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The next day, Lin Yan had a rare sleep. When he opened his eyes, the sky was bright outside the window, and the sun was scorching. Even the thin curtains could not block the golden sunlight, casting a patterned shadow on the ground.

Yesterday's alcohol was almost gone, he lay on the bed for a while, and suddenly remembered what happened last night.

...It turned out that Lin Xiyue had no blood relationship with her.

Lin Yan couldn't tell what it was like for a while, it's not that he was sad, after all, he really regarded each other as his younger brother for a few days since he was a child... Recently, there has been a little bit of this trend, but still Before it got too deep, it was woken up by the basin of water.

But it is undeniable that...it turns out that he really has no relatives in this world. Lin Yan sat by the bed feeling melancholy for a few seconds, then got up and went to wash.

When he came out of the shower, the previous negative emotions were also washed into the sewer along with the shower gel. Lin Yan walked out and wiped his hair, feeling refreshed.

When they went downstairs, the two were there, sitting opposite the long table, and the vase that was originally placed on the side of the table was placed in the middle, and at a glance, it looked like Chuhe Hanjie... Lin Yan has nothing to do today Something happened, so I sat down at a random seat and ordered a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge.

He started a draft when he was inspired after drinking yesterday, and he planned to perfect it after dinner... The weather is good today, and sketching is also a good choice... Lin Yan drank his porridge and slowly flipped through today's paper. News, planning the next schedule in his mind, did not notice the other two present at all.

Chi Zong's low-grade fever still persists, so he did not go to the company for this reason, but worked at home...by the way, he stared at Lin Yan.You know, he didn't sleep well last night. When he closed his eyes, he saw the back of the other party holding Omega when he left. Later, he took a nap for a while under the effect of antipyretics, but he had nightmares again and again... Almost mentally weak.Now with two big dark circles under his eyes, he looked at the lunch on the plate and had no appetite.

In comparison, Lin Xiyue was not much better. With a sensitive personality, he was even more nervous than Chi Zong. He was afraid that Lin Yan would be upset, and he would tear the precarious thread between them... The sleepless Alpha's eyes were dull, his eyes were bloodshot, and his dry and pale lips looked more like a sick patient than Chi Zong.

When they heard Lin Yan's footsteps coming down the stairs, they were worried at the same time, afraid to continue the topic of last night, but they saw that the other party was drinking the porridge slowly as if nothing had happened, only the iron spoon bumped against each other. There was a sound from the edge of the bowl, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief...and a little disappointed.

Seeing that the porridge in the man's bowl was about to run out, Lin Xiyue gritted her teeth and felt that she had to say something... He tentatively opened his mouth and called out for brother.

Lin Yan's swallowing paused for a moment, then raised his head, his eyes swept over the young master's pale face, suddenly he didn't know whether to answer or not.

Lin Xiyue saw the complicated expression on the other party's face, so she seized the opportunity and said solemnly: "Regardless of whether we are really related by blood... I, I have always regarded you as a relative..."

"...Is it just relatives?" Chi Zong also came back to his senses at this moment, trying to tear down the stage with a broken voice: "I think you are just trying to..."

"Okay," Lin Yan saw that the two were about to quarrel after a disagreement, and had a headache: "Anyway, we weren't that close since we were young. Things like blood... don't blame you."

He pierced Lin Xiyue's chest with just one sentence, and the latter trembled even for breathing, almost crying; Lin tired of seeing his expression of being so wronged that he was about to cry, his heart softened, and he added: " But you can call it whatever you like... Anyway, after all these years, I'm used to it."

This is like a roller coaster, the heart that just got off a steep slope hangs high again, Alpha bends his red eyes, and squeezes out a cautious smile with some difficulty: "Brother...you are still..."

Lin Yan lowered her eyes, didn't look at the other party's extremely touched expression, but just sipped the leftover porridge silently.

In fact, he didn't hate Lin Xiyue a long time ago. The young master is not a bad hearted person, nor is he stupid. He even blocked him at a critical moment, losing one of his hands... All the grievances and grievances in the past were related to the Lin family, but now the Lin family is falling. , and it went away with the wind.

After all, he can even forgive Chi Zong——Speaking of this, Lin Yan somehow glanced at the young master who had suddenly calmed down since just now, thinking that this kid didn't listen to him like this before?What happened recently?Really took the wrong medicine?

As a result, when I looked at it, I happened to meet those cloudy eyes. Chi Zong has been both tired and sick recently. No matter how strong his body is, he can't bear the double blow. Without the dog ears, it is estimated that they all collapsed.

In fact, what he was thinking at the moment was: Lin Yan actually interrupted himself instead of telling Lin Xiyue to shut up!It's just eccentric!Alpha, with a sense of crisis soaring, was using his small brain to frantically think about countermeasures, but he inadvertently raised his eyes and met Lin Yan's gaze, and immediately bounced off the chair as if he had been shot with chicken blood——Chi Zong's mind went blank, and getting up quickly made him dizzy, but even so, he finally said what he wanted to say.

"Lin Yan, I want to talk to you!"

