When a vampire bites an omega

Seeing that the two of them had something to say, Simon whispered, "I'll go get familiar with the environment first." Then he opened the door and went out directly.

The door closed with a bang.

The boy who was buried in his husband's chest took a small breath, and the scent of the bird of paradise filled his nostrils.

He raised his head and asked, "Aren't you busy?"

The tip of the boy's nose was red, his blue eyes were slightly wet, and his voice was slightly hoarse when he spoke.It was clear that the corners of his lips were curled up, but there was no look of joy in his eyes.

Carey raised his hand to the corner of the boy's lips, brushed his fingertips lightly, and said, "If you can't smile, don't laugh."

Ivan was taken aback.

In fact, he wasn't that sad at first, after all, the person who passed away was just a stranger he had never met before.

But after being told by my husband, the emotions that had been suppressed in my chest seemed to suddenly find an outlet, and came out like a flood like a "crash".

The memory that had been silent for 400 years suddenly invaded his mind.

Then, tears rolled down one by one.

Ivan lowered his head and grabbed the hem of Mr.'s clothes with his fingers.

The tears were so wet that they hit the fingertips and wet the gentleman's camouflage uniform.

There was silence in the air for a long time, and the young man who kept his head down finally spoke:

"Before he left, he also said that he would take me to the places he often goes to see..."

That was the last time Ivan had a conversation with his father, and at that time, he was still unilaterally fighting with his father who was about to travel far away.

At that time, he was selected into the Medici Academy founded by Mr. Lorenzo, where he studied with many artistic geniuses.However, relying on his excellent talent, he has never paid attention to painting, and he is unwilling to devote himself to studying it carefully.

Mr. Lorenzo regretted his talent, so he told the matter to his father who had just returned from business.

My father lost his temper and quarreled with him for half a month.But when he said goodbye to him on the day before leaving, he put a gold bracelet inlaid with turquoise on his hand, patted his shoulder lightly and said: "We Ivan must study hard, and when we come back next time, father I will take you to Egypt for a while."

But he remained silent until his father left Florence in a carriage, and he didn't take a good look at his father.

Recalling this, the blond boy sobbed slightly, tears streaming down his face.

"I didn't say goodbye to him...he talked to me and I ignored him, I don't know...that was the last time I saw him..."

Ivan will always remember that in the early spring of 1492 AD, the news of his father's death came from the distant Adriatic Sea.The servant cried and took him back to his hometown town, and when he opened the door, all the people looked at him with sympathy.

And in April of the same year, Mr. Lorenzo, who had always liked him very much and was also a teacher and friend with him, also passed away due to illness.

In just two months, he lost two important relatives one after another.

In the past, there were groups of domestic servants, but within a few days, they dispersed, and his family's situation fell rapidly.The whole country also quickly fell into chaos because of the death of Mr. Lorenzo.

Homes and countries are at stake.

At that time, he really wanted to cry.But after crying, I realized that there was no one around to comfort me.In the end, I swallowed all the tears in my stomach.

He originally thought that the 400 years of wandering in the world had already made him forget everything back then.But when the old scene reappeared and he still failed to catch his dear father, he realized...

Even in the past so many years, the thorn in his heart called "It's hard to calm down" has been stuck in the deepest part of his heart.

It is connected with blood and flesh, and the slightest movement is painful.

Seeing that the tip of the nose and eye sockets were red from crying, Kaili turned around and took a tissue from the table, and gently wiped the corners of his eyes.

"Ivan, I know that at this time, any words of comfort are useless, but...do you know? In the AD era, a man named Shigeaki Hinohara once said a word."

He said with a slow pause.

Seeing the boy crying and hiccupping, he softly asked him: "What are you talking about?" Then he smiled slightly, inserted his fingers into the boy's soft hair, stroked it softly, and said:

"Mr. Chongming said that death does not mean the end of life. His wife passed away when he was 94 years old, but he felt that his wife's voice and smile were more vivid in his memory. He said, this Let him understand that people do not disappear after death, but remain in the lives of the living in a more profound way."

Speaking of this, Kaili looked at Ivan seriously with his deep eyes, held his hand, and said word by word: "So, you have to believe that people will not disappear after death. He just changed his life. It's just the way, don't be sad."

The sobbing young boy, with tears hanging down his long eyelashes, was stunned when he heard this, and forgot to blink.

In fact, during these years of wandering in the human world, Ivan has heard a lot of words about human psychological comfort, such as "he lives in my heart" or "he is actually still by your side, watching you silently". .

But he didn't really care.

Because these words failed to heal any heartbroken human being, nor could he calm down the slightest bit of regret and sadness.

However, after my husband said this, I really understood in a trance that the phrase "live in my heart" turned out to be like this.

Not in this world, live objectively.It is because of his missing that this person lives more vividly and beautifully, subjectively.

Seeing that the child finally stopped crying, Kaili gently rubbed his head: "Isn't it much better if you think about it this way?"

Ivan looked at the gentleman in front of him stupidly, sniffed slightly, and nodded slowly.

At this time, it was already evening outside the window, and a round of warm yellow lights automatically lit up on the ceiling of the dormitory.

Ivan's tears hadn't been wiped off yet. When he looked up, through his wet eyelashes, he could see: where the light fell, a light halo was reflected.

And sir, standing in that round of light, his whole body seemed to be dyed with a layer of softness.

Carey took out a tissue from the desk, put it in the child's hand, and said, "Hey, wipe your nose?"

The blond-haired boy realized that he had been staring blankly at Mr. for a long time.

Immediately blushed, her little ears were pointy, and she wiped her nose indiscriminately.Then, two small hands grasped the corner of the gentleman's clothes, and lay on his chest weakly.

