Desperate

Cen Lu didn't think much about it. After the first gunshot, he rushed towards Zhou Pushen, and rolled around on the grass several times in his arms.

Geng Ying looked down at Liu Fufeng's motionless body lying on the ground, Liu Fufeng's hair was wet with blood, sticking to her beautiful side face, a small cherry-like mouth was still smiling.

She opened her eyes and died twice.

"Ah..." Geng Ying looked at the empty hands and groaned with extreme heartache.He couldn't hold it any longer, and knelt on the rough mud with his legs, as if someone had taken his soul away in an instant, leaving only this disgusting body.

Cen Lu hugged Zhou Pushen, who was covered in blood, and Geng Ying's hysterical screams came from his ears. This hideous man seemed to be completely crazy, and the death of his wife completely ruined his last chance of normal survival.Geng Ying rolled and cried frantically in front of Liu Fufeng's body, like a baby who lost his parents, unscrupulously conveying his resentment and helplessness to the cruel reality.

Zhou Pu heard the extremely sad and angry roar, his eyelashes trembled, and opened his eyes weakly in Cen Lu's arms, and saw Geng Ying tearing his hair and face in pain, and Cen Lu was aiming at Seeing the two figures getting closer in front of him, he held his gun tremblingly.

The man who just failed to form an alliance with Cen Lu seemed to have joined his beast. Seeing Cen Lu's distressed appearance, he sneered, "Why don't you cooperate with me just now?" Then he looked around and said with a smile: "The rest are here. It really doesn't take much effort." The beast beside him was holding a small-caliber pistol, and the muzzle was still smoking.

Cen Lu squinted his eyes to calculate the distance between the two of them and himself. He knew in his heart that it was absolutely impossible for him to hit two live targets at such a distance with the little three-legged cat kung fu he practiced on the gun target.

But...he hugged the person in his arms tightly, even if Zhou Pushen had little chance of escaping, he still wanted to do his best.They had never been so close to death, and Cen Lu even felt a little out of place. If he could express his heart earlier, would he not regret it so much now.

Zhou Pu's blood-stained hand grabbed Cen Lu's hand, leaving two bloody fingerprints on his fair skin.

He gasped for breath, trying not to let Cen Lu see his pain.Even under such circumstances, he still had the strength to break apart Cen Lu's arms around him, and instead embraced Cen Lu's thin body with both hands.Zhou Pushen pressed him into the grass and covered him with his whole body, preventing any part of Cen Lu's body from being exposed to the shooting range.

Zhou Pu's deep eyes are as beautiful as the stars in a dream: "Brother, thank you. It's time for me to protect you next."

Before Cen Lu could react, he saw Zhou Pushen pulled out the M9 pinned to his lower back with one hand, and pressed his head firmly against his bloody chest with the other strong arm.

A white light exploded in Zhou Pushen's muzzle in an instant, and the sharp bullet rotated at high speed, tearing through the cold air like a white blade, and roared towards the opposing team.The beast did not expect the opponent's sudden attack, and quickly pulled its trainer to lie down.

But Geng Ying seemed to realize something, the flesh on his face was torn by him until it was dripping with blood.He got up from the ground in a daze, and staggered towards the direction of the bullet.

But that strange bullet did not fly over the heads of the two of them following the inertia. The bullet casing melted at some point, exposing the dark red blood silver inside. The blood silver ignited by the high temperature was like an uncontrolled firework. It exploded near the three of them.The air was distorted by the heat brought by the explosion, and the figures of the three were torn into lines by the scorching light and shadow.

The green grass was instantly swallowed up by the burning flames, leaving a bare circle.

Cen Lu felt that he was thrown several meters by the tumbling heat wave, hot sparks splashed onto his legs, his flesh was scorched, and the pain was excruciating.

Zhou Pushen's arm was still firmly pressing his head like an iron hoop.The person on Cen Lu's body started to get heavier and heavier. He was almost suffocated, but he felt dizzy when he tried to get up.Cen Lu guessed that he had a concussion, but the anxiety in his heart forced him to break away Zhou Pushen's hand, and eagerly checked his injury.

Zhou Pushen's blood was all over his head and body.

