[Comprehensive] I don't want to be the heroine

He has figured out that Su Woyan has a heart attack that cannot be excited, terminally ill or something.

——Watching on TV, if you get terminally ill, you will lose your hair, right?

"Students in the third year of high school are too tired to study and catch a cold, so they have a high fever."

The doctor said: "Don't be surprised, young man, your girlfriend is fine."

Zhong Yuanzhong also raised his head and caught the point in a second: "She is not my girlfriend."

The doctor pushed his glasses and said, "Oh, your sister is fine."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

With the medical records in his arms and his hands in his pockets, the doctor walked around the corner and disappeared.

But his complaints could still be heard vaguely in the corridor.

"In high school these days, girls must be required to wear skirts to show off their legs in winter, so that young people nowadays have bare legs in winter. Can they not catch a cold?"

Zhong Yuan also sat beside the hospital bed.

The pink-haired girl was still sleeping, the two blushes on her cheeks hadn't faded away, her face was pink and tender, like a big juicy peach.

She was still talking in her sleep: "Leibniz, the great demon king who destroyed the world, will die..."

"Really." Zhong Yuanzhong also scratched his hair, feeling a little irritable, but more helpless.

He turned his head and saw the hat he had put aside.

At that time, the situation was urgent, so he gathered up all the things that Su Woyan had dropped and carried them away with a hat.

There were some small brown wooden signs with red strings hanging from them.

Zhongyuan Zhong also stretched out his hand out of nowhere, and took out those small wooden cards.

It's the shrine's wish...

She didn't hang it up, but secretly took it home?

Zhongyuan Zhong also looked down at his hands.

"I hope Yan Jiang can survive and live in the sunshine forever. I am happy every day, being with the people I like."

There is a date under the wooden sign, which was more than two years ago, and the handwriting is even a little blurred.

At that time, it seemed to be the time when Tatsuhiko Shibusawa happened.

After all, Chuya Nakahara has partnered with Osamu Dazai for three years, and he is also a cadre of the port mafia, so he knows this guy very well.

He was familiar with Osamu Dazai's handwriting, his tone of voice and the way he wrote.

He could tell at a glance who made this wish sign.

The end of the signature is followed by another handwriting.

--"it is good."

is the answer to this prayer.

The remaining two signatures were written by the person who answered "yes".

"I hope I can go to that bastard's side and help that hopeless idiot."

"I need to improve my grades in the new year, so as not to become a husband after crossing the world, that will be troublesome."

And these two signatures have words on the front and back.

Behind the first sign is: "Although it is a pity, because of that bastard, I am no longer a hero."

Behind the second wish sign is: "By the way, I hope that in the new year, I will not mess with new love affairs again, and the love debt can't be repaid."

It makes people laugh, but it is also endlessly sad.

To gain one thing, one must give up another.

After Su Woyan made this ridiculous decision, she abandoned many people and things that meant a lot to her.

Her ideal is that Nakahara Chu is also the Dazai Osamu of this world.

A very exaggerated sentence appeared in Zhongyuan Zhongye's mind.

"The world is like Kewpie."

World: Did I eat your rice?Obviously you ate my rice!

Zhong Yuanzhong was also lying on the side of the hospital bed, stretching out his hand to curl the girl's hair.

"It would be great if I realized it earlier. If I told you earlier, would there be a different result?"

But these words are just speculation.

Zhong Yuan also thought that his favorite girl would soon disappear from this world.

But he couldn't persuade her to stay, so he could only pretend to be a blessing and watch her leave.

Dazai Osamu's news appeared on Nakahara Chuya's screen: "Chuya is an idiot, did you break up today?"

Veins popped out in Nakahara Chuya's head: "It's all your fault! You idiot, mackerel, bald, idiot!"

This must be all the curse words that Chuya Zhongya has used in his life.

It was also the most vicious thing he had ever said.

There is no way, when facing the individual Dazai Osamu, he was really very angry.

But after scolding, he remembered that the guy opposite was as pitiful as him.

About two hours later, Su Woyan woke up groggy.

The girl asked confusedly, "Zhongye?"

"You have a fever." Zhong Yuan said, "I'll go back first, your things."

He handed the hat to Su Woyan, and took out the contents one by one.

Su Woyan looked at the wishing signs that fell out, hesitated for a while, and asked, "Have you seen it?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also lowered his head and said, "Sorry."

