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Unlike other artists and stars who communicate with everyone through Weibo or some social software, Yin Li keeps a low profile like a singer who doesn't exist at all.

Huo Zhi knew nothing about him other than listening to music all day long, and in the end he even took the initiative to interact with friends online, trying to learn something from those who seemed to pay special attention to Yin Li, but no one paid any attention to him .

He was troubled for three days, and felt that meeting Yin Li was just like that. Even though he had many incomprehensible emotions in his heart, it was just a chance meeting and there would be no follow-up.

Until Thursday night, he washed up as usual and lay down on the bed to check his cell phone.

He saw someone on the Internet saying that this Friday night, Yin Li had a performance in a coffee club in the west of the city.

No official info, just someone mentioning it under a song comment, not sure if it's true or not.

But when he saw that comment, the only thing Huo Zhi was sure about was that he really wanted to meet him again, listen to him sing live, and expand his encyclopedia entry by the way.

I really want to.

Just such a piece of news that was less reliable than groundless rumors dispelled the haze that had been in his heart for many days in an instant.

Yin Li doesn't seem to like to smile very much, and he kept a cold face when we met that day.

Yin Li didn't seem to like the excitement very much, he always covered his face with his hat that day.

Even so, Huo Zhi still memorized his facial features carefully, and now he lay down and thought about it quietly, that glance really hit his heart, and his heart hadn't been hit like this for a long time.

Some emotions cannot be recollected, and the more you think about it, the more impatient you are.So much so that for the whole day of Friday, Huo Zhi was preoccupied with an uncertain piece of news.

Half an hour before the end of get off work in the afternoon, he put on his coat and began to fidget, and finally everyone in the office noticed his restlessness.

Fang Qi couldn't help but leaned over to him and asked him: "Look at you looking so worthless, what important date has taken your soul away today?"

Huo Zhi kept staring at the time on the screen, and the number just jumped to 05:30 in the afternoon. He immediately picked up the key and replied as he walked, "I'm going to his concert."

Whose concert is it? Why did the 1.8-meter guy suddenly start chasing stars?

Fang Qi reacted for a while, and then remembered the singer Huo Zhi had mentioned before.

But he didn't know about Huo Zhi's mental activities this week, he just suddenly felt that Huo Zhi's appearance today seemed very caring.

Fang Qi couldn't help wondering, why did that kid move so fast? Could it be that the competition in the gay world is very fierce?

It's still him, Brother Huo, who has been single all year round, suffocated, and too impatient.

Confused about the unknown field of love, Fang Qi also got off work to greet the weekend.

The municipal committee building was a little away from the coffee club in the west of the city, and Huo Zhi was anxious and apprehensive all the way, fearing that the news would be false, and his little charming thoughts would be emptied.Afraid of being late and not being able to catch up, I missed Yin Li's performance.

It wasn't until he came that he realized that the news about the performance was indeed true, and it didn't start until seven o'clock in the evening, so he came early.

After chatting casually with the shop owner, Huo Zhi also got a piece of good news. On the last Friday of every month, Yin Li would come to this coffee club to sing.

Usually he will sing for about two hours, and those who watch the show do not need to buy tickets to enter.

Huo Zhi thought to himself, most singers would choose to go to lively places such as bars and nightclubs when they sing.Oh, yes, Yin Li doesn't charge any fees, he really is a very unique person.

Huo Zhi was almost the first person to enter and wait. The lights on the stage only started to light up after drinking his second cup of coffee. About 3 minutes later, the person he had been thinking about for a whole week appeared.

There were no extra people on the stage, only Yin Li and a guitar, even the light was very stingy, the warm yellow light shone on Yin Li's face, making him look less pale.

The man didn't wear a hat today, Huo Zhi finally had a chance to take a closer look, only to find that his hair had been permed and dyed, slightly curled, with straight ends, scattered casually but properly on his forehead.I don't know if the hair color is brown or chestnut, but in short, it makes the whole person not so repulsive.

When he came on stage, Yin Li was wearing a dark khaki-colored trench coat with a lapel collar, and the sleeves were a little tight. He held the guitar and tuned a few times, then took off the coat and put it aside. Inside was a simple piece of white poplin. shirt.

Huo Zhi was drinking coffee but he was only appreciating people in his heart, praising the other party for being very good at dressing, this outfit suits his taste very well.White shirt, slightly curly hair, showing a bit of youthful air.

It's not as if he was all black and cold that day.

Although the light was dim, Huo Zhi could clearly see a smile on the corner of the man's mouth, which was completely different from what he saw during the day a week ago, this man was warm.

Then the thin mouth opened slightly, and he heard him say, "Happy Friday everyone."

It's a pity that he didn't bring a camera, otherwise he could clearly record the faint smile on Yin Li's face at the moment.

Huo Zhi's eyes looked around the cafe, the people in the seats either watched silently, or smiled intently, the atmosphere was quiet and harmonious.

There are no more opening remarks, the guitar plucked first, the prelude flows like still water, and then the deep voice comes, like the beginning of the story.

Huo Zhi picked up the cup and took a sip. The coffee was mellow and delicate, and the singing sound penetrated into his ears along with the story. It was a perfect match.

Probably because he was too fascinated by listening, it wasn't until Yin Li said "I'm going to say goodbye in a while" that he realized that two hours had passed so quickly.

