Dressed as a villain's squeamish little crying bag

"Sister... If you want to cry, just cry." He whispered, and took out a pack of paper from his pocket. His habit of bringing tissues helped a lot at this time.

He couldn't tell her not to cry those words, and he also understood that Qiu Haiyan would be comfortable crying at this time.

Although he doesn't like to cry, all his emotions will be relieved a lot after crying.

"I'm so uncomfortable." Qiu Haiyan repeated while crying.

Maybe it was infected by Qiu Haiyan's suppressed crying, Qiu Yuning's nose was sour, and the circles of his eyes turned red, he rubbed his eyes, and gently leaned his face on Qiu Haiyan's shoulder.

"Ning Ning, I really envy you. If only I were like you and went to college!" Qiu Haiyan wiped her tears with the tissue Qiu Yuning handed her, and said in a strong cry.

Qiu Yuning patted her on the back lightly, knowing that she wanted to talk now, so he didn't interrupt her, just comforted her quietly.

Maybe it was Qiu Yuning's tolerant and gentle thoughtfulness that moved her. Qiu Haiyan, a woman who usually doesn't show weakness easily, talked about her dissatisfaction and grievance intermittently.

The family conditions are not very good. Qiu Yuning is actually very similar to her. In this family, except for Qiu Shuohai, everyone else's grades are not too bad. Even Qiu Haiyan herself had very good academic performance back then. She even got a high score in the high school entrance examination. Entered the key class of No. [-] Middle School, but Qiu Shunming and Zhou Mingmei did not support her to continue her studies, so she had to drop out of school to work.

She sometimes imagines that she was not born in this kind of family, what will happen in the future, maybe she will be admitted to a good university, maybe she will become more confident and better, she is not bad in appearance, maybe there will be better boys chasing after her. She, her horizons will also be broad, and she will not stick to one foot of the world, daily necessities...

But she doesn't have that kind of future, and she knows that her future has turned in another direction from the moment she failed to go to high school.She knows her limitations, she knows her mediocrity, she has no education, even her eyelids are shallow, and now, at the age of 25, she still can't understand.

Zheng Youqing looked down on her, but he was tall and good-looking. Qiu Haiyan liked him, but he seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit. She knew in her heart that he was inferior under his beautiful appearance, but to her, he was undoubtedly the best. Because she is also full of flaws, born humble, and lived a mediocre life.

Both Qiu Shunming and Zhou Mingmei know how important it is to study, it is the future, it is hope, it is the glory of the ancestors, but they are only willing to let Qiu Shuohai and Qiu Yuning have this opportunity, because she and Qiu Zhaozhao are girls and will throw it out Water will be someone from another family in the future.

They were unwilling to spend a little more money on someone who was destined to belong to someone else's family. Once the nine-year compulsory education was over, they urged her to drop out of school and work.

Now Qiu Zhaozhao can go to high school because of Qiu Haiyan's hard work, she is no longer able to do it, at least Zhaozhao can go to university with Ning Ning.

Now that this happened, Qiu Haiyan's unwillingness and grievance suddenly burst out.

Qiu Shuohai is not a caring and good brother, he only asks her for money, only blames her, and mocks her, but if no one cares about him, she might really help him pay off his debts.

Sometimes, Qiu Haiyan doesn't know what she is doing with her life. She is like fertilizer, raising her younger brothers and sisters to make them live better, but she also knows clearly that they will never be her responsibility. They are not her children, and she doesn't need to care about them at all.

But sometimes I know it in my heart, but I may not be able to do it. It seems that there is something pushing her to do these things until the moment when she is no longer useful.

"When I had no money, my parents sneered at me. Only when I had money would they give me good looks. They never considered me. When they didn't need me, I was someone from someone else's family who would marry sooner or later. When I was me, I was the daughter and sister of this family, and when I woke up occasionally, I would think I was stupid, no wonder Zheng Youqing looked down on me, I was a bitch!" Qiu Haiyan was crying, but slowly calmed down.

"Sister, I care about you. I will always remember how well you treat me." Qiu Yuning said in a nasal voice.

Qiu Haiyan held his hand, looked at him with red eyes, and said: "You have to work hard, I've been like this all my life, I can't do it anymore, if I marry Zheng Youqing, I can live better, as long as I Marry him and have a son for him..."

As soon as she said this, she got stuck, her stomach felt as if it was overwhelmed, and she almost vomited out. Although it was such a cold day, it seemed that a handful of coals fell in her heart, which burned her so that her whole body was hot, like bones and bones. Her flesh and blood seemed to be burned, her cheeks flushed red, her eyes stared straight ahead at the gravel-covered ground in front of her.

That is her patheticness, her meanness, her weakness and mediocrity.

