[Pride and Prejudice] Wisdom

Everything that followed seemed to be in order.

Darcy continued to tell her what he thought about her. Apart from the panic at the beginning, he became calm and self-reliant again, only a pair of eyes that occasionally flicked, revealing the little panic left in his heart.

While analyzing the distance between the two of them to Lydia, he revealed his feelings for her in a subtle way.

After such a long paragraph, Lydia's mind is still in a vacuum state.

"...Ah?" She couldn't react, but when she saw Darcy's eyes staring at her tightly, she seemed to understand it belatedly.

It seems that I was wooed by him? !

As soon as these two words appeared in Lydia's mind, she felt that she was not well.

After experiencing two very different marriage proposals in one night, Lydia only felt that life was too surprising and unpredictable.

Of course, if this is considered a "surprise".

"So..." Darcy raised his eyes and looked at her, as if he was making the biggest decision in his life: "So, please tell me your decision, are you willing? Miss Lydia."

"...I don't want to." After staying for a while, Lydia refused him.

It is true that being proposed by such a man, compared with Collins, Darcy is simply perfect, and even that little flaw can be regarded as what she called before, special place.

Such a young man is of noble birth, elegant manners, decent in every way, and handsome face. In terms of external conditions, there is no fault at all.Internally, he was even better educated and knowledgeable than his contemporaries, and being proposed to by such a man was probably the dream of any young lady.

"Perhaps my refusal will make you feel very shameless, but, Mr. Darcy, as you have listed, there is such a big gap between us, but you only rely on your A good feeling, here... um... Maybe it's the night and the atmosphere that made you dizzy and say such a thing to me, but after you say it, besides being relieved, you must also have some regrets."

Darcy was speechless by her words, her voice was a little hoarse, she opened her mouth, but in the end she still didn't make a sound.

When Darcy gave examples one by one to confess his feelings, it was nothing more than a realistic and a little moving behavior, and of course the moving was because of his honesty.

Under such circumstances, if an ordinary young lady thought about his huge property, she would probably agree to it reluctantly.

But Lydia couldn't help but think further, yes, Darcy is good everywhere, why didn't she agree?If Darcy didn't say those words about the distance between them, Lydia might not be as far-reaching as he thought, and of course she was taken aback for a while, and then she just wanted to find such a man as a meal ticket It seemed like a good idea and I agreed.

But as soon as Darcy's words came out, Lydia suddenly realized something. She couldn't help thinking in her heart that what Darcy said was not wrong at all, and that he proposed to herself now was entirely based on one One of the biggest problems under this goodwill is that they didn't get to know each other for a long time.

This means that half of those good feelings are unreal, and it is undoubtedly dangerous to build good feelings without knowing each other deeply.

If she agrees immediately now, Darcy will suddenly regret it, but according to his character, he will silently abide by what he said.

Because he is such a strict and rigid man.

But Lydia was unwilling. She realized from Darcy's words that the class status of the two people could be very different. Even speaking, she didn't know what he would bear when he made a decision to propose to her. have no idea.

This kind of unequal status gap, even if Lydia has the idea of ​​finding a meal ticket, she can just get along like this, but in the future, she will always go out to socialize, and her family background , even though she married Darcy, she was undoubtedly looked down upon by others, and would even be laughed at along with Darcy.

Her current life is not too embarrassing. Even after a while, she found an opportunity to go to London and buy the paintings in her hands. Although the money may not be much, she can still be her of initial capital.

In this way, she also has the means to make a living, and she can live a good life alone, so why should she wrong herself.

In a way, Darcy, who was rejected, can be regarded as being himself.

"I think you ought to think about your own thoughts, Mr. Darcy."

After saying this, Lydia bowed to him.

At the end of the dance, anyone can see that something is wrong with Darcy.

Although he still had a calm expression on his face, the words "bad mood" seemed to be stuck on his forehead.

He thought over and over what Lydia had said, and chewed every word several times. Of course, Lydia would not know how much she felt when she said those words to him calmly and with her head held high. He loves it.

It seemed that one of his hearts was not knocked down by her cold words, but injected with a new strength.

Mrs. Bennet procrastinated and procrastinated, and finally became the last of the family to leave Nijpei.

Bingley wasn't displeased with her behavior at all, on the contrary, he was very excited.

Lydia and Kitty stood behind her mother, she lowered her eyes lazily, a little absent-minded.

Anyway, looking carefully at Darcy's conditions, being proposed by such a person, Lydia really felt a little dark and happy in her heart.

It is estimated that if Caroline finds out, she will be so angry that she can go directly to God.

Generally speaking, it is really enviable to be uttered by such a "male god" figure to himself.

Oops!Why did I suddenly feel a little regretful before I left Niripei Garden!

Wake up, Lydia!You are the woman who wants to conquer the stars and seas!

But... Mr. Darcy, it is too late to rush to promise you now.

Of course, all of this is Lydia's idle, boring and dark imagination, because Bingley has already pulled Jane to say a lot of farewell words, and there is still meaning to continue.

Mrs. Bennet was, of course, happy to see it happen.

"Hope this evening was a pleasant one for you."

"Of course, Mr. Bingley," said Jane, in a soft voice.

"Goodbye, Miss Lydia." After waiting for a long time, Darcy finally stood up and said to her when they were about to leave.

Lydia didn't expect that Darcy would come out to see them off. If she was rejected, she would feel that it would be embarrassing to see the person who rejected her for the rest of her life.

In such a comparison, Lydia found that her heart was still too small.

Therefore, she also returned a polite smile to Darcy: "Goodbye, Mr. Darcy."

When the group returned home, Mrs. Bennet's eyes lit up. She saw that Mr. Darcy said goodbye to Lydia alone before leaving, and her nerves became more and more sensitive.

But seeing her daughters shouting tired, she also gave up the idea of ​​extorting a confession from Lydia today, and moved it to tomorrow with regret. At the same time, she secretly decided that Collins would never get close to Lydia's finger .

For Lydia, this is also a good thing to change direction.

It was a rough night for Lydia, and she went to her room and said good night to Kitty.

"Good night, Kitty."

"Good night! Lydia!" Kitty, who had seen enough of the officer at night, was full of energy.