Senior sister said that she would not marry me unless she wanted to

People are always different.Whether it's a real personality that can be felt, or a more mysterious future destiny, even if there is a kinship relationship between the two, they will eventually go on different paths and usher in completely different lives. ——

Qin Shanshan realized this when she was very young.

She was born well-behaved and sensible, and was born noble. She is a righteous saint of the Uzaka tribe.It is said that the adults in the clan had serious discussions for three days and three nights just when they named her, and finally carefully chose the name "Mayila" for her, which means the most beautiful girl on the grassland. fragrant flower.

Qin Shanshan is very satisfied with this:

If she wants to do it, she must be the best one. What is the most beautiful flower on the grassland?To be beautiful and fragrant is the best.

She was born with such a personality, everything will be overwhelming, and she is so competitive that people don't want to grab her edge; plus she is the saint of the Uzaka tribe, not many people dare to talk to her On the contrary, all the good things will be held in front of her for her to choose.

After a long time, Qin Shanshan has quietly developed a temperament of being one-sided. She always feels that all the good things in the world should be hers. It's yours.

So later, when Qin Shanshan knew that she suddenly had a relative of mixed Hu and Han, she was actually very unhappy in her heart.

Hu people have a more tribal concept. This cousin who has never met has never lived in the tribe since she was a child, so Qin Shanshan can't get close to her; moreover, this cousin has to live in the same tent with her. Doesn't it mean that in the future, even if it's for the sake of face, I will give her half of the fun and delicious food?

But even if the small calculations in her heart were loud, she didn't show that she didn't like Xue Shuyan much on the surface. At most, when she saw those particularly xenophobic guys in the clan bullying Xue Shuyan, she just ignored it completely. .

She can't be blamed for this, it's just that the relationship between the Hu and the Han has become increasingly incompatible, and even Qin Shanshan herself doesn't like the Han people very much.

She always felt that the Han people were nothing more than a flock of sheep who were protected by the Great Wall built by the Qin Emperor and occupying this land with abundant water and grass for nothing.What benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom and faith, the six arts of a gentleman, and morality and ethics are all excuses used by those rotten scholars to cover up their cowardice!

Until that night, when the Uzaka clan was in civil turmoil, Xue Shuyan ran away in a hurry protecting her covered in blood.

The two are small in stature and good in martial arts. Along the way, as long as they cover up their abrupt barbarian features, there will always be kind people who are willing to give a little spare money or give them a little food to feed their hunger. In this way, he stumbled all the way to the Central Plains and went up to Wangyou Mountain.

Qin Shanshan was puzzled by this: "Why did you save me? I didn't treat you very well before."

Even at this point of being dependent on each other, Xue Shuyan still put on that face with no obvious expression, and the words he said were like icicles thrown from the eaves in the coldest days:

"I know, don't worry, I don't like you either, I will hold grudges."

"But you are the most orthodox saint of the Uzaka tribe. If you really want to take revenge and go back to the grassland, you are the only orthodox."

— Ah, legitimacy.

According to the orthodoxy of Confucianism on the Han side, this set of things could not be more admired, and Qin Shanshan finally realized a little bit of the benefits of the Han people.

"Then why did we go up to Wangyou Mountain?" Qin Shanshan was always a saint who was well-clothed and well-fed, but suddenly she was so busy all the way, that she had already stepped into the gate of hell with one foot, and the other one She raised her feet and was ready to step over at any time, but in order to stay awake, she was still forcing herself to maintain her last sense of consciousness, and asked:

"What's wrong with you and the people here?"

Xue Shuyan carried her on his back and stepped up the first step of Miaoyinmen: "Not at all."

"But this is the Wonderful Sound Gate."

The wide and flat bluestone steps can't be seen at a glance, just like this, they are endlessly hidden in the mountains and the vast clouds.Qin Shanshan was half awake and half awake, and finally realized that her previous thoughts seemed to be too narrow:

It turns out that the etiquette and morality of the Han people really has merit.

This is not cowardice, nor is it evasion, but a great country that dominates the Kyushu, and the virtue of a gentleman spreads all over the world. It has been accumulated for many years, and it is a collection of the best things in human nature.

