Perseverance

"Miss Murong, why is Xinyue still awake?" He Yihang asked this question for the 140th time in the past two days.

Murong Fan rolled his eyes, "I told you that it's normal to sleep for three to five or seven days!"

"Three, five, seven days? Is that three days? Five days? Or seven days?"

Murong Fan decided to ignore him, "Longlong! Let's go! We're going back!"

"Miss Murong, are your medical skills good?"

He Yihang was depressed, it's been two days, and Sikong Lingjing woke up yesterday!

Murong Fan just wanted to make a theory...

"General He! General He!" Feng'er ran out in a hurry, clutching her stomach, oops!

"Miss Lou is awake!" Feng'er wanted to say something, but... He Yihang had disappeared.

"Okay...forget it, it's nothing."

Murong Fan took the opportunity to take Wang Fang and hurried away!I'm really going to be annoyed to death by He Yihang!

………………

"Xinyue, are you feeling uncomfortable?" He Yihang squatted beside the bed and looked at Lou Xinyue, why did she look so pale.

Xue Lingxi stood beside her, "Tsk, he's bleeding profusely! Can't you be uncomfortable!"

"Okay, sister, let's not disturb others! Go to the Yanchi Tower and book a few tables first. Feng'er's birthday is three days away!"

"Oh~ good! Let's go!" Xue Lingxi followed Situ Haonan with a smile.Although Feng'er is not one of her subordinates, Xue Lingxi really likes this little girl.Being so big, the only good thing he has done is probably saving Feng'er from the human traffickers.What's even more gratifying is that she actually made a life-long commitment with Situ Haonan.very nice!In this way, in the future, he would not have to follow himself as a rebel.Well, why don't you marry her off as soon as possible~~ That's right!

He Yihang saw Situ brothers and sisters walking away, turned around and looked at Lou Xinyue.

"What are you looking at?" Lou Xinyue looked at him sideways.

"It breaks my heart to see you so haggard."

Lou Xinyue was stunned, her heart... heartbroken.

"Xinyue, you need to get better soon."

"After that?"

"Ok?"

Lou Xinyue chuckled, "How is Sikong Lingjing?"

"Oh, she woke up yesterday. She is still very weak, and she will recover after a few days of nursing care."

"Yeah." Lou Xinyue raised the corners of her mouth, adding a bit of life to this pale face.

"Brother He, now, all the female soldiers in Guangnan have been obtained."

He Yihang saw that Lou Xinyue's eyes were shining...

"Brother He? Xinyue, why don't you always call me by my name? My name is ugly?"

Lou Xinyue was thinking about how to open her mouth to mention that matter to Sikong Lingjing, but unexpectedly He Yihang asked such a question suddenly.

"Huh? What's your name? He Yihang?"

He Yihang was lying on the bedside, his brows furrowed into a character horoscope.

"It's so unfamiliar to call the full name!"

"Then, Yihang?"

"Well~ this is good."

"Hmm...it's too intimate..." Lou Xinyue peeked at him.

"No. The advantage of the three-character name is that the last two characters seem close!"

Lou Xinyue pouted, is that so?

"Hey, you didn't refuse to call me Xinyue. You didn't change our relationship just because I called you Xinyue! So it's very appropriate for you to call me Yihang."

Lou Xinyue just woke up from a coma, and she was so dizzy from being surrounded by three times...

"Okay, then I'll call it Yihang from now on."

He Yihang lay on the corner of Lou Xinyue's quilt with a sullen smile, and said in his heart, it is better to lie to those who are sick.

For the next two days, He Yihang took care of Lou Xinyue wholeheartedly.

Eat and drink, feed yourself!

Taking a bath and going to the toilet, grabbing Feng'er to accompany her!

Walking and chatting, playing the piano for others, dancing swords for others to relieve boredom~~

Tsk tsk tsk, the sisters of the Guangnan Gang are very envious.

Lou Xinyue saw it in her eyes and kept it in her heart...

Although Xue Lingxi used the identity of Situ Furong, she really admired Lou Xinyue very much. After meeting two years ago, she also knew that she left Tianwai Island to find someone she liked when she was a child. This time, she knew that person was Emperor Zhao Zhen.

