FOG [e-sports]

On the eve of Yu Sui's departure abroad, former FS teammates celebrated Yu Sui's birthday together.

At that birthday party, Shi Luo lost the game of Truth or Dare, and when he was punished, he kissed Yu Sui by mistake.

Chen Huo said at the time that it must be Yu Sui's first kiss, but Shi Luo didn't believe it.

Shi Luo's eyes trembled slightly: "Then, is that really your... first kiss?"

"Otherwise? If I really have any love history." A trace of helplessness flashed in Yu Sui's eyes, "I would have been dug out a long time ago."

Shi Luo thought for a while, and she was right.

Before Yu Sui's debut, he was too young to fall in love, but if he really fell in love with someone after his debut... With Yu Sui's fanatical girlfriend fans around, this kind of thing can't be hidden.

So that time of punishment was Yu Sui's first kiss.

Shi Luo recalled the scene two years ago, scratched his white hair, and his throat was a little tight.

That was Yu Sui's first kiss.

Pity.

At that time, Chen Huo was so aroused that he was so angry that Shi Luo really didn't remember what it felt like when he kissed.

Shi Luo raised his eyes to look at Yu Sui, his ears felt slightly warm.

Whether you remember it or not, this person's first kiss was yours.

Yu Sui's first kiss was her own, not someone else's.

Shi Luo's paranoia broke out again, and he couldn't help asking in a low voice: "Then... you went to Germany, and in the past two years..."

Have you ever dated someone else?

On the other side of Europe, those people who I don't know or have contact with may not all be blind.

People who like Yu Sui are indispensable.

For two full years, even if he hadn't dated anyone before, would someone still use truth or dare to attack this person?

Shi Luo hesitated to speak, but it was not easy to ask.

What position do I have to ask these questions?

Shi Luo turned sideways slightly, fumbled for a cigarette in his trousers pocket and put it in his mouth, didn't light it, avoided Yu Sui's gaze and stopped talking.

Yu Sui, who was at the side, looked at Shi Luo's movements and demeanor, and made a good guess of what this little brat wanted to ask, and said directly: "No, I haven't dated anyone, and I haven't had physical contact with anyone again. Contact, in two years..."

Yu Sui himself couldn't help laughing: "Keep your body like jade, the original packaging has not been opened, what it was like when you first left, what it is now."

Yu Sui was obviously talking about himself, but Shi Luo felt like he was being molested, his ears turned red, he stammered with a cigarette in his mouth, "I didn't, I didn't ask you this!"

"Sorry." Yu Sui smiled, and leaned back slightly, "I thought you had a straight male problem again, anyway, I've already recruited, no, not from the beginning to the end."

Shi Luo's Adam's apple twitched, for some reason, after Yu Sui said this, he became more nervous.

Yu Sui waited quietly for Shi Luo, and brought the topic back: "So? You've already taken advantage of my first kiss, what else? What else do you want?"

While Yu Sui was waiting, Luo said a word.

Shi Luo raised his eyes to look at Yu Sui, his heart beat faster and faster, his lips trembled unconsciously.

The answer is already on the horizon.

For Shi Luo, Yu Sui was really too complicated.

He is both benefactor and enemy, brother and captain, his career goal and his most desired teammate. Multiple identities stand in the way, and emotional barriers caused by special childhood experiences stand in the way.

Shi Luo's short 19-year life has been full of sufferings, but the only thing he has never tasted is the feeling of being loved. Being in this mountain, he only realized it after going around and around at this moment.

The thousands of mountains and mountains in my heart all dissipated in an instant, leaving only Yu Sui in Shi Luo's heart.

Shi Luo lowered his head with a cigarette in his mouth, trying to control himself not to lose his composure.

Over the past few years, Shi Luo has become more and more good at controlling his emotions. As long as he is given a little time, Shi Luo can sort out his emotions. He wants to talk to Yu Sui about the next thing.

But Yu Sui refused to give Shi Luo this time.

Yu Sui noticed that Shi Luo's body was shaking slightly, and subconsciously said, "Luo Luo..."

As soon as Yu Sui said two words, Shi Luo's eyes turned red.

"Give me a good time" in the second half of Yu Sui's sentence was choked back.

Shi Luo couldn't bear to wipe his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Fuck."

Shi Luo gritted his teeth, he didn't want to lose his composure, but he just couldn't control it.

He couldn't stand Yu Sui calling him that.

Shi Luo took the cigarette dangling from his mouth, and didn't want to delay any longer: "I like... um."

Yu Sui covered Shi Luo's mouth with his hand.

Yu Sui looked directly into Shi Luo's eyes, and said seriously: "I like you."

Shi Luo's heart suddenly ached.

Everyone said that Whisper was a scumbag, but only Shi Luo knew that no one could be more gentle than Yu Sui.

Yu Sui let go of Shi Luo's hand, and said softly, "Do you like me?"

Shi Luo lowered his head, sobbing violently in his throat, trying not to let his tears fall.

Shi Luo's voice became hoarse: "Yes."

"like."

"I like you."

Inside the glass wall, the teammates on the first floor were still there, and it was really impossible to do anything to cross the line. Yu Sui took Shi Luo's hand and squeezed it lightly.

