I hope to be hated by the protagonist, I will always be confessed by the protagonist

After living in this other courtyard for more than ten days, Ling Yun became a little flustered, because no one found him. Logically speaking, with the power of his father and the royal family, he should be found soon, but until now He hasn't been found yet. Could it be that he is no longer in the imperial capital?

Hazel's strength is very strong, but no matter how strong he is, he is not as strong as the protagonist group. If this place is the imperial capital, he must have been found, but no one has found him yet, so it is very likely that this place is no longer the imperial capital.

If it's not the imperial capital, then where is it?

Of course, these were just his suspicions, and he didn't dare to ask Hazel, although he didn't feel any malice from Hazel, but he was quite afraid of this person, the fear that came out of his bones, no matter how suppressed it was. .

After getting along with Hazel for a long time, he will have an irrepressible sense of fear and irritability in his heart, and sometimes he will give up on himself, which makes him very at a loss.

And this is not his delusion, there is evidence, the evidence is his feet, it is still not healed, because he has had nightmares several times since he came here, every time he has nightmares, Hazel will rush to He hugged him, and then he punched and kicked Hazel, cursing.

According to the system's description, at that time, his expression was extremely vicious, and the hatred in his voice made even the system tremble when he heard it.

Ling Yun really didn't want to believe it, because this description was the same as a neuropathy, and it was also a neuropathy with indirect illness.

But the fact is that he can't believe it. Firstly, the injuries to his hands and feet will get worse every time he 'falls ill', and the swelling is so unsightly. Second, Hazel also has injuries on his face, either palm marks or tooth marks. , There are nail marks on the neck?

What surprised him even more was that seeing Hazel's injuries, he actually had a strange sense of joy, as if he had retaliated a little bit.

Ling Yun was so frightened that he almost died of fright. He wondered if the original owner's residual consciousness was causing trouble in his body, but the system checked him several times and said no.

Ling Yun deeply doubted himself, did he really become crazy?

He is very worried, he has a very gentle temper, at most he just scolds back when he is bullied, and he has never had a fight since he was down in Dalian.

But here, not to mention the nightmare, just when he was awake, he had already slapped Hazel, kicked Hazel twice, and knocked over the bowl because he didn't want to drink the tonic...

Ling Yun dare not recall all kinds of bad deeds.

Do a mission, and he will become violent before the mission is completed, that's okay!

But he couldn't control it. The longer he spent with Hazel, the more violent he felt in his heart, and he became very unlike himself. Even the system said that when he talked to Hazel, he had a kind of expression on his face. The weird disgust and indifference are terrifying.

The system that has been frightened by the moody host for a few days, the longest sentence it says now is: [Hey, if your attitude towards the protagonist group is half that of Hazel, why would you need to worry about the mission now?Viciousness is not used on the protagonists, but it is used on an innocent passerby, brother A, I don't know what to say about you. 】

Ling Yun was also very annoyed by this: [Stop complaining, I think there must be a reason why I am so abnormal, as soon as I see Hazel, I want to bully him. 】

It's not the kind of bullying that makes little trouble, but the kind of bullying that wants to slap him, kick him, and humiliate him severely. Even when he cuts meat with a knife and fork, he has a feeling of wanting to hurt black with a knife and fork. Zell's impulse.

He was so frightened that Hazel would not allow him to use such dangerous items as knives and forks again.

[Stop bullying, think about your foot, it’s been half a month since you sprained it, it’s still not healed, it’s not all done by yourself. 】

The system feels that his host is really not suitable for doing bad things. Every time he does bad things, he will create retribution. The first time he bullied Si Ling, he was entangled by Si Ling. He went to bully the sergeant, and then a fiancé came out to bully the heroine. It's even more pitiful, almost being molested by gangsters.

Bullying a passer-by now—see, this ankle, which could have been healed after a few days of care, has not healed yet, not to mention the injury on the arm.

If people who don't know the reality see this, they will think that Ling Yun deliberately hurt himself in order to stay by Hazel's side.

The weather is getting colder and colder, probably in late autumn, but there are still flowers blooming in the courtyard, and the leaves are gradually withering and yellowing. Sitting under the tree every day and watching the colorful fallen leaves, the scenery is still beautiful.

Ling Yun didn't like to stay in the room. The bright and spacious room always gave him a sense of panic with nowhere to escape. This feeling had never been felt before, but staying next to Hazel... I don't know how to describe it, it seems There is a sense of despair that he can't escape anywhere.

Sometimes this feeling is very light, sometimes it is extremely strong, but when it is extremely strong, it is usually because he has "illness", and he has never remembered the process of falling ill, and the system told him all about it.

Hazel came over with the medical kit, squatted down in front of him and said, "Xiaoyun, it's time to change the medicine."

As he spoke, he picked up Ling Yun's injured ankle, and took off the bandage, revealing the smooth foot inside.