Su Woyan shook his head: "No, I should say I'm sorry."

"I haven't explained it well, I haven't refused it well, and I've kept you waiting."

"But I really don't know how to speak, whether it will cause more worries."

"Sorry, Chuya, I must have caused you a lot of trouble."

Su Woyan raised his hand and put the hat back on him: "You will definitely meet someone better."

Zhong Yuan Zhong also dodged his eyes, he opened his mouth, and it took him a long time to spit out a word.

"Yeah, I'll meet someone better."

Just let this tangled youth story come to an end, the end without end, and the common way to end most things in life.

Zhong Yuan raised his head and asked, "Are you still going to Meiji Shrine?"

"Go, go every year." Su Woyan got up and got out of bed. "Will you be scolded by the doctor?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also scratched his head and said, "I guess not?"

As in the past, they walked on the road together, chatting about bad things with great interest.

Then, they parted at the intersection, like every parting.

It's also different from every parting. This time, they really won't see each other again.

Parallel world, Yokohama, port mafia headquarters.

A gleam of light suddenly appeared in front of Osamu Dazai.

He was so exhausted, he tried his best to close his eyes to avoid the beam of light, his brows were wrinkled.

At this time, the memory was like a slide show, played repeatedly in his brain.

Yes, he jumped off the building and died, and then met Yan Jiang who was still alive, and successfully saved her life.

So... what's going on now?

Osamu Dazai only felt that his whole body was aching from head to toe, which was unbearable pain for him who is afraid of pain.

"Boss, boss!" The doctor monitored the data changes on the instrument and rushed over quickly.

Osamu Dazai was surrounded by a group of people, and he, who was closely watched, was thinking: "Why am I not dead yet?"

You can't die even if you jump off such a high building. Sure enough, you are walking farther and farther away from human beings, right?

After waking up for the second time, Osamu Dazai was no longer a doctor in front of his bed, but his good partner Chuya Nakahara.

Osamu Dazai still didn't have the strength to speak, but it didn't matter, Nakahara still understood him.

Zhong Yuan also leaned against the window with his arms folded, touched his suspicious eyes, and said:

"When you jumped down, you were caught by a branch and hung on the tree."

Ah, it sounds like it hurts.

"The whole body has a comminuted fracture, so I'm lucky not to be paralyzed." Zhong Yuanzhong also waved his hand, "I still have things to do, so I'm leaving first."

It sounds more painful.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes and began to reflect countless times on why he jumped off the building.

You can't die if you jump down, that's the most uncomfortable thing.

No sweetheart, no friends, lying alone on the hospital bed.

I can't speak, I'm really sad.

If you give him another chance, he will definitely not jump.

In other words... this is the chance the world gave him, right?

Although it wasn't what he wanted, it was considered a freshman?

It hurts so much, it's better to die.

Even though he thought so, Osamu Dazai knew that he could never do it again.

When we parted, the pink-haired girl's words still lingered in my ears.

——"Since all the problems you care about have been solved, don't be so preoccupied and live a more relaxed life, right?"

——"You have worked very hard, now start learning how to take a good rest?"

Easy life?

Dazai rolled his eyes.

Well, he hasn't tried it yet.

The doctors hired by Mafia at the port said it was a miracle that Osamu Dazai was still alive.

Even Mori Ogai, who had been thrown to be the head of the orphanage, was full of emotion:

"You are still alive, Dazai-kun, I thought I would never see you again."

Osamu Dazai was recovering day by day, but the recovery process of the comminuted fracture was very painful. It took almost half a year for him to be able to walk on the ground.

Of course, walking on the ground is not enough.

It will take a long time for him to return to the way he was before he jumped off the building.

But judging by his physical fitness, it may be difficult to recover completely.

The goal the doctor set for him is to be able to walk freely, and it doesn't matter if he can't run.

"I'm so tired." Osamu Dazai complained while supporting the wall, "I wouldn't have jumped if I had known."

The doctor at the port mafia roared ferociously: "You know it yourself!?"

And the miracle in Osamu Dazai's life is not over yet.

Probably because he struggled so hard for so long that even God couldn't see him and insisted on pity him.

On a sunny spring afternoon, Osamu Dazai took a nap in bed.

He hadn't closed his eyes for a few minutes before the alarm sounded that the port mafia was being invaded.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes, face