I pulled the grass

Lu Wange went straight out the gate and took the elevator downstairs.As soon as he got out of the elevator, he started running while still in the lobby, ignoring the surprised eyes behind him.

When I got out of the office building, I kept running, running and running, and stopped when I reached the sidewalk by the river, gasping for breath.

It was approaching evening at this moment, and the air by the river was slightly cool, with occasional leaves falling slowly in the wind.Lu Wange found a bench and faced the river, tears streaming down his face silently.

Shame, longing, loss and hopelessness overwhelmed him.

The shoes on the feet were stained with dust, and so were the trousers.Things in the world can be achieved if you devote yourself to seeking them, so where will there be wishful thinking, moths flying into the flames, falling flowers willful and ruthless?I am only one ten-millionth of this, one of the mortal beings, one of the seven sufferings can't ask for it, it's really very common.It's just... why are you so sad?

The tears had dried up and her face was tight.Lu Wange touched his face and said to himself: "My face is a little dehydrated. It seems that the mask before leaving is not very easy to use. I need to apply some moisturizing cream." His eyes were red again.

Suddenly a voice said, "Brother, can you take a photo for us?"

Lu Wange raised his head, and saw a seven or eight-year-old girl smiling at him, and the little girl pointed to the lady beside her.

Lu Wange forced a smile: "Yes."

The woman next to him handed over the DSLR, and leaned against the fence by the river with the little girl.

The little girl insisted on taking more photos and posing several poses. The lady kept smiling apologetically at Lu Wange, but in the end she couldn't bear to refuse her daughter.

Lu Wange faced the camera, looked at the mother and daughter framed into the camera and the beautiful scenery behind him, and suddenly became quiet.

After the mother and daughter left, Lu Wange continued to sit on the bench and looked at the river.

The river water shimmered under the setting sun, as if broken gold was shining.The setting sun in the distance and the river water reflect each other, long and warm.

There are very few pictures of him when he was a child.At that time, photos were taken in a photo studio, once a year.

When he was young, he hated taking pictures. Lu Wanzong promised him every time that he would let him choose what he liked, and then he would go to the photo studio with him.

The time before the age of six has a vague impression, but the time with Lu Wanzong is the most beautiful beginning of life.

Everyone said that Lu Wanzong was difficult to approach, but he had never felt this way.

Everyone said that Lu Wanzong was obsessed with cleanliness, but in his memory, not only did Lu Wanzong use the same pair of chopsticks with him, but even no matter how dirty he was, Lu Wanzong was willing to carry him home.

He was naughty when he was young, and he was often covered in mud from fighting, but Lu Wanzong never said anything else, and always held his hand.

Lu Wanzong's pleasant smell lingered around him night after night.He has been poisoned by a poison called Lu Wanzong since childhood.He was addicted, I don't know when it started, when he knew it, he was already deeply in love.Go deep into the bone marrow, coexist with the soul, think of staying away from him, like scratching the bone, like cramp.

Lu Wange stayed by the river until dark, took a taxi and went home.He was temporarily unable to guess what Lu Wanzong was thinking, and when he touched it, his heart ached.

I used to think that since I can't quit, I can bear it.Even if it is painful, it is also sweet.

But I didn't expect it to be so painful, how to repair the invisible wound?

Please grant me the indomitable courage, so that I can overcome obstacles and move forward bravely, even if the future is dim, even if he is always in the clouds.