Two slow-moving people fall in love

When Ye Yunyi came in, Han Xuan was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, his face was very pale, which further accentuated Han Xuan's terrible complexion.

He put the breakfast brought by his aunt on the table, and leaned over to put Han Xuan's hand back on the quilt. As soon as he touched the back of his hand, the slightly cool hand gently squeezed it back.

Han Xuan opened his eyes, didn't move his hands, just looked at him fixedly.

Ye Yunyi paused, and wrapped his hands behind his back to warm them, and asked, "Sleep for a while?"

"...not sleepy anymore."

"Let's have breakfast first."

Ye Yunyi let go of him, and turned around to serve porridge.

Han Xuan lay where he was, looking at his hands in a daze.

"What's the matter?" He shook the bed and carefully helped him to sit up, "Why are you in a daze."

Han Xuan shook his head, took the bowl and spoon, stirred the porridge and green onion in the bowl, and ate in silence.

Ye Yunyi looked at his hair twirling, and frowned slightly.

After breakfast, Ye Yunyi started to clean up the dishes. Han Xuan wanted to help, but he pushed him back on the bed: "I'll do it."

Han Xuan leaned back and quietly watched every move of the person in front of him. He seemed to be born with a halo, and even things like packing things were done with dignity by him.

That is an existence beyond my reach.

Han Xuan closed his eyes and forced himself not to think about it.

Ye Yunyi put away the table, poured him a glass of water, and just returned to the bed and sat down when there was a vibration in his pocket.

He took out his mobile phone in front of Han Xuan, and opened a new message without hesitation.

Han Xuan stared at the mobile phone, and then remembered what he had forgotten all night, "... Ah Yi."

He looked hesitantly at Ye Yunyi's questioning gaze, "My phone seems to be still in the dressing room."

"Wang Haoran brought it here." Ye Yunyi took out Han Xuan's cell phone from the other pocket and handed it over, "Your sister called this morning, I answered it, and she said to video call you when you woke up."

Han Xuan raised his head suddenly and asked, "Did you tell her?"

"No." Ye Yunyi said: "I said you scratched the skin, not the bones."

Han Xuan breathed a sigh of relief—Chen Wanwan was still pregnant, so if he knew that he had suffered such a serious injury, he might be so anxious.

He spoke again, feeling a little guilty this time: "Then my sister scolded... did she say you?"

Ye Yunyi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said: "No."

If threats don't count, there really aren't.

Han Xuan unlocked the phone and called Chen Wanwan. Chen Wanwan waited all night and was worried about him. It took Han Xuan a lot of effort to persuade her to give up the idea of ​​coming to Beicheng in person.

Ye Yunyi consciously went out when he dialed the phone, he hung up the phone, lowered his head and flicked on the screen.

He was a little worried about how the accident last night would be fermented on the Internet, so he went to Weibo to check it out.

However, he soon discovered that the Weibo on his mobile phone was gone.

It's really gone, three pages and seven folders, nothing has changed, except Weibo is missing.

Han Xuan raised his head, looked towards the door, and understood.

Is he afraid of saying something nonsense?

Han Xuan put the phone aside, and slowly got into bed—he suddenly didn't want to read anything, and only hoped that nothing had happened.

Ye Yunyi stood outside the door, listening to Zhao Yiming's words, her expression condensed.

"...the police have taken the person away for investigation, I asked them to take care of-"

"No need." Ye Yunyi said: "Let the dance theater issue a statement to clarify what happened this time and how he became the chief. Let Lin Shasha handle the public opinion."

Lin Shasha is his first secretary.

Zhao Yiming nodded in agreement, and said: "There is also yesterday's incident. I have already found someone to suppress it, but this time the impact is relatively large. There are still people on the Internet who speculate about the relationship between Mr. Han and you..."

"It's nothing to guess." Ye Yunyi laughed, "I'll handle this matter myself, you can go to work first."

After he finished speaking, he waved to Zhao Yiming, turned around and entered the ward.

Han Xuan had already fallen asleep with his back to the door. He pulled the quilt up very high, and he could only see a little bit of the top of his head from behind.

