Tolerate

A wave of disappointment flashed across Chi Muyun's face.Seeing her expression, Ling Suzhen became more and more angry, "What you said before was all made up, right? What 'searched for a year and a year', it's all nonsense!"

Ling Suzhen is usually not angry and pretentious in front of her subordinates, but now she is angry and her aura is even more compelling.Chi Tianxiang also frowned.

Xu Hui and his wife became completely flustered.

Xu Hui was still the first to react, crying and wiping away tears, "Can I not know about the child I gave birth to? I didn't eat well when I was pregnant, and the child was born with a weak physique. This trafficker stole her away." I must have gotten sick on the way, I wondered if her sick body would be thrown away by traffickers..."

Although Xu Hui responded quickly, her explanation was still too far-fetched.

Ling Suzhen's complexion became more and more ugly.

In the past, she thought that letting her daughter meet her biological parents would be a way to settle a concern, whether it was her concern or her daughter's concern.

But she didn't expect that this meeting would turn into a sharp knife in her daughter's heart.

Everything couldn't be more obvious - from the very beginning, Xu Hui and Li Zhifei abandoned the child by themselves.Now they want to get their children back, so they made up such a set of lies full of loopholes.

In fact, from the beginning to the end, they never cared about the child's life or death, let alone whether she was doing well... because the moment they decided to abandon the child, the child had nothing to do with them.

"Why throw it away?"

Chi Muyun, who had been silent all this time, suddenly raised his head and asked.Her beautiful face was calm, as if she was just asking a very common question.

For the couple in front of them, Xu Hui kept talking and crying, while Li Zhifei kept silent except for those few words.But Chi Muyun knew very well in his heart that Xu Hui's words were not credible, and Li Zhifei's few words were the closest to the truth.

The so-called truth is always ugly.

She already understood the general idea in her heart—why she was abandoned, and why no one came to find her for so many years...

She always felt that she had taken everything very seriously, but when the facts were clearly and bloody in front of her, she still felt a sense of suffocation.

Xu Hui finally had some shame on her face, she lowered her head and said falteringly, "We didn't..."

She looked up and saw Chi Muyun looking at her.That gaze was calm, sincere and powerful, as if it could penetrate her disguise and lies, and smash her pretentious shell.

these eyes...

Xu Hui will never be forgotten.

Xu Hui was pregnant with her first child at the age of 20. At that time, she had just married Li Zhifei, and all the combs at home were bought on credit from acquaintances.

Knowing that she was pregnant, Li Zhifei and her mother-in-law were very happy, especially Li Zhifei, who would giggle inexplicably while working.

At that time, the aunt next door said that from the shape of Xu Hui's belly, it must be a boy.

Xu Hui herself also hopes to be a boy.

It was also bad luck. That year happened to be a severe drought in the county, and the crops died. The little subsidy from the top was not much money in the hands of the farmers. Let alone eggs, they could eat a bowl of millet rice. Stir-frying a plate of green vegetables is a luxury.

Under such circumstances, Xu Hui gave birth to her daughter.Xu Hui remembers that the child was born thin and small.

Originally, the family was gloomy, but when Li Zhifei's mother saw the child in the midwife's arms, she slammed the door and left.

Xu Hui became a sinner of the Li family.

After the baby was born, no one gave her a name, so Xu Hui could only call her "Baby".

Li Zhifei's mother never looked directly at her granddaughter, let alone serve Xu Hui who was in confinement. When she went out to work, she heard that the daughter-in-law had given birth to a son again, and she was so jealous that her teeth itch.

The child is not in good health, often has high fever, diarrhea, and rash... Every time he gets sick, he has to ask the village health worker to come over, and he doesn't know how much he owes on credit.

Xu Hui is worried every day, for fear that the child will get sick, because if the child gets sick, her mother-in-law will scold her again.

At that time, the 20-year-old woman was the mother of the child, the wife, and the daughter-in-law. Unlike now, the 20-year-old is the same age as flowers.

After the child had another high fever, Li Zhifei's mother called Li Zhifei to the back room to talk for a long time.

After Li Zhifei came out, he looked at the child in Xu Hui's arms and was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Mom said, why don't you send the child away."

Xu Hui was stunned for a moment, "Send it away? Where are you going to send it?"

The husband hesitated and couldn't explain why.Xu Hui thought that her husband wanted to send the child to another family for foster care.