Xue Lingxi and Lou Xinyue were destined not to be friends, but Xue Lingxi thought that he understood her.I'm surprised this time~~

She is a person who can go back to Kaifeng day and night without sleep in order not to change her mind, why would she not reject He Yihang this time?

For this reason, she specially sent He Yihang to ask...

Lou Xinyue told Xue Lingxi that when she felt that she was going to die during the blood saving period, what appeared in her head was He Yihang smiling happily at her...

This smile reassured her, and made her feel that she could trust him with her back.

Jianghu people, the back is the gate of life!When Lou Xinyue said this, it meant that He Yihang was the most trustworthy person for her...

Trust often creates a beautiful realm~~

Perhaps, the place where love begins is trust.

"Recalling the past, maybe I was tempted a long time ago, so I always avoided..." Lou Xinyue was sitting in the yard drinking tea, while He Yihang was sent away by Xue Lingxi to cook.

"Lou Xinyue, I really wish you were with that kid." Xue Lingxi put down her teacup, propped her chin and smiled happily.

"but I……"

"Come on! I know, I just can't let go of Zhao Zhen! It's no big deal."

Lou Xinyue lowered her head, looking at the rising and falling tea leaves in the teacup...

"I always feel ashamed of him...for so many years, it's not that I don't know his mind."

Xue Lingxi simply lay down on the table and looked at Lou Xinyue, "You! You are just escaping from reality."

"Escape? Also..."

"That's right. Hey! Look, you didn't know that the little emperor liked you before, so you were depressed. Now that you know it, don't you feel happier and more relaxed?"

Listening to Xue Lingxi's analysis, Lou Xinyue nodded~~

"Then something happened, you feel like you like He Yihang again, right?"

Lou Xinyue was dumbfounded, and continued to nod...

"Then you ran back from Changsha City to Kaifeng Mansion to meet Zhao Zhen, right?"

"Um……"

"That's right! This is the end! You are escaping, so you didn't rush to Zhao Zhen because you love him and miss him so much. You just want to give yourself an excuse and a legitimate reason! Your subconscious tells yourself You don't like He Yihang, but it's not because of Zhao Zhen..."

Lou Xinyue blinked, "Why is that?"

Xue Lingxi raised the corner of her mouth and poked her heart with her finger, "For yourself."

"Wow! Situ Furong, what are you doing! Don't take advantage of Xinyue!" He Yihang rushed over with the food.

"Yo yo! Uncle He, your Xinyue is a treasure, you can't even touch it?"

Xue Lingxi patted his clothes and got up, "Hey, you guys eat slowly and talk slowly, as for me, I will just go to talk about business."

"Sit, take a flight."

"Oh, good." He Yihang sat down happily, every time he heard her call his name, he felt very comfortable!

Lou Xinyue couldn't figure out what Xue Lingxi said, why was it for herself?

So, she decided to tell He Yihang her thoughts.

"Yihang, I..."

"Miss Lou! It's amazing!"

As soon as Lou Xinyue opened her mouth, she was interrupted by a voice from outside.

Sikong Lingjing walked quickly to the table and sat down, picked up Xue Lingxi's cup of tea and drank it down in one gulp!

"What's wrong? Lingjing?"

"Miss Lou, General He, it's like this. I went out for a walk just now, and I heard the people talking about it. It said that the emperor was injured..."

"What?!" Lou Xinyue panicked, her chest hurting.

He Yihang supported her by the shoulders, "Don't worry, just listen to her speak slowly."

"I heard that someone assassinated Concubine Pang and the little princess, and then Zhao Zhen helped to block it, and only scratched his arm! The most pitiful thing is the emperor's personal bodyguard called Nangong. I heard that he was pierced by a sword! She's still lying on the bed now! And ah! Concubine Pang gave birth prematurely because of the fright. But luckily, the mother and baby are safe!"

After Sikong Lingjing finished speaking, she carefully looked at He Yihang and Lou Xinyue...

I have long heard that Lou Xinyue likes the emperor, and He Yihang likes Lou Xinyue... I don't know, how did I choose this time?

"Yihang, let's go back to Beijing! Let's go today!" Lou Xinyue looked at He Yihang, hoping to get an affirmative answer.

"No! You haven't recovered yet, so you're going on the road rashly, what if something happens to you?"

"I'm fine. Let's go back."

"No."

