When I can't be a killer, I decided to be a squat at home

Chapter 80 Deadending

Coupled with the Yungu ending this time, Kila completely bid farewell to the past and chose ordinary happiness

Which ending is the real ending in everyone's heart, it is a matter of opinion (but I still love the ending of Big Brother)

The more I write, the more I feel like GalGame...

The nail monster at the beginning of the PS is indeed the big brother. After the tie, the big brother wants to come to inspect the situation. His plan may be to prevent the success of the blind date, or to make the blind date successful, so it is unknown

☆, postscript

Sister Kila is a character that I have spent all my efforts, wholeheartedly and with all my strength.

First finish other old pits in one breath, and end the obsessive-compulsive disorder that must be filled in pits, just to write only this article and focus on this article, so the daily update is guaranteed.

After writing the main text, I only prepared three follow-up episodes, but I wrote more and more, and even wrote the branch ending that I didn't plan to write at the beginning, not only to fill my brain, but also because of reluctance.After finally cultivating a character with full flesh and blood, of course I want to see more follow-up development.

But by chance, seeing the comments and writing down the ending of Yungu, let me let go of this reluctance, no, it should be said to be a pity.Seeing everyone's comments on Yungu's ending, I realized that my reluctance is mainly because Kila's sister is not happy enough.

Although for the sake of personal selfish desires (true love of the big brother), the elder brother will always keep sister Kila by his side as the ending of the text, but sister Kila herself did not get the ordinary happiness that is most difficult for sister Kila who was born in a family of killers.

It is not that simple to stop at the ordinary.

You can't lose to Kuroro, and you can't lose to Big Brother, so you can't make a mistake in one step, and you can usher in ordinary happiness.

Originally, the ending of Yungu is not necessarily the ending of Yungu. Before writing, I was still in YY elder brother carrying Hisoka to wreak havoc on a blind date, and once again held younger sister Kila into my arms, saying to everyone, "Ahahaha, elder brother is the destiny of younger sister Kila." People, the branch ending is still the big brother ending 23333", as a result, I was first purified by the possibility of life that Yun Gu said I wrote.

When I wrote deadending, I was tortured and cried by myself.

Yungu, like Wutong, is a character who doesn't make many appearances in the original work, but leaves a deep impression on people... a little bit.

I think that as an excellent teacher, Yun Gu's biggest advantage is his peace of mind, and his straightforwardness of the strengthening department. He is a normal person with very positive views, mature in mind, and will not be easily swayed. He is indeed a very positive person. Guide.Kuroro is the ultimate guide of negative meaning, which will be discussed later.

Sister Kila's self-enclosed squatting at home made her stop her spiritual growth and keep her innocence. Originally, this point was only written as a cute point, but when I wrote Yungu, I realized that this is exactly Sister Kila The only qualification that can make people feel that they can redeem themselves.

Just having the qualifications is not enough, the two of them disagree with the blind date, I am afraid that the blind date will end without a problem before even getting to the point.

Fortunately, Bi Siji stopped him, allowing Yun Gu to continue the topic, and asked ordinary occupational questions logically.

I wrote Rico before and turned him into cannon fodder. In addition to completing the flag given by the elder brother, I also let Kila sister understand the insurmountable boundary between ordinary people and herself, so Kila sister chose to go home.However, being disturbed halfway by Kuroro is both a blessing and a curse.

Unlike Li Ke, Yungu is not a fragile ordinary person, whether in mind or body. He will not lose his judgment when he hears the profession of killer. Instead, he can sense the confusion in Kila's answer, and put forward a pertinent and kind suggestion.

So I was purified by the possibility of life that Yun Gu mentioned in it.

Do you want to keep younger sister Kila confused?Because of confusion, as long as she gives Kila a reason, Kila can kill anyone, anyone.

As early as when the first assassination mission was carried out, the little brother asked sister Kila similar questions. After more than ten years, sister Kila who is still confused about this has not grown up?Is this really good?

Me, I also want to give sister Kila a possibility other than being a killer.

