【Blue Silver】Happy quicksand

In the past few days, looking at Yin lying on the hospital bed, Luanju often thinks about the past.When they met for the first time, the little boy handed him the persimmon cake in his arms; when they lived in Liuhun Street, he was often beaten up by older children to get a piece of steamed bun for himself. ; when they went to apply for the Zhenyang Academy of Spiritual Art together, the encouragement he said to himself; when he showed his genius-like strength in the ghost class for the first time, he was sincerely happy for him...

They are childhood sweethearts, and they have depended on each other and supported each other for a long time. She always thought that this would be a lifelong friendship and connection.

But later, that invisible thread was disconnected unknowingly. She watched him go further and further away, and could only stand there powerlessly.

Luanju thought for a long time, but still couldn't figure it out, since when did he start going to places she couldn't see?Since when did this man who always stood by his side take a completely different path from his own?

Was it from when I met Aizen?

Ranju still remembers the scene when he saw Aizen for the first time.He was the first captain-level Grim Reaper that the students of their class had seen.

They suspended classes that day and lined up in two lines at the school gate to welcome the arrival of the legendary captain of the Fifth Division.At that time, like all young students, she was both nervous and excited about Captain Aizen's arrival.When she squeezed into the crowd in the playground and saw the man walking slowly, her hands were almost sweating.

At that time, Ichimaru Gin did not come, and the noble and lazy boy was not interested in any captain, so he went to sleep in the woods behind the mountain by himself.

After that day, many students who met Captain Aizen set the Fifth Division as their goal. That gentle and kind but powerful man has conquered the hearts of too many people.

Luan Ju had always thought that Yin would go to the [-]th team after graduation. That seemingly lazy young man actually had a sharp edge hidden under his appearance.That tough and power-worshipping fan team will definitely become his target.Therefore, Luanju also secretly regarded the eleventh team as his goal, and has been working hard for it.

However, what she didn't expect was that Ichimaru Gin graduated in an unprecedented one year and applied to join the fifth team.And it's the only choice.

He was quite surprised when he told himself this decision the day before graduation.He said, I'm going to the fifth team, to the captain's side, and become an existence that he can't ignore.

Luan Ju still remembered the firm light in his eyes when he said this.

That was the first time she saw this childhood sweetheart who was indifferent to everything, with such a radiant expression.

She didn't know anything about what happened between him and Aizen, and what kind of opportunities they had.It's just that after he defected to Soul Soul Realm with Aizen, she thought countless times that Yin is definitely not the kind of person who can be manipulated at will. His following Aizen is not blind obedience, stupid loyalty, or fear.So what is it?What made you willingly follow that man to such an extent?

The only answer is just around the corner.

At the Palace of Confession, she asked this question that had troubled her for so long, and she got an almost positive answer.

She said: Silver, you love him, don't you?

He said: Luanju, you are the person who understands me best in this world.

The clear and unmistakable answer was so obvious that it pierced the chest.Luanju told herself that she could give up.

However, when she saw this dying man who was being tortured in the team dormitory of the fourth division, and thought of the situation where Xuquan was so peaceful these past few days as if nothing had happened, the anger and heartache almost overwhelmed her just now. Make up your mind.

Silver, does that man love you?Is it worth it for you to do this for him?

Looking at the man on the bed who was suffering from more and more frequent nightmares, Luanju tightly held his pale palm, secretly making up her mind.

If he doesn't love you, I will never let you come back to him, and this time, I will never let you go.

Scenes of broken dreams flashed before his eyes.It seems to be a reorganization of memories, and it seems to be a scene in an illusion.

Too many familiar pictures, familiar figures.

The one who appeared the most was that man.

Bottomless brown eyes, when looking at her, there is a little bit of tenderness in the eyes.The warm palm, the way he caressed his face, gave him a deep affection that he had never expected.

He heard the voice like wine, Yin, I need you, come to me.

He looked straight back at that affectionate gaze, and the words he wanted to answer surged into his throat, almost blurting out.However, at this moment, the picture in front of him suddenly shattered, as if the calm lake surface was broken by thrown stones, and the originally clear picture disappeared in an instant, as if it had never appeared before.

No—he looked at the disappearing camera in horror, feeling panicked in his heart.

