Give me back my might

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"Meng He, I took revenge for you. Ling Zhi has already been imprisoned." Mo Qixuan looked at the photo on the tombstone and stroked it gently. "Don't you believe me the most?! Why do some of his words make you so calm and you run out impulsively, without even looking at the car... Meng He... Don't you trust me that much? Even if, maybe I still have a little affection for Lei Zhen, but you are the person I miss most of my life..."

Lei Zhen squatted behind the tombstone a little far away from Mo Qixuan, so he could only see Mo Qixuan in front of Charles Menghe's tombstone in the distance, but he couldn't hear what Mo Qixuan was saying, looking at Mo Qixuan Lei Zhen also felt uncomfortable when he looked sad.

Mo Qixuan's black hair and the hem of his coat were blown by the cold wind.

Lei Zhen felt that it was too cold here, and Mo Qixuan was recovering from a serious illness. He couldn't blow the cold wind like this, so he got up and came to Mo Qixuan's side, supported Mo Qixuan's shoulder and said softly, "Xuanxuan, go back...it's very cold here... It's cold, if Charles Monge is here, he certainly can't bear to see you frozen in the cold wind."

Mo Qixuan naturally squatted there for a long time without moving. After a while, he opened his mouth slowly, and seemed to be talking to himself. "Lei Zhen, actually... Ling Zhi is right... Meng He died because of me... If it wasn't for me...he would live well and live a good life in country f."

"Xuanxuan, no... no... Ling Zhi is the most cunning person. He just wants you to blame yourself and make you feel uncomfortable. He is not good, and he will not make others feel better. Xuanxuan, don't listen His." Lei Zhen quickly said comfortingly, and couldn't help cursing Ling Zhi fiercely in his heart, he killed Charles Menghe and even pushed it to Mo Qixuan, he was convinced that Mo Qixuan was kind, he must feel uncomfortable.

"Hehehe...Lei Zhen, in fact, what he said is not wrong. If...in the beginning...I didn't give Meng He any chance, how could he...would be lying here today..." Mo Qixuan smiled coldly. It was an unforgivable mistake he made.

"Xuanxuan..." Lei Zhen wanted to persuade Mo Qixuan.

But Mo Qixuan had already stood up, got up and left.

Lei Zhen hurriedly chased after him.

"Xuanxuan, listen to me, you can't think wildly, people like Lexus just love to sow discord, don't listen to his nonsense..." Lei Zhen walked to Mo Qixuan's side in three steps and said anxiously .

Mo Qixuan couldn't help but find it funny looking at Lei Zhen's anxious look, did Lei Zhen have to be so anxious? !Even if he believed Ling Zhi's words, could he really be thinking about it? !

Mo Qixuan walked quickly to his car, opened the door, and was about to get in.

"Mo Qixuan." Lei Zhen grabbed Mo Qixuan and pushed Mo Qixuan against the car.

"Lei Zhen, what are you doing?!" Mo Qixuan looked displeasedly at Lei Zhen who was using violence against him again.

"Xuanxuan, promise me... don't think about anything, don't hurt yourself like last time." Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan seriously and said.

Looking at Lei Zhen's serious and worried eyes, Mo Qixuan didn't recover for a long time.

"Xuanxuan..."

"Well, Lei Zhen, it's not easy to live...I won't hurt myself." When Lei Zhen wanted to say something, Mo Qixuan interrupted Lei Zhen. "Let go of me, I'm going back to the hotel."

Only then did Lei Zhen let go of Mo Qixuan.

Mo Qixuan got into the car, drove quickly, and galloped on the highway. It seemed that his mind was no longer about the time to come, only thinking about Charles Monhe, but... that concerned, worried face.

This reminded Mo Qixuan of his mother's words, if you really don't love her anymore, you won't know.

It's impossible for him to refuse that you still love Lei Zhen, absolutely impossible.

Even if it is, he doesn't want to admit it anymore, don't face it, it's too painful, too difficult, and the risk is too great, he has a family now, so he absolutely can't take any risks.

Lei Zhen, who was always behind Mo Qixuan, saw Mo Qixuan speeding up the car, so he also speeded up the car himself.

When he arrived at the hotel, Mo Qixuan parked his car, and then Lei Zhen's car parked beside him.

Mo Qixuan stood beside his car, watched Lei Zhen get out of the car, lowered his eyes and pondered, should he make it clear to Lei Zhen earlier.

"Lei Zhen, why do you always follow me?!" Mo Qixuan looked at Lei Zhen and asked.

"Xuanxuan...I..." Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan who was looking directly at him, not knowing what to say.Maybe he wanted to say it, but he was afraid, afraid of Mo Qixuan's cold rejection.

"Lei Zhen, don't follow me anymore. When I was in a coma, you said that you would respect me for whatever life I want. Now, in my life, I don't want your existence. You... understand?! Mo Qixuan looked seriously at Lei Zhen on the other side of the car.

Lei Zhen was stunned, he didn't expect Mo Qixuan to be so quick and wanted to cut everything before he said anything.