I felt it was a pity that Kurapika left at the time. He could give enough answers to touch Kila's sister, but his favorability was too low, so he chose not to talk about it.

This time, not only me, but also sister Kila knew that Yun Gu was the second, maybe the last one who could give the answer Kila wanted.

Five years of experience abroad, no matter good or bad, I think sister Kila has grown up a little, and has a strong enough heart to take the initiative to grasp the straw, so I let Kila sister stretch out her hand and persistently seek for the past. Answer - no one will take the initiative to offer salvation for no reason, you must fight for it yourself and express your desire for salvation.

However, this is the first time for sister Kila to express her wishes and make demands to a stranger. After all, she still lacks courage. Seeing the other party's reluctance, she let go.

Here is where the aforementioned qualification comes into play.

Otherwise, Yun Gu would not choose to make a real rescue.

This is like walking a tightrope, you can only get salvation if you can't deviate at all.

So this is not like other episodes, where you can write all kinds of PLAY as much as you want, I always write carefully, just to be able to touch this almost illusory salvation that I never thought of.

So, what kind of redemption does sister Kila need?

Salvation is not so easy, too easy a redemption will only appear cheap and superficial.

My motives are not pure, and I am dedicated to the big brother. I didn’t think about it before writing this episode. I just simply think that being a killer is such a sad and cool profession (you are a second-year student). It's normal for everyone to have psychological shadows (you scum).

I think of what was maliciously excavated by Kuroro in Deadending, and deliberately enlarged to make Kila's sister feel desperate, what Kila's sister needs and is vulnerable.

It's such a simple thing, so I wrote it myself a long time ago, didn't I?

I didn't think of this quickly, because when I mentioned this, I was only thinking about how Kuroro would destroy Kila's sister's heart, and the answer I came up with was not for redemption.

Destruction and redemption are only separated by a piece of paper.

So I said earlier that Kurollo is the ultimate negative guide.

Then, what can save sister Kila is to re-experience the beauty of this world from the perspective of a normal person.

By the way, professional killers like Big Brother, who are truly finished products, understand the world from the perspective of normal people, but Big Brother chooses to be content with the dark world based on his own thinking, so no one can change Big Brother's three views.

And sister Kila was able to be changed because of her ignorance, she had only one option from the beginning.

Yun Gu is not a proactive person, if sister Kila hadn't been forcibly holding her back, insisting on following her, and inadvertently uttering words similar to a marriage proposal in accordance with the atmosphere, the two of them would never have had any results in the end.

She didn't reject sister Kila right away, but also bluntly talked about her shortcomings and gave suggestions. Such a serious, straightforward and gentle character almost made me faint in the toilet.

It's really useful to have a warm man like Yun Gu in the hunter, no, it's great.This is really born to save Kila's sister.

As for sister Kila's high affection for her younger brother, in fact, it can be seen in the first few chapters that most of them belong to the longing for the finished product, and the family card given by the younger brother in Chapter 21 is a complete death flag, so I later gave up on this pair of cp.

After all, sister Kila is really only suitable for getting together with more mature people - the younger wife is cuter than Lolita, the second brother understands it very well (mistake!).

Speaking of the elder brother, part of the reason why the elder brother chose to marry sister Kila has been interpreted in the essence review, so I won’t repeat it.

So let's talk about another part of the reason.That is, the review criteria for marriage partners that the eldest brother did not finish in Chapter 26.The elder brother was talking about the situation of Kila's younger sister, so it was "nothing that can be killed by Kila". For the elder brother, as long as his strength reaches the level he can recognize, it is enough, and then he must be obedient and beneficial to work.

Sister Kila, who returned home five years later, has been polished into a truly sharp murder dagger by Kuroro's continuous malice. Apart from not being obedient enough, it actually quite meets the standards of a big brother.However, sister Kila was able to grow to this point at the price of a shadow that would never go away and a complete inability to sleep peacefully.But the eldest brother agrees with this teaching method in his heart. If there is no stop from his grandfather, the end of the eldest brother's own teaching (teaching) and teaching (initiation) may not be much different.

