[New Peerless Double Pride 3] Over the years

Are you uncomfortable?I looked at Jiang Wuque's face and asked myself.

No matter whether this person laughed at himself or apologized, he was not accusing. He was not angry with me, but he was making fun of himself.

"Jiang Wuque, you..."

But he didn't look at me, and said hoarsely: "Jiang Yulang took you away from Xianyun Inn that day. I went down the mountain to look for you, but I thought that I was no match for him with my little strength, so I went to look for your father. I practiced a few moves of the Sangshen Jue to your father, making him believe that besides him, there are indeed people in this world who have the Sangshen Jue."

"That's why he sent a lot of people to bring you back." Jiang Wuque added, "I don't know if your father has murderous intentions for you, but I know no one is more dangerous than Jiang Yulang. You shouldn't be here By that person's side, that's what I want."

"Then what about your martial arts?" I asked, "Since you have learned the Sangshen Jue, why is it that you have no internal energy and are worse than before?"

Jiang Wuque replied: "As you can see, Kuixingzi wants to get the complete mourning formula. Although your father has taught him the superficial formula, it is far from satisfying him. So when I met him in the suburbs of Yichang...Actually, the funeral In addition to strange techniques such as tortoise breathing and suspended animation, there is also a kind of martial arts in the divine formula, which is to teach people to absorb people's internal energy and use it for their own use."

"You mean that Kuixingzi sucked your internal energy?" I asked in surprise.

Jiang Wuhua nodded.

"But why did you get sucked away by him?" I didn't understand, "Kui Xingzi was able to heal his injuries very quickly. I think he met you after he was injured, and he sucked your internal energy to make up for himself. But his strength was low at that time. There is not even a single disciple left by your side, you met him, but he still got his way?"

"Yes." Jiang Wuque said dumbly, "Because I was also seriously injured at that time."

I looked at the other party without blinking, and Jiang Wuque couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Your father really can't tolerate anyone other than him getting the God of Lost Art, so he was going to kill me, but I got away with it."

"Then..." I didn't want to comment on my father, so I asked, "Is this injury also caused at that time?"

Jiang Wuque was slightly puzzled, "What?"

"This." I raised my hand, intending to point to the scar on one side of his face, but I didn't expect him to turn his face straight, so I pointed it up.

Jiang Wuque told me to stay on the spot when I touched it, as if I had been hit by acupuncture points and turned into a stone sculpture, looking at me without moving.

I withdrew my hand and asked, "Is this my father's injury?"

He was silent for a while, "...um."

Originally, I wanted to ask him for confirmation. Since he had already been to Yichang, could the mysterious passerby who came and went silently outside the door of my "bridal chamber" with Jiang Yun that day be related to him?

Or maybe it was him at all.

But considering that he was not even as good as Kui Xingzi who was dying at that time, he probably didn't have the skills to break into the heavily guarded old house of the palace master.And if I really asked him about that, I would have to explain the ins and outs of that night.How could I tell him that I shared the bed with Jiang Yun, what kind of things did I say, and finally ask him if he was standing outside the door and eavesdropping?

"What else do you want to know?" He asked suddenly.

"No more." I said, and waited for a moment, "but I have something to tell you."

Not far away, a light was beating and its light was yellow. Jiang Wuque turned his head to look at it. In the space so close, the faint light seemed to be strangled by someone, and it was incomprehensible.

"If I say I don't want to hear it," he asked slowly, "can you not say it?"

"Jiang Wuque...you know what I'm going to say, right? Ever since I left on the Immortal Cloud Stack, I've discovered that many things are different from what I imagined, and these things are not only about me, but also about you...At the beginning You are endlessly entangled in all kinds of ways, no matter what you think in your heart, I owe you an apology, I am sorry for making you so difficult... I used to really think that if I like you, it is not too much to bet on everything. But it turns out Even I have been deceived by myself. I don't love you very much, but I hate another person very much. I thought that giving you all my heart would definitely remove that person from my body and mind, but it is impossible. I think you have learned from The moment I was pregnant, I understood everything, and now all I need is a confirmation. I'm sorry, I don't know how unreasonable it will be for you to say that I like the Palace Master, but I and He owes you a lot in this life, and he doesn't want to owe you this explanation again."

He finished the scripted dialogue almost in one go, and never dared to look at the other party, even though Jiang Wuque never came to see me in Yu Guangli.

The two of them stared at the candlelight more and more uncertainly. Suddenly, he asked, "There is still something that Yu Yu said last night that he didn't tell me, and that's it?"

