My lord, wake up

After Li Tu walked away, Lu Yishui raised his head, revealing a pair of eyes that had already turned red, and couldn't hold back any more, biting his lips and weeping.

In fact, Li Tu was right. Although he was tempted early, he never told the other party. Most of the time, he didn't even dare to fantasize.

He always thought that he had matured. Over the years, on the surface, it seemed that he had been taking care of the simple-minded Li Tu, but at this moment, he suddenly realized that he was still that timid young man in his heart. He won the battlefield and killed a powerful enemy, but it was because he was not afraid of death at all.

But in the face of what he is worried and afraid of, he is still not brave enough.

For some reason, the scene of meeting Li Tu for the first time popped up in his mind.

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It was not long after Lu Yishui entered the camp as a recruit. He was punished because he did not complete the movements that he had to complete during the drill. He strode for an extra hour. When he arrived at the kitchen, he had no food, so he had to drag his tired and hungry body back to the bedroom. As a result, before arriving at the tent, I heard other recruits of the same period talking about him.

He was at an age where he could speak out loud, but when they got together, they became even more disregarded, making fun of him for being weak, making fun of his strong southern accent, making fun of his way of speaking in a low voice, and even saying that his parents sent him to this military camp, It's just to gather the number of people to die so that they can get a pension.

There are seven brothers and sisters in Lu Yishui's family, all supported by his father's meager income from teaching in a rural academy. Although his family is poor, he has read poetry and books since childhood.

He did not take part in the provincial examination, but came to this border to join the army. It was entirely out of his own heart. He didn't want to be famous, but only wanted to be able to defend this country.

He came to the barracks with enthusiasm and was not defeated by the enemy. Instead, he first felt the warmth and warmth of the world from the brothers who were supposed to fight side by side.The string that had been supporting him no matter how tired he was, broke without warning, and he knelt down and hugged his knees, crying like this.

"What's the matter?" Startled by the sudden voice above his head, Lu Yishui raised his head in horror, and looked at the person coming with his red eyes with tears in his eyes.

There were over a thousand recruits in the same batch, and Lu Yishui didn't know this young man who looked very strong, but when he saw him in a daze, someone reached out and shook his hand in front of him: "Hey, are you okay? "

"No, it's okay..." Lu Yishui wiped away his tears subconsciously, feeling a little ashamed, and quickly lowered his head again.

The boy stood there for a while, obviously heard the unfinished discussion inside, pulled him back and said, "These people are going too far, let's go, I'll take you in to discuss."

"Farewell, they...they are right." Lu Yishui saw that the other party was even more angry than him, and his mood suddenly calmed down a lot. "Here, Lu Yishui, what is this brother's name?"

"My name is Li Tu, you can just call me A-Tu." The young man named Li Tu didn't know what to think, and suddenly laughed, "Have you ever studied? Then you are much better than them, but you speak so politely." The appearance is really similar to A Yan."

"Ayan?"

"Well, A Yan is a friend who sleeps with me." Li Tu pulled Lu Yishui's cuff while talking, "Come on, don't stay here, pack your things and go to my tent."

"This is against the rules." Lu Yishui was taken aback. Where these recruits lived was assigned when they entered the camp, so they couldn't decide by themselves.

"Tomorrow, I'll help you make a report with the superiors. It just so happens that we still have an empty bed in our dormitory, so you can stay here." Seeing that he seemed to be still hesitating, Li Tu patted his chest and promised, "I'll take care of things if you need them. Don't worry, no one will bully you in the future, I will protect you."

The two were strangers to each other, and Lu Yishui didn't take this word of protection to heart, but was persuaded by the other party, and finally packed up the burden and returned the account with him.

But he didn't expect Li Tu's "protection" to be so serious. From then on, Li Tu always followed him, blocking his ridicule and ridicule, helping him strengthen his body and quickly keep up with the rhythm of the army, even on the battlefield. All the above guarded him behind him, and did not know how many injuries he suffered in order to save him.

His feelings for Li Tu also gradually changed in such a relationship.

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Tracing from the memory, Lu Yishui recalled the anger or disappointment on the other party's face when he drove away Li Tu twice recently.He closed his eyes, wiped away the water stains from the corners of his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was already a firmness in his eyes.

He got up abruptly, ignoring himself who was still in a bit of a mess at this time, and hurried out of the tent.

In the hearts of many soldiers who entered the camp later, Lu Yiping had always been gentle and refined in daily life, and he was calm and calm when commanding on the battlefield, strategizing well.It seems that few people have seen him get angry, let alone lose his composure like this moment.

But he completely ignored the curious or surprised soldiers along the way, and trotted all the way to Li Tu's dormitory: "Ah Tu."

There was no one answering in the tent, and he didn't care about being polite, so he directly opened the curtain and went in. As expected, there was no one in there, only the clothes that were brought back before were scattered on the bed.