This kind of gathering made countless suffering women finally dare to stand up straight and resist the old dogma of "taking the husband as the sky"; it also made the young Xue Shuyan able to go to Miaoyinmen from thousands of miles even though he was not familiar with the place.

——And these things are the barbarians who live on horseback all year round, speak with swords, and make a living by plundering and nomadism. They will not be able to accumulate good character for many years.

When Qin Shanshan fainted at the door of Miaoyin Gate with unknown life and death, she could still vaguely hear Xue Shuyan knocking his head fiercely in front of the four guardians lined up in front of the door, the sound was so loud that Qin Shanshan I feel a little pain on my forehead, and I don’t know if it’s due to an illusion or a disease:

"I have heard that Miaoyinmen wants to be the master for the women in the world, so I rushed to ask for help today. The saints of the Uzaka tribe are dying soon, please help us!"

But Xue Shuyan has done this for Qin Shanshan's sake, and the relationship between the two has not eased much.

Xue Shuyan is a guy who is not obvious on the surface but has a special grudge in his heart. Qin Shanshan has guilt in her heart, but she also feels that Xue Shuyan is a mixed race after all, so her guilt has been diluted and diluted, and she has become such an idea :

If I am in charge of the Uzaka clan in the future... then I just don't have to compete with my cousin for anything.I do that at best.There seems to be a word in the Central Plains specially prepared for such people, how do you say it?Oh yes, loyal minister.

——This is the greatest concession and gratitude Qin Shanshan can make when she sees something good and wants to hold it tightly in her hands.

But what did that sentence say?People are not as good as God.

From the moment she saw the young Du Yunge timidly sticking her head out from behind the four guardians in the Miaoyinmen, Qin Shanshan, who was still called Mayila at that time, clearly heard a "click" in her heart.

And she is very clear that this feeling is not caused by some serious illness, she simply took a fancy to Du Yunge's face:

It's over, she's afraid that she won't count what she says, so she will compete with Xue Shuyan again this time.

But what she never expected was that this was the first time in her life that she failed to win over Xue Shuyan, and it was also the last time.

Just this time, after all, it became a threshold in her heart that she couldn't get over no matter what.

The reason why the four protectors want to keep these two Uzaka outsiders is simple:

Speaking of going far away, Du Yunge needs a helper, a helper who is helpless and can only obey the orders of the master of the Miaoyin Sect, a skilled and loyal helper.

The saintess of the Uzaka tribe will eventually return to the grassland, so I won’t talk about it; but the half-breed next to her is really a suitable candidate, even Yun Anxue herself can’t guarantee it with confidence. At this age, I can travel all the way from outside the Great Wall to Wangyou Mountain on the premise of carrying a burden that I don't understand, and nothing major happens, at most there are only a few flesh injuries.

Speaking of closer, Du Yunge needs a few playmates of the same age who can bring her a sense of freshness.

So Qin Shanshan and Xue Shuyan lived there as they should.Under Xia Yeshuang's conditioning, Qin Shanshan recovered completely in a short time, and ran back and forth with Du Yunge, who caught her eye, and coaxed Du Yunge to be so happy with her mouthful of sweet words. After all, if Qin Shanshan was really If you really want to please someone, she can often succeed.

Therefore, when Qin Shanshan left later, Du Yunge was the one who was most reluctant to part with her, pulling Qin Shanshan's clothes sobbingly, saying Mayila, don't forget me in the future, you must come back and continue to look for me play.

Qin Shanshan touched Du Yunge's hair with a smile, and glanced at Xue Shuyan unobtrusively, thinking that her demonstration must be just right, and she would definitely make Xue Shuyan know how to stop robbing her of the sect master:

She is not good-looking, at least according to the aesthetics of Central Plains people, this is not a face that can make people feel intimacy and dependence; she is not eloquent, and she can't speak nice words, don't talk to people when she meets her. Compared to myself who is talking nonsense, even compared to ordinary people, Xue Shuyan is also the kind of guy who talks little; Lord's capital.

Listing all the factors, Qin Shanshan came to a very hasty conclusion:

Xue Shuyan is not my general.

