【77】The Sleepless Male Lion

*Modern paro (online game paro), life is not a comedy, you don't have to force yourself to be happy forever.

* Ah Qi is hard, I mean body & Ah Qi is better, I mean mood.

* Optimistic people are not carefree, they just share happiness with everyone and keep sadness for themselves.

*Since riding a tiger is difficult, I just ride all the way home, at least it looks very cool.

*If you want to be crooked, face the wall yourself, you guys are really bad.

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? 34.

Some people say that personality comes from the soul, but it is undeniable that past experiences will indeed create a person's character.After all, if you don't even know where you came from, how can you know where you should go?It is also conceivable that when you lose your memory, how helpless you will be in the face of the unknown.

You may even feel strange to yourself.

Wu Liuqi thinks he is not a child with a weak heart, but he is a person after all.It is undoubtedly a huge burden on his spirit to face the classmates and teachers he should know but have no impression of.Firstly, he doesn’t know how to act and how to think in order to be like “him”; secondly, he is full of guilt for the complicated eyes cast on him by the forgotten people; He developed a sense of isolation and it was very frustrating for him.

The workload of the university was not too heavy for him to handle, but it was combined with all the above and the fatigue caused by insomnia, which still made him breathless.

It's as if the whole world is one gigantic stage play, and everyone except you is holding the script.And you can only stand there, foolishly waiting for someone to give you instructions, and then suffer a complete defeat in front of everyone.

Loneliness always magnifies the vulnerable side of people.Later, Wu Liuqi no longer went to school, or even went out.

He shut himself up in his room and spent a whole week in isolation, during which time he thought a lot.He didn't feel particularly sad, nor did he have the desire to cry, he just felt that there was a big, big hole in his heart, but nothing came out of the hole, it was empty.

The sense of powerlessness brought about by amnesia is much stronger than most people imagine.It doesn't really affect your daily life, you still know how to breathe, remember to eat when you're hungry, and walk well; but you can't find yourself.You have nothing to do but breathe, eat, and walk aimlessly.

Life is like walking in a maze of white mist, and he can never find the exit.

"Ah Qi, mind to talk?"

Da Fei knocked on the door, then walked in with a takeaway in his hand, probably the other party's dinner.

"Recently, I saw a house for rent, about 10 minutes' drive from here."

The other party was sitting on the edge of the bed, still some distance away from him.Da Fei's tone was very light, like an old father who is afraid of waking his child to sleep.

"I thought, maybe you... would you like to live by yourself for a while?"

"You know, you can't even come out of your dorm just to avoid us."

He just didn't want to trouble the two of them.Wu Liuqi thought to himself, but he still nodded.It might be easier for him and both of them to move out.

Da Fei patted him on the back.

"The rent can be deducted from your account, so it won't cost us more money, don't think too much."

"We've given you a leave of absence. You can take some time to go out and do what you want, maybe find a hobby or a part-time job."

"Nobody there knows you, they don't think you've changed."

He nods.Da Fei stood up, turning around as if remembering something.

"Hey, do me a favor."

"Dabao just called and said he has to work overtime, I have to pick him up, don't tell him I bought dinner, okay?"

The other party said with a smile, then handed him the offal in his hand and left.

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"After that, it's what you see now. I moved out and lived here. I thought the offal was delicious, so I opened a small restaurant to sell offal."

"In order to open my own store, I spent all my savings. When Dabao found out, he didn't know how long he read me, saying that I was too reckless."

He took it lightly.The process of opening a store is actually quite a lot. How to import raw materials, how to cook, and how to calculate the cost did not make him less troublesome, but he felt that there was nothing to say about it.Just like everyone else, some stumbling is inevitable, but because he is a complete novice in both cooking and business, he has more problems than others.

Wu Liuqi poured a glass of slightly cold water from the table and took a sip, then continued.

"I dropped out of school after that because I think it's fine now."

"Isn't it weird that I don't have to act like myself until I start to feel like myself?"

Wu Liuqi smiled lightly a few times, and there was an inexplicable emotion in his heart, maybe it was emotion, maybe it was luck.

"Haha—it's much more comfortable to say it, thank you pretty boy, let you listen to my long talk."

Qi reached out and patted his back, but suddenly he burst into tears.

Wu Liuqi straightened his feet and buried his face in the quilt.He couldn't figure out why he was crying. The past two years had obviously not been difficult.Occasionally there will be some minor problems in the store, passers-by who hate him on the Internet will scold him for nothing, and sometimes he will be tired and depressed because he can't get enough sleep, but it's not a big deal, he still came over safely .He didn't feel that he was wronged, and he couldn't think of anything to be sad about, but he just couldn't help it.Those big and small things and all kinds of inexplicable emotions suddenly surged up and screamed at my own existence.

The hole in his heart that he had been ignoring for a long time seemed to be filled with something suddenly, and then dripped continuously along the hole.It's a bit weird and uncomfortable, but Wu Liuqi doesn't hate it.

He thought he was just tired.I want to find someone to talk about my heart and make up for what I couldn't cry at that time.

? 35.