Ling Yun's feet are not small, but they are very beautiful, white and tender. The powdered nails move along with the toes. Hazel's face is not obvious, but his eyes are slightly darkened. These feet are really beautiful, but slightly. Swollen ankles are not so pretty.

Ling Yun looked at this man lowering his head to change his medicine, and frowned slightly. He always had a violent feeling of wanting to bully this man.

He felt that he was weird, and he felt guilty and uneasy when Shao Xi bullied other people, but for this man in front of him, he just wanted to bully purely, maliciously, every time he bullied Hazel, or looked at Hei With the uneasy expression on Zell's face, he felt a strange sense of revenge in his heart.

Ling Yun didn't know whether he was sick or infected by the original owner's dandy, but what was even more strange was that Hazel was very conniving in the face of his willfulness, never saying anything to him, and even comforting him in turn , let him not take it to heart.

Ling Yun felt guilty, irritable and happy at the same time, all kinds of conflicts combined together made his head almost explode.

Why on earth did he hate Hazel so much?Even if he was influenced by the original owner, that wouldn't be the case, because in the original text, the original owner hated Wendy even more, but he never felt any dislike for Wendy.

Looking at the man who healed his wounds with the same piety as he treated the light of his own belief, Ling Yun asked: "Hazel, I always bully you, why aren't you angry?"

Hazel chuckled: "I like you, and I'm very happy to be bullied by the person I like."

Ling Yun frowned. He was confessed by many people. At that time, some were speechless, some were surprised, and some were disgusted. But Hazel's confession, he only hated it, not because he was disgusted by a man's confession, but because That kind...he couldn't say it, in short, it was extremely disgusting, and there was a kind of irony, as if it was ironic that Hazel liked him.

Ling Yun really wanted to ask Hazel, what did he do to him, why did he have such a weird feeling?

But he didn't ask anything, subconsciously he didn't want to know, it can also be said that he was afraid of knowing.

"I'm homesick, I miss my father, can you send me back to the Marshal's Mansion?" Ling Yun looked at him and said, "You saved me from being humiliated at the hands of those bastards, as long as you send me back, you I'll give you whatever you want."

Hazel chuckled, looked at him seriously and said, "If I want you, can you give it to me?"

Ling Yun frowned and said, "But I don't like you."

Being rejected, Hazel wasn't sad either, he still had a gentle expression on his face, he just smiled and said, "I know, I just want you to stay here with me for a month, after a month I will send you back regardless of whether you are healed or not. There is still half a month left, can you stay with me for another half month?"

Hazel smiled very gently, and his tone was very gentle, as if if Ling Yun refused, he would also send him back to the Marshal's Mansion, and would not force him at all.

Ling Yun wanted to leave him very much, but thinking that he had saved him, he had been beating and biting him all these days, but this tall man didn't blame him at all.

But he will only stay for another half a month, and now his injury is not healed, and he is indeed not suitable for traveling, he nodded and said: "After that half month, you remember to send me back to the Marshal's Mansion."

Hazel chuckled, his eyes were gentle: "Okay." Being able to simply monopolize him for a month, watching him smile and watch him play, is already very happy, and he will never think about anything else.

With Hazel's guarantee, Ling Yun felt a little more at ease, although he thought in his heart that Hazel could not be trusted, he couldn't be trusted, and he definitely couldn't believe anything he said.

But Ling Yun feels that Hazel will not lie to him, the deceptive eyes are not like this, and in the current situation, the decision-making power is not in his hands, half a month is half a month.

Most of the time here is Ling Yun alone, except for eating and changing medicines, but Hazel is always there, because when he needs Hazel, Hazel will always appear, so Ling Yun feels that Hei Zeer Zell should be hiding in the dark and peeking at him.

For Hazel's almost humble love, Ling Yun didn't feel anything in his heart, and even felt a kind of indifference and ruthlessness. He didn't like Hazel approaching him. Whenever he approached him, Ling Yun's whole body would feel bad and bully Hazel. Although he could get short-term happiness, the anxiety and hatred that followed really exhausted Ling Yun physically and mentally.

After the legs were able to walk, Hazel showed up less often, and they communicated less than a few words every day, but even so, Ling Yun's mood was still getting worse and worse, and his fear of Hazel gradually increased. Zell's connivance has gradually receded, and his disgust and hatred are getting stronger and stronger. Sometimes even he can't help but want to hurt Hazel.

When facing Hazel, Ling Yun's expression became more and more indifferent, his eyes became more and more hateful, and sometimes he even lost his temper for no reason. Apart from being sad at the beginning, Hazel felt sad later. As if nothing had happened.

