【Blue Silver】Happy quicksand

Aizen had known for a long time that Yin was staring at him. Although he continued to work quietly, his mind was no longer on the documents.

"Only by constantly strengthening correct memories and concepts can the spread of false memories be prevented. If the patient's own beliefs and will are firm enough, there is hope that correct memories can affect and change the entire disordered nerve center and restore it to normal."

What Sal Apollo said didn't have any more detailed content, it was just a conceptual possibility. As for how to strengthen the correct memory, Aizen has no clue now.The only thing he can do is tell him the truth.As for the rest, it depends on Yin himself.

He didn't know what Yin was thinking now. He told him everything he could say in the morning. If he still held a hostile attitude towards him, then further tough offensives might only have the opposite effect.So Aizen decided to retreat and observe for now.

While he was thinking, the silver-haired man who was sitting at the dining table suddenly got up and walked towards him. He seemed hesitant in his footsteps, but finally sat down opposite his table.

Aizen continued to pretend to look at the document, not intending to speak first.

"Ahem... hello..." Yin finally said hello after deliberating for a long time.

"What?" Lan Ran didn't raise her head, she answered vaguely, and turned over a page of documents to continue reading.

Seeing his nonchalant expression, the silver-haired fox suddenly felt furious, leaned over and slammed his hand on the spread paper, "Hey, Aizen, I'm talking to you, what's the matter?" What's so interesting about broken documents!"

Lan Ran looked at Wuzhi Mountain in front of her, and finally raised her head to look at the person opposite, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised: "Although I lost my memory, my habit of being jealous with documents has not changed at all."

Yin was stunned for a moment by the doting smile, and then realized what he just said, and his face immediately became hot.

"Who... who's jealous!" Just after arguing, he felt that it was even more stupid to say such a thing, so he shut up hastily.

Aizen smiled and looked at the awkward silver-haired fox.

Seeing the man's easy-going look, Yinyi felt depressed, and asked angrily, "Captain Aizen, you mean what kind of relationship we used to have?"

"What kind of relationship do you mean?" The man asked solemnly.

Yin was at a loss for words again.Knowing that he was being tricked, he stared fiercely at him for a long time, but there was nothing he could do, he could only grit his teeth and say, "Love! People! Close! Relationship!"

"Oh~" Aizen nodded with a satisfied expression, and said in a cheerful voice, "That's right."

"So, when did we start to have this relationship?" Yin tried to calm himself and continued to ask, "According to what you said in the morning, we have been in close contact since I was in school in Mao, no, I haven't. You were abducted into bed by Master Aizen after you graduated, right?"

Lanran put down the pen in his hand, leaned against the table in a relaxed manner, his eyes lightly swept over, Yin suddenly felt his heart beating faster, and always felt that he was going to say something terrible.

"Now that I think about it, I wasn't really unaware of your feelings for me at that time, but I just thought it was just a child's admiration for powerful people, so I didn't pay much attention to it." The voice spoke slowly, and the deep eyes looked at him intently: "I never thought that you will grow into an existence that I cannot ignore, and you can even stand by my side. The light that blooms on you is also Gradually began to attract me, as for my heart..."

Yin was suddenly inexplicably nervous, and subconsciously clenched her fingers when Aizen said this.He looked straight at the man, waiting for what he was about to say.

But Ai Ran paused for a moment, a smile suddenly appeared in his eyes, and then said: "I have already said it when you confessed to me, if you forget, then I can't help it. "

"You!" Yin only felt that the nerves that had been tense just now were broken, and he almost jumped up in anger.

Aizen looked at the furry fox, and finally couldn't help laughing, but still said in an innocent tone: "What's wrong, am I wrong?"

endure!Be patient!I already knew that he is a bad guy, not a good person, don't be angry, you will lose if you are angry!Yin kept giving himself psychological hints, and then sat back angrily.Damn it, originally he was trying to get something out of his mouth, but in the end, he got himself into it!

