top of the moon

There was a thunderstorm and a strong wind outside.The house was brightly lit, and Yan Xiao's extremely cold face was reflected in the candlelight.Yan Xiao has been sitting behind the desk for a long time, and the attendant has been accompanying him but has not made a sound.He has served Yan Xiao for many years, even if Yan Xiao kept his face cold, he could more or less guess what Yan Xiao was thinking.

Amidst the sound of thunder and rain, there was a knock on the study door.

"Come in." Yan Xiao said.

The door was pushed open, and a disciple came in. His upper body clothes were still clean and tidy, but his clothes and shoes were soaked.

"Young master." The disciple bowed and opened his mouth in a somewhat embarrassed manner. "Young Master Yan is still standing in the yard, refusing to leave."

Yan Xiao clearly waved his hand to let them go out, only Yan Xiao was left in the room.There was a hint of desolation in his eyes, and a helpless wry smile appeared on his usually cold face.

Looking back on the first half of his life, he and Gu Yueliu first met because his father took him to the Sky Summit to attend a banquet to celebrate the millennium of the Sky Summit.He was ten years old that year, and the reputation of the young master of the Guiyi sect who was extremely talented at a young age has already spread, and Gu Yueliu was with him.

The heads of the various factions gathered together to communicate, and he felt bored so he walked around.After walking around, I saw Gu Yueliu in a courtyard when he was young. Gu Yueliu was wearing the clothes of the disciples of the Sky Peak, and he was practicing his sword. In my mind, I have never forgotten it for many years.

"Who?" Gu Yue kept the sword away and turned to look at him.

"At Xiayanxiao, I'm a disciple of Gui Yimen. How dare I ask who the young master is?"

"So it's Young Master Yan, I'm Gu Yi." Gu Yueliu was a very gentle person when she was young, and her smile was like a spring breeze blowing on her face.

The two young boys became acquainted after they reported their families to each other. Yan Xiao has been a cold person since he was a child, and he didn't like to get in touch with others. At that time, many senior brothers in the school were not his opponents.As for Gu Yueliu, he wanted to befriend him from the bottom of his heart.

He stayed in that courtyard, and talked with Gu Yueliu about his mind and sword skills.After returning to Yimen, the two often exchanged letters and became close friends.

The two gradually grew up, and he thought that the two would remain friends for the rest of their lives, until they each found a Taoist partner, and they could sit and talk about the Tao.Until Yan Xiao had a dream, an unspeakable dream, in which he dreamed of Gu Yueliu's extremely handsome face.After that, he found that he had that kind of thought about Gu Yueliu, and he chose to hide it in his heart, not to say it out loud.Because he found that Gu Yueliu himself was pure-hearted and ascetic, and he cultivated a path similar to the ruthless way. He didn't care about men and women, and he was just a friend to himself.If he said it, the two of them might not even be friends anymore.

During the sword test meeting, a brilliant and talented person appeared out of nowhere, that young man was younger than him and Gu Yueliu, and had extremely beautiful features.Born as a humble monk, his cultivation is far ahead of many others.

That day, after Yan Xiao and Gu Yueliu came down from the arena, they watched Minglin from afar.Minglin's opponent was a man from a decent family, and a junior boy who was worthy of a reputation in the cultivation world, but Minglin easily defeated him.

He and Gu Yueliu watched Minglin walk down the ring from a distance, and chatted with the two teenagers, their smiles were wanton and unrestrained, it was the time when they were young and frivolous.

"This young man is extremely talented, and in time he will become a celebrity." Gu Yueliu looked at Ming Lin with a gentle smile, and made an evaluation of Ming Lin.

"Yeah." Yan Xiao returned.

Yan Xiao obviously felt that Gu Yueliu treated Minglin differently, he seemed to appreciate Minglin very much, because Gu Yueliu had never commented on others like this.

But later, Minglin did not become the kind of person Gu Yueliu said.He killed monks everywhere, exterminated the Mo clan, and became the public enemy of the cultivation world.Gu Yueliu was also imprisoned. During Yan Xiao's days, he searched everywhere for Minglin's whereabouts, and his hatred for Minglin reached its peak.He didn't know what Minglin would do to Gu Yueliu, and how such a devil would torture Gu Yueliu!

However, Yan Xiao realized that he seemed to be wrong.Minglin hugged Gu Yueliu and said it was his person, and when Gu Yueliu died, the light in his eyes also died.He found that Minglin had the same thoughts as himself, and later Minglin broke out of the siege.

