Nature

The temperature in the morning was cold, and the sun that had just emerged softly radiated warmth, and the light shone unobtrusively on her sleeping peaceful face.A cuckoo flapped its wings and landed beside her, looking down for food, pecking here and there.As if disturbed by the cuckoo, her eyelashes moved slightly, and her eyes slowly opened.Her vision was slightly blurred, she sat up, rubbed her eyes, but was stunned.

The sun poked out half of her head from far away, and the dazzling light blinded her instantly. She quickly turned her head to the side, but only saw the continuous mountains.

What is this place?She suddenly panicked, where am I?

The sky was still a little dark, but the early birds flew up and chirped, which was disturbing.She squatted down, hugged her legs with her hands, and buried her head between her knees. Her body trembled slightly, revealing her helplessness and fear.

Tears were streaming down her bare knees, and the cold morning wind blew by, making her shiver in a short-sleeved nightgown.

This is not a dream... She sobbed weakly, she knew it was not a dream.Her consciousness exists clearly, she is not a bystander, she lives here, although she does not know how she appears here.

As she cried and cried, she felt a burst of stomach acid. It turned out that she was hungry, but what is there to eat here?She raised her head in confusion, and suddenly sneezed.

i need fire...

An idea popped up, but where is the fire?She tilted her head and thought for a long time, and finally decided to walk in the direction of the rising sun, just not to get lost...

She walked barefoot on the ground, carefully avoiding the gravel on the ground, but the soles of her feet were still painful.The sun rose quickly, and the sweat slid down her back, wet the thin pajamas, and made her very uncomfortable sticking to her body.She shook her head, obviously dizzy from the harsh sunlight.Suddenly, she saw a big river in front of her, and her eyes suddenly opened wide.

water!She rushed over in a hurry, ignoring that the stone scratched her feet and drew a trail of blood.She ran to the river, carefully avoiding the animal excrement by the river, buried her head in the water, and after a while, she took the water with both hands and drank happily.

She swore she had never drank such delicious water!

She stepped into the water until the water was up to her knees, then closed her eyes and took a breathless dive.

She raised her head from the water and let the water wet her hair and nightgown. She stood up and her feet sank slightly into the wet mud at the bottom of the river.She looked down at the clear water, where some fish swam by her legs.

Fish... She thought of her stomach that was so hungry that she couldn't feel it.She lowered her head, a look of ruthlessness flashed in her eyes, and she quickly grabbed a fat fish.

Crash——she jumped to nothing, the fish swam away, and she also fell into the water because of her unstable center of gravity.

Standing up again, she gritted her teeth, shook off her wet hair, and started the fishing competition with all her heart.

At dusk, the sun gradually disappears behind the mountains, the purple sunset glow reflects the lonely mountains, the mottled ditches reflect the afterglow of the setting sun, and the snow-white peaks stand tall and stand alone in front of the endless grassland.

She was leaning on a big rock, feeling very depressed.At the end of the day, she didn't catch a single fish, and she emptied every time. She managed to catch the fish but slipped away because it was too slippery and she didn't hold it firmly. water.And the weather was getting colder and colder, and she was shivering constantly without any tools to keep out the cold.

She looked around in confusion, am I going to die here... Her eyes were sour, as if she was about to start crying again, but she still held back.

The wind blew, the grass gently swayed the body, and the small white flowers bloomed, covering the green on both sides of the river bank.

She pursed her lips, raised her head, looked at the almost dark sky, and sighed inwardly.

Suddenly, a hare ran past her quickly. She was startled and got up in a hurry, but unexpectedly she fell on a stone and caught the hare with her hand.She got up in a hurry, picked up a stone and threw it at the hare. The rabbit who was about to escape was knocked unconscious by her, and its gray body fell limply on the ground.

She was overjoyed and hurriedly prayed to God, thanking God for opening a window when closing a door for her.

But how should you eat it?She froze for a moment, light a fire?

She suddenly realized that the sky was already dark, but the stars and the moon did not come out. After thinking about it, she found that there was nothing she could do now, so she held the hare's ears in her arms, leaned against the big rock and waited. The moon comes out.

But waiting and waiting, she involuntarily leaned to the side, tired of catching fish for a day at night, her eyelids gradually closed, and fell asleep.

The moon finally came out, tenderly like a mother's embrace, embracing everything on the earth, wishing them a sweet dream.

——"'Buddha said: Looking back five hundred times in the previous life, it is only in exchange for passing by in this life.'"

——"But even if you turn your head back with cramps, you still won't meet your male god."

——"Because he is in another world, I never expect that I can stand under the same blue sky with him."

——"It is a good thing to have self-knowledge, and it is wise to turn your attention from the emptiness of nothingness to reality."

——"Male gods are used for worship, and the person who accompanies you through life cannot exist in a world of nothingness."

- "I know he's handsome, but you don't have to keep looking at his picture."

——"Everyone has the love of beauty, and it is natural to have fantasies occasionally. I know that they are separated from me by time and space, and I will not be so stupid as to waste my life in fruitless waiting. But I am willing to exchange five hundred times in this life for the opportunity to stand under the same blue sky as him. I am willing to use my whole life to obtain my happiness, pursue my dreams, and let the world remember my name. But If you don't succeed after [-] attempts, just consider my childhood to be over."

——"Childhood will always end. After all, after you travel there, there is no toilet, no toilet paper, no sanitary napkins. Even if you meet your male god, you will be very painful."

