[Lotus Lantern] Free Sky

Chapter 163 The Primordial Mind Is Uneasy to Settle

"No, absolutely not! I won't allow it, who dares to get out of my control!"

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In the human world, in Xin Yun Huan Mansion, the little girl was sitting on the bed. Hong Yun looked at Yang Xin'er, who had a sallow complexion, two big dark circles, and bloodshot eyes, which should have been crystal clear, pure and clear, innocent and playful. A little sad, but inextricable contradictions and hatred.Yang Xin'er didn't tell Hong Yun what happened to her in her dream these days, but Hong Yun had already seen it.It is impossible for Hong Yun to set up a great array of heaven for this, and it is even more impossible for him to have a direct conflict with his master Hongjun.He also felt sorry for the little girl, and he couldn't bear to see her being tortured like this by the nightmare, but she was even more haggard than when she first came to this world in just a few days.However, it is impossible for him to start a war for this.So, sorry, Xiner.

Seeing the tooth marks left by Xiaoxin'er's bite on the small lip, the blood is still there at this time, the lips are bloodless, and there are several dry cracks, Hongyun reluctantly conjures a clean handkerchief, carefully wiped.He finally fully realized that he really couldn't take care of Xiao Xin'er.From thinking that he slapped her just for fun, to now taking care of Xin'er in front of him until his face was pale, haggard, and mentally weak, it was enough to see his own failure.

"Xin'er, if you want something, you must tell brother Hongyun, okay?" Hongyun found that Yang Xiner never took the initiative to ask for what he wanted.Whether it was the 12 years with her parents before, or now, she has never seen her asking for anything from adults.When children see delicious, fun, and beautiful things on the street, don’t they always drag the adults around them and yell at them to buy them for them?Why, Xin'er just hides it in her heart and never speaks out?Did she think that her parents didn't want to see her, and all the money would only be spent on her younger brother, and wouldn't buy it for her, so Hongyun brother wouldn't buy it for her?I remember that in the 21st century, the happiest thing for Hongyun was to go shopping with Xin'er.But Xin'er never opened her mouth to ask for anything, she obviously liked a small flower skirt, she stayed there for a long time, but when Hong Yun came forward, she ran away.After this happened many times, until Xin'er's 13th birthday, Hongyun tried to buy a small skirt that Xin'er would peek at every time he crossed that street. In fact, Hongyun prepared a lot of gifts because he I don't know what Xin'er likes.If this gift is not enough, I planned to continue with other gifts.As a result, when she saw the little skirt, she was so happy that she almost collapsed the little bed.It was that time that Hongyun discovered a problem. It turned out that Xin'er had his own independent preferences.However, never expressed.

"Brother Hongyun, you are still you, don't be sad because of me..." I am sad about me, I am troubled about me, you have no responsibility and no obligation to be unhappy because of me.Although, in my impression, you seem to be indifferent and quiet most of the time.However, I still hope that the people around me are what they are, and don't change badly because of me.Not even the slightest bit, otherwise Yang Xin'er would feel uneasy.

"Xin'er," Hong Yun did not continue his own topic, and put the little girl back on the bed, "You probably don't understand that at the beginning of the prehistoric era, many ancient gods were born naturally from the heavens and the earth, without emotions and desires. They do what they want, they do what they want, and they are at ease. And I, one of them, am the god of dreams, not the god of desire. I only do what I naturally want to do and don't do. Maybe so My spiritual life is monotonous, right? Even Master Lu Ya said to let me go to the mortal world to relax. But I always feel that it is even more monotonous when I am in the mortal world and contaminated with the mortal world. There is no one to distract yourself from what you have to do." I am not one of those men and women in the mortal world, Xin'er, you don't have to worry, Brother Hongyun will never hurt you.But, at this time, Xin'er said "desire", can she understand?

The little girl raised the corners of her mouth and smiled far-fetchedly, although this smile just hoped that her negative emotions would not be infected by Hongyun, and she just hoped that others would not see her pain.But after all, it is not a real smile from the heart, how can it drive away the dullness and sadness in this room.

"Xin'er, don't make things so complicated, continue with your simple life and thinking. Here, no one can hurt you. Those are just dreams. The power of dreams I taught you only needs you to be strong-willed , you can break those nightmares. You have to believe in Brother Hongyun, you have to control your dreams, don't be afraid, don't shrink back. Believe that you can do it yourself."

"Why are you being nice to me?" Yang Xin'er suddenly asked this question again.

"I just feel that you want to be protected, you need to be protected."

"But we don't know each other."