Ye Yunyi relaxed her movements and sat back on the side of the bed again.

The room was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear each other's breathing, he sat for a while, then suddenly got up and walked around in front of Han Xuan.

Sure enough, Han Xuan lowered his head and buried himself in the quilt, his eyelashes trembling slightly.

Ye Yunyi stared at him for a moment, then knelt down and touched his face.

Seeing that he couldn't pretend, Han Xuan had no choice but to open his eyes.

"What's wrong?" Ye Yunyi lowered her voice, as if coaxing a child: "What's wrong?"

Han Xuan avoided his gaze and said, "No." His expression was unclear under the quilt.

"No discomfort." Ye Yunyi nodded and said, "That's because I'm in a bad mood."

Han Xuan was right, he lowered his eyes and didn't answer.

Ye Yun has seen his posture countless times, and countless times he gave up asking in the face of such evasion.

This time, Ye Yunyi did not move.

He reached into the bed with one hand, touched Han Xuan's cool hand and held it.

Han Xuan seemed to be frightened, and instinctively retracted his hand. He just moved it, then reacted, and put it back obediently.

Ye Yunyi looked at him patiently and asked, "Is it related to me?"

Han Xuan didn't know what to say.He felt that everything was his fault, and the thought made him speechless.

Ye Yunyi waited for a while, sighed silently, squeezed his palm, and said, "Han Xuan, do you know what I think of you?"

Han Xuan was startled, and slowly raised his eyes to look at him.

"I've liked you very much since the first time I saw you." Ye Yunyi said: "When I talk to you, I can't wait to write a draft. The last time I was so nervous was when I was defending my thesis."

He said this, bowed his head and smiled.

"Every time I get along with you and listen to you talk, I feel how lucky I am to encounter such a good thing, and to pick up such a good treasure for nothing.

"I want everyone to know that this is my baby."

Han Xuan blinked, his face flushed hot.

Ye Yunyi was also a little embarrassed - he grew up so big, and he had never confessed his heart so thoroughly, it was impossible to say that he was not awkward.

But he opened his mouth in a strange way, and he wanted to continue talking in a strange way.

"You are my boyfriend, my partner, and if you want, you will be my marriage partner in the future, my love. We can adopt a child, and we can have a dog, but then we need to replace it with a bigger one." The house, we live in together, and live like this for the rest of our lives."

He seems to have seen a house with a garden. A child is playing with building blocks on the carpet, and a big docile dog is lying next to him. When he opens the door, he can smell the aroma of food coming from the kitchen. When he came out, the apron on his body was still on, and he smiled and urged him to wash his hands and eat.

Ye Yunyi's eyes were stained with a smile, and her voice became gentle: "We will live together for a lifetime—until death separates us.

"Okay? Han Xuan."

Han Xuan stared at him blankly, speechless for a moment.

Okay?

He also asked himself in his heart.

"But I—"

His voice was dry and hoarse, and it sounded a bit harsh: "I... am not good enough."

He paused, the next words were difficult to say, he didn't know how to say them.

Ye Yunyi waited quietly, Han Xuan's eyelashes were very dense and long, and when they drooped down, they would cover the lower eyelids, and the eyes would be blocked, making it difficult to see clearly.

Until he thought Han Xuan had fallen asleep, Han Xuan suddenly said with difficulty: "...I am not good enough for you."

These words were like a meteorite falling into the water, causing an uproar in Ye Yunyi's heart.

He looked at the person in front of him in surprise, and suddenly realized a fact that made him feel guilty: he thought he knew the person next to his pillow like the back of his hand, but in fact, he might never really understand Han Xuan.

"How could you..." Ye Yunyi asked in disbelief, "Why do you think so?"

Han Xuan took a deep breath, and forced himself to speak calmly and objectively: "The two of us are... very different, whether it's me or... home, family."

Ye Yunyi was silent for a while, and said, "Do you think these are obstacles that cannot be overcome?"

"Um."

"Han Xuan, look at me." Ye Yunyi looked into his eyes - his eyes were full of panic, "Do you really think so?"

