I can't live, I can't afford to die

Xiao Xiao rubbed the center of his brows slowly, and he asked, "What's the matter?"

Liang Shiwei paused, and asked him back: "What should I ask you? Why haven't you taken any work recently?"

"Tired, I don't want to pick it up." Xiao Xiao replied weakly.

Probably Liang Shiwei was also angry, his voice was a bit cold: "I know why you are tired, it's been more than half a year, what's the point of being so stubborn?"

Xiao Xiao thumped his forehead, his headache got worse, he really couldn't sleep late, he replied lightly: "It's meaningless, so, I'll take a rest."

Liang Shiwei stopped talking, and was silent for a long time before speaking again, his tone softened a lot: "I know you're not happy about blocking your scene. Xiao Xiao, that role is too controversial, no matter how obscure it is, it still has something to do with it." The same-sex themes, maybe the market will take advantage of them, but in the future, for such films, actors will be blocked and smeared, have you ever thought about it?"

"Zhou Zhiyi hasn't been affected in any way, is it?" Xiao Xiao knew that Liang Shiwei's worry was justified, but it was precisely because the other party was Zhou Zhiyi, and it was precisely because of Zhou Zhiyi's "took a loophole" that he couldn't let it go.

"He has not been affected, but he has benefited a lot from it. But, what if? Xiao Xiao, have you thought about it? What if? How will you deal with yourself in this circle in the future?"

Xiao Xiao stopped talking, and Liang Shiwei sighed deeply: "Xiao Xiao, I always say that, don't worry."

"Don't worry", these three words are still warm and meaningful, but for some reason, Xiao Xiao's heart is heavy, and the throbbing that he heard when he heard this promise at the beginning is gone.

Unable to bear Liang Shiwei's disappointment in the end, Xiao Xiao replied in a low voice: "I know."

Not wanting to get entangled in this topic, he changed the subject and asked Liang Shiwei, "Are you coming back for the New Year?"

"Come back." Liang Shiwei's voice was brighter: "I will take you home during the Chinese New Year."

Xiao Xiao was puzzled for a moment, but then he understood, and he couldn't help jumping with anticipation: "It's finished?"

"Well, although the two-story building is crudely furnished, it's no problem to stay for a few nights. This year's New Year's Eve, we will spend New Year's Eve in the small building."

Those words made Xiao Xiao's recently gloomy heart suddenly brighten up. He couldn't help imagining the scene of New Year's Eve, the quiet hut, the warm light, the indistinct sound of firecrackers coming from afar, maybe It will be very heartwarming to be able to watch the fireworks blooming in the sky, because he and Liang Shiwei are together.

Unconsciously, Xiao Xiao's voice softened, and he responded with a smile: "Uncle, I'll wait for you."

Although the new year is very close, there is not a week before and after, but Xiao Xiao feels that the days are like years. He has never realized that every day is so difficult.

But his heart was always full, his whole heart was uplifted, like a bright red balloon floating in the air in spring, he didn't know where he would land, but he didn't have any worries.

Xiao Lin looked at Xiao Xiao's expression: "Brother Xiao, have you been in a good mood these two days?"

Xiao Xiao smiled at Xiao Lin, but ignored him.

Xiao Lin came up to Xiao Xiao with a sullen face: "Brother Liang is coming back, right?"

Xiao Xiao still just smiled and patted Xiao Lin on the head.

Xiao Lin rubbed his head and muttered out of the studio door: "A man's heart, the golden cudgel under the sea, can't hide at all."

When passing by Fang Yizhe's studio at noon, seeing the door was open, Xiao Xiao walked in by.

Fang Yizhe was on the phone, half covering his mouth with one hand, his voice was low and he couldn't hear anything.

Seeing Xiao Xiao come in, Fang Yizhe said something hastily, and put the phone down.

Xiao Xiao glanced at the phone and asked him, "What are you doing that is shady?"

Fang Yizhe glanced at him, cursed: "Get lost." Then asked Xiao Xiao: "About a drink?"

Xiao Xiao went to the window and pulled open the curtain: "Brother Yi, the weather is so good today, and you still keep the room so dark. Let's drink some tea while it's warm in the afternoon?"

Fang Yizhe frowned: "What kind of tea do you drink? It's tasteless."