White Snake Uh... Biography
Chapter 19
So many people love me, in fact, I should live a good life.
Unlike Mrs. Qingye, who has to work hard to be able to sit in the concubine's seat of the high family.
I am backed by the Dragon City Supreme, and I am deeply liked by the Lord of the One. I have a husband who loves me, a friend who dotes on me, and a sister who loves me.Although I just sit in a small medicine hall, but from the bottom of my heart, all the gold and silver objects of the mortal world have never stood in the way of my choice, counting with my fingers, I should really be happy.
But I am not happy.
Until the monk followed my will and locked me in the Leifeng Pagoda, I had nothing to do all day long, reflecting on my past and taking a cold look at myself, only to realize that I had never been happy.
Looking at the ceiling carved with dragons, floating phoenixes and flourishing flowers, surrounded by Buddha in the pagoda, Buddha smiled lightly, but smiled very deeply.
It seems like a long, long time ago, in the Cuiyun Garden of Longcheng, I was lying on the grass next to him, watching the blue sky of Longcheng, the blue birds of nine days passing by, coming through the clouds, breaking through the clouds, he stretched out his hand , as if wanting to grab a blue bird, I poked my head over and looked up from under his palm, the blue sky suddenly split into several pieces, flickering along the gap in his palm.
"Bai'er, the blue bird above the dragon city, with a flap of its wings, it can pierce the clouds and break through the sun, and travel nine days. I'll catch one and tie its tail feathers to your and my hands, let it take us to Take a look at the world beyond the sky, okay?" He turned his head, put his chin on my forehead, and said softly to me.I stretched out my hand and touched his adam's apple, which had stopped vibrating. I only felt that the words made people yearn for, but I couldn't touch them no matter what.
"Qingniao is so small, it's too difficult for you to tie the two of us together." I pinched his throat lightly and said in distaste.
"Huh?" He rubbed his chin on my forehead affectionately, and said with a smile: "That's right, I have been doing a better job of delivering mortal delicacies recently, and I have made you look round." More than two circles, I am afraid that if you are tied to the blue bird's tail feathers, the bird feathers will fall by you, and when the blue birds in Dragon City collectively bald their tails, it will be a wonder in the Three Realms."
I turned over and sat up, patted his arm, and said a little angrily: "We Dragon Clan, at this age, we will grow our bodies, how can we be fat!"
"I didn't say you were fat." He smirked, sat up with me, touched my wrist and said, "It's just that the small hands that were not enough to hold a while ago have grown a lot thicker in the past two days. , look for yourself, does this look like the round carrot cake you brought me a while ago."
I stood up angrily, stomped my feet and said, "You still say it!"
Before he could stand up, I pushed him down on the grass again, and I condescendingly said angrily, "I've already finished eating the carrot cake last time! Even today, you still haven't brought it to me!"
As if the sky of Dragon City also felt my anger, a gust of wind blew down from the nine heavens, blowing my hair flying in all directions, covering my face in an instant.
When the hair covered my face, I suddenly felt wet in my hair. I touched it with my hand. What I saw in the hair was his mouth opened wide, with a terrified expression on his face.
"If you know you're afraid, bring me carrot cake earlier. Otherwise, I'll be really angry." I rubbed my nose with my hand, pretending to be angry, but unexpectedly a faint smell suddenly entered my nose.
"Bai...Bai'er..." He pointed at my hand and stammered.This majestic master of the demonic way was panicked, which is rare, and he couldn't even speak smartly. Presumably, he was frightened by my acting skills in pretending to be angry. Xiwo sneered for a while, but only touched the hair, but it was indescribably greasy.
The scene in front of me was finally unobstructed by the hair, and became clearer. I raised my hand to take a closer look, but found that there were some speckled white mud on the palm. The mud that came from nowhere was not only on my palm, but also because of The actions of wiping his nose and brushing his hair just now have stuck to his face a lot.
Above my head, a blue bird chirped and flew over again. I raised my head and looked at my hand again, but my body trembled involuntarily. The voice was full of fear, and I didn't even dare to speak loudly. Xiwo on the grass: "Chou Xiwo, what just fell on my hair...was... rain?"
"Is it rain!" Xiwo looked at me in surprise and said, "Is it raining shit in Dragon City?"
"what--!"
I squatted by the stream and felt the sticky feeling on my head and hands after washing it several times. He squatted beside me, coaxing me and wringing out the handkerchief for me. He wiped my face and said: "Don't wash it, it's all cleaned up early, then... that thing was cleaned up long ago."
Before he finished speaking, he was teased by himself again, turned his face away secretly, chuckled twice, and when he turned around again, it was a flushed face that wanted to laugh but didn't dare to.
I shook off the stream water in my hand, and sat by the stream on the spot, with loose hair, glanced at the rippled stream water, the stream water was so clear that it clearly reflected a blue sky and white clouds, I In the scene of sitting with him one after the other, he snickered by himself while I was not paying attention.