Immediately afterwards, a pair of cold eyes appeared in front of him, they were also familiar brown, but they made people feel cold in the bottom of their hearts.With a strange look on his face, the man approached him step by step, strangling his throat forcefully.Cold words came out from the slightly parted lips, "Ichimaru Gin, a genius student at the Shino Academy of Spiritual Art? Huh, in my eyes, he's just a speck of dust under his feet, a humble life from Rukon Street, with a noble face Who are you pretending to be? Come, let me show you how despicable you are."

Captain... Captain Aizen...

He opened his eyes wide and looked at this strange but familiar man, enduring the humiliation and pain he gave him, without the strength to fight back.

"It's just one of my pawns, why are you talking about sincerity? It's a joke!"

He looked at the man's contemptuous eyes, stepped on his face insultingly, only gray dust remained in his sight, what else did the man say, he was unable to tell, his heart felt cold and painful.

I'm dead, why haven't I died yet, I really want to die...

He thought painfully, everything in front of him made him no longer have the strength to grasp a trace of desire for survival.Just want to die.

no no!This is not true!None of this is true!

He struggled to wake up when he was about to fall into darkness again.These scenarios are all fake!Obviously not like this!Captain Aizen wouldn't treat himself like this!None of these things are true!no!

Those gentle treats, those pampering and pampering, those unspoken concerns, those affectionate kisses and touches.He still remembers!It's all engraved on the body!Remember everything clearly!These are the real ones, these are the real memories, he can remember everything that happened before!

However, those cruel images struck again, washing away those warm memories in his mind, destroying, overlapping, and replacing them, regardless of his desperate struggle and resistance.

No, you can't!Can't!He tried to get rid of those false and cruel memories, but he couldn't do anything, and he got deeper and deeper.The warmth in my heart gradually dissipated, replaced by hatred.

"Hehe, does it hurt? Do you know how lewd you are?" The man penetrated his body viciously, ignoring the struggle and resistance of the people under him, demanding and possessing forcefully, tearing his self-esteem, and smeared him with dirty clothes. brand.

"The eyes are really good, do you still want to resist? You are just a small scum in Liuhun Street, what kind of ambition do you want?"

The body was ruthlessly ravaged, the personality was ruthlessly trampled, and the last hope was shattered, what was left?What else needs to be guarded?

Hate it!He hates it!kill!kill him!

No, that's not true!Captain Aizen...

He only sees you as a dirty plaything!Just a speck of dust, a pawn!

No, it's not!Captain Aizen!

Shut up!You should hate him!kill him!kill him!

No!Can't!no!

kill him……

Do not……

Luanju watched the person on the bed fall into a new round of struggle, weakly pressed his fingers that were almost digging into the bed, and whispered: "Yin, Yin, wake up, wake up!"

However, the person on the bed did not show any sign of waking up. The scene in the dream made him sweat profusely again, his brows were tightly locked, the expression on his face was undisguised pain and despair, and he occasionally whimpered and groaned .

This happens every day, and with increasing frequency.At first, Luanju just wanted to wake him up, but she couldn't succeed. She could only helplessly watch the man suffer the torment in the dream.

She didn't know what kind of dream it was, which would make Yin feel so painful.

There was nothing she could do.I could only watch helplessly, my eyes moist again and again.Sometimes she would think, if that man was there, what would he do?Is he capable of freeing Silver from this pain?Does he have a way to bring Yin out of the dark cage?Can he do for Yin what he can't?

If he could, why would he not return the silver to him.

Possession and abandonment.Guard and exit.Why is she not in pain, and why is she not suffering like him.

Silver, what should I do with you?You tell me, what should I do?

Matsumoto Rangiku was walking back to the team dormitory exhausted, and she looked very haggard after being guarded in front of the hospital bed for several days.The originally radiant long golden hair was dull and dry, and his figure also lost a lot of weight in just a few days.

She reluctantly agreed to leave the fourth team's ward and go back to have a rest under the strong persuasion of Unohana, but the situation of Ichimaru Gin still made her feel uneasy.In the past few days, not only did the man's condition not improve, but his nightmares intensified.

Luanju walked towards the team building according to the familiar route, she was in a trance, and she didn't even notice the god of death passing by to say hello to her.She didn't stop until she turned into a secluded alley and was blocked by a figure straight in front of her.