The shadow given by Kuroro is a double-edged sword, which can keep Kila's sister sharp, and can also NTR the big brother from time to time (mistake!), no, it cuts the big brother's own hand.

And only Kuroro, who likes to experience the excitement of being killed by others, or a person with a high skill and boldness like big brother, dares to calmly say to sister Kila, "I will never be killed by you" and so on. if.

In the commission of Fanwai 3, sister Kila not only adds buffs to the enemy, but also indiscriminately attacks when supporting. The eldest brother looked very calm at the end, and even used a half-joking tone. In fact, he almost died (OK, so scary truth).So when the elder brother touched sister Kila's hair, like wiping a dagger, and said, "It's really ruthless", it must be a bit self-deprecating.

After reading the PLAY revealed in the episode, some people worry that Kila's sister will be played bad by her elder brother in the future.

Now sister Kila has a very good physique (strength is valued by Hisoka at 75 points in the episode), as long as the weak point is not touched, it is difficult to be played bad.Besides, the eldest brother is a black-bellied ghost and not a pervert, so playing bad with sister Kila will not do him any good, so the eldest brother never thought of really playing bad with sister Kila.

The only thing that big brother needs to restrain himself is not to make sister Kila who is not completely obedient into a complete puppet.

That is the greatest tenderness and the only indulgence that the elder brother can give to younger sister Kila.

Little sister Kila is worried because she knows this tenderness, thinking that she will really kill her elder brother for some reason in the future.

... These two people are quite dangerous for each other.

Regarding the setting of sister Kila's reading ability, it is based on the fact that reading ability reflects people's wishes.The background setting of Hunter's story is really good, with a high degree of freedom, which is very suitable for writing fandom.

So before meeting Kuroro, sister Kila's three storybooks represented the first three wishes.

If Kuroro has the ability to steal other people's thoughts because he wants to "get", then Kila's sister has the ability to manifest plural thoughts because she feels that she has "nothing".

In the first story "Rose Princess", the castle surrounded by thorns in the first half of the story is the inner portrayal of Kila's sister. The second half of the story is longing to be rescued from it, but I didn't expect this ability to bring nothing. Such a good memory, the one who will be the prince will always be sister Kila herself (tired love).

The second story, "Cinderella", is to become perfect, but in the end it is only used to become myself, Kuroro and Leorio, what the hell is this.

The third story "Little Liar" is often tricked by the elder brother, so I hope I can no longer be deceived, but unfortunately it didn't work once.

Ah, what a pity.

Therefore, Kuroro's stealing of these three abilities can be regarded as a major turning point in various senses for Kila's sister to leave the ivory tower in her heart and start wandering outside.

It can be said that it is a person who left an unforgettable important stroke in sister Kila's life.

The hidden danger of the reverse cross tattoo left by Kuroro was not resolved in the ending of the big brother, so what will happen after that?

Kuroro will definitely lead the brigade back out of the rivers and lakes, will sister Kila give up everything to kill him then?Will Big Brother stop it?Can big brother stop it?Or big brother will help?Or will Big Brother be killed?Will Hisoka come out and intervene?Will Kurapika also make an appearance?

Too many possibilities and uncertain future are exactly the charm.

When the moon is full, it will lose money. In order to retain unlimited possibilities, it is the best choice to stop abruptly when it is about to be full.

That's probably why Togain wisely chose to end Yuyu Hakusho at the most exciting part.

Even if my pen has stopped, the story of the world with sister Kila as the protagonist still continues in that world.

So the story will never really end because "they lived happily ever after".

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There are still many things I want to say, but rather than fully interpreting the characters, it is better for everyone to keep what they think.It’s really sad, so I’ve been rambling for so long, here’s the final easter egg:

The big brother line mentioned that sister Kila has a child.

She gave birth to a girl who looks the same as Illumi, in other words, it is equivalent to permanently getting the opportunity to let Illumi wear skirts, sister Kila is super happy about this~

So please don't try to play dead, do you still want to have some crazy PLAY? (laugh)