I suddenly turned around, grabbed his collar and said: "Chou Xiwo, only you and I know about today's matter, the three realms and six realms, no third person is allowed to know!"
He obviously didn't expect Zheng Shuang, who was snickering, to be grabbed by me, and he didn't expect that my hands were so powerful that he was dragged very close to my face when he was caught off guard.
He and I have never seemed so close.
His eyelashes are on my eyebrows.
His smiling face froze on my face at my sudden attention.
His eyebrows suddenly relaxed at that moment, as if the "carry" that had been fixed on his forehead all day disappeared in an instant.
I looked at him who was close at hand, and was suddenly stunned.
The stream is gurgling, the world is long, the world is completely empty at this moment, and only he exists in my world.
I couldn't help leaning forward, at this moment, the world has nothing to do with me, I just want to kiss him.
It's just that I haven't tilted my body much, I just feel that my back is suddenly encircled by a pair of strong arms, and in the next second, I saw the most beautiful picture in my life.
The sunshine, just like this, radiated endlessly from his hair. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips on mine. I opened my eyes wide, but I just wanted to keep this moment in my heart forever.
It turns out that this world is beautiful only when viewed through his face.
And I think, this is the purest happiness that I have left and only ever had.
I sat in the empty Leifeng Pagoda, clasped my hands and put them by my mouth, as if I had returned to the stream of that day again, bit by bit the carrot cake he secretly hid in my arms, blushing I didn't even dare to look at him who was blushing even more. When I was alone, I suddenly realized that the black hole in my heart never stopped thinking about him.
I opened my mouth and all I swallowed was air.
It is not the sweet and delicious Jade Carrot Cake that melts in the mouth, slightly salty in the first taste, and sweet in the mouth.
I always thought that if I kept messing around like this, I wouldn’t think about him anymore, and I wouldn’t have to worry about anything, but I didn’t know that the evil results accumulated in the messing around stepped on me at the moment when the door of Leifeng Pagoda closed. The heart comes on horseback.
What did I do?
Forced marriage, marriage, threatened Xu Xian, and stabbed Xiwo.For the sake of the most insignificant self-esteem in my heart.
If I could endure the pride of being used, perhaps Xiwo would still be lying beside me, rubbing his chin gently against my forehead.
Although I don't regret it, I can't help but ask myself if I should regret it.
The time inside the Leifeng Pagoda seemed to be stretched infinitely. I waited for the dawn and the dark, which seemed to be a long, long time, but the dishes around me kept reminding me that in fact, the time for him to deliver the food was only a few minutes away. It's been a day.
My husband, that meek and honest man, lost his temper for the first time after he knew that I was imprisoned in Leifeng Pagoda.
He lost his temper at me, at Fa Hai, and at everyone.
He blamed me for not telling him about my imprisonment, he blamed Fahai for insisting on locking me into the tower, and he blamed everyone for keeping him secret and not telling him anything.
I looked at the monk outside the pagoda and smiled wryly. He is a mortal, how should he and I explain the inexplicable Three Realms and Six Paths to him.
So he hated me, and hated the monk even more.
He said to the monk, if you don't let me go, then you will never come to see him.
Should I cry, cry that I have a husband who cares so much about me.
Should I laugh? I laughed at myself for being able to harm others and myself to such an extent.
I don't know, and the monk doesn't know even more, so the monk, as before, escaped deep into the world of mortals.
The monk's heart is naturally more bitter than mine. He said a lot of cruel words and swallowed the reality that even I feel bitter.
Fahai couldn't bear to hurt him, let alone involve him in too much depth and complexity, so he was forced by him to leave the world.
Although he complained about me, he walked more than ten miles every day, and came to bring me delicious food in the morning and evening.
But Xiaoqing was nowhere to be seen. I knew she hated me, so that's why she didn't want to see me.
On that day, I was sleepy for too long, and I was really sleepy. When Xu Xian handed in the food, I suddenly grabbed his hand and said, "Master, you should marry Xiaoqing. She treats you sincerely. You Marry her, live an ordinary life, forget me, forget him, bury these things, and live well by yourself."
He suddenly put down the dishes and looked at me with an expression I had never seen before. The last bit of brilliance in his eyes disappeared, and the dead gray eyes made my heart sink. I couldn't tell whether it was regret or fear. Knowing that I said something wrong, I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say.
He just picked up the bowl and plate again, handed the bowl and chopsticks to me carefully, and then left Leifeng Pagoda without saying a word.
That was the last time I saw Xu Xian.
Three days later, in the middle of the night, Xiaoqing came crying and knocked on the door of Leifeng Pagoda, crying and shouting: "Sister, Xu Xian is gone, there is no trace of him in the Three Realms."