Qi was very overwhelmed.Wu Liuqi burst into tears suddenly, so frightened that his outstretched hand froze in mid-air, neither taking it in nor keeping it.

He didn't know why he did this, Wu Liuqi's smile contained too many emotions that he couldn't understand, he just suddenly felt that he should pat the other person's back or something, and then he did it.

Qi withdrew his hand unnaturally, turned his gaze to the TV screen, and looked at the two characters who hadn't moved in front of the castle for a long time on the screen.

"Ah Qi, I'm tired."

After a while, Wu Liuqi spoke, his voice muffled by the quilt.

"Hmm... go to bed?"

he back.It's only ten o'clock in the morning, and they got up at five o'clock this morning, and it was only an hour before they played video games.Qi naturally knew that Wu Liuqi was not sleepy, but he didn't know what else to say, comforting people was never his thing.

Unexpectedly, Wu Liuqi let out a chuckle instead, poking out his face buried in his knees, his eyes looking at him were hazy and moist, but there was a smile on his face.

"You can't comfort people, pretty boy."

"...Ok."

He knew it himself.

"Can I borrow a shoulder?"

Qi was not sure what the other party was going to do, but still nodded.

He put down the handle according to the other party's instructions, facing the person and leaning against the armrest of the sofa. As a result, Wu Liuqi leaned into his arms and leaned his head on his shoulder.

Qi's whole body stiffened in an instant, and he held his breath, not daring to take a breath.

How could he be breaking Wu Liuqi?This is Wu Liuqi trying to bend him!

"Don't be so nervous, I'm straight, and I won't eat you up."

But he will.Qi thought, distractedly feeling that the person leaning on her was laughing so hard that even his shoulders were shaking.

"I just... haven't acted like a baby with someone for a long time."

Wu Liuqi said.So Qi waited there without saying a word, and the other party didn't stay for too long, probably because the sitting position was really uncomfortable, and she got up after 3 minutes.

"Thanks."

Wu Liuqi smiled at him, and seemed to have recovered.

"I'm complaining to you, and I want you to hug me. I really know how to take care of patients."

Wu Liuqi picked up the joystick again and laughed at himself.

"Nothing."

He said, after hesitating for a while, he added it not so smoothly.

"In the future...you...you can find me, I will listen."

Wu Liuqi was stunned for a while after listening, and then raised a very soft smile.

"Thank you, I'm so lucky to have you as a friend."

Qi then raised the corners of her mouth slightly.He knows he still has a long way to go, but he is not in a hurry.

That's fine now.

? 36.

"Qi, you haven't opened the show for a long time, what happened?"

The customer in the store said.

"Huh? Uh...it's okay, it's just that there are guests at night recently."

Wu Liuqi froze when she loaded the bowl.It wasn't until someone mentioned it that he realized that he had completely forgotten about Mizunagi's question.

After that, Qi stayed with him for another three days, counting the few days when the station was not open before, plus plus minus, he didn't open the station to play games for at least a week and a half, so he forgot about it.

"I think maybe another week or two."

He said.Dafei and Dabao had two days to come back, he thought it would be better to discuss with the two of them before making a decision, after all, they were all seven years older than him, so they must be more appropriate in handling things than he was.

"Oh... You haven't chatted with us for a long time, it's boring."

"Haha, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's not appropriate to start the stage when the guests come."

"You can wait for the guests to leave, even if you only come up to chat for half an hour at one or two o'clock."

The guests on the side listened and responded.

"Uh...my friend—is—staying here."

Wu Liuqi's eyes wandered a little, he looked at Qi who was sitting quietly eating offal, hoping that the other party could help him persuade this group of overly enthusiastic fans.

Wu Liuqi knew that this group of people was a little afraid of Qi, and he didn't know why, anyway, once Qi opened his mouth to talk to him, the fans would usually be very quiet.

Qi noticed his gaze, looked up at him and said.

"I don't mind."

Wow!Thank you so much!Wu Liuqi raised a bright smile that was a bit unnatural.

"Wait, Brother Seven lives in your house?!"

The fans who heard the words suddenly asked in an overly excited tone, as if they were excited when a grocery shopping grandma found out that the green vegetables were on sale.These rotten girls must be thinking about it again.Wu Liuqi thought to himself.

"Um."

"Brother Qi, do you know how to play games? Why don't you play with Ah Qi!"

"Yes, yes! We are very happy to watch it! Ah Qi hasn't been on stage for a long time, why don't you persuade him!"

"Um."

Qi Feng answered calmly.Wu Liuqi silently wiped his face in his heart.This person usually doesn't pay much attention to customers, and today he didn't know what medicine he took wrong and suddenly became friendly to the people.

"Look, Ah Qi, Brother Qi also agreed, so you can just drive, okay?"

"Since he doesn't mind, that's fine."

Wu Liuqi said with a smile on his face.what can he doHe is also very desperate.

Since it was difficult to get off the tiger, he had no choice but to ride the tiger home. Anyway, he didn't have a license plate, and he wasn't afraid of getting a ticket for speeding, which was cool.

tbc