Matsumoto Rangiku raised her head and saw clearly the person blocking her way.

"Sound dream?"

Luanju greeted subconsciously, because of the relationship between the Women's Death Association, she had a good relationship with Nieyinmeng.However, she suddenly remembered that the woman in front of her was probably the accomplice who had tortured Yin to such a degree, and the smile she had put on just now withdrew.

"What can I do for you?" She asked in a distant tone.

Nie Yinmeng saw the grievance in the woman's heart, sighed inwardly, and said bluntly without saying much, "Is Ichimaru silver troubled by nightmares all the time?"

Luanju stared closely at the person in front of her, a trace of guard flashed in her eyes.In the past few days, Yin's condition has not improved at all. It's not like she didn't suspect that the [-]th division had done something to the antidote.

"That's right, it's indeed about the antidote." Nie Yinmeng said as if she had seen what she was thinking.

Luanju didn't speak, waiting for the Nirvana dream to continue.Since she was willing to admit it, she must have wanted to say something.

"Captain Nie added a special bacterium to the antidote."

"Bacteria?" Luanju frowned.

"It's a kind of phagocytic bacteria that destroys the memory center of God of Death. This kind of bacteria can read the most important memory in God of Death's brain, swallow and tamper with it, and replace it with completely different memory content."

"What do you mean?" Luan Ju asked.

"Frankly speaking, who do you think is the most important memory for Gin Ichimaru, or who is the most important person in the memory?" Nie Yinmeng asked expressionlessly.

"It's... Aizen." After hesitating for a while, Ranju said with a sigh, his eyes dimmed slightly.

"Then, these bacteria will tamper with his memory of Aizen, and all the important and beautiful parts will be changed, and even become completely opposite memories."

After hearing Nieyinmeng's words, Luanju couldn't help being startled, "You mean...his memory of Aizen will become...unpleasant?"

Nie Yinmeng shook her head lightly, "Unhappiness is just an understatement. According to the in vivo experiments we did before, love turns into hate, happiness turns into pain, dedication turns into compulsion, and admiration turns into insult. Wait until seven days later When Ichimaru Gin wakes up, all the good things in his memory will be wiped out, he will only remember that Aizen is his sworn enemy, and he will only want to kill him recklessly. This is the final effect of these bacteria."

Hearing these words in shock, Luan Ju widened her eyes slightly, clenched her fists unconsciously, and her eyes gradually became sharper.She stepped forward, grabbed Nie Yinmeng's shoulders tightly, and said excitedly: "How can you do this! How can you do such a cruel thing? Deprive a person of happy memories, erase his memory Nice, let him hate his important people, turn him into a killing machine! What right do you have to do that!"

Nie Yinmeng still looked at the excited woman in front of her blankly, the sadness in her eyes was fleeting, she said lightly: "According to my speculation, Master Nie wants to send him back to the virtual circle after the bacteria take effect. When both he and Lanran are hurt, they will be able to reap the benefits of the fisherman."

"No! Yinmeng, I beg you, give me the antidote, I beg you! I can't let him become like that!" Tears rolled down the woman's beautiful cheeks.

"Lan Ju, I'm sorry." Nie Yinmeng's eyes also had a trace of unbearable, but he still said: "There is no antidote for this kind of bacteria."

Luan Ju's hands slumped down because of these words.

"Lanju, I've told you everything I know, what to do next is your choice." After Nie Yinmeng finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave.But after taking two steps, she stopped slowly. She seemed to hesitate for a few seconds, then suddenly turned around and said, "If you ask me about the current situation, it might not be a bad thing to send him back to Xuquan. If that lord says, maybe he can find some solution..."

Luanju silently watched Nie Yinmeng leave until her figure disappeared at the end of the alley.Thinking of the woman's last words, she clenched her fists secretly.Yes, if it was Aizen, there might be some way to save Yin...

Ranju didn't go home to rest, she took a shower and changed clothes before returning to Yin's bedside.Unohana sighed helplessly and didn't say anything else.

Ichimaru Gin's condition is still deteriorating. Whenever the nightmare strikes, he will frown tightly, as if he is desperately resisting something. The bed sheet under him is crumpled by his fists, and the pillow is soaked in cold sweat again and again. .