Yu Sui looked down at Shi Luo's hand, and let out a sigh of relief: "...Finally."

Shi Luo twitched his nose, the thousands of emotions in his heart hadn't been restrained, and he suddenly noticed something sensitively.

It's pointless to struggle with this right now, but Shi Luo felt a little uneasy in his heart.

What does "finally" mean?

I figured it out that liking Yu Sui happened just a few minutes ago, but what about Yu Sui?

Shi Luo suddenly didn't dare to think about it.

If possible, Shi Luo hoped that Yu Sui, like himself, had just seen his mind clearly just now.

But Yu Sui is obviously not.

Then when did he get tempted?

one week ago?

Half a month ago?

a month ago?

still is……

Shi Luo raised his eyes to look at Yu Sui, feeling a little more pain in his heart.

Now is definitely not the time to be entangled in such details, but Shi Luo just couldn't control it.

With the understanding of Yu Sui's intentions, many doubts emerged in Shi Luo's heart. Shi Luo didn't want to think about it, but his heart ached more and more.

Shi Luo looked at Yu Sui with red eyes, and his lips trembled slightly: "When...when did you like me?"

Yu Sui obviously didn't expect Shi Luo to ask this suddenly.

Yu Sui couldn't help but laugh: "Luo Luo, our atmosphere... shouldn't be talking about this?"

Shi Luo stared at Yu Sui closely, and asked, "When?"

Shi Luo stubbornly said: "When? You're not me. You grew up normally and interacted with people normally. You must know better than me what you like and dislike. If you are tempted, you will understand. When did you get tempted?"

Yu Sui smiled, and wanted to kiss Shi Luo without saying a word.Shi Luo stepped back a little, and his tone changed a bit: "When?!"

Yu Sui was silent for a moment, and smiled.

"Say it!" Afraid of attracting other people's attention, Shi Luo tried his best to suppress his voice, "Say, when did you fall in love?"

Shi Luo was trembling all over: "Yu Sui, you...you have always been so kind to me, you..."

"If I'm really nice to you." Yu Sui paused, then smiled lightly, "I'll be a real scumbag right now."

Shi Luo interrupted Yu Sui anxiously: "Say!!!"

Yu Sui was startled.

After a while, Yu Sui said bluntly: "In that clubhouse, when you were betting on wine with me."

Yu Sui avoided Shi Luo's gaze, looked down at Shi Luo's hand, and said in a relaxed tone, "I should be able to understand, no one will be indifferent to that scene."

Yu Sui couldn't even look him in the face and speak, Shi Luo couldn't bear it anymore, he gritted his teeth and suppressed, "Speak, tell the truth."

Yu Sui took a breath.

It was really difficult to deceive Shi Luo.

Since getting acquainted with Shi Luo, in more than two years, Yu Sui only managed to hide one thing from Shi Luo.

Now it seems that I can't hold it anymore.

Shi Luo had already gotten serious, Yu Sui knew it well, and couldn't hide it.

Yu Sui looked at Shi Luo, and tried to speak as calmly as possible: "When you were still an anchor."

Shi Luo's eyes trembled, and the tears that he had endured for a long time fell instantly.

When he was still working as a wild anchor, Yu Sui was tempted.

Looking back at countless confrontations two years ago, everything was different.

That year, Yu Sui was 19 years old.

In the Zhaiwu live broadcast room of a certain live broadcast platform, Yu Sui, whose identity was exposed by Shi Luo, said: Luo, come to FS, I will take you.

After Shi Luo played the first regular season and won the MVP, Yu Sui avoided the others while Luo whispered, let me celebrate alone, and then drove all night to bring Shi Luo back to his hometown.

In Shi Luo's hometown, outside the college entrance examination room, Yu Sui leisurely started the live broadcast while waiting for Shi Luo, secretly telling everyone about the child in his heart.

At the FS base, after learning that Shi Luo had signed a five-year contract recklessly, Yu Sui had a complicated expression and hesitated to speak.

Yu Sui asked Shi Luo what he thought of himself, but Yu Sui remained silent after hearing Shi Luo's answer.

On the eve of Yu Sui's departure from the country, Shi Luo put aside his harsh words with Yu Sui and told him that if he didn't take him away today, he would never come to him again in the future.

After killing a rookie medical doctor more than thirty times in a row, Yu Sui was told that the original ID of that Evil was Luo.

……

The past was vivid in his mind, and Shi Luo burst into tears like a bank, and he couldn't control it no matter what.

Every moment in the past, Yu Sui liked herself.

All the memories are covered with knives, Shi Luo can't imagine how Yu Sui got there all the way.

"you……"

Shi Luo's tears meandered: "Why do you..."

Shi Luo tightly clenched Yu Sui's hand, sobbing violently in his throat, unable to speak a complete sentence.

"I couldn't say it at first, because I was worried that you didn't like me yet." Yu Sui put his hand on Shi Luo's head and rubbed it, his voice was hoarse, "I couldn't say it later... because I was worried that you already liked me."

"What I just said is true. In 21 years, I only liked you."

"At that time, I was young and inexperienced. No matter where I put you, I was worried that I would hurt you and touch you."

"But being so careful, I still hurt you."