Xiaoqing cried helplessly and heartbreakingly.I'm on the other side of the door, but I can't even cry. I seem to know that there will be such a day. It seems that I won't give up until I disintegrate everything I own. I really deserve to be condemned by God. I Leaning against the shaking door panel that was smashed by Xiaoqing, he sat slumped on the ground and buried his head in his knees.
Before dawn, Xiaoqing rushed into the night, searching for Xu Xian again and again.It seems that there is a feeling in the dark, and there is always a voice in my heart telling me, Xu Xian, he will never be found again.
Before my world collapses, the only thing I want to see is him.
I frantically used my fingers to write his name on the four walls of Leifeng Pagoda. The nails became shorter and shorter, until the flesh was exposed, the blood flowed down, and the walls were full, and I stopped.
I looked around, his name ranged from light to deep, clean, bloody, and blurred. With the last of my strength, I slammed into the door of the Leifeng Pagoda that closed me, and I slammed on the door, but the door just shook. Shaking, then motionless.
I lay on the ground and looked at the Buddha on the ceiling. The Buddha smiled deeply, but now he seemed to be laughing at me. The treasure of Buddhism is still hanging on the top of the Leifeng Pagoda. How can I get out of a trapped turtle? go.
I was so exhausted that I finally passed out. I seemed to hear a loud noise in a trance, and my face was pressed against the ground, and I felt a slight vibration. It seemed to be... the sound of metal falling to the ground...
Wake up again, the tower door is wide open!
The sun shone endlessly into this cold and damp tower. I was hugged by him, and the dampness on my body gradually dissipated.
When I opened my eyes, the sunlight diffused into his hair, and I couldn't see his face clearly for a moment.
"Bai'er!" He called softly.
"Stinky Xiwo!" Seeing his face gradually become clear, my tears could no longer stop, and one after another, they got into the upturned hair along the corners of my eyes. I stretched out my hands and hugged him. His neck, buried his face in his arms: "I miss you so much."
It was the one who hid the candied haws, the carrot cake, the donkey rolling, the sweet-scented osmanthus fragrans, the white milk lotus heart candy, and the countless delicious bosoms. Once again, I put my face on his chest. I just feel that the world is silent.
"Bai'er, stop crying. I'll take you away right away!" He comforted me, patted my head, and said distressedly.
I shook my head vigorously, exposed my face from his embrace, stretched out my hand and touched his face in disbelief, after confirming that it was indeed him, I accidentally left two bloodstains on his face , that was my bleeding finger, I hurriedly hid my palm behind my back: "I can't go, I will go, the monk will be punished by the Buddha in Brahma Realm, if I go, Xiaoqing will be hurt, I will go, No one will be able to find Xu Xian again."
"Bai'er, in your heart...can you really not let others go?" His eyes suddenly darkened, but he was completely unaware of the two bloodstains on his face. The bloodstains combined with this expression made me feel involuntarily Get scared.
I can't lose him again, and I can never leave him again. I don't care about self-esteem and pride.
"Xiwo, you are the only one in my heart, and only you are my everything. What I can't let go of is not love, but a debt, a family relationship, and a bond that is absolutely different from yours. Don't you Leave me, I will never be separated from you again."
"Bai'er!" Xiwo suddenly hugged me tightly again, and just called my name, but his voice choked up uncontrollably. "For you, I don't want anything...I..."
"Even if I am used by you, I am willing." I was afraid that I would hear some words from his mouth that would shake me, so I interrupted him, and said anxiously: "Even if you are for the eternal prosperity of the devil, I will marry you." , and stay with you forever."
I just felt that his body trembled uncontrollably as if his body had been struck by lightning, and then he was picked up by him and walked out of the Leifeng Pagoda that had trapped me for a long time.
I was hugged by him, looked back at Lei Feng, only saw a golden bowl fell on the ground with all its brilliance lost, shook it a few times, finally got mana to fly up, jumped up slowly, rushed to the west and disappeared.
He knelt down on one knee, put my chin on his shoulder, and asked me softly: "Bai'er, is the Xu Xian you mentioned just now invisible in the three realms and six realms?"
I nodded, with his intelligence, he can see the leopard with just a few words, so naturally I don't need to say more: "Xiaoqing said that she disappeared three days ago."
"Well, I see, Bai'er, close your eyes." He said softly again. "When I cast a spell later, there will inevitably be wind and dust. Close your eyes and don't let the wind and dust get into your eyes."
I covered my eyes with my hands and said, "Okay, don't worry."
Hearing this, he recited a mantra silently, and then I just felt a gust of wind suddenly rise around me, and the wind spirits hidden in the wind were all called out, and after three circles around me and his side, then Flying far away at an unimaginable speed, not long after, the wind spirits who had flown all over the three realms and six realms returned one after another, and Xiang Xiwo vulgarized what he saw and felt.