"..."

After a long silence, Han Xuan said softly: "...No."

I didn't think so, but I'm afraid it is.

Ye Yunyi didn't know about this, he just thought, this is the Han Xuan he knew, and at the same time wondered why he said that since he didn't agree with it.

Then Han Xuan answered him.

"But I, I'm not fast enough, I can't..." He said incoherently: "I can't catch up with you... It will take a long time—

"You won't like it."

He endured the strong shame and finished speaking, wishing he could dig a seam in the ground and get in.

Ye Yunyi stared at him, and slowly frowned.

He asked back: "How do you know I won't like it."

Han Xuan muttered: "It's already obvious..."

"..." Ye Yunyi only felt confused: "Is it something I said or did that made you have this misunderstanding?"

How could you not know.Han Xuan thought to himself.

But when he secretly raised his eyes, he met Ye Yunyi's puzzled gaze.

"..."

He became suspicious again: "You didn't let me find you before... Isn't it because of this?"

"When will I..."

Ye Yunyi paused.

He did prevent Han Xuan from going to the company, after learning that Han Xuan's identity was revealed.

But that was because he was worried that he would be harmed, so why did he become that he didn't like it?

How could he not like it.

"I never thought you were bad." Ye Yunyi rubbed the top of his head, "You are not allowed to go to the company because of other things, which have nothing to do with you."

Nothing to do with me.

These four words made Han Xuan's heart suddenly agitated. He pursed his lips and couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean 'has nothing to do with me'?"

Ye Yunyi was taken aback for a moment: "It's just..."

"No, I, I mean." Han Xuan interrupted him, "Why has nothing to do with me? Am I not yours, your partner?"

Ye Yunyi said: "You are my partner, but this is a matter of the three families, why should you be involved."

"..."

Han Xuan bowed his head silently. After a while, he nodded and seemed to understand: "Because this is a matter between your family, so I don't need to know."

Ye Yunyi opened her mouth, feeling something was wrong.

Immediately afterwards, he looked up, with a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Look, this is the gap."

"Why are you—"

"Because I'm not you, I don't know anything about your big family, so there's no need to tell me anything, all, everything, I should be kept in the dark—even if it's not my own will.

"But do you really think I don't know anything? You won't let me go out on a sunny day, saying the sun is big, and on a cloudy day, you say it will rain; I'm walking on the road, and the motorcycle was parked well one second ago, and the next He bumped into me in seconds, that person was in the supermarket, he had been shopping for so long, and he only took a box of chewing gum, couldn't I feel it?

"...You said you would come to my show, but you didn't come once, you didn't come twice, and then you came, I was still watching you on the stage a second ago, and you disappeared the next second after the show ended, you You are so busy that you don't have time to talk to me.

"Or, you don't want others to see that you—what you said are all lies?"

Han Xuan took a slow breath.The words that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time blurted out at this moment, his heart was beating violently, and a crack finally appeared on the face that had been trying to be calm all this time.

Haste, urgency, sadness and disappointment, all kinds of bitter emotions were intertwined and strangled his neck severely.

He felt suffocated.

Ye Yunyi sat up straight at some point, looking at the person in front of him, he was only shocked for a moment.

After the shock comes the heartache.

Han Xuan's eyes were full of tears, as if they would burst out in the next second, but he stubbornly refused to blink, holding on to keep the tears from falling.

Ye Yunyi was suddenly blessed to understand Han Xuan at this moment: like a hedgehog that has been stripped of its thorns and still stubbornly curls itself into a ball - not crying in front of Ye Yunyi has become his last dignity.

He finally realized dully how humble Han Xuan was in front of him.

If it wasn't for this accident, he would never know until now that in the love and consideration he thought, it was he who crushed Han Xuan's self-confidence and pride with his own hands.

Ironically, until now, Han Xuan is still paying for his mistakes.

Ye Yunyi looked at the pale man in front of him who was on the verge of collapse, and the pain in his heart suddenly increased a thousand times, and it was almost impossible to increase.