But after a while, she realized that her husband meant to sell or throw away the child.

"Mom said, the baby is very sick, and he won't live long." Li Zhifei said with his head drooping.

Xu Hui didn't know how to refute.She opened her chapped lips, and looked down at the child in her arms in a daze.This child is terribly thin, and his small face is not as chubby as that of ordinary babies, and the pupils are even darker and brighter.Yaer is actually very good-looking, very similar to her, but she is too thin...

"No! I won't let you go!" Xu Hui burst into tears and hugged the baby in her arms tightly.

They said light miles!Dare to feel that they were not conceived in October!

"We can't afford her!" Li Zhifei's tone hardened when he thought of the few dollars he owed to the health center, "Look at her! She's a debt collector! Mom said hearing her cry at night would make my brain go crazy." It hurts!"

Xu Hui stared blankly at her husband, then looked down at her child.

... This is indeed the flesh that fell from her body, but just because the child is missing a handle, how much she has looked at her in-laws!Not to mention that the child is in poor health and cries every day. How long has it been since she had a good night's sleep!

"Mom said, send the baby away, we will be born again, we are still young, what are you afraid of!" Li Zhifei saw that Xu Hui had begun to waver, so he carried over what his mother said intact, and continued to persuade his wife.

After several days of persuasion by her mother-in-law and her husband, Xu Hui finally made up her mind and handed over the child to her husband.

Seeing the back of her husband going out with the child in his arms, she did not shed tears, but slowly stroked her belly.

God, please take care of me, give me a healthy child with a handle.

Li Zhifei said that he wanted to help the child find a "good house" and sell it for some money, but he was a cowardly person after all, and he didn't dare or have the ability to contact the buyer.

So he planned to follow the original plan and find a proper place to throw the child away.

Li Zhifei didn't dare to do this nearby.No matter how big or small it is human life, he doesn't want to have nightmares every night.

He paid a dime, took a tricycle selling vegetables from a fellow out of town, and walked all the way north. After walking for a day, a night, and a morning, he got off at a mountain full of pine trees.

There are villages under the mountain.Li Zhifei walked to the depths of the pine forest with the baby in his arms.There was a humming sound not far away, and Li Zhifei took a closer look. It turned out that there was a rocky space in front of him, and some dirty sacks were placed in a mess on it. There was a foul smell.

Li Zhifei went up to have a look, and it turned out that the sack contained dead piglets. It seemed that the living conditions of the people in the village here were not bad, and many people raised pigs at home.

Li Zhifei licked his chapped lips, and looked down at Ya'er.

In the late autumn, when I was angry, the child wore a sweater that was changed from an adult's sweater, and wrapped it in a thin, torn blanket.

Before leaving home, the child had a high fever. On the way, Li Zhifei was reluctant to spend money, so he only fed him some noodle soup. At first, the child cried, but now there is no sound.

Li Zhifei put the child on the ground, hesitated for a moment, then turned and left.

After taking a few steps, he stopped suddenly.

In the silent forest, the crying of the child was intermittent.

Li Zhifei looked back at Ya'er, and couldn't help walking over again.He didn't know what to do either - he knew very well that if he threw the boy here, there was a high probability that the boy would die.But he was still a little bit unwilling, as if something was pulling him, making him keep wandering around Ya'er.

He spread his hands and turned around in such a daze for a while.Ya'er's cries were gradually cut off by the wind. He picked up a broken sack on the ground, shook off the dust inside vigorously, then walked to Ya'er, squatted down slowly, and put her into the sack.

The sack is broken and air leaks, so the child will not suffocate to death.

But in Li Zhifei's view, this sack is the child's coffin.Don't let the child walk on his back.

These eyes are still the same as when I was a child, they haven't changed at all.

Xu Hui thought of her baby.Looking at Chi Muyun in front of her again, she finally connected this beautiful woman with a slender figure and a quiet demeanor with the thin and weak child back then.

She never imagined that the child would still be alive.

In the first few days, she also missed the child, so much that she couldn't sleep at night and kept crying.However, this situation only lasted for a few days, and then she would think of Ya'er less and less.

This child has only been with her for a few months, and she will have other children.

Later, she became pregnant and gave birth to two sons, and her mother-in-law's attitude towards her finally changed.

After the second baby was full moon, she finally completely forgot about Ya'er, as if this child had never appeared before.