I was startled, last night... last night I thought he was going to die, talking nonsense.

But he said: "If this is the case, you don't need to let me live to hear it."

"..."

He turned his head, and the yellow light hit the face, the bridge of the nose was straight, the face was clear, the eye sockets and cheeks, but there was no plump flesh.

"Is Ying Yu feeling guilty?" He asked, "Because of the old hatred between Jiang Yulang and me; or because he was attached to me before, but now he is no longer attached?" He turned his eyes and his voice was weak. , as if he would lose his silence at any time, he continued, "If it's for him, there's no need; if it's for yourself... I just want to ask, did you really foresee this meeting, or did you never think about seeing me again?" , it’s just that since we met, it’s unavoidable to tell me these words. But if I hadn’t come, wouldn’t it be in your favor if you and I didn’t see each other in this life?”

"It's not..."

"It's nothing, it's not that I never thought of meeting each other, or it's not because I came here that you made your remarks?"

When I was stared at by him, my heart sank involuntarily.I originally thought this matter was extremely simple, and it was over with me, Jiang Wuque. In fact, I didn't even need to explain.

I just feel that he swallowed a bottle of heartbroken determination yesterday, and I feel that Jiang Wuque like this is too scary. If it is for me, I hope he will stop hitting the stone with an egg.

But I didn't think that what he responded to me was not silence, but... a straight line.

I really don't want to see him again. If possible, I hope that someone can come and remove him, all the memories and feelings about Jiang Wuque, so that I don't have to be afraid of being shaken, and I don't have to hesitate between reaching out and approaching.Even if it was a small move, he didn't even know how I endured it.

Even I don't know.

Thinking of this, I settled my mind, looked at him and said: "Jiang Wuque, listen carefully, I know you have a temper that can't bear the suffering of strangers, you and I have been entangled for so many years, you can't respond, You hurt me again, so I have some regrets. But you have to distinguish clearly, you are helping me when I am suffering, because the love of old friends is still there, but I am not your responsibility, you don’t need you to cover everything, let alone you just because of me Together with the Hall Master, he believed that I was in danger, so he rescued me regardless of himself. I believe you are very clear about the matter between the Hall Master and me. No matter how much that person hates me, he will only hate me for a while. He will be cruel to everyone, But if he wanted to kill me, he would have killed him long ago. He would not have waited until today, and he would not have hurt himself so badly. What's more, what he did for me, and how I treated him, you can see with your own eyes... So just this time, let me repay his love debts, don't bother me, and don't involve my father and more people in it with bad intentions... This is already between me and the Palace Master Whether it is love or hate, whether he owes me or I owe him, we have brought it on ourselves, no one needs to intervene, and no one can help me."

When I was speaking, Jiang Wuque looked at me quietly with his eyes.It was hard to see clearly, it was dark and pitch black, without the moist light like amber in the past.

I thought he was about to speak, but he closed his eyes.

"Jiang Wuque..."

"It's nothing to regret," he frowned after a long time, "I didn't help you, I didn't come here to repay your old friend..."

If I wanted to speak again, he choked me hard.But between the two of them, it is me who is most attached to each other. He has always been the one who is indifferent, calm, and decisive. Now I tell him that it is over, but I still feel that I have failed him. It is really ridiculous.

"If you think I'm reckless," he closed his eyes and said, "I apologize to you..."

"That's not what I meant," I interrupted. "You know I'm blaming you."

He didn't relax his brows because of my response, and his body was too tense, and he was so emotional after a serious illness.

"Jiang Wuque, do you hate me?" Even if the relationship between the two of them is not mentioned, I gave him a shock by saying that I like the palace master, the person who ruined his family and left him with nothing, let alone hate me and kill me Nothing out of the ordinary.

I waited for his answer until I lost confidence in myself.Jiang Wuque's heartbroken legacy still lingers in his body, and it's really inappropriate for me to separate from him at this moment. I know that no matter how euphemistic it is to say decisive, it will not be pleasant.

Yes, he may not love me at all, but he values ​​love, family and friendship, ten years of love is not love.I have seen him unconsciously waiting to die on the Immortal Cloud Stack, and I know that every time he steps on the edge of the cliff, he is half likely to jump down.There are not too many excuses for risking your life, Tie Xinlan, or it's me.

When Jiang Wuque opened his eyes, I actually wished I could swallow the words I had said and gloss them over again with the most blunt words.

"Hate you?" He repeated these two words, "You, Yun'er, Xiao Yu'er...you are the closest people to me in this world, if I hate you, I will lose even the closest people... Why should I hate you?"