"Sister!" Qiu Yuning raised his voice, waking her out of a trance. His red and soft lips seemed to be frozen, with a bluish-white glow. He straightened his lips, although his eyes were still red, But he has already worked hard to open his eyes wide, to meet Qiu Haiyan's gaze.

"Sister, can you listen to me?" Qiu Yuning's nasal voice was also a little thick, and his thin fingers grabbed Qiu Haiyan's hand vigorously. It was obviously a girl, but her hand was not tender, full of tears. Cocoon, hard, and a little scratchy.

But Qiu Yuning's hands are so white, tender and smooth. Even if the boy in this family is Qiu Shuohai, he has been raised very finely, with skin and tender flesh all over his body. If it weren't for Qiu Shuohai's gambling, he really had never been served by Qiu Shunming since he was a child. However, what Qiu Shuohai suffered today, Qiu Haiyan suffered from it since she was a child, as if all her edges and corners were wiped away.

Qiu Yuning touched such hands, and some images in his memory flashed out, his nose became more sour, and a layer of mist appeared in his eyes, trying to make his voice sound like an adult, more convincing, "Sister, I You don’t need to raise it. You are more than this in your life. You can’t say such self-defeating words. You are very smart. You used to study so well. Now you pick it up and study again. You will definitely be admitted to university. At that time you can have a A new life, you are only 25 years old, it will not be too late to start over."

Qiu Yuning spoke in a hurry. He frowned in frustration, hesitated for a few seconds, and said softly, "Sister, can you listen to me? I want to tell you a story."

Qiu Haiyan looked at him, shook his hand vigorously, and gave a soft "hmm".

Qiu Yuning lowered her eyes and said in a low voice: "There used to be a girl who was cheated by boys when she was young. After having a baby, her parents felt ashamed of her and kicked her out of the house."

"The girl took the baby to various cities, worked as an assembly line worker in a factory, as a babysitter, as a dishwasher, and did all kinds of rough and tiring work. It was very hard and tiring to raise the baby."

"One day, she felt that she couldn't go on like this. The cake shop owner who happened to be working was a kind-hearted person, and she had some connections, so she had a chance to study again."

Qiu Yuning raised her face and looked at Qiu Haiyan seriously: "The girl seized this opportunity. She went to high school again. At that time, she was about the same age as your sister. She was studying, earning money, and taking care of children. She has been doing it for many years. She didn't study anymore, she worked harder, but she gritted her teeth and persisted, she worked very hard, and spent almost all her time on these three things, as if there were only these three things in life."

"Three years later, she was admitted to a top ten university in the country, and after that, she was recommended to go abroad with a full scholarship. When she came back, she was no longer an assembly line worker, a babysitter, a launderer, etc. As a bowl worker, she opened a company, and many people work for her. She can already live in a house in a high-end community, and she can already provide children with better conditions. She has become very outstanding and shining, as if from the ground. An inconspicuous little stone turned into a star in the sky."

"Sister, this is not a random story I just made up. It is true. It happened before, and I think it must not happen to just one person. In this world, there must be many people, many people. Become a shining star in the sky, your destiny is in your own hands, as long as you fight for it, it will never be too late.”

The girl Qiu Yuning was talking about was Ms. Qiu Yanru, his mother. She was the woman he admired the most. She was very harsh on him, but Qiu Yuning knew very well that this was how she loved him.

He also adores her and respects her, even though he is still an inconspicuous little stone now, he also longs to be like her and become a shining star in the sky.

"Also, it's not just talking about changing your destiny by studying. Sister, when you are admitted to university, your horizons will be broader, and the people you know will be as good as you. Those who are close to Zhu are red, and those who are close to ink are black." , you will get better and better in this environment, and then you will meet better people, and you will have more possibilities than now.”

After Qiu Yuning finished speaking, she took a breath, and then observed Qiu Haiyan's expression with some trepidation, "...Sister, what do you think?"

Qiu Haiyan was no longer crying, she looked at Qiu Yuning, her eyes seemed to be shining brighter and brighter, "Ningning...do you think I can do it?"

Qiu Yuning asked: "Sister, do you think you can do it?"

Qiu Haiyan pursed her lips and did not speak.

Qiu Yuning sniffed, rubbed her eyes that were sore from the cold wind because they were wide open, went to look at her again, and said in a low voice: "Sister, I don't think you are useless, you have to think for yourself, you have to think for yourself that you can do it." , if you ask me, I definitely think you can, because..."

He smiled embarrassedly and said, "Because you are my sister, I believe you can do it unconditionally."

Qiu Haiyan's eyes lit up completely, but the mist began to rise again, and the emotions that had been calmed down were tumbling again, and she choked up: "Ning Ning... I didn't love you for nothing, I really didn't love you for nothing."

Most of the time, she just lacks a flawless love, an affirmation. After waiting for 25 years, she finally got it.