So she left with peace of mind, thinking that as long as she calmed down the Uzaka tribe, she would take Du Yunge to live with her every year. Isn't this similar to walking marriage?

It's just that what Qin Shanshan never expected was that this trip would last for several years.

In the past few years, Du Yunge, who had clearly promised not to forget her, actually did not intend to spread any news to the Uzaka tribe; on the contrary, it was the people Qin Shanshan arranged in the Central Plains who honestly and continuously provided for her. She has been transmitting the information of the master of the Miaoyin Sect.

In fact, this is nothing at all, the person in charge of delivering the information is conscientious, no matter how small it is, as long as it is related to Du Yunge, it must be presented to Qin Shanshan; but what makes Qin Shanshan most angry is that any matter related to the master of the Miaoyin Sect , it must be inseparable from the three characters "Xue Shuyan".

These three words will be Qin Shanshan's thorn in the flesh for a long time in the future, and she is so angry that the dignified Uzaka saint is a disregard for her image and gnashes her teeth. So persistently messing with me!Sooner or later, I will abduct Yunge myself!

Qin Shanshan and Xue Shuyan still have some similarities.

Not in terms of appearance, but in terms of character. After all, Xue Shuyan's half of the barbarian blood and Qin Shanshan's pure blood really have such a relationship.Therefore, seeing the information about Du Yunge and Xue Shuyan being continuously sent to the Uzaka clan, Qin Shanshan gritted her teeth with hatred for a moment, feeling unwilling:

Am I not better than that dead face?Am I not ten thousand times prettier than her?Why can she be by Yun Ge's side, her name can be compared with Yun Ge's forever, and I'm just a saint outside the Great Wall, I'm afraid I've been forgotten by her long ago?

Some old people of the Uzaka tribe know quite well how persistent their saintess can be in strange places sometimes.But no matter how persistent we are, we are now on the decline, and we can't rush into the Central Plains to kidnap the family master. We have no choice but to persuade Qin Shanshan over and over again:

"Saint, if you can't bear it, you will make a big mess."

"Let's not talk about whether you can really go to the Central Plains to snatch people, even if you can, we have to see if they are willing to go with you, right?"

"Besides, what you like is only a matter of a day or two. You can't forget the master of the Miaoyin Sect because she is something you can't get. If you really go If someone snatches it, it won’t take long before you will leave it aside to dry like those famous pianos, ancient paintings, gold and silver jewelry you liked, and that would not be beautiful.”

Qin Shanshan absent-mindedly nodded her head "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" up absently, her skill of obedient obedience and obedience has been cultivated to ten percent:

"I know."

If you know what you know, what you think in your heart is another matter.

In the following years, more and more news spread from the Central Plains to the grasslands outside the Great Wall, but Du Yunge still didn't send Qin Shanshan a single letter.

I don't know if it's because she gradually forgot her childhood playmates as she got older, or because Xue Shuyan has quietly occupied her whole time, so that even if she remembers Qin Shanshan, she has no time to remember her. Write to me.

——Qin Shanshan is very confident in her scheming, so she unilaterally believes that she has both.

Human memory is the most unreliable thing, and sometimes Qin Shanshan herself feels that the short time she lived in Wangyou Mountain was just an overly beautiful and illusory dream.

When the time comes, the dream should wake up.

But as soon as she raised her head between the files, she could see that the information about Miaoyinmen was piled up higher and higher, so she gritted her teeth and started to work again. She didn't know if it was for herself, for the entire Uzaka tribe, or for going to the Central Plains. The little girl who didn't talk too much came over, grabbed her little face and asked, have you forgotten your Mayila, my little sect master?

Sometimes she was really tired and didn't want to deal with those seemingly endless and never-ending affairs, so she would go to the river to relax.

Usually at this time, the number one beauty outside the Great Wall would lie down on the big bluestone by the river in disregard of her image, throwing stones into the river to throw fish at them in a sullen way, muttering, "Little liar, Du Yunge, you little liar" .