I'm a little stuck.

He smiled, "You can see that, when I saw you here for the first time, I thought I was back in the beginning, the prison cell in Qiuhuang Palace, day and night, endless... I thought time was long, so long Even a moment feels like a lifetime, but now I feel it is a pity, so many years have passed in such a muddle, even the memory is blurred, and there is no good impression left... So I am actually very happy to have this day, that is I have no regrets in being imprisoned here forever..."

"Don't do that."

"Did I ever force you to do anything?" He suddenly asked, "Yu Yu, I didn't even tell you to leave him, I didn't do anything, what are you afraid of?" He looked straight at me, "I'm still afraid that you will What do you owe me?"

"I'm afraid..." For a moment of trance, I thought I would look directly at him, and replied: I'm afraid you don't love me.

I'm afraid that you will believe me, I'm afraid that you will agree to it once you say the end, I'm afraid that the meeting will be like this, if you choose to give up, it will all become reality in the end...

"I'm afraid that you will be hated by the palace master," this is what I said, "I'm afraid that the palace master will always think that I have entangled with you, I'm afraid that person will be suspicious, I'm afraid you will suffer."

Jiang Wuque's expression can't be seen logically, he has almost no expression, but I suddenly feel palpitations, being stared at by him in a daze, I have never felt palpitated.

"I understand." He nodded and smiled, but there was no joy in that smile.

"I don't want to lie to you, Jiang Wuque."

He said "um", and there was no further dialogue between them.There was really nothing. For the next two days, I didn't say a word. I even got the concept of time from the number of times Kuixingzi sent people to deliver meals.

And Jiang Wuque's prediction was extremely accurate. In two days, Kui Xingzi really didn't show up to press for the God of Sorrow.

I feel that Jiang Wuque and I are both confident countermeasures. The guards arranged by Kuixingzi here do not need to be counted. Just from the process of the two of them taking turns to be taken to the convenience every day, I know that I am facing nothing but Kuixingzi. , only the little disciple who was talking beside him that day remained.

And the two days I was trapped here happened to be the time when my father was busy arguing with the palace lord for the most fierce battle with me. The Lord does not die so easily.

Does the spiritual power of a whole family of firefox blood stop here?The change in appearance is only a price, not a bottleneck of strength. The Palace Master is unwilling to do it because he does not want to be demonized. It doesn't mean he can't.

Why was I so excited and crying at that time, fearing that I would not be able to live and die with him?Probably because he was watching from the sidelines, and I was by his side, always risking my life to play.

I hope he will forgive me one day, but it is true.

So what I'm afraid of is not being caught by the palace master, but I'm just afraid of being "reunited with father and daughter" with my father, and I don't know what arrangement that person made to seal my mouth.

That being the case, what better place to go than to stay by Kuixingzi's side, since it's all about sheltering from the limelight.

What's more, this limelight was accompanied by Jiang Wuque, although there was no joy in the real process.But even if I peek at him, I can still look like a nympho, I really want to see the eyebrows stretched on his face, I don't know that self-deception is a slow disease, the longer the time, the more miserable it is.What's more, I'm not a reserved person, and I've never had much reserve in front of a man I've tried to chase after.

So it's rare to let go of the freedom, and it's like being sentenced to death in my performance.

The porridge and water were delivered that day, according to past experience, I served it to Jiang Wuque, and he would open his eyes before I got close to him.He opened his eyes this time, but turned his head away.

I insisted on not making a sound for two days, even if it was inertia, there was no reason to speak easily.

Jiang Wuque's lips were so dry that they blistered. "If Ying Yu is angry, you might as well speak out," he said suddenly, turning his head away. "If I say or do something wrong, speak out."

He also didn't speak for two days, and after finishing a sentence in one breath, his voice became hoarse and rough.

I said: "I thought you were angry and ignored me."

He turned his head back, tried a few times before slightly curling the corners of his lips, his voice was trembling but there was a bit of hoarse and unbearable temptation: "No, it's my fault, I apologize to you, don't be angry, okay?"

"your fault?"

He smiled: "Yes, absolutely wrong."

It was almost a doting tone, and he said it with a smile on his face. If I refute a word, I'm afraid I won't be able to maintain the smile.All of a sudden, I felt that the blending of this person's eyebrows and eyes was all far-fetched.

After a while, someone came to collect the bowls and chopsticks, Jiang Wuque said to the person, "Take me to see Kuixingzi."

