Tolerate

Jiangbei was silent for a long time.Shocked, she didn't know how to comfort her friend.After a long while, she said softly, "There is no evidence for this, could it be that Xing Shujun's nonsense? Maybe... His father misunderstood and remembered it wrong..."

Chi Muyun gently shook her head, "Xiao Qiu won't be that stupid, she must have found a way to confirm it." She lowered her head, a wry smile flitted across her lips, "Xiao Qiu is so stupid. How can we hide this kind of thing? ...I'm fine, you go home quickly, don't make Tang Yun wait."

"You're like this...how can I feel relieved?" Jiang Bei frowned, taking out his cell phone, wanting to call Tang Yun.

"It's okay...you go back quickly, I'll be alone for a while." Chi Muyun said.

Jiang Bei sighed, "Let me cook for you. You must at least eat."

Chi Muyun lowered his head and said nothing.The slightly messy hair covered half of her face, and Jiang Bei couldn't see the emotion on her face.

But Jiangbei's eyes were still sore.

She had never seen Chi Muyun like this before.Chi Muyun should be calm, elegant, and quiet.

"Qingming, eat vegetables." Ling Suzhen looked at the girl strangely.Lu Qingming usually eats a lot and eats deliciously. It is rare for him to stare at the bowl in a daze after a few mouthfuls like today.

"Oh, good." Lu Qingming blinked his big eyes, then came back to his senses, smiled at Ling Suzhen, and lowered his head to eat.

"Xiaoyun is real," Chi Tianxiang shook his head and said, "I promised to come over for dinner today, but I'm busy at the end of the day."

Hearing Chi Muyun's name, Lu Qingming looked up at Chi Tianxiang.

"Xiaoqiu is busy, and Xiaoyun is also busy. The two of us have become empty-nesters!" Ling Suzhen sighed, and turned to look at Lu Qingming. "In the future, Qingming will come to accompany me more often. Go back and tell your aunt , you are going to stay at my uncle's house for a while."

Lu Qingming's eyes wandered, and he slowly replied, "Mmm...OK."

After dinner, Lu Qingming helped Ling Suzhen clean up the greenhouse for a while.

"Uncle!" Lu Qingming opened his eyes wide, "...the flower is dead."

Ling Suzhen went on a business trip to the Binhai area, picked up a few flower seeds by chance, and planted them in the greenhouse at random when she came back, but unexpectedly sprouted.

When Lu Qingming came last time, the flower seeds had just sprouted, which was very gratifying.Unexpectedly, when I went to see it just now, there were only a few withered and yellow leaves left.

Lu Qingming stood by, silently watching Ling Suzhen pick up those small dead leaves and throw them into the trash can.

"Let Aunt Wu cook you some supper later." Ling Suzhen took off her gloves, looked at Lu Qingming and said kindly, "You child, you don't want to eat dinner."

Lu Qingming was stunned for a moment, and said, "Uncle, I...I want to go home. Yun is at home by himself..."

Ling Suzhen thought for a while, then smiled and patted Lu Qingming on the shoulder, "It's not in vain to hurt you. It's okay, I'll let Uncle Zhang see you off later. I originally planned to take you out to play in a few days, so I'll go there later." pick you up, huh?"

Lu Qingming nodded, "Thank you, uncle."

Jiang Bei simply fried two side dishes, stewed rice, and asked Chi Muyun repeatedly before leaving.

The neon lights are immersed in the night, which is particularly dazzling and crowded.Chi Mu sat by the bed, quietly watching the commotion outside the window.

She suddenly felt that she was dreaming, and suddenly felt that there were actually clues to the past, but she never thought about it.

If there were no Ling Suzhen and Chi Tianxiang, I'm afraid she would be no different from those abandoned piglets, and would have rotted in the wilderness long ago...

Does the person who gave birth to her still remember her?Remember when you once abandoned a daughter?

...maybe I don't remember anymore.

So what if I remember?

……

She fell on the bed, closed her eyes, and two cold and salty tears slowly fell down.

She is so fragile and embarrassed, she doesn't want to be seen by anyone.

She closed her eyes, and the figure of a young girl flashed in her mind.

At such a moment, there was some hope that Lu Qingming would be by his side.

She was taken aback by the thought of herself.

The room was quiet, as soon as Lu Qingming came in, he went straight to the study, opened the door, but found no one in the study.

Lu Qingming carefully pushed open the bedroom door.There were no lights on and no curtains drawn.

Lu Qingming blinked, walked over on tiptoe, bent down and touched the woman's soft long hair.

Through the light streaming in from the window, she saw the remnants of makeup on the woman's face and the inextricable sadness between her brows.

Chi Muyun was still wearing the clothes he wore at work.

She loves to be clean so much, how could she go to bed without taking a shower, removing makeup or even changing her clothes?

Lu Qingming looked at her for a while, covered her with a quilt, went out carefully, finished washing quickly, and slipped into the bedroom again.

She got on the bed lightly, and put her arms around Chi Muyun.

Chi Muyun woke up from the grotesque dream, and opened his eyes suddenly.

All I could see was the floor-to-ceiling window, but there was a warm hand on my waist.

The familiar posture of embracing her from behind.

Chi Muyun turned around subconsciously, and vaguely saw the girl's sleeping face.

She thought she was still dreaming, her heart felt hot, and she stretched out her arms to hug the girl.

"...Cloud?" Lu Qingming murmured half asleep and half awake, and opened his eyes in a daze.

"Yun? Are you okay? Why don't you take a shower? Don't you take off your clothes?" The girl woke up and asked a lot of questions.

Chi Muyun put his arms around her waist, pressed his forehead against her neck, and said softly, "Xiao Lu is back?"

Lu Qingming patted her back, wondering, how did Chi Muyun say such meaningless nonsense?

What happened to Chi Muyun...

Lu Qingming couldn't figure it out, so he could only respond: "I'm back."

Chi Muyun let out a "hmm".

The girl's body smelled of clean bath liquid, and there was also some unique smell on her body. Chi Muyun closed his eyes, feeling inexplicably relieved.

Actually nothing has changed...

Her parents have not changed, her path has not changed, and she herself is still the same Chi Muyun...

"Yun, do you want to wash your face?" Lu Qingming asked in a low voice.

"En." Chi Muyun nodded in the crook of her neck, then shook his head again.

Chi Muyun was embarrassed to say that she just wanted to hug Xiaolu for a while.

Before she wakes up, hug the girl for a while...

Normally, she didn't have the courage to approach Lu Qingming so actively.She knew that there was something wrong with her own education method, and she didn't know how to measure properly, so the girl had a hazy feeling for her.And she herself shamelessly coveted Lu Qingming...

She doesn't know what's wrong with her, why she covets the child raised by herself...

The appearance of Lu Qingming when she was ten years old, and the appearance of Lu Qingming now, intertwine and reappear in her mind from time to time, and the sense of guilt tears her heart...

However, at this moment, she and the girl embraced each other tightly, which made her deeply aware of how much she relied on the girl's warm embrace.

She looked up at the girl, and couldn't help reaching out to stroke the messy hair on the girl's forehead.

When the heart is occupied by the sense of guilt, the worry about the life experience has also receded a little...

This is also the first time for her to examine her own different feelings for girls.

Can……

In any case, such feelings are worthy of condemnation.she thinks.