Green Lantern Bond

Chongyun pinched the hem of the cloak and said with a dry smile, "Do you still keep this thing?"

Duan Chen pursed his lips and said nothing, before he said coldly after a while: "This is from you."

Chongyun didn't dare to speak any more, he was afraid of hearing Duan Chen say more things that would surprise him.Qingshen sword, feathers, cloak... These things that once belonged to him are now kept by Duan Chen unscathed. Even before he met himself, he had been blindfolded to see the world, just because those eyes were I left it to him.

If Chongyun still doesn't understand Duan Chen's thoughts just like this, it will be in vain to know Duan Chen for so many years.

But how is this possible?

Chong Yun has known Duan Chen for so long, he already knew that he is a rock that cannot be warmed, why did this rock suddenly become enlightened?

He always said something, he couldn't hide what was going on in his heart, and everything was written on his face, but now he wanted to hold back and pretended to be calm on his face, people who were not familiar with him might think that he was not close to him.However, Duan Chen understood him, and he knew what he was thinking at a glance.

"That's what you... think." Duan Chen's voice hesitated for a second, as if he was a little embarrassed to admit his thoughts.

Chongyun was startled, raised his head and stared at him, he didn't know whether it was shock or embarrassment: "Do you know what you are talking about? I won't talk about the sword and the cloak, but you know what those two feathers represent Meaning, you are still tied in your hair, Duan Chen, tell me when did you have such thoughts?"

Those two feathers are actually the feathers of a blue bird, originally given to Duan Chen by Chong Yun.

Chongyun is a member of the Blue Bird tribe.The Qingniao tribe has stayed on Sanwei Mountain almost all their lives. Every bluebird has three feathers on its head from birth. There is an ancient tradition in the Qingniao tribe. If you meet someone you love, you will put two of the feathers on your head. Giving it to him means that in Jade Bird's heart, the one he loves is more important than himself.When Chong Yun gave Duan Chen the feathers, he didn't tell him what the two feathers represented, just because he didn't want to add unnecessary burden to Duan Chen.But later, due to a coincidence, Duan Chen still knew.

But at that time, Duan Chen didn't tie his feathers to his hair like now. Chong Yun didn't know what made him change. Could it be that Duan Chen didn't realize that he liked him after seeing him for more than ten years?

"I know, I..." Duan Chen is not good at explaining at all, he has never thought of explaining his actions before, he does what he wants to do, and doesn't say what is not necessary, even if The words of Chongyun on Lutai Mountain before angered him, and he didn't try to defend himself.

But after he left, he felt a little regretful, Huo Qingling said to him: "I know what you think, you are nothing more than angry and don't understand you..."

"No." Duan Chen was so angry that it wasn't that Chongyun didn't understand, he didn't understand Chongyun before, but now he understands, but he just heard that Chongyun wanted to separate himself from him, "I don't care about this."

"Okay, even if you don't care about it, can you tell me what you are angry about?"

Duan Chen didn't speak.

Huo Qingling looked at him helplessly: "Look, even I don't know what you are thinking, how do you make Chongyun understand?"

Seeing him looking up at her, Huo Qingling was deeply puzzled, so she had to patiently explain to him: "Duan Chen, you are the only one who likes, but it is a matter of two people to like each other. Yun, does Chongyun like you?"

Duan Chen frowned, hesitating a bit, if this question had been in Chongyun's last life, maybe he would have a very positive answer, but now, after the sentence "neither owes each other", Duan Chen is not sure either.Due to his personality, for Duan Chen, he would not easily say an uncertain answer.

Huo Qingling nodded, understanding the entanglement in his heart, and said again: "Then let me ask you again, does Chongyun know that you like him?"

Duan Chen shook his head.

"He doesn't know what you mean, so don't blame him for hurting others." Huo Qingling spoke mercilessly, "Duan Chen, you have to learn to explain, don't bury everything in your heart, no one has the obligation to understand you. You Let him know what's on your mind, as for whether he accepts it or not, that's his business."

. . . . . .

Duan Chen came back to his senses, looked at Chongyun, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, with a softness that he didn't realize: "It's been there since a long time ago, I didn't understand it before, but when I was in Kunwu Mountain, Seems to have figured it out a bit.”

Kunwu Mountain...

Chongyun's eyes moved slightly, it was too long a memory, for Chongyun, that period of time was actually no different from any previous time when he stayed with Duan Chen.They once stayed in Kunwu Mountain for three months, during which time they met Wulan, a boy who was more timid and shy than his daughter's family.

But that time was very short, and Chongyun couldn't even remember what they did in Kunwu Mountain, because after that, they fell into a long separation.Chongyun seldom recalled the experience of Kunwu Mountain, even Wulan seldom mentioned it, because it seemed that from the moment they parted at Kunwu Mountain, it foreshadowed their future destiny.

