My lord, wake up

When Wei Yan took the medicine, he was always a little nervous because he was afraid of hurting Chen Zimu, so he only focused on the matter at hand and didn't notice anything unusual.

When the medicine was finished, he realized that the other party seemed silent for a long time. Putting down the ointment and looking up, he saw Chen Zimu biting his lip and crying silently, and suddenly jumped up from the couch in shock: "Zimu What's the matter? Does it hurt? Hug...Sorry, it's because I didn't think carefully. "

Wei Yan was in a hurry for a while, quickly wiped off the ointment on his hands with a wet handkerchief, and hugged him into his arms.

Chen Zimu just shook his head, and said in a low voice, "Ayan...it's my fault."

Chen Zimu's beautiful phoenix eyes were already red at this time, he didn't cry like a woman, but just gritted his teeth and wept quietly, which made Wei Yan's eyes feel more distressed.

Wei Yan wiped his tears for him, remained silent for a while, and soon figured out that what happened tonight must have been planned in advance, as for the purpose, he could more or less guess.

He doesn't blame the other party, let alone feel angry and dissatisfied. He just can't help thinking, what kind of harsh environment did he survive and grow up in, that made Chen Zimu so unable to trust others easily, and even used this method to win over others? Emotions that have obviously been obtained.

Wei Yan always knew that Chen Zimu was uneasy, but he never thought that he was so uneasy that he was negligent.

"Shh, Zimu, don't cry, don't be sad, I'm here, I'll never leave you." Wei Yan didn't know how to comfort his self-loathing lover, so he could only kiss his side face first, while Wipe away those water stains that keep overflowing for him.

Since the acquaintance, Chen Zimu has always given Wei Yan the feeling of being lazy and quiet, and most of the time he will unconsciously show a little indifference and alienation when dealing with others.

He is also extremely smart, he can see through almost everyone's thinking, and has his own unique insights into any situation, but this is such a person, but at this moment, he shows such a helpless and out-of-control appearance in front of him.

After a long while, Wei Yan suppressed the pain and reluctance in his heart that lasted almost all night, and said, "Zimu, listen carefully, no matter why you want to do this with me at this time, for me, Wei Yan , I did it out of my heart, without any force."

"You don't need to think too much, and you don't need to blame yourself. I did this just because I wanted to do this to you from a long time ago. Physical desires can't deceive people. You never know , how important you are to me, how can I be willing to leave so easily."

In fact, it is not only Wei Yan who is surprised, but even Chen Zimu himself finds it incredible. He has not allowed himself to show such a fragile side for nearly 20 years, but the strong heart he has built over the years seems to have melted into this man's tenderness Among the treasures.

Chen Zimu gradually calmed down a bit, and said seriously, "Me too, sincerely."

Although he has his own little thoughts, his desire to get close to the other party is extremely sincere.

Wei Yan touched his hair with a smile: "Of course I know you are sincere."

If it wasn't sincere, why would he do this to keep himself, Wei Yan sighed in his heart, after all, maybe it was because of the environment the other party was in that made him unable to trust feelings.

While Wei Yan was thinking, Chen Zimu said again: "A Yan, let me tell you about my past."

"No rush." ​​Knowing that Chen Zimu was finally willing to fully trust him and confess his identity, Wei Yan didn't want to be in a hurry.

Wei Yan touched his sleepy eyelids, and coaxed: "Let's rest first today, and it won't be too late to tell me about this matter after you fully recover."

It was already past his usual rest time, and the incident took a lot of physical strength, coupled with the emotional fluctuations just now, Chen Zimu was indeed very sleepy at this time, and Wei Yan did not refuse when he heard what Wei Yan said, hugging the other's strong waist , said softly: "Okay, then I will talk to you more carefully tomorrow."

"Yeah." Wei Yan hugged him, stroking his back with his palms, and he fell asleep not long after.

# # #

Chen Zimu slept deeply this time, and when he woke up, it was the evening of the next day. Wei Yan sat on the side of the bed, and when he saw that he woke up, he immediately asked, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Chen Zimu moved his body and found that he was weak all over, and the lower part of his body felt obvious pain and discomfort, but he didn't intend to tell Wei Yan about it, he just shook his dizzy head and asked, "Is it too late?"

"It's just past time, are you hungry? I'll have someone warm porridge for you in the kitchen, and I'll bring it to you now."

"it is good."

Chen Zimu obediently responded, and only when Wei Yan turned around to get food for him did he show a wry smile.

What he is doing now can be regarded as self-inflicted. If he returns to Luan City, his internal strength recovers, and the situation between the court and China settles down, he will not be as weak and embarrassed as he is now.

But being able to do this with Wei Yan, even though he felt a lot of discomfort, he didn't regret it at all, especially after hearing what the other party said last night.

