when you're not happy? You go to hang out with some dubious people when you're not happy? Is that how you are..." Liang Shiwei suddenly stopped talking.

The room suddenly became quiet, and Xiao Xiao stared at Liang Shiwei, staring at him for a moment, only to feel that there was hot heat in his eyes.

After a long while, he asked quietly: "I'm such a cheap person. If I'm not happy, I'll find someone to drink, regardless of whether that person is tall or short, fat or thin. Liang Shiwei, you are just my boss, you can change the film for me and withdraw from the show." , still want to control my private life?" Xiao Xiao sneered twice, let go of Liang Shiwei's hand, and he lay down slowly: "My body is my own decision, how can I spoil my love, as long as I can feel comfortable , Liang Shiwei, whether I am cheap or not, what does it have to do with you?"

Liang Shiwei looked at Xiao Xiao, and there were sparkling water waves in his cold eyes.He took a deep breath, tried his best to endure, and said in a hoarse voice: "You are not awake now, so I won't talk to you. Remember, this time is a lesson, and you must open your eyes when you know someone."

He stretched out his hand and tucked Xiao Xiao's quilt tightly: "Also, you need to change the medicine every day where you are torn. I know you don't want to see me all the time, but you don't want others to give you medicine. These days, I'll just sleep on the sofa in the living room, and I'll leave when you don't need to change your dressing."

Xiao Xiao closed his eyes, and chuckled disapprovingly: "You can leave if you want, why bother to disgust yourself with me? It doesn't matter whether it hurts or not, as long as no one dies, I will be fine in the end."

Liang Shiwei looked at Xiao Xiao's indifferent look, clenched his teeth tightly, and finally said: "I'm in the living room, call me if you need anything." He turned around and went out.

Xiao Xiao opened his eyes, staring blankly at the darkness of nothingness.It was too dark to see anything, Xiao Xiao panicked for a while, he turned his head to look at the balcony, the curtain was not drawn tightly, the light from the opposite floor could still get in through the crack of the curtain.

In the darkness, everything is silent, only the light is transparent.

Xiao Xiao stared at the star lights. How many times before, when he sat alone on the terrace and looked at the dim lights of every house, he would think that Liang Shiwei was like a fire in the dark night to him.But he forgot that no matter how bright the fire is, it will eventually go out.