"Okay, Bai'er, open your eyes." He patted my head, pulled me away from his arms, pulled me up from the ground, and stood face to face with me. Only then did I realize that Outside the Leifeng Pagoda, it was already late at night.
"Feng Ling said that there is indeed no trace of Xu Xian in the world." He looked at me and said with some concern: "Although there are many spells in the world that can cover up your traces, there are spells that can be hidden so that Feng Ling can't detect them." However, there are only a handful of methods. Most of the wind spirits infer that Xu Xian's situation may have performed the double body technique. In the reincarnation book, it will also lose its trace for a short time."
I have seen this evil technique in the treasure house of Dragon City before, so when Xiwo mentioned it, I just felt dizzy, my legs were sore and weak, and I would fall to the ground when I saw it, if he didn't catch me in time Hug again, I'm afraid I'm going to fall like a dog as soon as I get out of Leifeng Pagoda.
"Bai'er, don't be afraid. If, as you said, Xu Xian has been completely missing for three days, according to what I've said, it only takes one hour and three quarters for the double body method to cocoon, so I speculate that maybe Xu Xianxing is not It's not a technique of double body." Xiwo hastily hugged me and comforted me.
"Xiwo!" I hugged Xiwo's arm and said, "If you want to save him, if you want to save Xu Xian, you must not let him walk on this path of no return!"
"Bai'er, is he really so important to you?" Xiwo helped me up again, facing me face to face, and asked with a frown.
"It's very important! He still has someone he loves waiting for him, waiting to resolve the rift with him and stay with him for the rest of his life. He has been missed by me for so long. I should owe him!" With a little prayer, I shook my head again. Shaking Xiwo's arm, he said: "Xiwo, you must help me, you must save him."
Xiwo lowered his head and stroked my hair, with endless pampering and tenderness in his eyes, he nodded and told me: "Don't worry, Bai'er's business is my business, with me, everything You don't need to worry about it."
I looked at his face, the sky was full of stars at this time, but it was far less beautiful than his eyes.
I nodded happily, as long as he agrees to me, I naturally don't need to worry anymore, it has been like this ever since.
"Bai'er, let me see you again." He gently pinched my chin and looked at me intently.
I was a little shy when he saw it, so I couldn't help but blushed and patted him and said, "It's important to save people first, and I'll watch it later, there's not much time."
He smiled and suddenly hugged me tightly.
I was stunned for a moment, but happily embraced him with my backhand. His lips were next to my ear, and he breathed lightly, a strange itchy feeling suddenly spread: "Xiwo..."
"Bai'er, since I first met you that day, I have tried my best to restrain myself from wanting to give up everything for you. I have to remind myself all the time, remind myself of the heavy responsibility I am carrying, but seeing Without you, I can only be a sycophant, because in my heart, after having you, I can no longer let go of anything. For you, I can do nothing. In exchange for sharing life and death with you, but after tonight, I will no longer be me, I am worried about you, I am deeply afraid that when I am no longer me, I will not be able to love you so hard, Baier, you must... must good..."
I just feel that the Xiwo in my arms is getting farther and farther away. Between me and his embrace, an irresistible force slowly emerges. As his words gradually spread, he forcibly pulls me out of his embrace. Peeling off, I watched him get farther and farther away from me, but I was surprised that there was another him in my arms, with his eyes closed, as if in a deep sleep, quietly hugging me in his arms.
In the distance, he suddenly smiled at me, and then with great reluctance, he turned into a stream of light and flew away. I followed the stream of light, and the sky was full of stars, but I didn't know that the flash of light was him.And the him in his arms suddenly opened his eyes after the light disappeared, but there was no familiar expression in those eyes.
Those were a pair of eyes completely unfamiliar to me, on the face of the person I loved the most in my life.
I let go of my hands and looked at him. He stretched out his hand and touched my head as before.It was still his hand, but the moment I caressed it, I just felt strange!
"Bai'er." He called me.
he calls me.
I just screamed in disbelief, turned and ran away.
I am afraid!I know very well that he is no longer him!
I want to get him back.
But where is he?
Three realms and six realms, four dimensions and eight desolations, I took the form of a dragon, pierced into the clouds in the blink of an eye, traveled across mountains and mountains, and traveled all over the sea and sky. I just searched for a long time, but I didn't see him.
It was as if he also disappeared from this world.
When I was disheartened, I had nowhere to go, and when I went back to Qiantang, in the security hall, Xu Xian had already returned, sitting in front of the doctor's table, taking the pulse for someone, with a bit of worry on his face.
I stepped into the security hall in despair, Ren Xuxian hugged me happily, Ren Qing'er washed off the dust and dust all over my body, and I lay there alone, I know that he never broke his promise to me Pass.
Only he is no longer there.
The author has something to say: When I opened the Jinjiang update today, I found that the click was 233... I feel so complicated...