Aizen looked at the little fox who was sulking alone in front of him, and found it very interesting.He always felt that Yin was not the same as before since he lost his memory. In the past, he was very good at hiding his feelings, and he could deal with everything calmly. A smiling mask covered up his real expression.But the current Gin seems to be more easily aroused and less able to hide what's on his mind, but he looks a lot like the young and vigorous Ichimaru Gin when we first met.

Still, there's nothing wrong with that.Aizen thought about it, and the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously.

"Ah!" The silver-haired fox on the opposite side suddenly remembered something, and exclaimed, "You...you just said that I confessed first?"

"Of course." Aizen said with a natural expression, "I was also surprised at the time, but your appearance... I couldn't help but believe it."

"I..." Seemingly able to predict what I looked like at that time, Yin's face flushed a little, and then snorted pretending to be disdainful, "Anyway, I have amnesia now, you can say whatever you want, who knows if it's true or not. "

"You're asking me this tonight because you actually still believe what I'm saying, don't you?" Lan Ran restrained her smile and said in a low voice.

Silver froze for a moment, raised his head to meet those deep brown eyes, and didn't know how to respond for a moment.He really wanted to deny it, but what the man said was probably a fact that he was not even aware of.

Yin looked away, lowered his eyes, and suddenly felt that he was so ridiculous that he couldn't remember the past, and couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

"In my current memory, I also have someone I like. It's Luanju." After a while, he murmured, "For me now, she is the one who will never lie to me. These things should have been asked She's right. But there's only you here, I don't have a choice, do I?"

The atmosphere suddenly became solemn, and the helplessness and sadness in the silver voice were clearly conveyed to the heart of the man opposite.He suddenly realized how painful it would be for a proud and powerful man like Yin to suddenly find out that he knew nothing about his past, and he couldn't even control his memory.And this consequence, in the final analysis, is self-inflicted.It was he who allowed him to suffer all that pain in Soul Soul Realm for the sake of the so-called overall situation, and it was his insistence that he almost lost him.

The heart suddenly tightened violently, and a strong sense of guilt flooded into the chest in an instant.If he forgets himself, if he says that he loves someone else, and if he really loses him because of this, then that is the punishment he deserves, and it is his own fault, and he cannot blame others.

Aizen suddenly wanted to embrace the vulnerable person in front of him, but he couldn't lift his tense arms.He suddenly realized that under the current situation, there was nothing he could do except watch him sad alone.

"The one I love should be Luan Ju...how could it be..." Yin muttered to himself again, memory and heart seemed to be in an anxious struggle again, making him confused and uneasy.

No, it's not that woman you love, you belong to me, always have.Aizen wanted to say this very much, but he couldn't speak after all.

"I originally thought that after you chatted with Little Persimmon, you would change your mind a bit." After a while of silence, Aizen suddenly broke the silence in the room.

Yin's eyes flickered slightly, but there was no response.

"You were willing to exchange your life for the possibility of him being born. You have always loved him very much and regarded him as a treasure. I thought he could at least remind you of something." Aizen's voice was deep and mellow, containing people Strong feelings that cannot be ignored, "I have always believed that you wanted him not on a whim, but included your affirmation and persistence in our relationship. I was... grateful for this."

Yin was slightly taken aback, looked up at Aizen, and listened in disbelief to what he said that could never have been heard from his mouth.

"If you love that woman, if you are by my side because of some unavoidable reasons, then at least there is absolutely no way that there will be that brat."

Yin continued to remain silent, but his expression was no longer so tense, showing a hint of emotion.

"Or, do you still think that you gave birth to him because of my coercion?" Lan Ran suddenly raised his voice, with a questioning tone in his words.

Seeing the man's rare mood swings, Yin clenched his fingers slightly.He faintly had an answer in his heart, but he was unwilling to say it easily because of some delicate emotions.After a pause for a few seconds, he still chose a conservative statement: "I just feel that this possibility cannot be ruled out until my memory is restored."

Lan Ran frowned, apparently not agreeing with such an answer: "The kid told me that you had a good chat in the morning, and you no longer hate him."