He Yihang was determined not to agree, he, Zhao Zhen, just scratched his arm, you are so weak yourself!Zhao Zhen is still thinking about it!Lou Xinyue, when will you be able to think for yourself.

He Yihang thought that Lou Xinyue wanted to see Zhao Zhen, but Lou Xinyue didn't think so.Although she was really worried when she heard that Zhao Zhen was injured, she was relieved to hear that he only had a slight injury.

At this moment, what Lou Xinyue thought was that this force had already reached the emperor at the foot of Kaifeng Imperial City.

Zhao Zhen wanted to use the Lou family's female army to fight against the female soldiers in the southwest, and those people would definitely be disadvantageous to the female army.Jiang Xueyuan, Lan Yanhua and Yimei each took their men to conscript outside. The barracks outside Kaifeng City were full of female soldiers who had been sent over from various places one after another. They had not undergone systematic training, and many of them were civilian women. Little effort.It's really worrying...

"Yihang, I..."

"You don't need to say it, I won't agree." He Yihang flicked his sleeves, turned and walked out of the yard.

Sikong Lingjing looked left and right, "Miss Lou, is General He angry?"

Lou Xinyue shook her head and said nothing.

He probably misunderstood...

Want to explain?But how to speak?

Said that he was not for Zhao Zhen?

Said he was for the female soldiers?

Said that he was actually...

Alas... why don't you want to stay a little longer to listen to my explanation.

Lou Xinyue gently clutched her aching chest...

I haven't finished yet...

In the evening, Xue Lingxi came back.

Tomorrow is Feng'er's birthday, Situ Haonan plans to propose to Feng'er.

So Xin said to find Lou Xinyue to help him figure out a way to see how it would be more romantic~~~

but…………

After seeing Lou Xinyue rubbing her chest with a tired face, Xue Lingxi realized that she was really shooting herself in the foot!

Zhong Yu, Zhong Yu, you are too good at picking your time... to catch up with this critical moment... alas.

"Xinyue, in fact, you don't have to rush back. Are you just worried about those female soldiers, but you think about it. Can the Zhao family not think of what you want?"

Lou Xinyue frowned, yes, brother and the others are still in Kaifeng...

"So, don't worry about it."

Seeing Lou Xinyue's brows flattened, Xue Lingxi was about to mention Situ Haonan's proposal to her...

He Yihang came again with dinner.

"Okay, I'm self-conscious. I'll take a step first. You talk slowly." Xue Lingxi walked out of Lou Xinyue's room with her hands behind her back, and closed the door for them.

"One voyage..."

"Heart Moon..."

"You speak first…"

"You speak first…"

The two simultaneous sentences made both of them smile.

He Yihang handed the meal to Lou Xinyue, "Let me talk first."

After leaving Lou Xinyue and walking away by herself, He Yihang felt very uncomfortable all the time.

It's also because she is stingy, Xinyue likes Zhao Zhen in the first place, and she should be worried about it.

Why should I interfere with her decision?

After thinking about it, He Yihang decided to accompany Lou Xinyue back to Kaifeng...

"Let's go back to Kaifeng. I know you want to go back."

Lou Xinyue was taken aback for a moment, but in fact, she was also concerned about it.Hearing what Situ Furong said, he felt more relieved, and he also gave up the idea of ​​going back.

Putting down the chopsticks, Lou Xinyue said, "I don't want to go back."

He Yihang sighed, "It's okay, if you want to go back, I'll just accompany you."

"No, I really don't want to go back."

"I'll go to Miss Murong's to buy some medicine. Let's take it on the road, so we won't be afraid. When we return to Kaifeng, there will be Mr. Gongsun. You must be fine."

Lou Xinyue wanted to talk, but her heart was very stuffy. After letting out a breath, she stared at He Yihang's drooping head, "He Yihang, did you listen to me?"

He Yihang lowered his head and didn't want to look at her. Hearing what Lou Xinyue said, he got up and went out in a panic, and even knocked over his stool, "You don't need to say, I understand, I understand..."

Lou Xinyue looked at the back of He Yihang walking out in a lonely way, and a ball of fire blazed out from her chest!

For so many years, you have never formally asked a question, even if being with you is the longest confession, you have been with me for so long, you should confess, right?

Supporting the table to stand up, Lou Xinyue wanted to stop him, "He..."

But what came out was not my own voice...