So far, "White Snake" is over.The next one will be Xiwo's "Devil Lord Chapter".
Unlike Mrs. Qingye, who has to work hard to be able to sit in the concubine's seat of the high family.
I am backed by the Dragon City Supreme, and I am deeply liked by the Lord of the One. I have a husband who loves me, a friend who dotes on me, and a sister who loves me.Although I just sit in a small medicine hall, but from the bottom of my heart, all the gold and silver objects of the mortal world have never stood in the way of my choice, counting with my fingers, I should really be happy.
But I am not happy.
Until the monk followed my will and locked me in the Leifeng Pagoda, I had nothing to do all day long, reflecting on my past and taking a cold look at myself, only to realize that I had never been happy.
Looking at the ceiling carved with dragons, floating phoenixes and flourishing flowers, surrounded by Buddha in the pagoda, Buddha smiled lightly, but smiled very deeply.
It seems like a long, long time ago, in the Cuiyun Garden of Longcheng, I was lying on the grass next to him, watching the blue sky of Longcheng, the blue birds of nine days passing by, coming through the clouds, breaking through the clouds, he stretched out his hand , as if wanting to grab a blue bird, I poked my head over and looked up from under his palm, the blue sky suddenly split into several pieces, flickering along the gap in his palm.
"Bai'er, the blue bird above the dragon city, with a flap of its wings, it can pierce the clouds and break through the sun, and travel nine days. I'll catch one and tie its tail feathers to your and my hands, let it take us to Take a look at the world beyond the sky, okay?" He turned his head, put his chin on my forehead, and said softly to me.I stretched out my hand and touched his adam's apple, which had stopped vibrating. I only felt that the words made people yearn for, but I couldn't touch them no matter what.
"Qingniao is so small, it's too difficult for you to tie the two of us together." I pinched his throat lightly and said in distaste.
"Huh?" He rubbed his chin on my forehead affectionately, and said with a smile: "That's right, I have been doing a better job of delivering mortal delicacies recently, and I have made you look round." More than two circles, I am afraid that if you are tied to the blue bird's tail feathers, the bird feathers will fall by you, and when the blue birds in Dragon City collectively bald their tails, it will be a wonder in the Three Realms."
I turned over and sat up, patted his arm, and said a little angrily: "We Dragon Clan, at this age, we will grow our bodies, how can we be fat!"
"I didn't say you were fat." He smirked, sat up with me, touched my wrist and said, "It's just that the small hands that were not enough to hold a while ago have grown a lot thicker in the past two days. , look for yourself, does this look like the round carrot cake you brought me a while ago."
I stood up angrily, stomped my feet and said, "You still say it!"
Before he could stand up, I pushed him down on the grass again, and I condescendingly said angrily, "I've already finished eating the carrot cake last time! Even today, you still haven't brought it to me!"
As if the sky of Dragon City also felt my anger, a gust of wind blew down from the nine heavens, blowing my hair flying in all directions, covering my face in an instant.
When the hair covered my face, I suddenly felt wet in my hair. I touched it with my hand. What I saw in the hair was his mouth opened wide, with a terrified expression on his face.
"If you know you're afraid, bring me carrot cake earlier. Otherwise, I'll be really angry." I rubbed my nose with my hand, pretending to be angry, but unexpectedly a faint smell suddenly entered my nose.
"Bai...Bai'er..." He pointed at my hand and stammered.This majestic master of the demonic way was panicked, which is rare, and he couldn't even speak smartly. Presumably, he was frightened by my acting skills in pretending to be angry. Xiwo sneered for a while, but only touched the hair, but it was indescribably greasy.
The scene in front of me was finally unobstructed by the hair, and became clearer. I raised my hand to take a closer look, but found that there were some speckled white mud on the palm. The mud that came from nowhere was not only on my palm, but also because of The actions of wiping his nose and brushing his hair just now have stuck to his face a lot.
Above my head, a blue bird chirped and flew over again. I raised my head and looked at my hand again, but my body trembled involuntarily. The voice was full of fear, and I didn't even dare to speak loudly. Xiwo on the grass: "Chou Xiwo, what just fell on my hair...was... rain?"
"Is it rain!" Xiwo looked at me in surprise and said, "Is it raining shit in Dragon City?"
"what--!"
I squatted by the stream and felt the sticky feeling on my head and hands after washing it several times. He squatted beside me, coaxing me and wringing out the handkerchief for me. He wiped my face and said: "Don't wash it, it's all cleaned up early, then... that thing was cleaned up long ago."
Before he finished speaking, he was teased by himself again, turned his face away secretly, chuckled twice, and when he turned around again, it was a flushed face that wanted to laugh but didn't dare to.
I shook off the stream water in my hand, and sat by the stream on the spot, with loose hair, glanced at the rippled stream water, the stream water was so clear that it clearly reflected a blue sky and white clouds, I In the scene of sitting with him one after the other, he snickered by himself while I was not paying attention.
