It is said that the past cannot be recovered.

But later, Lin Yan also thought more than once, if he could find out sooner...if he hadn't been overwhelmed by the overwhelming work, if he could have a correct understanding of his body, if he could still remember himself No matter how many hormones are injected, it is still a Beta, if——

...Unfortunately, there is no if.

The seed of this lie was buried too deep. From the moment his differentiation ended, it was embedded in the bones by fate, and the flesh and blood were deeply buried, and it could not be taken out until it was ripped apart.

Now the evil fruit that he was forced to plant must be swallowed by him with blood and flesh.

……

When he raised his head from the pile of official documents, the sky outside the window had already darkened. Lin Yan rubbed his sore temples, and then pressed it between his eyebrows, along the bridge of his nose, and rubbed the corners of his dry lips.

He hadn't eaten for a day because of the nausea and nausea in the morning. Now he inevitably feels hungry, with saliva in his mouth, and he wants to eat something sour for no reason... But it's already reached this point, and most of the takeaways that are still open are Only barbecue Malatang and the like are left.Lin Yan hesitated for a moment, and ordered a vegetable set meal with a clear soup base, and asked the merchant to add more vinegar.

After placing the order, he sank into the leather chair like a collapse, with his long legs stretched out on the ground at random... Perhaps because of his complete paralysis, the curvature of his lower abdomen became very obvious.

Strange... He hasn't eaten much recently, so why did he gain weight?

He raised his hand to touch the slightly protruding belly, the skin under his palm was warm, it seemed no different from before.

...Why don't you take the time to go home and have a check-up. Because of gender, Lin Yan cheats all the physical examinations by relying on his relationship. He takes medicine for minor ailments and goes home for serious ailments. In short, he is determined not to go to the hospital.

Thinking of this, he seemed relieved, sat up straight again, and took out the sketch pad from under the table... The boy in the drawing already had a rough outline, and only one of the eyes that he loved so much was finished, black and white. The gray lines are intertwined together, outlining the appearance of his sweetheart.

Touching the boy's face with his fingertips in the air, Lin Yan smiled and picked up the pencil.

The pen refill rubbed against the sketch paper and made a rustling sound, echoing in the quiet and bright room, with an indescribable tenderness...

A few days later, Lin Yan paid attention to adjusting his diet, mainly light and vegetarian dishes, and ate some sour fruits when he was hungry... As a result, the previous incident did not happen again.

Sure enough, he was too tired, he thought so, picked up a strawberry and stuffed it into his mouth.Because it wasn't in season, the strawberries were small and sour, and Chi Zong, who came to play with him, ate one casually, his sour expression distorted.

"Brother Lin, why do you eat this kind of food?" He looked at the other person's haggard look, and felt uncomfortable for some reason: "Is work so busy? Shall we have a good meal at night..."

"I still have to check the report at night, so I don't think there's much time." Lin Yan didn't lift his head when he said this, because he used his eyes too much, he even wore anti-blue light glasses, and he looked like a gentle elite Stance.

Chi Zong watched from the side, and for some reason suddenly felt that Brother Lin was extremely handsome at this moment... The young master instinctively took a few steps closer, and when he recovered, he was already standing by the desk, bowing his head and looking It was Lin Yan's suggestion.

His hair hasn't been cut for a long time, and the ends of it hang down on his fair neck... Chi Zong swallowed his saliva, and his gaze involuntarily fell on the nape of his neck where a little section was exposed.Several months have already completely disappeared the scars there, and even the newly grown tender flesh has merged with the skin... It looks so clean, as if no one has ever left any traces here.

It was supposed to be like this... But Chi Zong couldn't forget it.

He can't forget the temperature of blood pouring into his mouth when his teeth bit the skin; he can't forget the man's sobbing, he can't forget the smell of the other person, he can't forget the feeling of hugging the other person... These days, almost every day The climax that reappears in sleep at night is sweeping the boy at this moment.

The pheromones in the air suddenly became impetuous, and the spreading alcohol brought impulsive sparks, Lin Yan stopped what he was doing, raised his head, and waved his hand in front of the straight-eyed young master: "Hey, what are you doing?" ..."

The next moment, the finger was caught.

The hot palm wrapped around Lin Yan's fingertips like lava. In surprise, he caught a glimpse of the burning flames in Chi Zong's eyes. For some reason, Alpha's face turned red, spreading along the neck to the base of the ears.

"... Chi Zong?"

"...ah...uh..." Chi Zong's lips trembled a few times, he clenched the other's hand, as if trying to grasp a trace of clarity: "I...yes, I'm sorry..."

Lin Yan was a little confused: "What are you apologizing for?"

"Uh..." The boy blinked in a daze, and asked as if asking for help, "Brother Lin, we are friends, right...?"

"……Um."

"So, so I'm sorry..." I actually thought about that kind of thing, I took a deep breath to my brother who is also an Alpha, Chi Zong let go of his palm, and patted his cheek hard: "Maybe it's because I've been under too much pressure recently .”

As the end of the term was approaching, even Young Master Chi would not be able to escape the exam, not to mention the result had to be reported to the family.Lin Yan expressed his understanding. He drew back his numb finger and flexed it a few times, "That was really hard work..."

Calculating the time that can be squeezed out like a sponge, Lin Yan tentatively said: "I have time in the evening in three days, why don't we go have a meal?"

"Ah, can it be?" Chi Zong blinked flattered, "Will it delay work..."

"Even if it's for work, you need to relax properly." Lin Yan said with a smile: "I'm not a robot, and I... will get tired."

"Then it's settled." The previous entanglement was swept away, and Chi Zong burst into a smile, "I'll pick you up at that time... hey, do you have anything special to eat? Do you want to book the restaurant in advance? deal?"

