Jiangxin Poplar

At the train station, Jiang Cheng hurriedly said "Thank you brother" and opened the door to the waiting room.

Tang Yuan Zhuo Hai arrived early, seeing him rushing in, Zhuo Hai said, "Brother Cheng, you won't tell me you overslept, will you?"

Tang Yuan: "If it's a little later, Dapan will be prosperous in the future, and you will not be in the share of blessings."

Pan Jun sat on the suitcase and nodded sharply.

Jiang Cheng: "I apologize, I reflect on it, it's all my fault, brother Cheng will compensate you."

Pan Jun: "I'm older than you, so who can call me brother?"

Jiang Cheng immediately changed his words: "Pang Ge, Pan Ge, I'm sorry."

Pan Jun: "Damn it, I didn't come over for a drink last night. What did you say you were doing? There are still 2 minutes to check the ticket. I'll give you 1 minute. I don't know why I will cut you."

Jiang Cheng: "Aren't I trying to become a top student?"

Tang Yuan nodded: "Indeed, I forgot that this guy has changed, and now he holds the book all day long and won't let go."

Zhuo Hai sighed: "It's long been expected that A Cheng will become a top student and we will lose such a number one brother."

Jiang Cheng: "What nonsense, I just overslept and came late."

Pan Jun stood up from the suitcase and patted Jiang Cheng on the shoulder: "Ah Cheng, I support you. You must be a school bully to give your brothers face, and you can walk sideways in Yuanhe Anhe in the future."

Jiang Cheng: "..." I did my best to be a top student not because of this face.

Tang Yuan: "Okay, it's time to check the ticket."

Zhuo Hai held Pan Jun's shoulders, "Don't be brave outside, don't provoke local snakes, work hard, come back if you can't, brothers are waiting for you here, you know?"

This melon baby, something to say is quite pleasant.

Jiang Cheng also patted him on the back, "Keep in touch and find a girlfriend back."

Tang Yuan: "Look hard, and don't bring back those who don't know."

Pan Jun laughed: "It's a good idea to find a girlfriend these days, and you dare to pick and choose."

Tang Yuan jokingly smiled: "If you can't find a girlfriend, find a boyfriend. It's all the same. I can accept it."

"I can accept incompetence." Pan Jun gave him a white look, "You like to find it yourself!"

After checking the ticket, he walked a few steps and turned his head: "Brothers, let's go back!"

Jiang Cheng shook the phone in his hand: "Keep in touch."

Zhuo Hai waved his hand: "Take care of yourself!"

"Don't worry!" Pan Jun turned his head and waved his hands, walked away and quickly disappeared around the corner.

The three stood in place for a while, Zhuo Hai was the first to say: "Go back."

Two days after seeing off Pan Jun over there, Yang Yulang is leaving too.

Sending Pan Jun to Jiangcheng felt a little sad. After all, it is difficult for each other to meet each other, but they can still chat and video shoot pesticides online at any time, so it is just sad.

But also faced with the parting, the news that Yang Yulang was leaving made him feel depressed and at a loss for what to do, and he lacked interest in doing anything. Obviously, the latter only left for half a month, and Pan Jun left for a year.

It was two o'clock in the morning, and he tossed and turned on the bed for an hour. He couldn't sleep anymore, and a restlessness surrounded his body and mind. Finally, he couldn't lie down and went down to the attic.

He didn't dare to make any noise to wake Yang Yulang up, at first he went to the balcony to smoke a few cigarettes, then he went back to the study to read after being shivered by the cold wind, but he couldn't read the contents of the book, and finally went to the sofa to turn on his phone in agitation Playing games, I got several kills without playing two rounds.

He lay on his back on the sofa, and various images flashed in his mind, some things about him when he was a child, scenes of playing with friends, various things in school, and short stories from his parents... Finally, the images faded away, leaving only Let's look at Yang Yulang's sitting or standing figure and his always calm, gentle or smiling face.

He clicked on the private album, and it was full of photos of Yang Yulang, as well as photos of the two of them together, and some small videos that he recorded while Yang Yulang was not paying attention.He carefully looked at each photo as if appreciating a treasure, and the more he looked at it, the more melancholy he became, and the tenderness was full of sourness.

He thought that Yang Yulang was like a deadly poison, and he was deeply poisoned.

"What should I do?" He kept asking himself this question since the moment he hugged Yang Yulang in the bar, but he never got an answer.

In fact, he knew very well in his heart that if Yang Yulang wasn't interested in him, then he should have withdrawn early to prevent himself from getting deeper and deeper. It's hard to guarantee that one day he won't be able to help but speak his mind, or sooner or later Yang Yulang figure it out.

But he was reluctant to leave.

If he was allowed to return to the life without Yang Yulang, it would be to dig out his heart and suck out his soul.

He took out the earphones from his bag, turned on the music on his mobile phone, and listened to the sad and deep male voice coming from the earphones in a prone position.

At four o'clock in the morning, Yang Yulang woke up with a cough. He supported the edge of the bed for a while before getting out of bed to drink water.

Walking down the stairs step by step, when he turned on the small light, he suddenly saw Jiang Cheng standing up on the sofa who was startled by the light, and immediately took a step back in fright.

Jiang Cheng took off the earphones and walked towards him quickly, "Brother, why are you awake? Did I scare you just now?"

Yang Yulang lowered his eyes and calmed down before he calmly said: "It's okay, why are you lying on the sofa?"

"I just..." He scratched the back of his head before saying in a low voice, "I can't sleep."

Yang Yulang glanced at him, turned around and walked to a side cabinet to take out a bottle of medicine, he turned to Jiang Chengdao, "Pour me a glass of water."