I froze for a moment, and only heard the other party answer: "The head will come to see you."

"Stop." Jiang Wuque said again, "Take me to see Kuixingzi."

That disciple still didn't dare to make up his own mind, but in a moment he invited Kuixingzi over.

Jiang Wuque wanted to get up, I helped him, but he pressed down my hand.

"I have something to tell you," Jiang Wuque looked at Kuixingzi, "but not here."

Jiang Wuque repeated such clear hints repeatedly, no matter what I knew he was trying to avoid me.

In fact, Jiang Wuque had a plan in his heart, I looked at his back with Kui Xingzi and thought so—but really even if I dreamed about the sky, I couldn't dream of his plan in the morning, it would be like this.

The only young disciple of Wudang who slipped through the net was with me, but Jiang Wuque came back after a short while.

He is alone.

The little disciple saw Jiang Wuque's cellar slab lifted by himself, and immediately became nervous. He pressed the dead point on my neck and asked Jiang Wuque, "Where is the master?"

Jiang Wuque went down the wooden steps, and the entrance was left open. During the day, the sunlight poured down, making everyone else glisten.

He should have been wearing white clothes two days ago, but after being locked up for a long time, the white clothes have become worn and gray.

When the people in the light walked into the darkness, I discovered the most important thing wrong.

Jiang Wuque had true energy flowing all over his body, protecting his body with internal energy, and even the internal energy was so strong that he didn't want to reveal it, it overflowed in an exaggerated way.

Martial arts disciples naturally won't be unaware of what I discovered.He restrained me, watched Jiang Wuque approach step by step, and said nervously, "Don't come here, I'll be rude to her if you come here again!"

Jiang Wuque stopped a few steps away, and said to me with a smile, "I didn't lie to you about the surplus, two days is more than enough."

And his smile was something I hadn't seen for a long time. He lost all his martial arts. He was always sick. Although he was thin and pale this time, his face was radiant.Coupled with a smile, even though there are long scars from the base of the ear to the edge of the lips, it is still breezy, handsome and beautiful, and the flaws are not concealed.

I suspect that his smile made the little disciple beside me laugh stupidly. Jiang Wuque just stretched out his hand, and I didn't even have time to marvel, and I was already beside him.

The other party pinched my lifeline but failed to keep me, Jiang Wuque pulled me to leave, but the disciple refused to let go, he drew the sword from his waist and chased him, "Don't leave, what are you doing with the master?" Now, where is the master?!"

Jiang Wuque looked down at the person in front of him, and asked, "Do you want to see him?"

My eyelids twitched.I have been with the Palace Master for many years, and I have never heard of the opening remarks of the murder. Jiang Wuque's words are actually not like him at all, but after he finished killing people, I have to admit that it is impossible, the facts are the facts.

After leaving the cellar, I found that this is a family house, and there are residents next to each other. In Yichang City, it is dangerous and hidden.

Jiang Wuque threw the body into the dry well, and I leaned over to see if Kuixingzi was in there too.

"There's nothing to see." Jiang Wuque pulled me back.

I managed to see him clearly under the sun, squinting my eyes, feeling unfamiliar with everything after not seeing him for too long.

"Thank you," I said, "Let's just leave here, and I don't know if my father will find this place."

When I turned my back, I felt the corners of my mouth trembling. I didn't even ask why he suddenly resumed martial arts, and I didn't even see the expression on Jiang Wuque's face. I actually didn't want to be let out at all. What two days? I hope it is two hundred days!

So what, I swear that I will give my heart to the lord of the palace, not just talking about it, not hiding behind others so that I can talk back to Jiang Wuque.

I walked all the way to the chained gate and didn't hear anything Jiang Wuque was holding back. He didn't have the temperament to make others difficult at all. I just knew his temperament, so I was unscrupulous.

Shameless.

I opened the door of the house, but I didn't expect Jiang Wuque to be standing in front of me. Subconsciously, I looked back and found that he was not where he was. "Ha, ha." I laughed dryly.

"Go in first," he said.

I was forced by him to take a few steps forward, and said: "Now my father's main target is me, don't follow me, I don't want to drag you down."

"Aren't you afraid of dragging Jiang Yulang down?" Jiang Wuque asked.

I can't answer.

Jiang Wuque's eyes were so strangely quiet, he smiled suddenly, and said, "It's not that I won't let you go, the situation is unclear now, is your current situation really suitable for hiding?"

What he was alluding to was that I already had a shapely belly.

I saw him turn his back and close the door by himself, so I asked, "What do you think?"