"Hmm..." Maybe this was the last few meals between the two, Lin Yan hesitated, and chose a western restaurant with a little selfishness. The taste of that restaurant was not very outstanding, but Sheng The environment is excellent, sitting on the terrace can directly see the scenery of the coastline.

As always, Chi Zong didn't realize this, and quickly took out his phone to book the best location...

In the next few days, in order to make time for dinner, Lin Yan stayed in the pile of official documents day and night, and had no time to eat. Only when he was too hungry would he think of eating some fruit. …In the past three days, he mostly fell asleep on the table and was woken up by the phone calls from his classmates. The only time to relax was when he took a shower, but unfortunately it was only for a short 10 minutes.

But the hard work is not without return. Lin Yan handed in the required materials one day ahead of the original deadline. After the email was sent, he took a long breath, slumped on the chair for a long time and did not get up, and took a nap in a daze , It was already evening when I woke up.

Two hours before the appointed time, Lin Yan dragged his unusually heavy body into the bathroom, and simply took a shower.

The great pressure of the past three days made him seem to have lost weight a bit, and his slightly rounded chin pointed a lot. When he looked at the thin young man in the mirror, only the lower abdomen seemed to bulge a little.Lin Yan took a handful of foam and wiped it on, only to feel that there seemed to be something under the skin... But the overwork had made his brain unable to think deeper, and instead he unconsciously became dazed.

It wasn't until there was a knock on the office door that he suddenly came back to his senses.

Another 10 minutes later, Lin Yan sent a text message to Chi Zong when he came out of the bathroom, telling him to wait downstairs.As soon as he went downstairs, he could see the tall figure standing under the tree at a glance. The afterglow of the setting sun fell on the young man's handsome face, making his eyes look like they were on fire.

His heart beat like a palpitation, so intense that Lin Yan had to hold his chest... He actually slept for no more than ten hours in the past few days. After taking a bath, the feeling of fatigue became more obvious, and he even felt a little emotional. fluctuation.But even so, he still controlled his expression and smiled.

"Brother Lin!" The young man saw him, opened his arms and waved vigorously: "This way..."

The two got into the car talking and laughing all the way, Lin Yan sat in the passenger seat very consciously, as soon as his head was pressed against the back of the seat, sleepiness began to hit him continuously; He twittered endlessly, so he had to force himself to retain a trace of sobriety.

The restaurant is located close to the seaside, and the drive takes nearly four to ten minutes. There is a small traffic jam in the middle, and the car stops and starts.

Maybe the other party didn't answer for a long time, the slow young master finally came to his senses, handed him a bottle of mineral water very thoughtfully, and closed his mouth.

Thanks to him, Lin Yan took a nap in the car, and it was getting dark when he got out of the car.

The two of them decided on the balcony, and besides them, most of them were couples who came to date... Lin Yan felt a little embarrassed about this, for fear that the other party would find out something, this worry continued until he sat down, Chi Zong Open the menu: "Hey? Today's set meal for two is discounted! No wonder there are so many people..." Seeing that it is still limited, I quickly called the waiter to come over and ask for one.

After the order was successfully placed, he seemed to think of something, and looked at Lin Yan: "Ah, I forgot to ask Brother Lin what you want to eat, I think the set meal is quite complete..."

Lin Yan: "...it doesn't matter."

He actually didn't want to eat anything.

The empty stomach has long been starved and numb, only the feeling of nausea from motion sickness is still there, Lin Yan picked up the wine on the table and took a sip.

The sour taste made him a little more comfortable, but unfortunately it was quickly broken by the next dishes.

The first soup is the usual creamy soup in Western food. It tastes delicious and rich. After two or three mouthfuls, I scooped it up, and the spoon is hanging on the edge of the plate.However, Lin Yan only took a sip before putting it down. The rich taste of the cream stuck in his throat, as if he couldn't swallow it, which was very uncomfortable.

Then there was another salad with charcoal-grilled pork neck on it. Chi Zong ate it very deliciously. When he looked up and saw that the other party didn't move at all, he couldn't help asking: "Brother Lin, why don't you eat it?"

Lin Yansheng was afraid that the other party would find it strange, so he resisted to eat a few mouthfuls, but he was removed without even destroying the general shape.

When the main course of steak came to the table, he finally couldn't take it anymore. The nausea in his stomach made him dizzy. Lin Yan only had time to say sorry before stumbling to the bathroom... This scene seemed familiar, Chi Looking at the back of the other party, he found that his hands were subconsciously covering his lower abdomen.

... An indescribable feeling suddenly enveloped him, the young man was stunned for a moment, and followed hesitantly.

Lin Yan really didn't eat anything this time, even if he vomited, he couldn't vomit anything. At the same time, he only felt a bursting pain in his lower abdomen, and the pain hit the brain cortex like lightning.His vision gradually blurred, and his limbs began to tremble uncontrollably. With all his strength, he barely managed to hold the edge of the sink, but his body couldn't stop kneeling...

"Brother Lin? What's wrong with you, Brother Lin!"

Knees hit the cold floor, Lin Yan leaned on his arms, tears fell from the corners of his eyes due to unstoppable retching and pain, he kept taking deep breaths, but he still couldn't resist the fading away of consciousness...

The body seemed to be hugged by someone, and Chi Zong's voice sounded above his head.

"Be patient, I'll take you to the hospital now—"

No...can't go to the hospital...

The trembling lips opened and closed several times, but he couldn't even utter a word. At the moment when he fell into a coma, Lin Yan pulled all his strength and grabbed the boy's sleeve——

Immediately afterwards, he knew nothing.

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