[Comprehensive] Female Match Terminator

"Xiao Zhen, it will end soon."

Now, in this world, is there really anyone willing to wait like this forever?

The eyes were blurred, and the heart seemed to be squeezed by an invisible hand again and again, and the stagnant chest seemed so difficult to breathe.

Even if there is no hope?

...why can't you give up?She was just a passer-by in his life, just an accident that was destined to disappear, and she didn't even anticipate his reaction when she left—she only thought about going home, why did he still remember to leave quietly? Leaving, meeting her again and not daring to reveal her identity?Seto Hiiragi's shoulders trembled slightly, she wanted to cry out, but all the crying seemed to be squeezed in her throat, and in the end she could only utter a few intermittent hisses.She has never hoped that Yukimura Seiki would forget her so strongly at this moment. If he forgets her and has his own happy family, she will only be sad for a while when she smiles and blesses, because she has already had a psychological Prepare, she and Yukimura Seiichi are not from the same world after all, but—he still remembers her, but she is not happy at all, the heart in her chest is aching like tearing, she wants to cry, and those emotions are pressed down to her throat His throat scalded for a while, but he couldn't vent it at all.

She makes every fanfic of Yukimura Seiichi have happy endings, except for this one she likes.

Seto Hiiragi slowly squatted down on the spot, with his forehead resting on his arm, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

Xiaomeng hesitated and said again, "Xiaozhen, it's about to..."

Seto Hiiragi suddenly spoke, with the crying voice still in his tone, "How long is it?"

"...almost five minutes."

She wiped away her tears, "Xiaomeng, can you promise me a request?"

"..."

Her tone could almost be said to be pleading, "...please."

After a while, occasional passers-by on the quiet road saw a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl running past in a hurry, looking around from time to time as if looking for someone.

Chased after Yukura Seiichi and Nagasawa Yukiko just now, but Seto Hiiragi couldn't find them.After running violently for a while, her chest was uncomfortably breathless, and her throat was dry and painful even when she swallowed saliva. Tall figure.

What is she going to do?What will you say after you find Yukimura?Seto Hiiragi's head was blank, his eyes were dazed and confused, but his footsteps firmly followed the direction he left.

Now, maybe it's a farewell—maybe in the future, Yukimura Seiichi will become the person who only exists on the screen and the poster, and she is the one who can only touch him through the screen and the poster.

Bitterness and sadness spread from the deepest part of the body, covering all the cells and nerves in the body.

She wanted to tell him, I am Hiiragi, you can recognize me, right?

... I don't want to leave, I want to stay by your side.

After running across a street corner, she saw Yukimura Seiichi standing under the streetlight from a distance, waving at Nagasawa Yukiko who was leaving in the other direction.After putting down his hands, he stood quietly under the streetlight for a while, with his back turned to her direction, not knowing what he was thinking.Seto Hiiragi really slowed down, not daring to pant loudly, so he could only walk slowly step by step to a distance of five meters away from him, and did not come any closer.

Yukimura seemed to feel something, turned his head, and his eyes fell on Seto Hiiragi who was standing behind him.

There seemed to be something flickering in her eyes, she stared straight at him, her whole body seemed to be in a daze.

Yukimura Seiichi looked at her for a few seconds, then nodded with a slight smile, turned around and planned to leave.Seto Hiiragi felt as if a string was stretched in her heart, seeing him turn around, the string snapped, she said in a panic, "Ashi—"

Because she cried just now, her voice was still hoarse, she almost murmured in her mouth this time, but Yukimura seemed to hear it, and her body froze.Suddenly, he turned around abruptly, and strode towards her with big strides, his hands on both sides were clenched tightly, as if he was desperately restraining something.His heavy and rapid breathing seemed to be right next to her ears, Seto Hiiragi looked up and saw the huge waves suddenly raised by those deep pool-like eyes, for a moment he didn't know how to place his hands and feet, and stared blankly at him.

Yukimura Seiichi asked in a suppressed low voice, "Sorry, you—what did you just say?"

Xiaomeng quickly said, "Xiaozhen! You should think about whether you want to tell him or not! There is not much time left——"

Seto Hiiragi blinked slowly, and the corner of her lips drew a curve that looked like crying or laughing, "Sorry, I...admitted."

Hey, Ah Shi, what I want to tell you is that I hope that time will stop at this moment, and I don't have to worry about how to choose.

But ah, in the end we are still not from the same world.

Even if I stretch out my hand, I don't have the courage to hug you. I'm really afraid of myself, and I don't want to let go of my hand again.

Seto Hiiragi bowed her head deeply, not daring to look or listen, and hurried past him.

Yukimura stood where he was, with a cold look in his eyes.