Before he could think too much, Wei Yan had already returned with the porridge. Chen Zimu was about to get up and get dressed, but he sat up a little before falling back on the bed in pain.

He was so weak that he could barely sit up. Wei Yan was taken aback by him like this, and stepped forward to the bed, wanting to hug him up, but fearing that he would be more uncomfortable, he stretched out his hand halfway and then retracted it. , After thinking for a while, he said: "You lie down, and I will feed you."

Chen Zimu originally wanted to struggle to get up, but Wei Yan stopped letting him torment, and directly placed two soft pillows on his knees, let him lie on his side on the soft pillows, took a spoonful of porridge and cooled it carefully, to his lips.

Chen Zimu didn't really have much appetite, but he was afraid that Wei Yan would be worried, so he lay on the opponent's lap with red ears, and drank the bowl of porridge until it bottomed out before saying: "A Yan, I really can't drink it anymore." @无限好文, All in Jinjiang Literature City

"Yeah." Wei Yan saw that he really couldn't drink anymore, so he didn't force himself, he raised his head and poured the rest into his mouth.

Chen Zimu has a strong temper, even if he is uncomfortable, he will not say it. Wei Yan knows this. After putting down the bowl and spoon, he reached into the quilt to rub his waist for him. Sure enough, he saw that the other party's frowning eyebrows had been loosened since he woke up. a little.

"Zimu, why can't I tell you what's wrong?" Wei Yan sighed, "Is that...does it still hurt? I gave you medicine once in the morning, and I'll give you another medicine before going to bed later. Bar."

Chen Zimu didn't expect Wei Yan to apply medicine for him when he was asleep, but he didn't realize it at all, his face became hotter all of a sudden, and it took him a while before he answered softly.

Originally Chen Zimu was thinking about talking about his identity with Wei Yan today, but his mind was heavy and he had just had a full meal. Being hugged and rubbed his waist like this, he felt more and more sleepy after a while.

Before he was about to lose consciousness, he struggled for a while, but thought that the confession was just a day late, and the other party would not mind, so he finally gave up resisting, let sleepiness surround him, and fell asleep in a daze.

# # #

But this time, both Wei Yan and Chen Zimu were wrong. They never expected that when Chen Zimu woke up again, the army had changed.

When Chen Zimu first woke up, he still didn't understand the situation. He only felt that his body was no longer as painful as yesterday. Maybe it was because he rested early the day before, and his mind was no longer drowsy. Eyes, and it took a few seconds before I slowly felt something was wrong.

The original calm in the camp was broken, whether it was the fervent battle drums outside the camp, or the shouts used by the soldiers to boost morale, they were constantly reminding him that the war had begun.

He has experienced several battles since he came to this barracks, but this time, for some reason, he suddenly felt a strong uneasiness in his heart, and ignored Wei Yan's explanation before, he hurriedly put on his shirt and left the bed.

Just after the end of the day, the sky was still bright, and the faces of the soldiers coming and going in the camp were tense, and they came and went in a hurry. Chen Zimu was more convinced that something big must have happened today, and his footsteps towards the main tent became more and more serious. Get anxious.

"I want to see General Wei, please let me know." This time, before the guard at the door reached out to stop him, Chen Zimu took the initiative to stop in front of the tent and said to the two people outside the main tent.

But as his words fell, the expressions of the two guards suddenly became very strange.

Chen Zimu's heart sank, and he immediately asked: "But what happened to General Wei?"

The other party seemed to be struggling whether to disclose the military situation to outsiders, but after a short hesitation, he still chose to say truthfully: "General Wei led his troops to fight Cangchuan, and he has not returned yet."

"Then the whole army is going to support General Wei at this time?"

"No..." The older guard signaled his companion not to say any more, but the young guard insisted on continuing, "General Wei is leading people to the southwest, but the new batch of enemy troops came from Attacking from the southeast."

Attacking from both sides, but the troops led by Wei Yan have not yet returned, which proves that the situation on the other side is also very difficult, or, the subsequent wave of attack is just to delay their sending troops to support, and the real target of the opponent is Wei Yan.

Thinking of this, Chen Zimu's expression became even more gloomy, and he asked again: "Can't you find the situation from the observation tower?"

The young guard didn't speak anymore, and he didn't know whether he was also unclear about the situation or he didn't want to say more. Chen Zimu actually had some impressions of him. He had treated him when he was injured before, and revealed to himself that these had violated the military policy. According to regulations, Chen Zimu didn't force him any more, thanked him, turned around and hurried back to the dormitory.

Wei Yan's situation was critical. This time, without any hesitation, Chen Zimu opened the hidden groove on the pendant on his neck, took out the pill, and swallowed it decisively.

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