do not speak

"By the way, why didn't he come back with you?"

Qin Yan looked at the still silent mobile phone and tilted his head: "There's a quarrel."

"That's strange, you two still quarrel?" Mother Wei questioned, "You can't wait to confess him, what's wrong with him?"

Qin Yan sighed and explained the cause and effect to her.

After finishing speaking, he asked again: "How can I coax him?"

Wei's mother wanted to laugh when she saw his serious look, so she suppressed her smile and replied, "What's the use of asking me about your little lovers?"

"I can't help it." Qin Yan called Wei Huaiming again, still reminded that "the other party has turned off the phone", "You also saw that this is the first time he ignored me... I really don't know how he can forgive me .”

Qin Yan is going crazy.

What he told Mother Wei just now that he has been taking psychotropic drugs is actually half true and half false.A few years ago, he really had to rely on these to continue his life, but during this period he has been cooperating with the treatment, and it didn't take long before he no longer needed to take a lot of medicine, and since he established a relationship with Wei Huaiming, he didn't even need sleeping pills.

But today, he took out the medicine bottle again.

From the moment Wei Huaiming got angry at him, he felt something was wrong.He desperately wanted to be forgiven, but he couldn't hear a word of what the other party said, only the voice from the bottom of his heart——

"Tie him up and throw him on the bed until he has no strength to speak."

This primitive and barbaric method intensified in his heart, and he could only run away.

"When I face him, I don't know how to speak properly." Qin Yan was still on the phone, his eyebrows were almost knit together, "Although it's very wrong, but, can you help me? "

Mother Wei: "How can I help?"

Qin Yan thought for a while, then said hesitantly: "Help me... Please forgive me... I really have no choice. I didn't deliberately hide it from him, and I never thought of plotting against him..."

"Little friend, begging for forgiveness is something you have to say to your face." Mother Wei said seriously, "Be sincere and tell him everything you want to say."

Qin Yan shook his head vigorously: "I'm afraid I can't control my words and deeds."

"Although I don't know what you want to do, but you have to follow your own heart." Wei's mother smiled inexplicably, "Qin Yan, I know you are very good at guessing people's hearts, but love is not calculating. You must put your best and Bring the worst self to the table for him to see, and let him judge the rest."

Qin Yan lowered his head and did not speak.

Mother Wei looked at the darkened sky outside the window, got up and put on her coat: "It's getting late, I should go."

"I'll take you."

The woman pressed his hand and shook her head lightly: "It's not on the way."

Qin Yan looked up at her.

"When he's in a bad mood, he likes to shut himself in the room and get sulky." Wei's mother's eyes fell on Qin Yan's ring-wearing hand, and she smiled, "It's smooth sailing."

Wei Huaiming locked himself in the room and watched TV.

The two people on the screen were arguing, and he felt upset when he saw the heroine crying with snot and tears, so he turned off the TV and went to sleep.

As soon as he closed his eyes, it was the scene where Qin Yan stood in front of the small house and stretched out his hand to him condescendingly. Seeing the indifferent expression on his face that looked like a robot, he opened his eyes again angrily.

Wei Huaiming tossed and turned for a while, then the doorbell rang.

He called out the surveillance camera at the door and saw Qin Yan standing straight outside the door.

Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived.

Wei Huaiming took out earplugs to plug his ears, pretending he didn't hear anything.

Qin Yan kept ringing the doorbell persistently, rubbing his hands together from time to time, his face was already flushed red.

It was getting darker and darker, and the door didn't open for a long time. Qin Yan raised his head and glanced at the unlit second floor, slipped and fell to the ground.

Wei Huaiming kept staring at the monitor and saw that he suddenly fainted and ran downstairs without even getting dressed.

Qin Yan's body was cold, and Wei Huaiming's heart softened the moment he touched him.

The courtyard is not small, and there is still a distance between the courtyard door and the room door.He put Qin Yan's arm on his shoulder and walked for a while. He felt that the other party's feet were not good on the ground, so he simply grabbed Qin Yan's leg and hugged it in his arms.

I froze for a moment as soon as I picked it up.

The first time he decided to confess to Qin Yan was because of such a hug.

At that time, Qin Yan was nestled in his arms, and called "brother" in a crisp and soft tone.

We've been through so much together in the blink of an eye.

Wei Huaiming put Qin Yan on the sofa in the living room, turned around to close the door, and before turning around, he felt two extra arms on his waist.

"If you have nothing to do, then go." Wei Huaiming realized that he had been cheated again, and the warmth just now was gone. He scratched the arms around his waist twice, and felt that Qin Yan tightened his arms again. With a blunt tone, "I'm not in the mood to play with you right now."

Qin Yan didn't speak, but bit his earlobe.

The dense kisses spread from the ears to the neck, and the hands got in from the hem restlessly.

Wei Huaiming grabbed his hand, turned his head to avoid his approaching lips, and breathed a little messily: "Qin Yan, I said I'm not in the mood to play with you, I can't play with you, can you let me go?"

Qin Yan stopped moving, then leaned into his ear and whispered, "I want you."

"What kind of routine is this?" Wei Huaiming frowned, "I thought you were here to apologize."