I suddenly turned around, grabbed his collar and said: "Chou Xiwo, only you and I know about today's matter, the three realms and six realms, no third person is allowed to know!"
He obviously didn't expect Zheng Shuang, who was snickering, to be grabbed by me, and he didn't expect that my hands were so powerful that he was dragged very close to my face when he was caught off guard.
He and I have never seemed so close.
His eyelashes are on my eyebrows.
His smiling face froze on my face at my sudden attention.
His eyebrows suddenly relaxed at that moment, as if the "carry" that had been fixed on his forehead all day disappeared in an instant.
I looked at him who was close at hand, and was suddenly stunned.
The stream is gurgling, the world is long, the world is completely empty at this moment, and only he exists in my world.
I couldn't help leaning forward, at this moment, the world has nothing to do with me, I just want to kiss him.
It's just that I haven't tilted my body much, I just feel that my back is suddenly encircled by a pair of strong arms, and in the next second, I saw the most beautiful picture in my life.
The sunshine, just like this, radiated endlessly from his hair. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips on mine. I opened my eyes wide, but I just wanted to keep this moment in my heart forever.
It turns out that this world is beautiful only when viewed through his face.
And I think, this is the purest happiness that I have left and only ever had.
I sat in the empty Leifeng Pagoda, clasped my hands and put them by my mouth, as if I had returned to the stream of that day again, bit by bit the carrot cake he secretly hid in my arms, blushing I didn't even dare to look at him who was blushing even more. When I was alone, I suddenly realized that the black hole in my heart never stopped thinking about him.
I opened my mouth and all I swallowed was air.
It is not the sweet and delicious Jade Carrot Cake that melts in the mouth, slightly salty in the first taste, and sweet in the mouth.
I always thought that if I kept messing around like this, I wouldn’t think about him anymore, and I wouldn’t have to worry about anything, but I didn’t know that the evil results accumulated in the messing around stepped on me at the moment when the door of Leifeng Pagoda closed. The heart comes on horseback.
What did I do?
Forced marriage, marriage, threatened Xu Xian, and stabbed Xiwo.For the sake of the most insignificant self-esteem in my heart.
If I could endure the pride of being used, perhaps Xiwo would still be lying beside me, rubbing his chin gently against my forehead.
Although I don't regret it, I can't help but ask myself if I should regret it.
The time inside the Leifeng Pagoda seemed to be stretched infinitely. I waited for the dawn and the dark, which seemed to be a long, long time, but the dishes around me kept reminding me that in fact, the time for him to deliver the food was only a few minutes away. It's been a day.
My husband, that meek and honest man, lost his temper for the first time after he knew that I was imprisoned in Leifeng Pagoda.
He lost his temper at me, at Fa Hai, and at everyone.
He blamed me for not telling him about my imprisonment, he blamed Fahai for insisting on locking me into the tower, and he blamed everyone for keeping him secret and not telling him anything.
I looked at the monk outside the pagoda and smiled wryly. He is a mortal, how should he and I explain the inexplicable Three Realms and Six Paths to him.
So he hated me, and hated the monk even more.
He said to the monk, if you don't let me go, then you will never come to see him.
Should I cry, cry that I have a husband who cares so much about me.
Should I laugh? I laughed at myself for being able to harm others and myself to such an extent.
I don't know, and the monk doesn't know even more, so the monk, as before, escaped deep into the world of mortals.
The monk's heart is naturally more bitter than mine. He said a lot of cruel words and swallowed the reality that even I feel bitter.
Fahai couldn't bear to hurt him, let alone involve him in too much depth and complexity, so he was forced by him to leave the world.
Although he complained about me, he walked more than ten miles every day, and came to bring me delicious food in the morning and evening.
But Xiaoqing was nowhere to be seen. I knew she hated me, so that's why she didn't want to see me.
On that day, I was sleepy for too long, and I was really sleepy. When Xu Xian handed in the food, I suddenly grabbed his hand and said, "Master, you should marry Xiaoqing. She treats you sincerely. You Marry her, live an ordinary life, forget me, forget him, bury these things, and live well by yourself."
He suddenly put down the dishes and looked at me with an expression I had never seen before. The last bit of brilliance in his eyes disappeared, and the dead gray eyes made my heart sink. I couldn't tell whether it was regret or fear. Knowing that I said something wrong, I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say.
He just picked up the bowl and plate again, handed the bowl and chopsticks to me carefully, and then left Leifeng Pagoda without saying a word.
That was the last time I saw Xu Xian.
Three days later, in the middle of the night, Xiaoqing came crying and knocked on the door of Leifeng Pagoda, crying and shouting: "Sister, Xu Xian is gone, there is no trace of him in the Three Realms."