But when Qin Shanshan grew up to the age where she could be dubbed "the most beautiful woman outside the Great Wall", she couldn't get away with some entertainment.These social gatherings come urgently and cannot be avoided, so once they saw no one in the tent, the old Uzaka people looked at each other, sighed tacitly and went out to find someone; Another complaint:

"My dear saint, why don't you wash and wash? Look at you now, how can you go out to meet people!"

Qin Shanshan looked at the dark sky in the distance, and suddenly gave a very light laugh, with the taste of gnashing her teeth, but she finally slowed down her tone - after all, she knew that she was not like her half. Like a blood relative, I really like Du Yunge from the bottom of my heart-my "like" is more similar to an obsession, or as the old people who see the details say, it is the instinct to want to own beautiful things.

This made her feel a little unreasonable no matter what she wanted to say, and in the end she could only complain:

"What's the need to wash up? It's those people back and forth."

——Du Yunge, a little liar who doesn't talk much, doesn't come here all year round. She is the number one beauty outside the Great Wall without makeup all the year round, sometimes unkempt, with a heart like an island.

At that time, her name was not Qin Shanshan.

Until later, the Han violinist she was used to was especially good at observing words and expressions. Seeing that she liked the Central Plains culture very much, he gave her the name of that violin under the banner of "making it easier for the saint to get close to the sect master in the future". Chinese name:

"'Shanshan is fragrant around the ring, and the dust is not like Pengdao, so why use pearls to reflect it' is a perfect description of a beauty. Please see the saint, how about calling me Qin Shanshan?"

Qin Shanshan was already proficient in Chinese at that time, and she felt that the name was really good when she heard it. She thought that this luthier was a man of great learning, so she waved her hand and was rewarded with many good things.

As a result, the idea in her heart was not completely overjoyed, and she saw the next sentence in a blink of an eye, which made her feel a pain in her heart on the spot, and her internal organs were all twitching and tangled together:

The rhyme is better than the shape, and it is natural and good.

It's not very particular to say this, the cause of everything is just the Nine Heavens Ring Pendant.

Qin Shanshan has always been a little guilty, because this violin is not hers, and even the name does not seem to be hers; and in the future, when she manages the Uzaka tribe well, she can go to the Central Plains when she has time, and then use this Du Yunge, whom I befriended by name, isn't it also hers?

——It's good to be natural... No matter how good it is, it's not her good after all.

There are so many things she likes.Beautiful women, fine wine, famous horses and swords, and hidden the number one piano in the world who was exiled from the Central Plains to the outside of the Great Wall. Everything in the world is good. What you can't ask for under the scramble is enough.

If Du Yunge really agreed with her, would she be happy?

That is naturally joyful, but it is hard to say how long this joy can last at most.

Thinking of this, Qin Shanshan suddenly felt that even if Du Yunge chose Xue Shuyan between her and Xue Shuyan, there was nothing to be sad about; It's best to be a couple with Du Yunge for the rest of your life.

But when the wedding invitations from Xue Shuyan and Du Yunge spread to the table of the saintesses of the Uzaka tribe, Qin Shanshan suddenly felt that all the sounds around her disappeared, leaving only nothingness and dead silence.

And in this silence, she could only realize later that her eye sockets seemed a little wet, so she coughed, and said to the messenger who had been sending messages back and forth for so many years:

"In the future..."

As soon as she opened her mouth, she realized that her voice was hoarse as if she could cry in the next second, so she coughed hard again, which allowed her to maintain the last dignity of the Uzaka saint, and continued to calm down. Surprised said:

"...There is no need to send any more news."

The man looked at Qin Shanshan in embarrassment, and after deliberating several times, he finally said what he had been planning all the way: "Saint, you shouldn't go to the grand wedding of the head of the Miaoyin Sect."

"She is a Han, and she shouldn't have too much communication with us barbarians. In addition, she took away the traitorous half-race, and everyone is holding a sigh of relief at Miaoyinmen's heart at this juncture. Participating in a big wedding is really not suitable."

Qin Shanshan is a saintess, can she not understand this truth?

It's just that she felt very uncomfortable when she said the words that were too clear about the relationship and came out of the mouth of an outsider.In the blink of an eye, she finally made a decision secretly in her heart, although it was completely invisible on the surface:

"You're right, let's go down, I want to think about what to do in the future."