After a brief silence, he seemed to think of something suddenly, a gleam of light flashed across those dark pool-like eyes, he turned around, and said eagerly, "Wait a minute—"

The ending sound froze abruptly.

There was no one behind.

*********************** The author is so cute, are you willing to fight! *************************

"Jingle Bell--"

The noise pulled Seto Hiiragi out of her dazed state, she blinked slowly, and her eyes slowly returned from blur to clarity.

Sky blue ceiling.Familiar alarm clock ringtones.

She lay on the bed in a daze for a while, raised her hand, and touched the wetness from the corner of her eyes.

For a moment, it was not clear whether it was a dream or reality.

At this time, the door was pushed open.

"Xiaozhen, why haven't you woke up yet? The alarm clock has been ringing for a long time." Mom walked into the room and turned off the alarm clock. Seeing Seto Hiiragi staring at her with open eyes, she couldn't help laughing, "Look so carefully, Mom Is it better today than before?”

Seto Hiiragi sat up and looked at the calendar on the bedside table.

The time was the second day after she traveled to the first fanfiction.

In other words, she experienced so much in the strange world, but it was just a dream time.

Seto Hiiragi stretched out her hands to hug her mother's waist, and her eyes got wet again involuntarily.

Mom patted her on the shoulder, worried, "Xiaozhen, what's wrong?"

She shook her head, "I had a nightmare and I was a little scared."

Mom sighed, sat down on the edge of the bed, and stroked her back soothingly, "It's okay, I'll forget about it soon."

"……Um."

Seto Hiiragi changed into her school uniform, and her eyes fell on the poster on the wall. The person on it had a delicate face and a gentle smile.Soon she looked back in embarrassment, pulled out the chair and sat for a while, still in a state of daze.After a while, she whispered, "...Xiaomeng? Are you still there?"

no respond.

My heart was empty for a moment, and I returned to my own world, but it seemed that a lot of things were missing.

She went to and from school as usual, and nothing changed, as if she had really just slept.She also wanted to treat those experiences as a dream, but as long as she recalled those scenes, they would truly be placed in front of her eyes, reminding her all the time that everything happened.

She fell in love with Yukimura Seichi in a certain world, and finally she chose to go home without even saying goodbye to him.

A few days passed in a daze, Seto Hiiragi spent most of the day in a daze, at night, when he closed his eyes, every scene with Yukimura seemed to appear in front of his eyes.

Although her heart ached as if she had been pulled out and shredded and stuffed back in, she still endured, endured, and tried her best to recall every scene.She was afraid that one day, she would forget, and she would think that all this was just a dream caused by too much obsession.She thinks every day, in that world, is he okay?In the end, she started to panic, she disappeared for so long, did Yukimura hate her, or wish she had never appeared?

Seto Hiiragi couldn't hold back the surging thoughts in his heart, and finally had the courage to turn on the computer. With slightly trembling fingers, he entered the words "[wangwang] knows how to love after meeting you" in the search engine, and then pressed the search.

The page of the novel that popped up showed that it was finished. She scrolled down the page and saw the wailing of readers in the book review area.It was nothing more than the tragic ending at the end that made readers want to greet the author's family and send a razor blade by the way. She didn't pay much attention, and clicked on the last chapter, staring at the screen, and finished reading word by word.

The heroine Asako Matsukawa got terminally ill, left Yukimura Seichi, and finally passed away due to illness.

She stared blankly at the few short lines at the end, and closed her eyes unbearably.

Matsukawa Asakin closed her eyes, the curve of her mouth seemed to be crying and smiling, and she suddenly remembered a sentence she had read in a book.

You are my longing and contradictory dream.

The wind that wants to catch but cannot embrace.

Want to drink but afraid of getting drunk.

Probably the best way to describe Yukimura.

She lay down in front of the table and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, my eyes were completely white, and it took a while to regain clarity.

The computer screen is still stuck on the page that was not turned off just now.

Seeing those few lines of words again, she felt a pain that seemed to exist in her heart again.

Seto Hiiragi took a deep breath, and suddenly remembered the opportunity of crossing in her sleep, and with a sense of luck, she said softly, "Why is it a tragedy in the end? Let Yukimura and the heroine live happily together, Is it not good?"

There was dead silence and no response.

She lowered her head and remained silent for a long time.

I just... want to see him.

Even if it's just to meet each other.

After an unknown amount of time, a familiar child's voice suddenly sounded in my mind.

"Congratulations on becoming my new host. My name is Xiaomeng. This is the name my last host gave me. Can you introduce yourself?"

Seto Hiiragi was stunned slightly, her fingers trembling slightly.

"My name is... Seto Hiiragi Ma."

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