I pulled the grass

Lu Wange was immersed in his own emotions, he just wanted to hug the person in front of him even tighter, maybe he would never have a chance in the future.

I wanted to take it step by step and wait for him to adapt slowly.But, can't wait.How can you control yourself?

After getting tenderness, there is only more greed. After getting along, I want to have deeper contact.Since you have to let him know sooner or later, it should be earlier.Either way, or let yourself give up earlier.I don't want to continue this kind of tangled and longing days.

Lu Wange closed his eyes and said hoarsely: "I don't know where this feeling started, maybe from the moment my grandfather brought me back, you opened the door, and saw you." Speaking of this, he He chuckled again, "Maybe I have good eyesight since I was a child, and I knew you were handsome, cool, and good-looking at that time."

Lu Wanzong felt a pain in his heart, but said: "Well, Xiaoge has always had a good eye."

Lu Wanger didn't seem to hear his words: "Maybe you are too kind to me, so I can't let go. I don't know when, I found that I can only look at you, and I want to follow you wherever you go. Seeing you talking to women makes me angry."

Lu Wanzong tried to explain: "Xiaoge, this is just normal possessiveness."

Lu Wange raised his head from his arms, his eyes were fragile and sad, with a self-loathing smile on his lips, and he gently touched his lips with a finger: "A normal possessive brother will want to kiss his brother ?"

Lu Wanzong stared at him blankly, the emotions in his eyes suddenly surged, and suddenly they were as deep as ink.

Lu Wanger withdrew his fingers, pressed them against his chest, and hugged him tightly again: "Don't try to convince me, you listen to me. I used to comfort myself like this, saying that it was just instinctive possessiveness. But until that day, I did A dream." He bit his lower lip and lowered his voice, "You know, that kind of dream, that kind of..."

Finally unable to speak out, Lu Wanger took a breath, "You know. After that day, I couldn't face you. I was afraid of why I was like this, and I wanted you so much."

Although Lu Wanzong had guessed it, listening to him now, it felt completely different. Before he knew it, his baby was walking alone on the road paved with thorns, lonely and dark.

Lu Wange was hugged in his arms, feeling happy and desperate in his heart.

"I thought of many ways, hoping to end this abnormal thinking, fight and skip class, and even want to contact girls. But, they all failed. I don't like those girls, I only think about you. What should I do? The more I The more I want to avoid you, the more I long for you. I think it must be that the method I used is wrong, it’s not about emotional matters, can’t you block it and only divert it?”

When he said this, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "So I decided to change the way. I want to get close to you, so maybe I don't want you so much anymore, and when I'm older, maybe I won't be like this. But, I still failed. By your side, I have become a lot better, but the gentler you are to me, the more unsatisfied I am. The more I am with you, the more I want. There seems to be a hole in my heart, no matter what Not enough."

He breathed a sigh of relief: "Brother, I have really tried my best. You have no news during this period, and I am about to collapse."

Lu Wanzong hugged him tightly with both arms, as if he wanted to crush him into his arms, his eyes were red.This child that I have been holding in the palm of my hand is so painful in a place that I can't see, but this pain is caused by myself.