Chongyun shook his head: "I can't remember."

Duan Chen tightened his hand holding Shuzhu, before he could say anything, he saw Chongyun and said again: "Do you know Soul Lamp?"

"I don't know."

"This is something unique to the ghost world. The sky in the ghost world is dark all year round, and the only light is the soul lamp. Every spirit living in the ghost world has a soul lamp, but you know how the soul lamp is lit. Is it?" Chong Yun looked deeply at Duan Chen's cold face, and said word by word, "At the price of burning the memories of his life."

Duan Chen's usually expressionless face showed a moment of nervousness and bewilderment, Chong Yun rarely saw him lose his composure, and only heard him say: "I don't believe it."

He repeated it again, as if convincing himself or deceiving himself: "I don't believe it."

Chongyun felt that the corners of his eyes were a little sore, he lowered his head and rubbed his eyes, and Duan Chen grabbed his wrist, Chongyun raised his head in surprise, facing those dark eyes: "If you forget, then I will help you You get them all back."

Chongyun looked at the hand holding him. Duan Chen's fingers were long and slender, and the temperature of the fingertips was a little low. When he was holding him, the strength was not too great, but Chongyun felt that the circle of skin that he was being held It was very hot.

He hadn't felt this kind of helpless and shy feeling for a long time, he only felt the pinnae of his ears slightly hot, so he could only whisper: "Duan Chen, let me go first."

There were two people not far away watching, Chong Yun didn't dare to look at their expressions at the moment.

Duan Chen's hand loosened, but he didn't let go. He thought of Huo Qingling's words, and suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness. He had never felt so difficult to express his thoughts.

Explanation?How to explain?

"Chongyun, I... blindfolded, not to repay the debt." Duan Chen's voice was deep, with a dullness and sadness that he didn't realize, "I just don't want to see the stars."

Chongyun's body trembled, and he stared blankly at Duan Chen's face. His eyelids drooped slightly, and his long eyelashes cast a fan-shaped shadow on his pale skin. Chongyun suddenly forgot to break free from his hand, and heard him raise his eyes and fix his eyes. Looking at himself firmly: "Have you forgotten, a legend in your hometown?"

There is an ancient and romantic legend in the blue bird family. When a blue bird dies, his soul will turn into a star and fly to the night sky to protect his beloved.

Chongyun once told Duan Chen this legend, it was just a pastime after dinner, he did not expect Duan Chen to always remember and even believe this story.

"After I woke up, I couldn't find you anymore. Yan Jun said that you were dead, and that you lost your soul and soul, so you couldn't stay in the ghost world. I remembered that you said that your clansmen said that the blue bird died. In the end, it will turn into a star, guarding the world forever. But Chongyun," Duan Chen's fingertips trembling slightly, "I don't want to see stars, I just want to see you live well."

Chong Yun only felt his heart tremble. He never thought that these words would come out of Duan Chen's mouth.He insisted on coming back from chaos and nothingness, living with such an appearance of being neither human nor ghost, staying in the dark ghost world for many years to nourish his soul, even if he had paid so much, he had never received a response, even if he The young and fiery heart is getting old gradually, but still stubbornly wants to see Duan Chen.

How can there be so many attachments?How can there be so much freedom?It's just a delusion of a person who can't see hope.

Yan Jun once scolded him for being stupid, and he also felt that he was pretty stupid, seeing clearly about other people's affairs, but couldn't understand his own affairs at all.A hopeless love, which I would not let go until I had a new life.

But Chongyun did not expect that this is not a delusion, there is still a person in this world like himself, with a pious and persistent heart, who cherishes the people who miss him deeply, and cherishes the past memories bit by bit In the bottom of my heart, let the years wash and grind and turn into a little bit of auspicious light, and only take it out in a corner where no one else can see it and secretly wipe and remember it.

Chong Yun recalled that when she first met Huo Qingling, she hesitated to speak. In fact, as soon as she thought about it, she could understand what Huo Qingling didn't say at that time. It was just to find an outlet for Duan Chen's hopeless pursuit all these years.

Chongyun couldn't imagine how Duan Chen came here these years, whether he was as dazed and helpless as when his soul came back from nothingness and looked at the scene in front of him.

Chongyun didn't dare to think about it, as long as he thought about it, he felt a slight pain in his heart. This person who he loved for many years, who didn't even want him to bear a little bit of grievance and burden, may be suffering endlessly because of himself pain of.

"I'm still alive," Chongyun sighed, looked into his eyes as dark as the night sky, and repeated, "I'm still alive, Duan Chen."

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Kunwu Mountain: "Shan Hai Jing Zhong Shan Jing": "Two hundred miles to the west, it is called Kun Wu Mountain, and there are many red copper on it. There are beasts, its shape is like a pig and it has horns, and its sound is like a horn. It is called Gnats, eat them without squinting."