The latter was taken aback by his sudden movement, and his eyebrows were slightly frowned, a little inexplicably: "What are you talking about?"

"I..." Chi Zong opened his mouth, cold sweat dripping from his palms, maybe because of guilty conscience or something, his voice lowered a little: "I went back to Xueyuan Island...go, went to that... ...the hospital..." At the end of the sentence, it was as faint as a mosquito.

It was only then that Lin Yan remembered that the other party suddenly ran out at the dinner... He thought that after so many years, this kid would mature and stop being so impulsive, but he didn't want to get rid of the "overbearing president" The outer skin, but the inside has hardly changed.

After a few years, it is meaningless to talk about anything, but maybe it is about an innocent life, Lin Yan nodded after a moment of silence: "Okay."

He stood up: "Where are we going to talk? Is it the rooftop?"

Chi Zong didn't expect him to agree so quickly, he didn't react for a while, until the other party showed a little impatience, and then he took a few steps forward in a daze... almost bumped into the cabinet.

Happiness came so suddenly that he couldn't find the north.

But after all, the typhoon was very windy, and Chi Zong still had a low fever. In the end, they went to Lin Yan's studio. Lin Xiyue followed all the way to the door, and watched the door close in front of her, her heart almost broke, as if swallowing a piece of food A catty of Coptis chinensis is so bitter that the root of his tongue is numb.

...But everything is still possible now, who can have the last laugh mainly depends on Lin Yan's own attitude.

The room in the studio was chosen secretly by Chi Zong, it is the most sunny location, one wall is full of floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the courtyard outside and the street view with blue sky and white clouds.When the sun is at its best, the room is bright and bright, Lin Yan stands in the halo and turns around.

Next to him were the painting tools that he had used last night and hadn't had time to clean up, as well as the drafts that he had just finished. Chi Zong stared at it for a while, but couldn't see what the other party wanted to paint.

"Tell me, what do you want to talk to me about?" Whenever this happens, Lin Yan always subconsciously wants to smoke, but finds nothing...but there are a few leftover lollipops on the table, he He picked one at random, peeled off the packaging, and stuffed it into his mouth.

Chi Zong knew that he didn't like sweets, he was shocked for a second when he saw this action, and then he reacted slowly: "...Have you quit smoking?"

"Smoking is harmful to your health." Lin Yan bit the candy, and his words were a little vague. He seemed to be referring to something: "Every time a person goes through a stage, he has to make some changes in order to grow..."

It's a pity that the young master's brainwaves were not connected. He was still immersed in the memories of the past, and he weighed every word before he dared to say it: "I... I don't know where that child... is, but listen to the head nurse. Said that you went to the beach after you were discharged from the hospital, so I went there... and erected a monument." When he said this, Chi Zong hardly dared to look at Lin Yan's expression, staring at the tiles under his feet, as if he was about to It burned through: "I know it's meaningless to do this, and...it's too late, but if I don't do this, my conscience will be disturbed...You were right when you scolded me, I was too naive, and I still dare Little...I failed you, I failed...that child."

Alpha's eye circles were a little red, he sniffed hard: "It's my fault."

Lin Yan didn't reply, but suddenly felt that the candy in his mouth was not so sweet.

In fact, he always thought that the child was an accident in an accident, because he took it for granted that he was not careful enough... It was because he ruined his body that he couldn't even guarantee a safe birth.As for Chi Zong, it was more about the other party's distrustful attitude at the time that made him feel completely chilled, other than that, there was nothing else.

Lin Yan is a person who divides everything very clearly. He has a pile of ledgers in his heart, and every item is recorded.

So much so that he even felt that he was more responsible for the child's death - of course, if Chi Zong was willing to believe him at that time, even if he gave a few words of useless comfort, he would not have been so desperate in the hospital bed... ... It's just that it's meaningless to worry about these things now.

Chi Zong figured out the misunderstanding at the time, and was willing to restore his "innocence" reputation many years later. Lin Yan had to admit that his heart knots for many years had been opened, and those entangled threads were blown away with the wind.

So after a period of silence, he took out the smaller lollipop from his mouth and sighed: "I don't blame you."

Chi Zong was already prepared to be scolded by the other party, but he didn't want to get such an answer. He was so shocked that he even forgot his fear, and stared straight at Lin Yan's blurry face under the sun.

The young man standing in front of him looked calm, and his own stunned embarrassment was reflected in those clear and transparent eyes.

"At the Lin family back then... in order to maintain my Alpha status, I was forced to inject hormones." To Lin Yan, these things about old sesame seeds and rotten millet are like drinking water and eating, and they can't cause any trouble; he almost He casually said: "Since I was 15 years old, I have never stopped it... Hormones contain a lot of side effects, one of which is that it is difficult to conceive, and I am a Beta, so... After that, I didn't even think about it." Pass this possibility."

The explanation that he didn't have time to make clear back then was stated in a flat manner, and before Chi Zong could digest it, the other party's next sentence almost shattered his spirit.

Lin Yan stuffed the remaining lollipops into his mouth again, and looked out the sunny window.

"It's also because of hormones. That child...has a high chance of being a stillbirth."