At first Huo Zhi thought that everyone was too calm and didn't see the idol's eager reaction at all. After listening to a song, he immediately felt that whoever is arguing is an idiot at this time.

For Yin Li, not opening his mouth is one kind of temperament, but opening his mouth is another kind of temperament.Talking is one kind of temperament, singing is another kind of temperament.

But no matter what kind, it seems that they can just catch Huo Zhi's eyes.

Originally, Huo Zhi brought a bouquet of flowers when he came here today, thinking that he would simply express his heart at the end, whether as a fan or as anything else.

But he kept watching Yin Li put away his guitar, put on his coat, and the lights began to go dark. He didn't express his thoughts, but just listened to the audience quietly.

About his original thoughts, about what kind of person Yin Li is, it seems to become less important when listening to his voice, just being able to listen to him singing at such a close distance is already very satisfying.

When he was about to leave the field, Yin Li carefully looked at every corner of the field, his eyes were filled with indescribable warmth, when his eyes casually glanced at him, Huo Zhi was sure that Yin Li saw him, but he couldn't help it. Determine if he remembers himself.

It was already [-]:[-] in the evening when we got out of the cafe. Huo Zhi felt indescribably calm and comfortable. After getting in the car, he looked at his face in the rearview mirror and wondered if he would forget it immediately after seeing it once. looks.

It's funny when I think about it, so what if I remember it, I'm just an ordinary member of many fans, if my behavior is too much, the other party might think of me as a perverted stalker.

On the way back, Huo Zhi turned on the music in the car, listening to it intermittently, his mind turned over and over, running towards Yin Li.

I have been thinking so much these days, and I am nervous and satisfied after meeting, what is going on, do I like it, I like songs or I like people.

I didn't think of a reason until I drove the car to the underground parking lot.

After the other side stepped down, Yin Li didn't stay for a long time. He had known the owner of this coffee club for six or seven years, but most of the time, he only met once a month at a fixed location. ,fixed time.

The boss also happens to be a man of few words. When two people meet, they basically have to say "goodbye" within five sentences, otherwise the atmosphere will become very awkward.

Among the people who came to listen to the music, either they just happened to come to drink coffee, or they were very familiar fans, so there was no need for too many greetings on stage.

If Yin Li was asked to say more than ten sentences in front of so many people, he might become shy and timid again.

Sometimes he also can't figure out why a person with his temperament should do the work that needs the most attention. He is obviously better at avoiding and escaping.

He left the cafe a few minutes earlier than Huo Zhi.

Yin Li has always been responsible for his travel and daily life, and he is also used to being alone.

He himself seems to be better at things in life than his agents, and even if he is not good at it, he will find a way to solve it by himself. He hates the feeling of bothering others or relying on others.

After stabilizing the guitar on the back seat, he opened the driver's door and sat in.

He noticed Huo Zhi, who had a stronger gaze on him than anyone else around him.Because of the slight uneasiness in his heart, he couldn't judge whether the content in those eyes was good or bad.

I turned on the music with my head down and listened casually for a while, and the discomfort of being constantly watched by others disappeared.

However, thinking that the next day was Saturday, a day to go back to the suburbs, my mood became a little bad again.

Recently, his mother's condition has become more and more serious, and she is more irritable than before. The aunt who takes care of her has expressed her desire to leave several times.

Yin Li didn't know when that woman who went crazy intermittently would break down completely in his deteriorating life, and he didn't know how long he could last.

I can't figure it out, I haven't figured it out after thinking about it for 18 years since I was ten years old.

What I have to worry about right now is whether I can get a good night's sleep when I go back today, and whether the woman can recognize him as her son when I go back to the suburbs tomorrow.

Different from Yin Li's depression, when Huo Zhi went back, the road was smooth and so was his mood.

After parking the car, Huo Zhi picked up the flower on the passenger seat and got on the elevator.

As soon as he entered the house and changed his clothes, he immediately found a bottle, put some water in it, took out the flowers and placed the bottle on the coffee table, then sat down and looked at the card he brought when he bought the flowers, the words on it were written by himself : "Hello Yin Li."

He thought about it, and put the card in the drawer under the coffee table, next time, see you next time, and say "Hello" to him face to face.

Huo Zhi, who drank three cups of coffee one night and stared at Yin Li for another two hours, was destined to have a difficult night to fall asleep. Fortunately, the next day was the weekend, so he didn't have to worry about being late for work, so he could stay up all night.

After taking a shower, he lay on the bed listening to music with headphones on as usual, and clicked on some news to browse.In the end, there was really nothing to watch, and I refused to put down my phone. My brain activity was more abundant than during the day, and I still didn't feel sleepy.

He opened the album and found the photo of Yin Li that he took with the camera that day, trying to look at the other person's face to carefully distinguish his inner feelings.

At this time, the song was randomized to one of Yin Li's early songs. He held his breath, and his gaze stayed on Yin Li's calm pupils in the photo, and then he heard that person singing in a low voice.

"don't go"

"I also have the joy and joy you like in my dream"

"Let's go"

"People here are lonely ghosts"

What is written in the lyrics is grievance, but he sings it all indifferently.

I don't know if Yin Li's voice is too suitable for such an insomnia night, at this moment Huo Zhi really wants to stop in Yin Li's voice and not leave.