[Bungo Stray Dogs] After offering sacrifices to heaven, I actually traveled through time

It is not surprising that Osamu Dazai would know that I am "Terauchi Kotaro", on the contrary, it is normal. After all, as early as the time "The End of the World" won the award, my personal information had been stripped away by the media, except for my intentionally hidden identity.

Because it's so normal, he deliberately mentioned it now, but it's a bit abnormal, which made me unable to guess what he was thinking for a while.

[Yamazaki Furong] and [Terauchi Shoutaro] When I took these two pseudonyms, there was indeed a lot of meaning of death. One was the goddess of death of Osamu Dazai, and the other died of depression because of Osamu Dazai. .Of course, this has nothing to do with the Osamu Dazai in front of me, but when I chose these two names, I really wanted to know how Osamu Dazai in front of me would react.

I believe in the inevitability of history, even in two very different worlds.Maybe some things will not happen, maybe some things are difficult to change, fate is always so unpredictable.

"Mr. Dazai, are you kidding me? How can anyone fall in love with a name at first sight, and two names at the same time?" I said lightly.

"It's really disgusting. I'm not very old, but you always like sir, sir. It's too much to call sir." Osamu Dazai complained, "Although I fell in love with two names at the same time, it's not always the same. Teacher, is there any difference?"

"Dazai-kun." I took advantage of the situation and changed my address, "You just fell in love with the name at first sight, not me."

What I want to convey is simple: it is only these two names that interest you.

Osamu Dazai yawned like Mr. Cat lying on the wine cabinet, with a lazy look on his face, "But that's your pseudonym, Sensei. In other words, I fell in love with you at first sight, Sensei, and I want to be with you Let's die together, teacher, what do you think of committing suicide by drowning?"

"It's not good, it's terrible. In that case, people's desire to survive will make you subconsciously want to breathe. The more you want to breathe, the more water you will inhale. You open your mouth and want to cough, but the more water gets in , the water flows into the respiratory tract and enters the lungs. The feeling of water entering the lungs is a severe tearing sensation, and then the ears begin to enter the water. It feels like the brain is about to be squeezed, and finally the body gradually becomes weak, consciousness Become weak, and finally fall into darkness." I said seriously: "Dazai-kun, you should try it yourself."

Osamu Dazai became very interested when he heard that, "So that's how it is. My motto is "suicide with a clear and energetic attitude". Let's forget about that, but you really understand, sir."

"I saw it in a medical book." I answered him perfunctorily.

To be honest, I don't really want to answer Osamu Dazai's question anymore, I'm afraid he will take my vest off again if he speaks out loud.

"Teacher, you haven't answered the question yet."

"What? Didn't I already answer it? Please try to commit suicide by jumping into the water yourself." I said puzzled.

"Not this." He walked up to me and took my hand, and said with a serious and hateful expression: "Miss Baimu, are you willing to die in love with me?"

Just like the first time I met him, he once again offered me an invitation to die in love.

It seems that if he doesn't call me Yamazaki-sensei (or Terauchi Kotaro-sensei), nothing good will happen.

The author has something to say: "But that is your pen name, teacher. In other words, I fell in love with you at first sight, teacher, and I want to die in love with you. Teacher, what do you think of committing suicide by drowning?"

I want to die with you

This is Dazai Osamu's confession

Suzu and everyone else don't know what Osamu Dazai means.

Osamu Dazai is a coward after all

Cowards are afraid of happiness, they will be hurt when they touch cotton, and sometimes they are hurt by happiness.

Osamu Dazai's attitude towards Mr. Suzuki is somewhat affected by his name. The name is a curse, the cause of cause and effect. When Ms. Suzu took these two names, she didn't know that she would also be affected by the effect of the name. Probably just do nothing and die.

The world consciousness recognizes Suzu’s name, that is, the world thinks Suzu is always [Yamazaki Furong] and [Terauchi Jutaro], and it will connect Suzu’s causal line with Dazai Osamu, creating a relationship.

Dazai has inexplicable feelings towards Mr. Suzu because of his name. He doesn't believe Mr. Suzu, and he is serious about Mr. Suzu's confession (because of his name) and full of temptations (his own temptation to Mr. Suzu).