He thought for a while, and soon got out of the tent again, and went straight to the school grounds.

It was already Haishi, and the soldiers had already finished their drills and went back to their tents to rest. Looking from a distance, there was only a black shadow moving slowly under the night sky.

Lu Yishui quickened his pace, and when he got to the edge of the school field, he couldn't help shouting: "Ah Tu!"

The black shadow suddenly stopped moving, Lu Yishui trotted up to him, raised his head slightly, and gazed at him by the moonlight.

Whenever Li Tu was in a bad mood, or when he couldn't figure out something, he would like to run on the school field. He would run until he was exhausted before giving up. He was sweating all the time, and his chest heaved violently.

Lu Yishui didn't say anything, and carefully wiped the sweat off his forehead with his cuff, Li Tu let him move blankly.

Chen Zimu said that Lu Yishui was "depressed and hard to relieve, hurting his spleen and stomach". In fact, Li Tu is not the same. Recently, he has been training as usual during the day, and after returning home, he takes care of Lu Yishui. At night, because he is thinking about Lu Yishui, he cannot sleep well.

After running for a few laps and stopping at this moment, black shadows appeared in front of his eyes, and his mind was dizzy. He tried his best to stabilize his body, not letting himself fall down in front of Lu Yishui. It took a while to breathe, dumb He asked in a low voice, "You...why are you here?"

"Ah Tu, I regret it." Lu Yishui couldn't see Li Tu's recent state, and couldn't help but blame himself even more. He reached out and hugged his waist, buried his head on his shoulder and said, "I never wanted to just have sex with you. Brother, although I haven't dared to speak, I have been in love with you for many years, so long that I can't even remember when it started."

Although Li Tu had already said that he was interested in him, Lu Yishui still couldn't help being nervous after speaking. Feeling Li Tu's hands pushing against his chest, he froze for a moment, and suddenly raised his head, somewhat Looking at each other in disbelief.

Li Tu didn't seem to have expected his reaction to be so big, and after a brief moment of stupefaction, he realized that he might have misunderstood, and immediately pulled him back into his arms in a hurry: "I'm sweaty, that's why... ah , I mean, I, I, I also like you..."

"Also, I'm very happy!"

Lu Yishui's hanging heart gradually returned to his place in the man's incoherent speech. It turns out that as long as he is brave, the happiness he didn't dare to ask for in the past is actually within easy reach.

"Yi Shui?" Lu Yi Shui didn't speak, but Li Tu couldn't figure out his mind, so he called out a little uneasily.

"Yeah." Lu Yishui let go, "Don't you blame me for driving you away?"

"Of course not!" Li Tu was still immersed in the joy that Lu Yishui was finally willing to believe in him. After a while, he managed to calm down a bit, and said, "I know it's because I didn't do well that you didn't want to believe me. I didn't want to give up, I came here to run to calm myself down, and think about how I can convince you in the future."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and raised Lu Yishui's head. Originally, he wanted to take a good look at his expression at the moment, but he accidentally met a pair of red and swollen eyes, and he panicked again: "Yishui, are you crying? I was in the tent just now, right?" What did you do wrong again?"

Li Tu raised his hand, and before Lu Yishui could react, he slapped his face fiercely.

"What are you doing?" Lu Yishui was taken aback, and quickly grabbed his hand that was about to wave again.

"I'll help you teach those who bully you a lesson. As I said before, I won't let people bully you again, and I won't let you hide and cry alone. I broke my promise."

Lu Yishui was taken aback for a moment, and it took him a while to remember that what Li Tu said was what the two of them said to him when they met. Later, the man did indeed do it. Under Li Tu's strong protection, gradually no one in the army dared to bully or despise him. .

In fact, Li Tu has always been like this. He is not smart enough, and he doesn't know how to think too much about things, but he will protect you in his own way, treat you well, and never break his promise.

Lu Yishui looked at Li Tu, and felt a sense of enlightenment in his heart.How could such Li Tu deceive him by saying that he likes him in order to make him happy?

Thinking about it this way, the previous entanglement and hesitation seemed to be all mediocrity, he pursed his lips, and showed his first sincere smile tonight: "Let's go back, it's windy at night, you're sweating, don't catch a cold. "

I don't know if it was because of shyness. After Lu Yishui finished speaking, he turned his head and walked back. Li Tu followed him and took two steps. Remembering the scene when he met Wei Yan and Chen Zimu before, he couldn't help speeding up his steps. He stood side by side, holding his right hand that was hanging down the side of his clothes.

There were no other soldiers around the school ground at this time, only the crescent moon and stars hung far away in the sky, illuminating the backs of the two of them as they returned home together.

The author has something to say:

Alright, this is the end of the emotional part of the deputy CP, and it will basically not be involved in the future~ The timeline of the main plot points is listed in the front of the article, and it is almost ready to return to the palace in the early [-]s~