Yan Xiao didn't know what happened, Ming Lin, who had been punished by a hundred families of Xianmen, died suddenly in Tatian Peak, but Gu Yueliu came back to life.Gu Yueliu, who came back to life, has changed. He didn't say a word about the days of being imprisoned, and the days when the two of them saw each other were also reduced.

It wasn't until 12 years after Minglin's death that the former Gu Yue came back and took in an apprentice named Bai Ling.Bai Ling and Minglin look a bit alike, Yan Xiao wanted to persuade Gu Yue to stay, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Everything that happened later was caught off guard, and Bai Ling turned out to be Minglin.Her father insisted on arresting Minglin in that way, so Gu Yueliu appeared in Guiyimen and became a Taoist couple with Minglin.

He never dared to think that Gu Yueliu would like someone and be a man.So he didn't dare to speak all the time, because of his cowardice, he had already lost the qualification to stay with Gu Yue.

He intentionally let go of Gu Yueliu and Minglin, and what awaited him was a hundred lashes.But the pain in the body will never compare to the pain in the bottom of his heart, because he didn't even have a chance to say it before it was over.

What he lost to Minglin was nothing but that he didn't love Gu Yueliu as much as Minglin did, and he couldn't abandon everything for Gu Yueliu.He has too many entanglements in the world, and love is not everything to him, so he can't follow Gu Yueliu into the abyss without hesitation.He also didn't have the courage of Gu Yueliu, who dared to admit in front of the world this kind of emotion that violated human relations and reversed yin and yang, and became a Taoist partner with a man.He thought too much and cared too much, so in the end he could only stay by Gu Yueliu's side as a good friend.

Overnight, the truth of 12 years ago emerged.His father died in disgrace, and his mother died too.Guiyimen was defeated, and he struggled to support the already defeated Guiyimen.Every day, there are monks who talk about revenge but are actually provocative.Those days were his most difficult days.

That day, he had just cleared away a group of provocative Xiaoxianmen, and while he was reading the accounts in the study, a disciple came in.

"Young Master, we found Young Master Yan Ning just now when we checked the various courtyards."

"Yan Ning?" Yan Xiao was a little unfamiliar with this name, and it took him a long time to remember that Yan Ning was Yan Song's youngest son.Yan Ning has been in poor health since he was a child. When Yan Song was still alive, he loved his youngest son in every possible way. After Yan Song's accident, Yan Ning's elder brother and elder sister set up their own families one after another.Only Yan Ning is self-reliant in Guiyimen. When Yan Dao was there, he didn't know whether it was because of guilt or something, but he took care of Yan Ning.It's just that something happened in Guiyi's sect, many disciples and servants left one after another, and he was in a state of desperation all day long, so he didn't care about Yan Ning. "What's wrong with him?" Yan Xiao asked after sorting it out. After all, his family was sorry for others. If he can make up for one or two, he should make up for one or two. That's what he thought at the time.

"Young master Yan Ning has a high fever and is unconscious in the house. Now his subordinates have brought him here. May I ask the young master, what should we do now?"

"I'll go and see for myself, you go and ask the doctor to come over."

"Yes."

Yan Xiao went to visit Yan Ning in person. Yan Ning was actually not a few years younger than him, but because of his poor health and developmental delay, he looked about sixteen or seventeen years old.A handsome face is now emaciated, the doctor came and prescribed a few medicines, and it took three days to wake up.

"Young master." Yan Ning said weakly, with a little panic in his eyes.

"In the future, I will take care of you, you don't have to be afraid of me." Yan Xiao said.

After that, the doctor came to Yan Ning's house every day to rectify Yan Ning, with various rare medicinal materials, finally healed Yan Ning's body better.Yan Xiao and Yan Ning talked about Yan Song's affairs. Yan Ning should have known about these matters, but he didn't want to hide them.Unexpectedly, Yan Ning said that it was a matter of the previous generation and had nothing to do with him.

Yan Xiao seems to have a small tail, Yan Ning is by his side all day long, Yan Xiao originally wanted Yan Ning not to follow him all day, but every time he saw Yan Ning's bright and shy smile, he still didn't say anything exit.Every day he was troubled by the affairs of returning to Yimen, and Yan Ning got some leisure time by his side.

