On the Possibility of Zai He with Black Time

The more Shuang Ye thought about it, the more she felt that there was such a possibility. She couldn't help but walked to the frosted glass door, raised her hand tentatively and knocked on the door.

"Hey, are you still inside?" Shuang Ye's heart suddenly sank when she couldn't hear the sound inside after more than ten seconds, and she began to threaten: "If you don't make any noise, I will break in."

She lightly put her hand on the doorknob, but the door was not locked. She pressed down with her palm, and she easily pushed a gap open.

In the hazy water mist, she saw the boy just submerged in the bathtub, his black hair spread like seaweed on the surface of the lingering white mist, and his pale and slender hand was unable to rest on it. On the edge of the bathtub, the water-soaked and skin-dyed bandages on the wrist bones hung in the air and fell to the milky white tiles on the ground, but the owner didn't notice it.

He seemed to be in a deep sleep, but also seemed to be dead. He didn't know how long this person had been sinking in the water before she opened the door.

Shuang Ye pursed her lips, stepped forward with heavy steps, and pulled him out of the water.

As soon as his face was exposed to the air, the black-haired boy who almost drowned himself suddenly choked out a mouthful of air mixed with liquid from his lungs. After a fragmented cough, he opened his blank eyes and looked at The girl who rescued him shouted in a daze, "Little Shuangye?"

Shimoba looked straight into his eyes, didn't pursue the matter of Dazai borrowing her bathroom to commit suicide without authorization, and simply asked: "Is it so unbearable, the fact that you are currently living in this world?"

It was unbearable, as long as he lost the voice that kept him in this world, he would turn around and fall into the embrace of death impatiently.

The boy who was asked this question has not recovered from the trance, his confused iris eyes seem to be looking at a distant planet, and broken stars and fragments are constantly passing by his eyes in the dark universe .

"Do you really think it's meaningful to live in this world?" He didn't answer the question, with an attitude that even he wasn't sure about.

The wet black hair clinging to his forehead completely wet his handsome face, and the water droplets winding down from the ends of the hair rolled down on his eyelashes one after another. The boy closed his eyes on his back, and the unbearable liquid flowed The moment the corners of the red eyes slid down, it looked like this body full of pain was weeping silently.

That is the root problem that he has been seeking to solve, and his expectations are constantly failing. During this process of wandering alone, despair and fatigue have gradually grown in every inch of his heart.

If you can't find it anymore...

"Living in this world is indeed a very painful thing. After all, survival may only be reduced to human instinct."

Just when he was lying on his back on the edge of the bathtub and thinking, Shuangye calmly wiped away the real tears that were sticking to the corners of the boy's eyes with the back of his hand.

Dazai opened his eyes dazedly to look at the person in front of him because of this touch. Under his melancholy and deep gaze, the girl's expression remained unchanged, and she continued to push away the wetness covering his face with gentle movements. It was as if he wanted to touch the empty and closed soul in his body through the heart window of the eyes.

"But if you say such a thing, it actually means that you want to live, right?"

With her easy words, Dazai unearthed the truth that Dazai had buried deep all this time. He held Shimoba's hand in his palm a little helplessly, only feeling that his heart submerged in warm water seemed to start beating restlessly. , even the water surface in front of his chest will be rippled.

It wasn't until the moment she said it that Dazai realized in his mind very clearly that the cry for help that he unconsciously called out when he was wandering on the edge of despair could really be received by someone.

Moreover, he followed the voice and came to his side.

"Little Shuangye, what should I do..." Dazai stared in confusion, as if attracted by the special magnetic field, he slowly moved his face closer to Shuangye, as if unconsciously opening a gap in his inner world, allowing her to have the right to enter.

"Don't ask a question about how a person who is always taking the lives of others can live, they have long since disqualified from being able to answer."

There was a hint of secret emotion that seemed to flow from Shuang Ye's eyes, but in a blink of an eye, she restrained it back, and was blocked by those silver eyes that were as thin as ice.

"However, from my personal point of view, it's really a waste of your face to die so casually." Shuangye looked up at Dazai's appearance for a few seconds, then nodded as if confirming, and blurted out the coquettish words immediately: "It's better to let me enjoy it for a while before I die."

Dazai interpreted the meaning of her words by himself, and after a while, finally raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and asked softly: "You mean, let me live for you?"

When he looked up at her figure, his eyes were dyed the color of Frost Leaf's black hair, which was as deep as the night, as if he was longing for her to hold his hand to save him from despair, and also as if he was selfish You have to want to drag the person into your arms, and accompany him to sink into the deep sea where you can't break free.

Bathed in his complex eyes, Shuang Ye didn't have the desire to delve into his emotions, glanced at him, and retorted: "I didn't say that."

It's hard to tell whether the other party was reluctant or deliberately forgot, but Dazai still held her hand in his palm at this moment, but Shimoba indulged him, and didn't try to break free, but just pressed the other free hand on the edge of the bathtub , looking down at his handsome face.

"It's just that no matter how much you want to commit suicide today, I will never let you die in my bathtub."

——Otherwise, she will definitely have a psychological shadow on this bathtub in the future.

With a cold face, Shuang Ye ruthlessly issued a rather harsh declaration to this suicide enthusiast. After she finished speaking, she was ready to wait for the other party's bad reaction. According to her expected result, it might be dissatisfaction. Or maybe it would be Sapo, but he didn't expect him to smile lightly in the end.

"Little Shuangye, if you continue like this, you will make me fall in love with you."

That soft voice said to her.

The light in the bathroom seemed to fall into his affectionate eyes at this moment, where Shuangye saw her own figure, and saw the slightly dazed expression that even she herself did not know when to show.

Perhaps it was an illusion caused by the overly ambiguous atmosphere around her, but her eardrums could hear her gradually clear heartbeat at this moment.

The girl reflected in his pupils pursed her lips, and after a moment of silence, she opened her mouth and said, "It's not good to talk about it as soon as you come, isn't it?"

Dazai: "...Pfft."

"Sure enough, it's an answer in your style." The black-haired boy couldn't help but burst into a happy laugh from his lips, looking at Shuangye with eyes, as if he saw the dawn that could take him through the darkness.

Immediately afterwards, he lowered his eyes and silently passed Shuangye's hand to his lips, as if he lowered his head to sniff a rose, and kissed her fingertips devoutly.

"Thank you, this world can have you."

The cold kiss was like a snowflake that was about to disappear, with a touch of careful tenderness, which was transmitted to the heart of the other party through the touch of the fingertips.

Shimoba's fingertips seemed to tremble subconsciously, and it was difficult to distinguish her mood at the moment. Before she had time to investigate the other party's move of taking advantage of her, she heard Dazai slap her back with a smiling voice.

"However, little Shuangye, you need to be responsible to me from now on."

"...What is responsible for?" Shuang Ye was stunned for a rare moment.

The black-haired boy put his head to the side of her face and chuckled, and deliberately blew into her ear vaguely and ambiguously.

"Of course, you have seen the one responsible for my body..." He slowly lowered his voice and said to Shuangye. At this moment, it seemed like a demon whispered beside her: "I even saw that place, Right?"

Frost Leaf: "..."

Her eyes inevitably began to wander for a period of guilt.

"This is force majeure..."

The author has something to say: After writing, I found out that Dazai was able to flirt with Shuangye in that way for so long without changing his face. It is really too strong

So here comes the question, what exactly is that place... (Shut up)

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