Yin could hear that Aizan was not only talking about his relationship with Little Persimmon, but also implying the relationship between them.But he didn't want to let go easily: "Not being hostile doesn't mean accepting. A child always has to say something nice to coax him. Master Lan Ran doesn't need me to coax him, right?"

"So you still don't want to believe it." Aizen's voice suddenly sank. Although he was still calm, Yin could already faintly feel the man's anger.

It was exactly what he wanted.When a person is angry, it is less likely to hide their true feelings.

Clap!While Yin was thinking, there was a sudden sound of bowls and plates breaking at the door.

He turned his head and saw that Little Persimmon had entered the room at some point, and was standing at the door, his face was full of shock and sadness, his eyes were red, his little shoulders were trembling slightly, and there was dust on his feet. Rock sugar persimmon porridge all over the place.

Yin's eyes were stung by the child's pitiful appearance, knowing that he had heard what he just said, he suddenly felt flustered.He wanted to say something to remedy it, but before he could open his mouth, Little Persimmon suddenly turned around, opened the door and rushed out.Only a trembling back was left.

Yin just stood there in a daze, guilt and heartache surged up uncontrollably for a moment.He turned his head and stared fiercely at the man opposite, and asked in a deep voice, "You know he's at the door, why didn't you tell me!"

"He doesn't need to coax." Aizen said calmly, "If you don't really love him, you don't have to lie."

"You!" Yin Qi was speechless, wanting to blame the man for his cruelty, but also thought that the person who said such heartless words was obviously himself.

He stood up suddenly, without thinking about other things for the time being, turned around and walked out the door.He was worried about little persimmon, that kid needed an explanation and comfort.

Aizen looked at the back of Ginbai, his brown eyes darkened a bit.He did see little persimmon sneaking in the door just now, so he deliberately brought the topic to that child.He knew what Yin would say, and when they persecuted and tempted each other with words, Yin would say those words even if they didn't mean it.He deliberately let little persimmon hear it.

Those heartless words are bound to hurt that child, but perhaps only in this way can the true feelings in Yin's heart be touched more.Yin is still on guard against and repelling him now, but he has fully accepted the child, so he wants to use this to make things develop in a direction that is more beneficial to him.

Not hesitating to hurt his son to achieve his goal, Aizen's heart was filled with self-loathing for a moment, but this strange emotion was quickly suppressed by reason.It has always been his code of conduct to achieve the goal by unscrupulous means.As for soft-heartedness and intolerance, it is just a cumbersome emotion.

In the final analysis, there was no fundamental difference between him and the cold-blooded bastard Yin now remembered.Although he has never done anything to force Yin, he has always been cruel and ruthless towards other people.But even in the old days, he never hid it from Silver.What he fell in love with was exactly this kind of himself, wasn't he?

Aizen suddenly felt a little tired, he raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose.Even though I thought I was making the most correct decision, it was the first time I felt so troubled.The influence that Yin and Little Persimmon can have on him may have far exceeded his expectations.

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The little persimmon is gone.

It was already the next morning when Aizen got the news.He reviewed the documents in Yin's palace until the early morning of the next day, but Yin never came back.Originally thought he was sleeping in that kid's room to comfort the sad little persimmon, so he didn't mind.He himself closed his eyes for a while when it was approaching the morning, but he was woken up by Xiaoxu who came to report.

"What are you talking about!" The King of the Xuquan suddenly stepped to the door, grabbed Xiao Xu's collar forcefully, and the anger burst out all over his body.

Xiaoxu was so frightened that his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand, almost hanging on the man's hand, he stumbled and reported: "My lord...Master Little Persimmon...is...missing..."

"When did it happen?" the man asked in a low and cold voice.

"Yesterday...last night..."

Aizen knew in his heart that he didn't return to the room after he heard Yin's words last night and ran out.

"Why are you reporting what happened last night now!"

Xiaoxu felt that he was about to be swallowed alive by the king of the virtual circle, and the sweat dripped from his forehead, making him trembling and unable to say a word.