——"Spiritual comfort and material enjoyment are different. What's more, I can realize my dream in that era, that turbulent era. And my dream will not be affected by time, place, or person. change with the change.”

——"It seems great to say it, but once the success is over, have you ever thought about other people's feelings?"

She opened her eyes suddenly, broke out in a cold sweat, looked around in a panic, and regained consciousness.She supported the stone and stood up, feeling powerless all over. Suddenly, she froze and looked around in a hurry.Gone... She bit her lip, the rabbit ran away...

Her stomach twitched again, and she covered her mouth, tears streaming down her face.Don't cry, you can't cry, you have to be strong, you have to survive.As she thought, her body drove her to the river. She drank some water, washed her face, lifted a stone as big as a bowl on the ground, and stood in the water.

She stood in the water for a long time, and kept throwing down stones, lifting them up, and dropping them again. Whenever the mud splashed on her white legs, and the water splashed wet and misty her eyes, she was not discouraged, but kept on repeat this action.

A small fish about the length of a hand swam over. She didn't know where the brute force came from, so she slammed down hard, but the fish didn't appear again. She happily moved the stone away and picked up the fish's body Tail, but when he saw the bloody fish body and death-defying eyes, he felt nauseated.She covered her mouth desperately to prevent the vomit from dirtying the river and clothes, then lifted the fish far away and walked back slowly.

But she had lost her way after standing in the water for a long time. When she realized that she was walking towards the deep water, she turned around hastily, but was unsteadily thrown into the water by the strong waves.Subconsciously, she grabbed the fish with both hands, stood up desperately, rubbed her eyes, but smeared the blood of the fish and the mud in the river on her face, but she couldn't control it so much, and walked towards the bank bumping, afraid that someone would be killed. Mishap, this life-saving straw is lost.

Both feet finally stepped on the ground, the white skin soaked by the river water mixed with the black soil looked particularly glaring, but she, who always loves to be clean, couldn't care less.Seeing that she couldn't find a tree to make a fire at all, she was so hungry that she opened her mouth and bit down.

The smell of blood and the smell of fish mixed with the river water made her feel unwell again. She hadn't eaten for a long time, which made her stomach sour. In addition, she had never eaten bloody raw fish, which made her feel sick again.Leaning weakly on the big rock, she put the dead fish she had bitten next to, chewing carefully, for fear of getting the thorns, but the strange taste and the slippery meat made it hard for her to swallow, and she managed to swallow it Going down, but vomited out again, very uncomfortable.Tears were falling, and she knew she must eat.She picked up the fish and wanted the river water to cleanse the blood of the fish, but the body of the fish had already rotted together after the stone was thrown down. She quietly wiped away her tears and lightly bit the fish.Tears flowed down on the fish, she knew she must be in a mess now, with blood and mud on her mouth and hands.

Life is so cruel, so helpless.When the flower in the greenhouse comes out of the ivory tower, she must get used to the wild land and try to survive.

Survival of the fittest, if you don't adapt, you will die.

- "I sometimes really wish I could survive out there by myself."

- "You don't want to do that again."

--"why?"

——"Why? You are a typical rich lady who fantasizes about the lives of poor people, and then gives up after really suffering."

——"Say it as if I can't hold on."

——"Perhaps, unless you are forced by life. Life is the best teacher."

She leaned against the side of the boulder, hugged her thighs with her hands, looked up at the starry sky, a bit of bitterness welled up from her heart.God knows how hard she has spent these days!Although I sleep until I wake up naturally every day, there is no homework, no exams, and no pressure.But she has to work hard all day to get enough to eat, has no place to live, rests in the rain when it rains, and takes a nap in the wind when it blows.Even when menstruation occurs, I have to work hard. If there is no cloth, I just use grass to dry up the bleeding. How embarrassing!

She looked at the half-eaten rabbit meat next to her, feeling very complicated.In the past, she didn't have to worry about food and clothing when she ate well and slept well, she just needed to study.But now, she ate a rabbit for three days, and it was pretty good if she could catch one fish a day. She ate bloody raw meat and had no vegetables, only grass.

She turned her eyes to the other side of the river, and now she can only hope that there is no village on the other side of the river.Swimming across the river early before autumn was over, but seeing how wide the river was and how fast the current flowed... she felt a little hesitation in her heart.

Forget it, we will start crossing the river tomorrow... She raised her head and looked up at the starry sky, feeling completely hopeless.She lowered her eyelids silently, and kept praying to God, hoping that He would bless her to survive the difficulties in life.

——"Frank said: 'There are three factors that cause the gap between rich and poor: birth, luck and hard work, and the last factor is the least important.'"

——"This is not a reason for you to escape."

— “I know, I just feel cruel.”

—— "But you also have to admit that some people do change their luck through hard work and create the birth of their children."

——"This is true, but the probability is too small to be counted in statistics. My ideal way of struggle is that ordinary girls use their knowledge, talents and abilities to conquer tall, rich and handsome through continuous hard work. A little luck trumps a story of birth."

——"It's still possible to be rich and handsome, but definitely not for a wealthy family."

--"why?"

——"Do you know why Hermione can't marry Draco even though she is so good? Because she was born as a Muggle. Sometimes, no matter how good she is, she will be defeated by her blood. This is the sadness and injustice of this society , is also the reason why birth ranks first.”

The author has something to say: it has been fixed. (June 6)