The man bowed respectfully and bid farewell, but Qin Shanshan's mind was still on the pile of affairs that needed to be dealt with in front of her?

But to say that she was distracted all the time, would be wronging Qin Shanshan, because she was really thinking about what to do in the future.

It is not a long-term solution to live by water and grass and rely on the sky all the year round. We should find a way to cooperate with the Han people; and this winter is coming again. The Zhaka tribe can survive it, but if someone refuses to obey the rules and sneaks to the border to rob the Han people, it will be another trouble...

Under all the various thoughts, a thought suddenly popped into her mind.

No, it cannot be said that it was sneaked in.It's as if she has actually secretly brewed this idea thousands of times in her heart, and now she just waited for the most suitable time to come out:

She wanted to see Du Yunge and Xue Shuyan's wedding.

It is not necessary to meet Du Yunge himself.As long as you see the arrangement of their marriage, as long as you confirm the authenticity of this wedding invitation with your own eyes, as long as you know that the one who can finally marry the head of the Miaoyin Sect is indeed the half-blood who she underestimated, the dignified Uzaka. The saint, also willingly admit defeat.

It has always been the nature of Hu people to do what they say, and they are not procrastinating at all.So after Qin Shanshan picked up a few confidants and explained the important matters, even if she flew on her horse and galloped through the starry night, she didn't know how many horses she ran to death, and finally arrived at the foot of Wangyou Mountain on the day of her wedding.

From a distance, it is the flowing water mat of eighteen li, needless to say the grandeur and magnificence.Big red lanterns are dotted high on the treetops, and bright red brocades are tied on the trees along the way to guide the guests.

Even though the detailed road leading to Miaoyinmen has been completely forgotten by Qin Shanshan, who has not been here for many years, following the guidance of these decorations, she went all the way to the foot of the mountain without asking the way, and finally figured out why Many people looked hesitant to speak when they saw her outfit:

You dare to come here when someone is getting married, but you are wearing red attire. Are you here to snatch the marriage or just to make things difficult for others?

Qin Shanshan suddenly laughed.

She completely ignored the Miaoyinmen disciples who were coming up, and looked into the distance, the main peak of Wangyou Mountain, and seemed to hear the sound of saluting in a trance, so she opened a jar of wine on the spot and drank it:

"Worship the heavens and the earth-"

When the voice of the first prayer rang in her ears, she thought that it was lucky that I didn't pry this corner of the wall away. Otherwise, I would not be able to treat this Central Plains No. Beauty's.

"Second worship high hall-"

She doesn't want to change.Why did she change it?

Everyone is born free and free, and the children of the grassland outside the Great Wall don't care about those false names.If you see the right eyes, you will hit it off; if your relationship is weak, you will get together and break up.

"—The newcomers pay their respects!"

...Why do you want to pay homage to Gaotang three times and be inseparable from now on?That would be too much trouble.

But Qin Shanshan was a little envious of what she said out of her conscience, but if she thought about it carefully, if she changed her own character for such a small thing, she would not be envious.

Just drink.

As soon as Qin Shanshan raised her head, she drank the wine jar in her hand upside down.When she was drinking, she drank in a hurry, and those valuable vintage wine dripped on her skirt, but she didn't realize it, she just thought happily:

She passed out just like that, alas, alas, she was really happy!

Even if she is not accompanied by the most beautiful woman in the Central Plains martial arts, she is still the happy and beautiful prairie girl who is as free as the wind blowing across the vast sky, regardless of whether she is perfect or not, whether she is married or not.

Anyway, I always have a clear conscience, I want to be happy all my life, and I just want to be famous.

In this way, true, true, and great kindness should really be revealed!

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Butterfly Love Flower Anonymous

At the beginning of the drum, the bell announces the dawn.Upstairs is now, it is early to roll up the bead curtain.

The fragrance of Shanshan around the ring is curling up, and the dust does not reach Rupeng Island.

How to use pearls to reflect each other.The rhyme is better than the shape, and it is natural and good.

Don't say goodbye to your ancestors before getting drunk, pine branches and crane bones are more suitable for old age.