Xiaoqing cried helplessly and heartbreakingly.I'm on the other side of the door, but I can't even cry. I seem to know that there will be such a day. It seems that I won't give up until I disintegrate everything I own. I really deserve to be condemned by God. I Leaning against the shaking door panel that was smashed by Xiaoqing, he sat slumped on the ground and buried his head in his knees.
Before dawn, Xiaoqing rushed into the night, searching for Xu Xian again and again.It seems that there is a feeling in the dark, and there is always a voice in my heart telling me, Xu Xian, he will never be found again.
Before my world collapses, the only thing I want to see is him.
I frantically used my fingers to write his name on the four walls of Leifeng Pagoda. The nails became shorter and shorter, until the flesh was exposed, the blood flowed down, and the walls were full, and I stopped.
I looked around, his name ranged from light to deep, clean, bloody, and blurred. With the last of my strength, I slammed into the door of the Leifeng Pagoda that closed me, and I slammed on the door, but the door just shook. Shaking, then motionless.
I lay on the ground and looked at the Buddha on the ceiling. The Buddha smiled deeply, but now he seemed to be laughing at me. The treasure of Buddhism is still hanging on the top of the Leifeng Pagoda. How can I get out of a trapped turtle? go.
I was so exhausted that I finally passed out. I seemed to hear a loud noise in a trance, and my face was pressed against the ground, and I felt a slight vibration. It seemed to be... the sound of metal falling to the ground...
Wake up again, the tower door is wide open!
The sun shone endlessly into this cold and damp tower. I was hugged by him, and the dampness on my body gradually dissipated.
When I opened my eyes, the sunlight diffused into his hair, and I couldn't see his face clearly for a moment.
"Bai'er!" He called softly.
"Stinky Xiwo!" Seeing his face gradually become clear, my tears could no longer stop, and one after another, they got into the upturned hair along the corners of my eyes. I stretched out my hands and hugged him. His neck, buried his face in his arms: "I miss you so much."
It was the one who hid the candied haws, the carrot cake, the donkey rolling, the sweet-scented osmanthus fragrans, the white milk lotus heart candy, and the countless delicious bosoms. Once again, I put my face on his chest. I just feel that the world is silent.
"Bai'er, stop crying. I'll take you away right away!" He comforted me, patted my head, and said distressedly.
I shook my head vigorously, exposed my face from his embrace, stretched out my hand and touched his face in disbelief, after confirming that it was indeed him, I accidentally left two bloodstains on his face , that was my bleeding finger, I hurriedly hid my palm behind my back: "I can't go, I will go, the monk will be punished by the Buddha in Brahma Realm, if I go, Xiaoqing will be hurt, I will go, No one will be able to find Xu Xian again."
"Bai'er, in your heart...can you really not let others go?" His eyes suddenly darkened, but he was completely unaware of the two bloodstains on his face. The bloodstains combined with this expression made me feel involuntarily Get scared.
I can't lose him again, and I can never leave him again. I don't care about self-esteem and pride.
"Xiwo, you are the only one in my heart, and only you are my everything. What I can't let go of is not love, but a debt, a family relationship, and a bond that is absolutely different from yours. Don't you Leave me, I will never be separated from you again."
"Bai'er!" Xiwo suddenly hugged me tightly again, and just called my name, but his voice choked up uncontrollably. "For you, I don't want anything...I..."
"Even if I am used by you, I am willing." I was afraid that I would hear some words from his mouth that would shake me, so I interrupted him, and said anxiously: "Even if you are for the eternal prosperity of the devil, I will marry you." , and stay with you forever."
I just felt that his body trembled uncontrollably as if his body had been struck by lightning, and then he was picked up by him and walked out of the Leifeng Pagoda that had trapped me for a long time.
I was hugged by him, looked back at Lei Feng, only saw a golden bowl fell on the ground with all its brilliance lost, shook it a few times, finally got mana to fly up, jumped up slowly, rushed to the west and disappeared.
He knelt down on one knee, put my chin on his shoulder, and asked me softly: "Bai'er, is the Xu Xian you mentioned just now invisible in the three realms and six realms?"
I nodded, with his intelligence, he can see the leopard with just a few words, so naturally I don't need to say more: "Xiaoqing said that she disappeared three days ago."
"Well, I see, Bai'er, close your eyes." He said softly again. "When I cast a spell later, there will inevitably be wind and dust. Close your eyes and don't let the wind and dust get into your eyes."
I covered my eyes with my hands and said, "Okay, don't worry."
Hearing this, he recited a mantra silently, and then I just felt a gust of wind suddenly rise around me, and the wind spirits hidden in the wind were all called out, and after three circles around me and his side, then Flying far away at an unimaginable speed, not long after, the wind spirits who had flown all over the three realms and six realms returned one after another, and Xiang Xiwo vulgarized what he saw and felt.