Now Luanju finally knew what kind of dream could make this man suffer so much.For Yin, what kind of existence Aizan is, it was the first time for her to see so thoroughly.The best memory, the most important person, is not yourself, and it will never be yourself.

Silver, I will send you back to him, this will be the last thing I do for you.Luan Ju secretly made up her mind.

At night, Matsumoto Ranju left the team building of the fourth division. She opened the transmigration gate and walked to the home of Kurosaki Ichigo.

"Miss Rangiku, what do you mean... exchange Ichimaru Gin for Orihime Inoue?" The orange-haired boy looked at the woman who suddenly visited in the middle of the night in surprise, and asked worriedly about her plan.

"Yes, Ichigo, as far as I know, the virtual circle has now become an impregnable wall. It is almost impossible for you to go in and save people, so maybe this is the only way." Seeing the hesitation in the boy's eyes, Luanju continued, "Besides, I just told you that Yin's current situation...continuing to stay in the soul world will not do us any good. It is better to send him back to Xuquan. As for what will happen to him and Aizen in the future, it is life or death , are all his good fortune."

Ichigo couldn't help but frowned, "I've known for a long time that Captain Nirvana Yuri is cruel, but I didn't expect that he could develop such a cruel drug, which can take away all the happy memories in people's minds, and become What's the difference between The Walking Dead?"

"So, I don't know what will happen if I let Yin stay here..." Luan Ju whispered.

Looking at the woman with a sad face, Ichigo couldn't help asking: "Sister Luanju, do you know that there are some...bad rumors about you in the world of souls recently?"

The woman smiled wryly, "Is it because someone said that I have a heart for Ichimaru Gin, maybe I will defect to Xuquan with him, or is Xuquan a spy planted in the world of souls?"

"It's just a rumor in the streets, neither we nor the captain will believe it!" Ichigo hurriedly clarified, "However, at such a sensitive time, you made such a suggestion, although I also think it is a good way to rescue Inoue as soon as possible. , but I am worried that someone will say that you intend to let Ichimaru Gin go on purpose."

"I really want to let him go..." Luanju murmured.

Ichigo looked at the woman who suddenly revealed his heart in surprise, and didn't know how to respond for a moment.

"Ichigo, do you believe me?" After seeing the boy's solemn nod, Rangiku smiled slightly and continued: "If the Soul Society wants to execute Gin, then I have absolutely nothing to say, but they tortured him like this , but I couldn’t help but watch. The idea of ​​using him in exchange for Inoue Orihime does contain my selfishness, but I will never betray the world of souls, and I will never choose the same path as Gin.”

"Sister Luanju, I believe in you." Ichigo replied solemnly.After all, he asked again with some hesitation: "But... Ichimaru Gin turned his back on the soul world and you, so you still have to pay for him, is it worth it?"

"Ichigo, have you ever loved anyone?" The woman said quietly: "If you have truly loved someone, you will understand that lowering the bottom line for him and willingly giving for him are all instincts, and there is nothing worth it .”

Hearing this, a clear and handsome figure of a man suddenly flashed in Ichigo's mind, and he couldn't help but wryly smiled.Yes, for that man, why didn't I lower the bottom line again and again and give willingly again and again.

"...Sister Luanju, I promise you." Ichigo nodded to the woman.

The plan to exchange Ichimaru Gin back for Inoue Orihime was discussed intensely at the urgent captain meeting.As expected, this idea was strongly endorsed by Nirvana Mayuri as soon as it was put forward. Although several captains disagreed after hearing about the cruel drug that Nirvana Mayuri injected into Ichimaru Gin, they were concerned about the hidden danger of letting the tiger go back to the mountain. Dispelled some concerns.

The captain of the [-]th team also agreed, because "it can attract Aizen to the soul world for a good fight."

Then Toshiro Hitsugaya and Byakuya Kuchiki also agreed, because they wanted to rescue Orihime Inoue as soon as possible.

In addition to Kurosaki Ichigo who made this suggestion at the beginning, half of the captains who participated in the captain meeting agreed with this decision, and Captain Yamamoto also nodded after a long consideration.

The decision to exchange Ichimaru Gin back for Inoue Orihime was finally discussed and approved.