I didn't become a human today

"Song Yu? Song Yu, are you there?" This was the third time Ji Ran saw her.

The girl who was sitting on a branch in the summer, full of thoughts, has now turned into an old woman with white hair.

She slowly came out from behind the tea tree, step by step, so slowly.She is so old that her eyes are dazzled, and the wrinkles on her face look vicissitudes and horror.

She stood in front of them, looked at Ji Ran with cloudy eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "You are finally here. I can't wait, I want to tell you everything."

Song Yu's words drifted into their minds, and in a trance, everyone had the same hallucination.

The vicissitudes of the sun and the moon were changing above their heads, and Song Yu stood in front of them like an old woman. They watched her waist change from rickety to straight, and the grooves on her face, and the wrinkles disappeared little by little... Time passed Her body kept regressing, she changed from an old woman to a three-year-old child, and the tea tree behind her also gradually shrunk with Song Yu's changes, and finally shrank back into the soil and condensed into a dark brown tea tree seeds.

And Song Yu, who had turned into a child, seemed unable to see their existence, and she couldn't even walk steadily.Song Yu's father hugged her dotingly, picked off a pomegranate and handed it to her.

The courtyard has changed a lot, the tea tree is gone, but there are a few more fruit trees.

Father carried Song Yu into the house, and Song Yu slurred something, "Mother, eat pomegranate..." The whole family in the room smiled heartily.

The three looked at each other.

"What is this?" Ji Ran reached for the pomegranate on the branch, but he couldn't touch anything here.

"It's memories." Liang Xingye said, "These are the memories she wants us to see."

Yes, Ji Ran remembered that Song Yu in Xia Tian once told him that the memory of the past was the source of her pain.

So far, Song Yu has always looked carefree as a child, so what happened afterwards?

Day and night are constantly changing, and everything in the past is happening in an orderly manner.

Song Yu's father was a tea farmer, and would go out every once in a while to find better tea tree seeds. Song Yu's mother came from a scholarly family, and because the family did not approve of the marriage, she left everything behind and eloped with Song Yu's father. When they arrived here, they had nothing at first, and even the house was built later.

Song Yu's father wanted to make tea to improve his life, but before that, they had to find suitable tea tree seeds.He searched for it for a long time, and every time he came home, he looked exhausted.

At the age of five, the naughty Song Yu knocked down all the pomegranates in the yard with a bamboo pole, just as his tired father came home.

Seeing the pomegranates falling all over the ground, he looked harsh, "Who did this?"

Song Yu was terrified. With his hands behind his back, he hesitated and said, "It's not me..."

"Who else could you be?"

Song Yu rolled his eyes and saw a scholar passing by the door, so he lied, "Uncle did it!"

"Nonsense! Where did you come from, uncle?" Their family cut off all contact with their relatives and moved here. It is impossible for any relatives to visit.

The seeds of doubt are planted at this time.

Gradually, this seemingly happy family had more quarrels.

Living in poverty, my father went out again to look for good tea tree seeds. The seeds he brought back were planted, and they had a small tea garden. Song Yu's mother took care of it on weekdays, but Song Yu's father always felt that , The taste of those teas is dull and unsatisfactory.He is a tea addict and wants to find better tree species.

The business of the small tea garden has improved a bit. Occasionally, someone will come to buy tea. Song Yu's mother is busy and has no time to take care of her.

The young Song Yu climbed onto the table and broke his father's favorite teapot.

When the father came back, he was furious, "Who did it!"

"That strange uncle did it... white clothes, he often buys tea at home... he likes to read, he has a lot of books..."

A child's imagination gradually transforms a non-existent person into a full-fledged, real person.

A quarrel, a bigger quarrel...

Everything in the house was smashed, "I know you have always looked down on me and thought I couldn't bring you a better life, so I kept going out, I traveled across mountains and rivers, and got into dangerous situations several times, just to find a The seeds that will make us rich, but what about you? You shameless bitch, what do you do every time I go out?"

The mother's hysterical voice came, "I didn't do anything, that's the child's nonsense, that person doesn't exist at all! You madman, if you insist on thinking this way, then I can only pack up my things and take the child away!"

"Don't go! Children can't lie!"

Yes, children are innocent, so they will not lie.Once upon a time, such a statement was true and people believed it.

At first Song Yu just stood outside the door and cried loudly. After crying for a while, he picked up a stone and drew randomly on the ground.

She didn't understand what happened to her parents, and at such a moment, she just wanted to talk to that imaginary uncle.

She drew him, with his hair tied up, wearing such clothes, holding a book and a pen in his hand...

When the father came out of the house, his body was covered in blood.

Song Yu looked at him, not understanding what happened.

Her father hugged her with a rare loving smile on his face.

He looked at the ugly painting on the ground and asked him, "Is this uncle treating you well?"

"Of course." Song Yu said in an orderly manner, "When I am unhappy, my uncle will always be with me and make me laugh. He will lead me to pick pomegranates and catch butterflies..."

At that time, she didn't know that while she was talking about these things happily, her father had already become a star.

Foya watched from the side and jumped, "It's this time, why is she still talking about this!"

Liang Xingye analyzed the matter extremely calmly, "The reason why Song Yu invented this character is actually because her father is away all the year round. The things she imagined all stemmed from her lack of love for her father. She Every word she said, like picking pomegranates and catching crickets, was something her father took her to do when she was a child. There is no real right or wrong in this matter, and everyone is at fault."

Ji Ran looked at him, thinking silently in his heart, this person can always see the direction of things easily, he is very careful, this kind of carefulness is everywhere.

Liang Xingye slowed down, and continued: "If we have to pursue it, everyone is at fault. Song Yu's mother's fault lies in her arrogance, her temper, and her disposition. She comes from a scholarly family, has studied, Knowing how to read, she is different from secular women. She doesn't bother to explain many things. She is stubborn and has a temper. Song Yu's father's fault is that he has low self-esteem. From the beginning to the end, he feels that he is inferior and not worthy of such a good wife. Not firm enough, maybe he is really not a good husband, a good father, he tried hard, but things backfired. As for Song Yu...every lie she said depends on the previous foreshadowing of her parents. You can't say that she is heinous , her father was away from home, and her mother was busy with business, in the final analysis, she just lacked the love of her father and her mother, and became a child who was accompanied by lies."