Zhou Pushen had passed out completely, a big hole was opened in his shoulder by a bullet, and the congealed wound was quickly washed away by more blood, and this cruel cycle repeated, his clothes were soaked in blood, and the original color could no longer be seen .

Cen Lu stretched out his hand tremblingly, turned over and put his hand down from his waist.His upper body was almost unscathed because it was tightly wrapped by Zhou Pu.

But what about him, what about him.

Cen Lu's breathing stagnates.

The clothes on Zhou Pushen's back were completely lifted, and the back with mottled welts was licked by the flames, and the burnt flesh exuded bursts of burnt smell.The waist and back were layered with scars from stone scratches when he rolled over. The mud and blood were mixed together and stuck to the man's back with no good flesh left.

With two dark circles under his eyes, Cen Lu waited persistently outside the intensive care unit.

The person who was separated from him by a layer of transparent glass was lying quietly on a snow-white hospital bed, sleeping with a ventilator on.Even in such a deep sleep, Zhou Pushen still frowned tightly, as if there was something bothering him all the time, and he couldn't forget it even when he was on the verge of death.

Seeing his expression, Cen Lu froze for a moment, then got up and put his hands on the thick glass.

Only God knows how much he wants to stroke his brows with his own hands and smooth them out for him.

During Zhou Pu's deep coma these days, Cen Lu thought about many things over and over in a daze.An Fulin who was elusive, Liu Fufeng who failed to get out of the arena, Geng Ying who wanted to die, Zhou Pushen had abnormal emotions.

Guyun Mountain was like a bottomless abyss, pulling him and Zhou Pushen down involuntarily.Cen Lu shook his head, he always felt that there was something he couldn't see through.

But what he thought about the most was the frustration that surged in his heart when he thought that the two of them were bound to die.Cen Lu never realized that he regretted so much that he didn't express his feelings for Zhou Pushen earlier.

He used to feel that there were too many things going on between them, the same gender, the military department with ulterior motives, the foggy future, and Zhou Pu's deep and unclear thoughts.

The two hands slowly clenched into fists without knowing when.Reluctantly, Cen Lu tapped on the glass lightly, as if it would wake up the people inside.He stared intently at the unconscious Zhou Pushen, with flames pulsating in his eyes.

But after this incident, Cen Lu suddenly felt that these things were nothing compared to life and death.He didn't want to regret it for the rest of his life if he and Zhou Pushen had to be separated one day.

Cen Lu decided to have a frank and honest talk with Zhou Pushen after he woke up.

He wanted to confess his secret little thoughts, those feelings of tossing and turning day and night, even if Zhou Pushen didn't respond, he would admit it.

Who made him just like him.

Cen Lu watched too intently, and didn't react until someone called him: "Doctor Wu." He pushed his glasses in embarrassment, and quickly adjusted his expression.

The visitor was tall and had an outstanding temperament. He was estimated to be in his early 50s, but there were no wrinkles on his face.There are a few white strands in the neatly combed hair.His eyes were long and narrow, and he looked at the decadent Cen Lu with scrutiny. His thin lips raised a smile. Dr. Wu pulled out the square scarf on his chest and handed it to Cen Lu: "Mr. Cen, you stay here every day." Here, the body will be overwhelmed, go wash your face."

When he said this, his tone was light, but it made people feel genuine concern.Cen Lu thanked him and took the scarf, and a wisp of elegant tea scent filled his nostrils.

Since they successfully advanced, they not only got a large amount of red silver and extra cash, but also got the appreciation of "father". Although they haven't seen the true face of this mysterious man yet, Zhou Pushen was sent to To this advanced hospital for treatment.When Cen Lu stepped into this place for the first time, he was very surprised. It is not so much a hospital as it is like a private sanatorium for dignitaries in the imperial capital, equipped with complete equipment and high-end decoration.The location is in a towering building behind the arena, almost on the border of the empire, and you can see the blue lake from the window.

And this skilled doctor Wu was sent by "father". Not only did Zhou Pushen perform shrapnel removal surgery, but he will also be fully responsible for the medical treatment of the two in the next game.

Cen Lu worriedly looked at the man on the ventilator again, he slept like he had passed away, only the stable curve on the electrocardiogram showed the fact that he was still alive: "Doctor Wu, it's been almost two weeks, Why is he still awake?"