"Sir, why are you so nice..." the little boy said.

The husband's hand patted his back lightly, as gently as coaxing a newborn kitten.

But he didn't see that after asking the phrase "why is it so good", the husband moved his lips a few times, and finally chose to remain silent.

I didn't see any complicated and profound meanings in those pitch-black eyes.

Carey didn't stay with Ivan for a long time, because he was the leader of this military practice and had a lot of affairs.

Because of this, he saw that the child was in a better mood, so he told him to "connect with the watch", and then left.

After the husband left, Ivan sat back at the table alone.

He thought about the letter for a long time, but chose to open it.

Unfolding the letter paper, what caught his eye was still the opening sentence "Dear Fanfan Baby", and the content of the letter was not as heavy as he had imagined.

After all, things like suicide notes are routinely written as long as they go to the battlefield, so this letter is not about life and death, but more about some parents' short-sightedness.

The letter reads:

This is the No.70 suicide note written by your father.

You see, you and I have experienced life and death 69 times without knowing it.But you needn't worry, because we've never had one.

So, I also believe that this No. 70 times, I can still come back to you, call you, and make your favorite beef jerky.

The following content is just some routine entrustment, so I will nag you again:

1. Don’t worry about money, the empire will take over all your expenses during your studies.Moreover, Dad has a lot of inheritance, which is enough for you to use for many years.

2. I have contacted a relative to come and look after you.His name is Liu Zhen, he is father's younger brother, you can call him uncle, he will take care of everything for you.

Finally, if this suicide note is unfortunately in your hands, Dad apologizes to you.

I'm sorry, Dad broke his promise and failed to take you to Mars Star to play; I'm sorry, I can't protect you for the rest of my life.May you do the right things and love the right people in the future.

The signature is: I will pray for you in heaven, Dad.

After reading it, Ivan folded the letter, put it back in the envelope, and put it into the bottom of the suitcase together with other relics.

He put the suitcase away, sat on the bed, and stared at the street lights outside the window in a daze.

I don't know when that uncle named "Liu Zhen" will come to him.Thinking of meeting new strangers again, Ivan couldn't help feeling uneasy.

But since Dad was still introducing this uncle to him in the suicide note, it meant that the original owner himself did not know him.

This realization eased his heavy heart a little.

Later in the evening, the counselor also personally came to ask if it was necessary to terminate this military practice class.

Ivan did not choose to apply to the school for an extension of military practice, but started intense work on the second day after entering the Mercury Dungeon.

Between the stars, the war is tense.

The Sisi Military Academy, as the best among all military academies, organizes its students to conduct this kind of field training every year.

The sergeants, in teams of ten, conduct actual combat military drills.Each team is equipped with two students from the Command Academy, one Omega from the Nursing Academy, and seven non-Command Academy soldiers.

The content of the exercise is very simple: no matter what the cost, "survive" in the simulated battlefield.

And the last surviving team will be sent to the real battlefield for actual combat.

Today's legendary student at Sisi Military Academy, today's military drill leader: Major Kerry Yule.It was the rank of major who stood out in the drill and was promoted to the rank of major after he made repeated contributions to the battlefield.

The venue for this military exercise is an artificial simulated battlefield.The entire site is based on an extinct volcano buried deep in the ground, with different terrains and terrains, and can even macro-control the intensity of sunlight and weather conditions, and even set up man-made "natural disasters" when necessary.

Ivan stood in the assigned team according to his own number.Looking around, there were actually two acquaintances in the team: one was Lance from the Command Academy; the other was Fu Bin, who had met osmanthus flavor pheromone in the school hospital before.

The sweet-scented osmanthus-flavored Alpha obviously still remembered Ivan. When he saw the blond senior, he immediately ran over with a smile: "Senior, what a coincidence, you are in our group! We are so destined!"

The fragrant sweet-scented osmanthus scent wafted along with Fu Bin's movements.Ivan took a few puffs quietly and vigorously, then put on a polite smirk, stretched out his right hand towards the person, and said, "Hello, Fu Bin."

Fu Bin quickly wiped his palms on his trouser legs, and then raised his arms to hold the senior's hand.

In the end, the senior's soft little hand didn't even touch it, and suddenly a person jumped out beside him.

And, before him, he grabbed hold of the senior first.

"Hello, kid. I'm Lance, remember? Someone told me specifically to take good care of you. Otherwise, I'll go see him with my head up."

The author has something to say: Note:

1. The Medici family was expelled from Florence by France in 1494;

2.1494. In April 4, the ruler of Florence: Lorenzo, died of stomach problems.

3. Medici Academy, historical existence, founded by Lorenzo.

(From historical data; the story is purely made up;)

4. In fact, death does not mean the end of life.His wife passed away when he was 94 years old, but he feels that his wife's voice and smile are more vivid in his memory.He said that this made him understand that people do not disappear after death, but remain in the lives of the living in a deeper way. ——From the book "Live Well" Author: Hinohara Shigeaki

*The following are my personal feelings*

In fact, I have always felt that what human beings are most proud of is the development of such things as "thought" and "consciousness".

But also because of consciousness and thoughts, people will have complex emotions and emotions.

Therefore, there will be a lot of regrets, and so many injustices in this world will be seen.

And these have all caused human beings to be "difficult to calm their minds".

how to say……

When the mind is hard to calm down, just think about how many "minds" you have given yourself that you have never noticed.

Just think about it, no matter how much "injustice" there is, it's not that important.

After all, we can't enjoy the wisdom bestowed by God while weeping and crying that we don't want to accept the pain caused by this wisdom.