When Yan Ning was injured trying to save him, Guiyi's sect was in chaos, so he could only ask Gu Yueliu to go to Fumo Mountain to get the spirit grass.

Seeing the tender moments between Gu Yueliu and Minglin, his heart still hurts, but it's not as painful as before. He knows that he can let it go slowly in time.At that time, he even found that he cared a little too much for Yan Ning.

He began to try to avoid Yan Ning, he was afraid of his feelings that violated human relations.Back then, he had endured Gu Yueliu, and Yan Ning too, he originally thought so.

During those days, Yan Ning did a lot, and everything shook his heart.

Until that day, Yan Ning blocked his way back to his room, and questioned him with tears in his eyes, saying why he didn't dare to admit that he obviously liked her too.Yan Xiao replied that he was the only one left in the Yan family.Yan Ning is not stupid, so he understood that Yan Xiao needed a child, Yan Ning rushed forward to kiss like crazy, but was pushed away by him.

Yan Ning left sadly, Yan Xiao felt her heart hurt too.

Yan Ning left Guiyimen, Yan Xiao anxiously followed him all the way.Discovered the abnormality of Buduya, and discovered that Feihuamen was destroyed.

On Budu Cliff, when he saw Yan Ning being sacrificed, he realized that he really cared about Yan Ning.Even if he later found out that Yan Ning was the elder of the demon clan, he still cared.

After the battle of not crossing the cliff, he found a jade stone with spiritual power to carry Yan Ning's soul.He thought he could wait for Yan Ning to cultivate a physical body, but found that he was wrong again.

The demons are different from their mortals. He found that Yan Ning actually suffers from the pain of being torn apart every time there is a full moon.If it wasn't for Yan Xiao

I found out that Yan Ning didn't even know how to say it.That night, Yan Xiao watched Yan Ning suffer from outside the door, but there was nothing he could do.He can only send Yan Ning to reincarnation, he can't keep Yan Ning selfishly, let Yan Ning suffer that kind of pain.

Yan Xiao recovered from the memories, the heavy rain outside the house was still going on, and it didn't mean to stop at all.Since he decided to send Yan Ning to reincarnation, Yan Ning has stood in the courtyard every night, trying to make Yan Xiao change his mind.

That night, it rained all night, and Yan Ning, who was dressed in white, stood in the rain all night, after all, he didn't wait for Yan Xiao to come out.The lights in the room stayed on until early in the morning, and Yan Ning burst into tears, his soul has no tears, he cried so sadly but he didn't shed a single tear, but his expression made people despair.

Yan Xiao sat behind the desk all night, and before dawn, two tears fell down the back of her hand.

18 years later

The names of Gu Yueliu and Minglin's heroes spread in the cultivation world, and Yan Xiao finally revived Guiyimen. Although it was not as breezy as it was back then, he did not dare to underestimate it.

Yan Xiao has never been married, and besides dealing with family affairs every day, she is practicing.

This day, as soon as Yan Xiao came out of the cold spring in the back mountain, he found someone following him secretly.

"Who? Come out!" Yan Xiao said coldly, he didn't draw his sword, because the people following him had low spiritual power and could not pose a threat to him.

After a while, a person appeared from behind the bushes.The man was dressed in blue, with a handsome face and fair complexion. He looked about seventeen or eighteen years old, his eyes glistened, and he stared at Yan Xiao with resentment, anger and sadness.

When Yan Xiao saw this man, many emotions flashed across his usually expressionless face.Yan Ning's face was still the same as before. He didn't know what method Yan Ning used, but Yan Ning did remember him.

"Are you going to drive me away?" Yan Ning asked hoarsely.

Yan Xiao quickly walked up to Yan Ning, and hugged Yan Ning into his arms. "I'm old, are you still willing to be by my side?" Yan Xiao asked with suppressed emotions.

Yan Xiao has made some achievements in practice, and his face has always maintained his 25-year-old appearance, but he is indeed almost forty.

"As long as you don't drive me away, I won't leave." Yan Ning hugged Yan Xiao tightly.

I came back to you after a reincarnation, and I want to stay by your side forever.

"I won't let you go this time."

He never dared to think that Yan Ning would come back. He thought that he would never see Yan Ning again in his whole life, and thought that even if he saw Yan Ning, he would not be the original Yan Ning.Unexpectedly, Yan Ning came back, kept all the memories, and returned to him again.