"It's not a routine, it's instinct. I want to please you, it's instinct." Qin Yan's voice was extremely low, with a trace of exhaustion, "I really came to apologize, but I don't know how to say you can forgive me, but My instinct has been urging me to do it."

"I have been fighting against myself for more than ten years, and now I have to surrender." Qin Yan let go of his hand and took a step back, "I don't have any justice in my heart. The premise of everything I do is to keep you safe. The life and death of others I have nothing to do. I'm selfish and cold, that's all I am."

"I give you my complete self, and I give you the right to choose."

Wei Huaiming turned around, stared at him for a while, and sighed helplessly: "Do you know what Zheng Yuan said to me at the end?"

From the moment Su He handed the photo to Zheng Yuan, Zheng Yuan didn't say a word, but the moment Wei Huaiming sent him to prison, Zheng Yuan turned his head and bowed to him.

"He said, thank you."

This time Qin Yan was stunned.

"You always think that you are selfish and indifferent, but your tenderness when facing Deng Lili is not fake, and my decision to block Zheng Yuan at the door of that house is not wrong. You are just calm, not indifferent."

Wei Huaiming took two steps forward and took Qin Yan's hand: "I'm angry because you are not honest with me, because you always underestimate my trust and love for you."

"sorry."

"sorry."

The two spoke at the same time, looked at each other and smiled again.

Wei Huaiming inserted his fingers into Qin Yan's, "Is the instinct still there?"

Qin Yan kissed his lips: "It's always there."

"Can we go back to the house? The sofa is uncomfortable."

"Do I need to take a shower first?"

"And how do you prepare for what you said before?"

"and also……"

Wei Huaiming asked a series of questions, from which Qin Yan accurately selected the word "bath".

"Go take a shower first, and I'll do the rest."

Wei Huaiming obediently entered the bathroom, just after washing the foam off his hair, Qin Yan came in.

Wei Huaiming subconsciously covered it, and his body began to heat up: "Is... is there something wrong?"

"Let's wash together." Qin Yan replied naturally, put the things on his hands aside, and began to undress.

The clean and neat body lines were revealed little by little, which made Wei Huaiming go crazy.

"Qin Xiaoyan, you are really a goblin."

Qin Yan came over and hugged him, licked his Adam's apple, and the fingers of the other hand slipped all the way down: "Brother, it might hurt a little."

"The more it hurts, the better."

The shower was turned on to the maximum, and the mist in the bathroom rose up, giving it an unreal beauty.

The price Wei Huaiming paid for these words was that when he woke up the next day, his body seemed to be falling apart.

Qin Yan got up early and made dinner.Since the last time I wanted to cook for him but couldn't find any ingredients at his house, Qin Yan began to transport ingredients to his house intentionally or unintentionally, and it finally came in handy today.

As soon as Wei Huaiming opened the door, he smelled the aroma of rice, ran down in a hurry, and bounced up again as soon as he sat down on the chair.

"What's the matter?" Qin Yan looked at his grinning expression, and asked knowingly while holding back a smile.

"What's wrong, don't you know?" Wei Huaiming glared at him, "Why don't you try it down there?"

"But brother, you told me to be on top." Qin Yan blinked, a little aggrieved, "And you said that the more it hurts, the better."

Wei Huaiming: "..."

He doesn't flirt anymore.

After grumbling for a while, he still sat down. Just as Wei Huaiming was about to move his chopsticks, the phone rang again.

Qin Yan reminded: "Your phone is ringing."

"I know." Wei Huaiming took a sip of the porridge, "Ignore him for now, let's talk about it after eating."

The phone kept ringing, and Qin Yan simply picked it up for him.

Zhao Zheng's voice was mixed, it sounded like someone was arguing: "Boss, Zheng Yuan said he wanted to see you."

Qin Yan suppressed his smile and asked, "Is he awake?"

"Sober is sober, but I always feel that he is not normal..." Zhao Zheng paused suddenly, and asked uncertainly, "Professor Qin?"

"it's me."

Zhao Zheng carefully checked the number with his mobile phone, and made sure he had dialed correctly, and asked, "Why are you able to help the boss answer the phone so early in the morning?"

Qin Yan answered in a natural tone: "I slept with him last night."

Wei Huaiming, who buried his head in his meal, choked.

The voice on the other end suddenly became quieter, and Zhao Zheng asked excitedly, "Did you sleep with him or did you sleep with him?"

"Sleep."

Zhao Zheng's tone became more excited, and Qin Yan suspected that his eyes were shining now.

"How's your physical strength, Boss?"

Qin Yan turned his head and glanced at Wei Huaiming, with a smile in his voice: "What's none of your business?"

Zhao Zheng snorted: "Director Lu called me, let's not talk about it, come here quickly."

Qin Yan hung up the phone, resting his chin on one hand and staring at Wei Huaiming.

The person being watched took a mouthful of food and sent it to Qin Yan's mouth: "What are you looking at me for?"

Qin Yan chewed twice, and the arc of the corner of his mouth became wider and wider: "Zhao Zheng asked me how your physical strength is."

Wei Huaiming: "..."

Not only good physical strength, but also resistance to build-up.