Jiang Cheng hastily poured water over, watched him swallow two pills before asking, "What's wrong with you?"

Just as Yang Yulang was about to speak, he coughed again as soon as he opened his mouth. Jiang Cheng hurriedly helped him to sit on the sofa and patted his back.

"It's okay." Yang Yulang leaned on the sofa, motioned Jiang Cheng not to take any more pictures, and asked him instead, "Why are you insomnia?"

Jiang Cheng didn't answer his question right away, he took a pillow behind him and said, "I don't know, I just can't sleep."

Yang Yulang: "In that case, let's chat for a while."

"Aren't you going to lie down on the bed again?"

"No," Yang Yulang sighed slightly, "I won't be able to sleep even if I lie down at this time."

Jiang Cheng: "What time is your flight tomorrow?"

"Ten o'clock in the morning." Yang Yulang said while lying on the sofa in a comfortable position.

"I'll take you there."

Yang Yulang raised his eyes and looked at him: "Don't send it off, Xiao Yi is here." After a pause, he continued, "I have never liked to face parting, it's so sad."

Jiang Cheng thought for a while, then made the best choice and said, "I'll take you to the entrance with the driver, and you won't get out of the car."

Yang Yulang waved his hand: "No need."

He refused quickly, and Jiang Cheng lowered his head dejectedly. It took him a while to realize that he would catch a cold by lying like this, so he got up and took a blanket to cover him, and then sat down on the carpet beside him.

"Brother, let's talk about philosophy."

Yang Yulang laughed, "What do you want to talk about?"

"The meaning of life." Jiang Cheng rested his elbows on the sofa and rested his palms on his chin. This posture was actually quite close to Yang Yulang, and it was beyond the distance of ordinary friends.

Jiang Cheng has his own vigilance, he hopes to invade Yang Yulang's territory little by little, and if the other party looks wrong, he will immediately retreat, but it seems to be going well so far, Yang Yulang has not shown any disgust.

When he brought up this topic, Yang Yulang was speechless for a while, and only said: "Talk about it first."

Jiang Cheng thought for a while, and still maintained that posture, he said: "I used to have a proposition composition, which probably meant that. At that time, I wrote my life to travel around the world and make my home. The most important thing is freedom, and I can live my life as I like."

"Hmm." Yang Yulang was noncommittal, "What about now?"

Jiang Cheng smiled: "The full score of that composition is 40, and the teacher gave me 20 points, and I'm still not convinced." He tilted his head back, "If I were to rate myself now, 20 would be too high for me. .”

"Why?" Yang Yulang asked in agreement.

"It's too unrealistic." He laughed at himself. "It's only a young and ignorant person who writes such a thing. It's just like every child who wants to be a scientist. It's pure fantasy."

Yang Yulang twitched the corners of his mouth, but he didn't agree or disagree with these words.

Jiang Cheng said seriously: "I now feel that the meaning of life is to have someone who wants to protect and keep working hard." He originally wanted to say that there is a person who wants to protect and then work hard for him, but he said this It's so obvious.

Yang Yulang looked at him deeply, and said after a while: "People live for themselves, it's not worth it for others."

"It's hard to define whether it's worth it or not," Jiang Cheng disagreed with his statement, "Anyway, I've decided that I'm willing." He said this, and he didn't know whether he wanted Yang Yulang to ask him about those people he wanted to protect. Who is it, and if he really asks, how should he answer.

Yang Yulang didn't ask, he lowered his eyes and wondered what he was thinking.

Jiang Cheng pursed his lips in disappointment, and asked him, "What about you?"

An image flashed in Yang Yulang's mind, recalling an old event.

At that time, he learned of the betrayal of his sweetheart, and the heart-wrenching pain tortured him all the time, so Yi Feng suggested that he go to the beach to relax.

Facing the vast sea, he couldn't let himself relax. He took off his clothes and went swimming in the sea and caught up with calf cramps. At that time, he struggled for a while, and then suddenly chose to give up.

In the short and long time of sinking a little bit, he also thought about "what is the purpose of life?" , friends don't know their hearts, and their sweethearts cruelly betray...

"Why not, forget it like this!" These were the last words that echoed in his mind when he was pulled back from the death line by Yi Feng.

After being rescued, facing Yi Feng, he was frightened and swallowed his tears. Suddenly, he felt that his thinking was wrong. There is still Yi Feng in this world. This person who has been with him from the beginning to the end and is willing to sacrifice his life for him has always been by his side. beside.

"I'm having cramps," he said.

Yi Feng didn't say anything at that time, just hugged him tightly, and also stared at him very closely for a long time afterwards, lest he might lose him by accident.

Thinking to this point, he said: "The world is dreamy, and I can see it like this again."

Jiang Cheng knew that the second half of this sentence was "sighing on life, parting and reuniting are always half together", but Yang Yulang's answer was irrelevant and he lamented that the world is like a dream, which made him a little confused.

Perhaps what he meant was in the second half of the sentence, using the ancient poems to tell himself that life is inevitable to be separated, so don't you want to think too much about it?

Thanks to Jiang Cheng who has developed a bit of physique for being a top student, otherwise Yang Yulang would not have understood the hidden deep meaning when he casually threw out this sentence.

Yang Yulang turned his head and saw a history book on the coffee table, and said to him, "Jiang Cheng, please read it to me."

"Okay." Jiang Cheng took the book and opened it, reading from the place where Ming Emperor Zhu Zhanji ascended the throne.

With Yang Yulang, no matter what the two of them did, Jiang Cheng felt very satisfied.