Dr. Wu had clearly told himself before that Zhou Pushen recovered quickly from the trauma on his back due to his good health, and even the broken shoulder blade was slowly recovering.But Cen Lu watched him outside the custody room day and night, but he didn't see any intention of him waking up.

Dr. Wu rubbed his slender finger bones and lowered his eyes, as if he was thinking about how to explain it to Cen Lu.

"Mr. Cen, no matter how good a doctor is, he will be helpless when he encounters a disobedient patient." Doctor Wu's pale golden eyes flashed, and he said cryptically.

Cen Lu was confused: "The doctor means..."

"That gentleman's will to live is very weak now," Dr. Wu said simply, shrugging his shoulders: "It's more appropriate to say that he wants to die rather than being weak."

"Want to die..." Cen Lu chewed these words blankly, and he suddenly felt confused, because no matter what, Cen Lu couldn't connect these words with Zhou Pushen, who had a gentle smile.

Dr. Wu saw the puzzlement in his eyes, and he smiled slightly: "It seems that the gentleman has never shown such emotions in front of you, Mr. Cen, think about it carefully, is he in a certain place?" In some matters, unconsciously showing excessive emotions?"

Cen Lu followed Dr. Wu's words to think back, he had already vaguely felt that Zhou Pushen behaved like a ferocious beast in certain things, and he wanted to protect himself regardless of his own safety.

Even if he needs to face death.

Dr. Wu looked at Cen Lu's flickering eyes and knew that he understood something, so he continued; "With all due respect, in my opinion and my colleagues, creatures that cannot control their emotions belong to... Inferior species, sooner or later..."

Cen Lu glanced at him coldly. It seemed that this Dr. Wu was also a nobleman with high self-esteem, and he was working under his "father". Although his words were polite, they were naturally arrogant.He really wanted to refute him, but because of Zhou Pushen, he had to change the subject: "Is there any way to solve it?"

Dr. Wu was not at all ashamed of what he said, but continued to reply politely: "Just find out the reason for his weak will."

"It's about Black Hawk..."

"Mr. Cen, do you really think that just because of Black Eagle's death will have such a big impact on that person?" Doctor Wu smiled, "He is a soldier, and one or two moral choices cannot shake his behavior. Military norms."

Cen Lu's hair stood up. He thought about revealing his identity, but he didn't expect it to be revealed so quickly.

Dr. Wu sensed the tense atmosphere and quickly waved his hands: "I judged it based on the various injuries on his body. You can rest assured that I only care about my own business. As for why you came to participate in the 'Beast Taming' ’, that has nothing to do with me, and I won’t talk nonsense.”

Cen Lu stared at his eyes, saw that those eyes were shining with sincerity, and he didn't look like he was lying, so he stopped coercing him.

Seeing that the person calmed down, Dr. Wu continued what he said just now: "Mr. Cen, freezing to three feet does not happen in a day. If you want that person to wake up, you should find out what he has experienced as soon as possible."

"But he's asleep now..." Cen Lu clenched his fists.

"Mr. Cen," Dr. Wu pulled out two "Dom" from behind as if conjuring, "Since you have already advanced to the finals, you can be regarded as half of us, I will tell you an interesting thing."

Cen Lu stared at him suspiciously.

"Do you really think that 'Father' spent hundreds of millions of dollars to develop this device just for games?" Dr. Wu's golden eyes suddenly darkened: "It's not just that simple."

"Manipulating the human body is only the most basic part. What is difficult is manipulating the human heart."

"People are made up of memories. If you can manipulate memory, you can hold the key to people's hearts." Dr. Wu's voice seemed to be whispering persuasively, and Cen Lu suddenly felt a little dazed. Pass……

His brain seemed to be immersed in water, and the sound of bubbling and bubbling came from his ears, and he just followed the increasingly distant sound and fell into the bottomless void.

"Mr. Cen?" Dr. Wu's suddenly serious tone brought Cen Lu back to reality, and he coughed awkwardly to cover up his gaffe.

"When the gentleman is out of the intensive care unit, you both put 'Dom' on," Dr. Wu gave him what was in his hand, "You will find unexpected things."

The author says:

Shen Shen: I’m so miserable, I’m about to have my underpants ripped off.