"Okay, Bai'er, open your eyes." He patted my head, pulled me away from his arms, pulled me up from the ground, and stood face to face with me. Only then did I realize that Outside the Leifeng Pagoda, it was already late at night.
"Feng Ling said that there is indeed no trace of Xu Xian in the world." He looked at me and said with some concern: "Although there are many spells in the world that can cover up your traces, there are spells that can be hidden so that Feng Ling can't detect them." However, there are only a handful of methods. Most of the wind spirits infer that Xu Xian's situation may have performed the double body technique. In the reincarnation book, it will also lose its trace for a short time."
I have seen this evil technique in the treasure house of Dragon City before, so when Xiwo mentioned it, I just felt dizzy, my legs were sore and weak, and I would fall to the ground when I saw it, if he didn't catch me in time Hug again, I'm afraid I'm going to fall like a dog as soon as I get out of Leifeng Pagoda.
"Bai'er, don't be afraid. If, as you said, Xu Xian has been completely missing for three days, according to what I've said, it only takes one hour and three quarters for the double body method to cocoon, so I speculate that maybe Xu Xianxing is not It's not a technique of double body." Xiwo hastily hugged me and comforted me.
"Xiwo!" I hugged Xiwo's arm and said, "If you want to save him, if you want to save Xu Xian, you must not let him walk on this path of no return!"
"Bai'er, is he really so important to you?" Xiwo helped me up again, facing me face to face, and asked with a frown.
"It's very important! He still has someone he loves waiting for him, waiting to resolve the rift with him and stay with him for the rest of his life. He has been missed by me for so long. I should owe him!" With a little prayer, I shook my head again. Shaking Xiwo's arm, he said: "Xiwo, you must help me, you must save him."
Xiwo lowered his head and stroked my hair, with endless pampering and tenderness in his eyes, he nodded and told me: "Don't worry, Bai'er's business is my business, with me, everything You don't need to worry about it."
I looked at his face, the sky was full of stars at this time, but it was far less beautiful than his eyes.
I nodded happily, as long as he agrees to me, I naturally don't need to worry anymore, it has been like this ever since.
"Bai'er, let me see you again." He gently pinched my chin and looked at me intently.
I was a little shy when he saw it, so I couldn't help but blushed and patted him and said, "It's important to save people first, and I'll watch it later, there's not much time."
He smiled and suddenly hugged me tightly.
I was stunned for a moment, but happily embraced him with my backhand. His lips were next to my ear, and he breathed lightly, a strange itchy feeling suddenly spread: "Xiwo..."
"Bai'er, since I first met you that day, I have tried my best to restrain myself from wanting to give up everything for you. I have to remind myself all the time, remind myself of the heavy responsibility I am carrying, but seeing Without you, I can only be a sycophant, because in my heart, after having you, I can no longer let go of anything. For you, I can do nothing. In exchange for sharing life and death with you, but after tonight, I will no longer be me, I am worried about you, I am deeply afraid that when I am no longer me, I will not be able to love you so hard, Baier, you must... must good..."
I just feel that the Xiwo in my arms is getting farther and farther away. Between me and his embrace, an irresistible force slowly emerges. As his words gradually spread, he forcibly pulls me out of his embrace. Peeling off, I watched him get farther and farther away from me, but I was surprised that there was another him in my arms, with his eyes closed, as if in a deep sleep, quietly hugging me in his arms.
In the distance, he suddenly smiled at me, and then with great reluctance, he turned into a stream of light and flew away. I followed the stream of light, and the sky was full of stars, but I didn't know that the flash of light was him.And the him in his arms suddenly opened his eyes after the light disappeared, but there was no familiar expression in those eyes.
Those were a pair of eyes completely unfamiliar to me, on the face of the person I loved the most in my life.
I let go of my hands and looked at him. He stretched out his hand and touched my head as before.It was still his hand, but the moment I caressed it, I just felt strange!
"Bai'er." He called me.
he calls me.
I just screamed in disbelief, turned and ran away.
I am afraid!I know very well that he is no longer him!
I want to get him back.
But where is he?
Three realms and six realms, four dimensions and eight desolations, I took the form of a dragon, pierced into the clouds in the blink of an eye, traveled across mountains and mountains, and traveled all over the sea and sky. I just searched for a long time, but I didn't see him.
It was as if he also disappeared from this world.
When I was disheartened, I had nowhere to go, and when I went back to Qiantang, in the security hall, Xu Xian had already returned, sitting in front of the doctor's table, taking the pulse for someone, with a bit of worry on his face.
I stepped into the security hall in despair, Ren Xuxian hugged me happily, Ren Qing'er washed off the dust and dust all over my body, and I lay there alone, I know that he never broke his promise to me Pass.
Only he is no longer there.
The author has something to say: When I opened the Jinjiang update today, I found that the click was 233... I feel so complicated...
So far, "White Snake" is over.The next one will be Xiwo's "Devil Lord Chapter".
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