"Say!" One word makes people feel like they are in an ice cellar.

"Back... back to my lord, His Royal Highness went to look for it last night, and didn't come back until this morning, but he couldn't find it. I... we didn't know the seriousness of the matter, so... we hurried to report to you."

Lanran slammed Xiaoxu away from her hand, pulled open the handle of the door, and walked out angrily.

As soon as he left the door, Aizen turned on the spiritual pressure detection.There was no little persimmon's spiritual pressure in the entire Xuye Palace, and what made him even more concerned was that Yin was now in the little persimmon's palace, and the spiritual pressure had become very weak.

He didn't have time to think about it, and hurried to the room where the bank was located.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw the silver-haired man leaning limply on the ground beside the bed, his body and face were dirty, and his whole body looked weak and weak.

"Silver!" He stepped to the side of the bed in two steps, picked up the weak man and put him on the bed, calling his name.

"It's you..." Yin slightly opened his eyes, his lips moved feebly, and his breath was like gossamer.

"Are you crazy? You are not in good health yet, and you actually went out for a night of running. If you encounter a sandstorm in the virtual circle or Kilian who ran to the ground, do you still want to come back alive!" Lan Ran blamed loudly, His tone was full of worry.

Hearing this, Yin, who was weak all over his body, suddenly opened his eyes wide, stretched out his hand and grabbed Lan Ran's skirt fiercely, panting and said eagerly: "Little persimmon...Little persimmon is gone! He...he Will you encounter Sandstorm and Killian! He... cough cough!"

After talking about it, Yin only felt his qi and blood rushing up, and he was dizzy again, and his hands also weakly let go of the lapel he was clutching.

"Silver! Silver!" Lan Ran tightly held the hand that was unable to fall off, and her voice was tinged with uncommon anxiety.He couldn't imagine how something happened to the person who was finally rescued from the soul world under his nose.

Silver struggled to open his eyes, trying to stay awake as much as possible.The face of the person holding him in front of him was already blurred, but the call hit his eardrums, and he felt extremely familiar in a trance.Another picture appeared in his mind. In that picture, there was a voice very similar to this one, but the tone was softer and gentler. It was the most beautiful voice he could expect on the grass in the spring afternoon - "Silver, silver... ", he opened his eyes for this soft call, the man's figure blocked the direct sunlight, his hair and outline were shrouded in a golden halo.He couldn't see his face clearly, but he could feel the warmth and peace of mind.He smiled at him, and said coquettishly, "Ah, why are you disturbing others' sleep?" The person who couldn't see his face clearly in the backlight seemed to smile, his voice was pampered and gentle like an afternoon breeze, softly Said "You lazy fox..."

"Go find him...you must find him..." Maybe it was because the voice was very similar to the gentle voice in his mind, he used his last bit of strength to say such an entrustment, and felt in his heart that the owner of this voice would definitely Fulfill your wish.

"Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to him." Aizen promised in a low voice, but he didn't know if the person who had passed out heard it.

After Sal Apollo arrived, Aizen handed Yin to him for diagnosis and treatment.Although still worried, he had to leave the bedside.He was going to find Little Persimmon, and he couldn't delay any longer.The child didn't know what danger he was in, and every minute he waited was more dangerous.

Aizen ran forward rapidly in the vast silver-white desert.He used Shunpo's fastest speed to open the largest Reiatsu detection range.However, the boundless desert seems to be boundless, with no targets and no marks. It is not easy to find the little persimmon whose spiritual pressure is already weak.

Aizan took Xuye Palace as the origin and searched in different directions.Every time he traveled 500 miles and couldn't find the little persimmon, he would return to Xuye Palace and start again in a different direction.This method progresses very slowly, but it is the safest.Aizen suddenly realized that when it comes to Yin and Xiaoshizi, he who has never been afraid of risks seems to have lost his usual self-confidence.