He replied, "Wait another two days."

"No, I can't wait, I have to go."

Jiang Wuque smiled coldly in the sun, and asked, "Can't you wait for two days?"

"It's not two days or two days. I swore that I would not betray the palace master. He didn't know whether he won or lost the fight with my father that night, but I hid here with you. What's the matter?"

Jiang Wuque raised the corners of his lips, but without making a sound, the scar on his cheek suddenly stretched the smile to his ears like a clown. "That's right," he said, "I don't know what's going on, Yu Yu said he loves me, but in the blink of an eye he says he can't betray him, which one is true and which one is false, and which one should I believe?"

I was panting in my chest, and replied: "I thought I had explained it clearly to you. In the past, I was obsessed with sex. I just thought you were very good, so I just wanted to get it. If I couldn't get it, I would die. But now I wake up, I think Once I understand who I care about, the Palace Master is my final choice, and I will never change again."

But Jiang Wuque asked: "Is it because I did something wrong, or I can't protect you well?"

"Neither." I shook my head, "What do you need me to say to understand? Aren't you being entangled by me? Don't you think I'm vain and unscrupulous? I'm far away from you now. You should be thankful. Why? You are not satisfied? Do I have to shamelessly chase you, follow you like a dog and wag your tail at you to be happy? "

His face was pale, and he said with a smile, "Why would Yu Yu think so?"

"Isn't it? I gave myself to you, what did you give me? Whether I am good or bad, light or heavy in your heart, I will never be able to see clearly, let alone guess. If you didn't tell me yourself What I want in my life is the number one in the world, the most important position, I don’t know that I am so promising in your heart! Forget it, the more you protect me, the more you say it is good for me. The more I feel that you are hypocritical. I don't have to do with you, and I won't die or live for you anymore. The Palace Master is still waiting for me, please get out of the way."

I was going to avoid him and leave, but suddenly I heard him ask: "Yu Yu lied to me when he said he loved me?"

I turned my head to look at him, and at that moment, his face was so cold that my heart shuddered.

"You say you love me, but you can't ask for it from Jiang Yulang. When you meet me, you want the next best thing. What you want is: to forget that person quickly...Since that's the case, why compare yourself to begging for mercy? You chase after me." For me, it’s not true; I used to behave myself, I didn’t want to be biased and didn’t dare to let it go, but I couldn’t stop myself from falling into the devil... You can say that you don’t bother to hear about these things, but you don’t need to say that you don’t understand or don’t understand How do I see you, whether it is light or heavy, are you unable to figure it out, or are you afraid that I will pester you with this? From the beginning, you just regarded me as a smoke screen to forget the past, and the person you love is Jiang Yu Lang, you would like to be with him forever and remember each other in your dreams—but why did you say you love me? You provoked me back then, telling me that you love me over and over again, and what kind of response do you hope to get from me? It doesn't matter how I respond, I'm naturally dull anyway, and I don't feel anything here anyway!"

He pressed his hand to his chest, "Sun Yingyu, I've been waiting for you to take what I owe you. You don't need it. No matter how much you regret it, it can only be used as an excuse."

"Jiang Wuque don't want it!" I grabbed his arms tightly the next moment.He was exercising, the true energy in his body went out, and his internal energy collapsed.

The skill obtained by this general is like the water that opens the gate in an instant, and it disperses as soon as it is said. I was so scared that I poured my palm on his shoulder with real strength, but what he lost was a pond, and what I made up was a trickle , where can I catch up?

"Okay!" I gritted my teeth, "Let the Lord wait and let him wait. Isn't my father waiting outside for me to throw himself into a trap? How could I be so stupid and let them hunt me down? So not only two days, but ten days I can't leave either——Jiang Wuque, I'm powerless to protect myself like this, only you, if you don't have martial arts, you're not as good as me, and who will take care of me—stop, I beg you, stop !"

His body trembled violently, as if he suddenly came back to his soul after dying, panting out of strength, he almost fell to the ground.I was trembling with fear, holding my true energy in one hand and not daring to leave his body.

The focus of his eyes changed from existence to nonexistence, and from nonexistence to existence. In a short period of time, it was already the cycle of life and death.

"What did you say?" Jiang Wuque's forehead was dripping with cold sweat, but he asked me this question the first time he recovered.

"Are you crazy!" I was about to go mad in an instant, "Are you threatening me with yourself?!"

He should have lost the strength to argue with me, he raised his hand to hold my teaching hand, and said solemnly: "Why should I threaten you..."