"I understand, but I think I have you in my life. Mo Qixuan, do you understand?!" Lei Zhen looked deeply at Mo Qixuan.He bypassed Mo Qixuan's car, walked in front of Mo Qixuan, and grabbed Mo Qixuan's hand.

Mo Qixuan's hand was still cold, Lei Zhen held Mo Qixuan's hand in his own, trying to warm Mo Qixuan's hand.

"Mo Qixuan, I, Lei Zhen, never give up easily, I, Lei Zhen, never want to let go, never want to let go of your Mo Qixuan's hand, do you understand?! If I can still fall in love with you in this life Others, Mo Qixuan, why bother me, pestering you so hard... Mo Qixuan, you stole my heart, my soul, my instinct to love, don't want me, don't ask me to disappear from your life ..." Lei Zhen looked into Mo Qixuan's eyes and said seriously.

"Lei Zhen, so, in the hospital, what you said when I was unconscious, those are all farts?!" Mo Qixuan looked at Lei Zhen with a sneer and said.

"Mo Qixuan, shall we start over?!" Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan seriously and said.

"No." Mo Qixuan looked directly at Lei Zhen and said flatly.

"Why?!" Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan and grabbed Mo Qixuan's arm, "You obviously still like me, don't you?! You do like me, right, you admitted that day."

"So what?!" Mo Qixuan opened Lei Zhen's hand with a sneer, "But I said, I don't want to be with you, and I don't have the heart to talk about it now, Lei Zhen, can you stop pressing me so urgently?" Me, follow me, give me some personal space please?! You have caused me trouble!!"

Lei Zhen saw that Mo Qixuan was already on the verge of anger, so he didn't say anything, just stood aside silently, looking at Mo Qixuan.

Mo Qixuan didn't have anything else he wanted to say to Lei Zhen, so he turned around and walked into the hotel.

Lei Zhen looked at the back of Mo Qixuan leaving, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up, Mo Qixuan never said that he didn't like him, he didn't love him anymore, he understood that after so many things, Mo Qixuan was afraid up.

Afraid of the variables after being with him.

"Xuanxuan..." Lei Zhen called to stop Mo Qixuan who was walking towards the hotel.

Mo Qixuan stopped subconsciously.

"I know you may be so scared that you don't even want to walk towards me, but Xuanxuan, it's okay, I can walk towards you, as long as you stretch out your hand, as long as you give me a chance, I swear to the sky, Lei Zhen, I will definitely not let you down." Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan's back and said loudly.

Mo Qixuan smiled lightly, so what if Lei Zhen understood, I don't know which novel Lei Zhen read about this kind of love story.Mo Qixuan walked back to the hotel without looking back.

Lei Zhen took out a notepad from his pocket, and Lei Zhen was talking to himself. "I'm going, these sentences copied from the novel don't work at all?" But his own mouth is stupid, and he doesn't know what to say to make Mo Qixuan happy.

Putting the notebook back into his pocket, Lei Zhen got into the car, since Mo Qixuan said that he pushed him too hard, then he will not bother Mo Qixuan for the time being.

"Boss, someone is looking for you at the reception." Mo Qixuan had just entered the hotel when Xiaohua at the front desk looked at Mo Qixuan and said.

"Okay, I see." Mo Qixuan said, and then walked towards the reception.

Looking at the person sitting on the sofa at the reception, Mo Qixuan asked in surprise. "Why are you? What can you do with me?"

Fang Yan stood up, looked at Mo Qixuan and smiled, "Congratulations on being discharged from the hospital?!" As he spoke, Fang Yan extended his hand to Mo Qixuan.

Mo Qixuan looked at it, but didn't reach out, and sat on the sofa. "Isn't your congratulations coming too late? I have been discharged from the hospital for a week."

"Yes, yes, am I busy!? I don't have time to rest during the Chinese New Year. I am trying to interrogate Ling Zhi's accomplices and subordinates. Later, dozens of them were arrested. Some big bosses were basically caught. There are some little ones who are still being caught." Fang Yan looked at Mo Qixuan and explained.

"Isn't your criminal police team disciplined?! You can't casually tell irrelevant people about the progress of the case?!" Mo Qixuan looked at Fang Yan and said.

"But you are not someone else. You are the informant who helped our criminal police team the most. Without you, we would not have known that Lexus could be traded in his own villa." Fang Yan looked at Mo Qixuan seriously and said. "Besides, the newly appointed director of the Public Security Bureau is a former subordinate of Lei Zhen, and he has a good relationship. Every day, he wants us to hurry up and catch Ling Zhi's other escaped subordinates... I think Lei Zhen is afraid that those people will know that you are Police informant, come back to seek revenge on you."

Mo Qixuan was taken aback when he heard this, no wonder he always feels that someone is following him recently, are those all Lei Zhen's bodyguards?

"You don't have to worry... Ling Zhi's subordinates don't have people who are so sincere to him, and they will seek revenge for him when he comes back." Mo Qixuan said flatly.

"How do you know?!" Fang Yan asked.

"I stayed in his villa for a while, and he was mean and strict to his subordinates. If he can't get things done, he will suffer a lot. He serves people with the criminal law. How can there be people who are sincere to him?!" Mo Qixuan looked at Fang Yan said.

(Happy New Year, folks.)