But everything will not go as she wished.The two sons have been spoiled and spoiled since childhood, especially the mother-in-law, who is obedient to the two grandchildren and does not know how to educate the children at all.

The two children grew crookedly.

She is the child's own mother, but she has to admit that neither of the two children is promising.

But whether it's the mother-in-law or her, when it comes to their son, they always look like they have worked hard and are happy.

Until now, she has to go out to do work, pay the tuition fee for the eldest son, and earn money for milk powder for the second son.

The first child of the second son is also a daughter.

Like her first child back then, the second son's daughter was in very poor health and was always sick.The two sons can't take care of themselves, let alone honor their parents.

In Xu Hui and Li Zhifei's view, raising children is for old age.But these two sons are really not sure if they have the filial piety and ability.

After so many years, Xu Hui finally thought of her first child again.

A long time has passed, and Xu Hui is no longer that ignorant daughter-in-law who has to obey her mother-in-law's orders in everything.The daughter-in-law of many years has become a mother-in-law, and she is even more shrewd and capable than the mother-in-law back then.

She suddenly wanted to find Ya'er.

Of the ten points of thought, there is indeed one point, as a mother who has endured many years of longing that is close to exhaustion, and the other nine points are a bet with fate.

If the baby is picked up by someone and happens to be living well, then she and Li Zhifei don't have to worry about retirement.What's even better is that the two sons have an extra cheap sister, so they can get more glory.

Xu Hui spoke intermittently, and her words didn't convey her meaning.Naturally, she blurred the real purpose a little bit, but how could such a simple truth be hidden from Ling Suzhen?

"It's all because of my mother-in-law, I can't do anything about it..." Xu Hui started crying again.

Ling Suzhen's anger was not reduced by half, "Then you shouldn't lie! You already..." She wanted to say, "You have already thrown her away once", but she felt that this hurt her daughter very much, so she said directly, "How can you bear to hurt her again?" heart of?!"

"I've seen it before." Chi Tianxiang made a stop gesture to his wife, stood up and said in a deep voice, "should we go back?"

Ling Suzhen walked up to her daughter and asked gently, "Xiaoyun, shall we go home?"

Chi Muyun nodded, even smiled, stood up, picked up his coat and walked out with his parents.

Before walking out of the private room, she couldn't help but look back.

Xu Hui lowered her head and cried.Her face is black and yellow, and she looks like someone engaged in physical labor.When she was crying, she was pulling the tissues from the tea table, probably thinking that these tissues were expensive, so she only pulled one to blow her nose.

After a few seconds of silence, Li Zhifei raised his chopsticks and poked at the dishes that had been served.

"Huizi, eat." When Chi Muyun walked out of the box, he heard Li Zhifei say in a low voice, "It's too wasteful not to eat."

"Xiaoyun... Let's go home for dinner. I didn't eat anything just now, so I must be hungry. Your Aunt Wu said that she wants to cook seafood for you..." Ling Suzhen followed her daughter's footsteps and said carefully.

Chi Muyun opened his car door, smiled, "Mom, I won't go back because it's too late today, let's do it another day, thank auntie for me."

Ling Suzhen was silent for a while.She didn't want to speak directly to comfort her daughter.Such comfort will only keep reminding Chi Muyun that she is a child abandoned by her biological parents and an unwelcome arrival.

Xiaoyun probably wants to quiet down by himself.

Ling Suzhen nodded, "That's fine. But," she said, she asked the driver to sit in Chi Muyun's car, "Your father and I will follow you, let's take you back."

Chi Muyun raised his head and looked at Ling Suzhen's loving face, suddenly felt a little blocked in his heart, as if his heart was congested by something warm, warm and uncomfortable.

"Okay...Mom, thank you." Chi Muyun said softly.

Chi Muyun leaned on the back seat.The car window was half open, the night sky outside was extremely gray and obscure, and the wind that rushed in ruffled her hair.

The phone vibrated in his pocket.

Chi Muyun closed the car window and took out his cell phone.

Koji "I put the food in the heat preservation [laughs]"

This is the latest message. There are still a few messages on it that she didn't reply in time. They are all asking her about her work progress and when she will be able to go home.

Chi Muyun's heart was slightly hot.

It seemed to clear the warm and congested thing in her heart a little bit.

She felt a little hungry and wanted to get home soon.