There was a pain in his chest, his throat was salty, and the bright red blood was spitting out from his mouth... His eyes went dark, and he fell firmly to the hard ground.

He Yihang heard the voice, turned around...

"Xinyue!" He rushed to the person and picked her up, putting her on the bed.

Xue Lingxi who was outside heard the movement and pushed open the door to come in. Seeing a pool of blood on the ground, she frowned and hurried out and shouted, "Come on! Go and invite the doctor!"

He Yihang wiped the corners of Lou Xinyue's mouth with a handkerchief, his heart ached to death, "Are you uncomfortable? Why are you vomiting blood?"

Opening her eyes, Lou Xinyue grabbed He Yihang's hand and said hoarsely, "Listen to me..."

He Yihang was anxious, "Don't talk at this time! You have a good rest! Wait until you are done and then speak slowly!"

Lou Xinyue was short of breath, but she couldn't force her throat...

So, two fingers deep in Lou Xinyue pinched He Yihang's nose fiercely, "Stupid...so stupid."

Xue Lingxi stood at the door and couldn't stand it any longer, and said quietly, "He Yihang, are you the guardian angel who hit the ground headfirst? Lou Xinyue has liked you for a long time, and you didn't realize it at all!"

"Ah?..." He Yihang was completely dumbfounded...

After reacting, He Yihang held Lou Xinyue's palm, "Really...really?"

Lou Xinyue turned her face away from him...

"The doctor is here!" Feng'er led the old-fashioned doctor to a trot all the way, and the doctor almost lost half his life.

"Hmm~ loss of Qi and blood, disharmony of spleen and stomach, and rushing to the heart...that's why he vomited blood. It's okay, it's okay, the girl has high internal strength, and she can recover after a few months of recuperation."

The old doctor put down Lou Xinyue's wrist tremblingly, went to the table to prescribe medicine, and said to himself, "This is the first time this old man has met a woman with such high internal strength~~~Qiyuanqiyuan~ "

Xue Lingxi winked at Feng'er, where did the old thing come from?

Feng'er pouted, why are you so rude? !

Xue Lingxi frowned, muttering, is it reliable?

Feng'er rolled her eyes, more reliable than you! !too much! !

Xue Lingxi pursed her lips and turned her elbows outward, a heartless little girl...

"Okay, follow this prescription to grab the medicine."

"Doctor, take me to get the medicine together." Feng'er stepped forward to support the old doctor, planning to accompany him down the mountain and grab the medicine along the way. The Lianrong Fort is so big so don't get lost.

Xue Lingxi also went out to find Situ Haonan. At this moment, that guy must be looking for good gifts everywhere.

Only He Yihang and Lou Xinyue are left in the room...

He Yihang looked at Lou Xinyue with his eyes closed, wondering if he was dreaming just now?

Just as she was thinking, Lou Xinyue suddenly pinched his arm, "It's not a dream."

Slowly opening her eyes, Lou Xinyue gave He Yihang a faint smile.

"He Yihang, give me a little time."

"Huh?" He Yihang was puzzled, what time?

Lou Xinyue smiled and said nothing...

Just now, when Lou Xinyue wanted to keep He Yihang but was powerless, she suddenly understood the meaning of Xue Lingxi's words...

For a long time, liking Zhao Zhen has become a habit.

Habits formed since the age of 12, habitual missing and habitual liking... In a flash, it has been fifteen years.

15 years of time, 15 years of four seasons, 15 years of month, month and day...

So, how can you accept your change of heart?How can I accept the fact that one day I will fall in love with someone else?

How would you like to break the habit of sticking to it for 15 years...

It was this thought that made me choose to escape all the time.

I used to think that Zhao Zhen didn't like him or even used him, so he was unwilling and unhappy...

Later, when I found out that Zhao Zhen liked me, I was also secretly happy. Vanity and a sense of accomplishment kept me sober...

Whenever I find that I have strange feelings for He Yihang, I go back to Zhao Zhen, confirm my feelings and make sure that I only have Zhao Zhen in my heart.

It's just that the word love has always been difficult to figure out...

Once, there was only you in my heart...

Later, later, it will not stop...

After a long time, maybe, there will be no more...

Many years have passed, He Yihang no longer remembers Lou Xinyue's expression at that time, but only remembers her soft and gentle voice...

"He Yihang, from now on, I will only like you."

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