Once you have something you care about too much, you will become timid and hesitant, and you will not let go.He understands this truth, and has never allowed himself to fall into such a cage.However, Yin and Little Persimmon were accidents in his life, which made him headache, helpless, and unable to let go.

Aizen had never realized how big this desert was, not to mention that little child, even himself seemed so small and insignificant in front of it.He used to think that he had already conquered this place and firmly held this world in his hands, but now he suddenly realized that this endless place in time and space has never really belonged to anyone.And the things that I really hold in my hands are let go and hurt again and again by myself stupidly, and when they are finally lost, I am afraid they will never come back again.

His dream is to conquer the world.However, how could the truly precious things in life be the illusory world.When Aizen suddenly realized this in the desolate moonlight, panic rose in his heart.If he really couldn't find Little Persimmon, if Yin really couldn't accept him anymore, then even if he really got the whole world, it would be nothing but a desolate and desolate desert like the one in front of him.

Aizen finally found the little persimmon.He was lying on the desert 500 miles away from Xuye Palace, his physical strength was severely exhausted.Aizen couldn't imagine how this little child could walk such a long distance without enough spiritual pressure support.He must have been walking all night, as if pursuing, but also as if leaving, with the sadness of being intentionally hurt by himself, with the sadness and despair that he couldn't figure out, he walked a long, long way.

He held the lifeless little body like a puppet in his arms and whispered his name softly.

The silver-haired child seemed to hear the call, and slowly opened his eyes.In those brown eyes that were exactly the same as his own, the former look was lost, and there was a glimmer of despair.He looked at his forced smile and said to him: "Dad, I just wanted to visit Ma Ma's persimmon forest, but I lost my way...Dad, I really miss Ma Ma...I really want..." He said As he said that, he closed his eyes weakly, and the tears ran across his cheeks, mixing with the mud on his face, leaving clear marks.

The pain in his heart was beyond words, and Aizen suddenly realized what he had done to him.How his self-righteousness, his selfishness and ruthlessness hurt this little child.

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When Yin woke up, the room was empty, and after a moment of trance, he suddenly remembered what happened last night.The little persimmon is gone!He sat up from the bed all at once, and because he got up too quickly, his head was dizzy for a moment, and he almost fell back on the pillow again.

At this moment, the door was suddenly pushed open, and a little Xu came in with medicine, saw that Yin was awake, hurriedly walked to the bed in three steps at a time, and said respectfully: "His Royal Highness, are you awake?" gone."

"Where's the little persimmon?" Yin asked straight away.

"His Royal Highness Little Persimmon is resting in Lord Lan Ran's palace. His Royal Highness Sal Apollo has already gone to see him, and I heard that there is nothing serious." Xiaoxu reported [-].

"That's good." Yin lay back on the bed exhaustedly, and when he calmed down, he felt his physical strength and vitality slowly flowing back to his body.

"His Royal Highness, you should drink the medicine. His Highness Sal Apollo said that the medicine must be drunk while it is hot to be effective. Master Aizen ordered us to heat it every other cup of tea until you wake up and drink it. This medicine has been heated more than ten times, and you finally woke up." Xiao Xu seemed to have relieved the burden, and talked a little more.

Yin listened silently, turned his head to look at the bowl of medicine, and couldn't help but think of the scene before he fainted.Although I was already unconscious at the time, the man's anxious and worried appearance was deeply engraved in my mind.He also seemed to have a dream, a dream in the sun.Although he couldn't see the other person's face clearly in the dream, he felt that the familiar figure gradually overlapped with Aizen who was anxiously calling his name.He still remembered that man held his hand and told him that nothing would happen to Little Persimmon.Hearing this sentence, he was inexplicably relieved, and then passed out completely in relief.It's unbelievable that the person he couldn't trust the most made him feel so at ease and trusting at that moment.What's more, he said so many decisive words last night, he thought that the man would completely turn back into the cold-blooded and ruthless devil in his memory.However, at this moment, he caused people to bother to warm up the medicine.All this made Silver confused again.

After a moment of silence, Yin took the medicine bowl and drank all the bitter soup.