"It doesn't matter whether you recognize or not. Can you love you if you know it? Will you hurt you if you don't know it? There are no absolutes in the world. You have to see with your eyes and understand with your heart. At least I, Hongyun, have never made you feel sorry for you, nor have I ever persecuted you." You do anything you don’t want to do or can’t do, and you are not a human trafficker as you think. Also, I, Hongyun, don’t need anything, so I don’t need you to do anything for me. You are not a boy, no Slave, you don’t owe me anything. Because what you bring to me is something I can’t create with my power. I can make my world beautiful and beautiful, but I can’t change happiness. I can make everything in the world Everything in my life is giving me the sweetest and most innocent smile, but that’s just self-deception without soul and heart. I can cast spells to make everyone happy, but I can’t cast spells on myself. Because happiness is a mood, Only when I think of happy things can I be happy. And my happiest thing is—”

Hongyun had never said so many words to Xin'er in one breath, and when he said this, he looked at Yang Xin'er, who seemed to understand half-understanding, with melancholy eyes. There is no mortal who is not afraid of something stronger than himself.When they meet someone who is much stronger than themselves, jealousy is mild, but it is more serious than killing the other person's life.Because being strong will make them fearful, and in their eyes, what makes them fearful may affect their own interests and even their lives.Therefore, often many gods show their mana in the mortal world, and they will be shouted by mortals, "monsters, monsters are coming!" However, once they encounter troubles, when they burn incense and pray, suddenly a god they don't know appears in the temple out of thin air. , They will still call "monsters, monsters are coming!" Until the gods reveal their names, and mortals ask for something at this time, they will change to "great immortals, great immortals!" Anyway, it is impossible for ordinary people to be selfish and fearless. The earth and the gods make friends normally.They fawn on the gods, just like they fawn on those mortals who are stronger than them, just to survive and live a better life.Just this kind of mentality, it is impossible for Hong Yun to have a desire to protect.Even if it was a battle between gods and demons, blood flowed like rivers, and the sky and the earth collapsed, the red cloud would just pass by faintly.What's more, such trivial matters in the mortal world and such selfish desires of mortals can't get into Hong Yun's eyes at all, and will stain them instead.The fellowship with the little girl is completely a kind of sympathy, and the loneliness of congeniality is at work.Of course, when Hongyun was killed by Kunpeng and Styx, his only regret was that he had not found Pangu and helped him survive. Of course, he was still a little sad about the indifference and conflict of interests in this world, after all, he was under Pangu. The world, these creatures have failed the world embodied by Pangu's sacrifice.Also, Hongyun is originally a thought of the heart of chaos, a drop of painstaking effort, instead of the heart of chaos, to experience the true love in the world in person, but died before it took form, so Hongyun is full of depression and anxiety with that thread of thought. Sorry to be born.Hongyun died, Hongmeng Ziqi left, and at the same time took away his sorrow, depression and regret.

Meeting each other in this life is destined to attract each other, tie each other down, and be confidantes of each other.Ancestor Hongjun sucked more than half of Hongyun's heart and blood. Only when he got the heart of Hongmeng would he be truly enlightened and reach the pinnacle of all aspects, thus growing into Hongyun, the real ancestor of dreams.

——It is said that love is a dream, just because the first love started from a dream.Some people say that life is only half, and only when you find a suitable other half can you be considered a perfect whole.A circle is divided into two halves, and only when you find the unique other half and match the gap, can it be considered complete.If you just do it casually, how can you perfectly match the gap between each other.running in?When the gap is smoothed out, the two sides are no longer a complete semicircle, and together, they are not a complete circle.An ellipse, after all, is not a real circle.It seems to be perfect, but in fact it is lacking. ——Personal pain.

Moreover, the two semicircles have actually become semicircles without gaps. Without gaps, each is a whole. Once it encounters a small shock, it will easily fall apart.Just because the other party is not the gap between each other, there is no tie.But Xiao Xin'er is exactly the gap in Hongyun's current life. Only when he meets her can Hongyun become a complete Hongyun, the true ancestor of dreams.

"Xin'er, believe in Brother Hongyun once, and Brother Hongyun will give you back the happiest childhood and youth until you grow up and no longer need me."

Xin'er's eyes were a bit lonely, Hongyun knew what she was thinking, she was afraid of being hurt, but also afraid of losing. "As long as Xin'er needs it at any time, Brother Hongyun will appear by your side and protect you silently, as long as you don't bother me." Hongyun said the last sentence, smiling greenly.

Yang Xin'er didn't say anything, but she said in her heart, "Even if it's a dream, I'm willing to never wake up." As she spoke, she slowly closed her eyes with some tiredness.Having not had a good rest for several days, Xin'er's eyes are now sore and dry, and once sleepiness strikes, she can no longer hold on.

Seeing the situation, Hongyun added softly, "Xin'er, Xin'er, remember, if you have a dream, you must have the dream you want to dream. Don't bother with the others, don't let anything affect your state of mind. Dreams, It should be capricious."

Zixiao Palace found that the dream power in Yang Xin'er's sea of ​​consciousness actually hindered the power of heaven. Lao Hongjun was furious, but he just tightly clenched his fist in the sleeve of his robe, conveying something with his thoughts.

In Xinyun Huanfu, Hongyun watched Xin'er finally fall asleep steadily, breathing evenly, as if there was no sign of dreaming, he also breathed a sigh of relief.At this time, Hong Yun thought of a thick and vigorous voice, ethereal and sonorous.

"Hongyun, send this little girl to her original world."

"why?"

"Because she doesn't belong here."

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