Hazel can't respond to Ling Yun's changes, but the system can't do it. The host's temperament has changed drastically recently, but what makes him more anxious is that the host's physical and mental problems have been detected several times. The mental state is on the verge of collapse. The situation is that when Hazel is close to Lingyun, the fluctuation of mental power is the most intense.

[The host is big, what's wrong with you?Both your body and your spirit have problems. If you don't control yourself, your spirit will collapse. 】

The system was extremely worried, but Ling Yun was also at a loss, and even looked puzzled: 【Mental breakdown, is there any? 】Although he has been a little anxious and irritable recently, he's okay, far from a collapse.

[Yes, when you hit and scolded Hazel several times when you were sick, your mental fluctuations were very violent, and you faintly showed signs of collapse. 】

When Ling Yun was ill, he was usually unconscious. Apart from remembering the feeling of pain and resentment at that time, he had no other impressions.

But recently, his feelings towards Hazel have indeed become more and more serious. Whenever he sees him, he wants to hit someone, throwing things over the table in front of Hazel, and once even almost injured Hazel with a knife.

Looking back afterwards, he was almost scared to death. He felt that his situation was getting worse and worse, and tried to avoid meeting Hazel, but he still couldn't reduce the strong hatred that couldn't be vented in his heart.

Ling Yun didn't know where his hostility came from at all. He asked the system, and the system didn't know, because even in the original text Ling Yun, he never hated anyone so much in the early days when everything went smoothly.

[Host host, you have to control yourself, it’s okay if your body breaks down, after all, it’s not your body, but if your spirit breaks down, then you won’t be able to go back. 】

Ling Yun sighed, try to support it for a few more days, anyway, the one-month period is coming soon.

In a corner that Ling Yun didn't know, there were two people standing, looking at the young man in the yard with bandages on his hands, frowning slightly, with an irritable and confused expression, the two were silent.

The short boy with wheat complexion looked at the tall man with cold black eyes: "Are you going to lock him up like in the last life?"

The man kept his eyes on the young man in the courtyard, and said calmly after hearing the words: "No, I will send him back in a few days."

Speaking of this, the man's gaze shifted to the short boy with a very calm expression: "Being able to find this place means that you have remembered it too. Why, regret it? Siling!"

The disgusted look of the young man who was called Siling flashed, and he said coldly: "Don't call me that name, I am no longer interested in the magic tower."

Hearing this, Hazel's expression was sarcasm: "Not interested? Young Master of the Demon Tower, this is an honorable position that belongs exclusively to you, so you are willing to let others take your place?"

The short boy said coldly: "It doesn't matter, I just want to stay by his side and guard him."

Hazel smiled, "You are open-minded, but it's a pity that your top-notch medicine talent, your twin brother is not as good as you, but one of you has become a lowly sex slave, and the other is a respected young master of the magic tower, Fate is really unfair."

The short boy stared at him coldly and said, "Enough, do you think I will be provoked by you again? Haven't I learned enough lessons from my previous life?"

"What kind of provocation is this? You are so resentful in your heart. I just let you face up to your inner desire."

Facing his questioning, Hazel just responded with a faint smile: "Si Ling likes him, so he can pursue him openly, but what about you? A servant, a lowly servant who can't even say he likes you, who thinks highly of you, but if As the young master of the Demon Tower, at least you still have the qualifications to pursue him."

The short boy looked cold and said nothing, Hazel chuckled: "Don't look at me like that, you forgot how you were treated as a slave in your last life, if it weren't for me, you would have been played to death long ago. "

"I was saved by you, but I died at your hands in the end. Our grievances have been settled as early as in the last life." The short boy said coldly, looking at the fresh boy in the courtyard below, he sighed softly: " Carlisle, let the young master go, you already have him for the first time, are you still unwilling to let him go?"

Hazel was silent, thinking of the eyes Ling Yun looked at him these days, the eyes of fear and hatred from time to time, gradually overlapping with the last one he saw in the previous life.

He knew that Ling Yun hadn't remembered, but Ling Yun, who had no memory, still hated him, was afraid of him, and hated him. He was like a despicable liar, greedy for a little bit of sunshine, even though he knew that this ray of sunshine didn't belong to him. Him, he still doesn't want to let go.

Reluctant to ah.

He couldn't bear the boy's smile, he couldn't bear the boy's warmth, but no matter how much he couldn't bear it, he wouldn't grab it again. At the end of the last life, when he saw the hatred in the eyes of the boy with a bright smile, he regretted it.

But it's useless to regret it, it's too late.

He was the one who ruined Ling Yun, this arrogant and dazzling young man, this kind and warm young man.

Starting over, he wants to stay by the boy's side purely like Siling, watching him smile and see him live freely. Unfortunately, even though the boy didn't think of anything, the boy's hatred for him still goes deep into his soul. It's not like forgetting can pretend it never happened.

"As I said, I will not hurt him again, and I will send him back to the Marshal's Mansion after he is hurt."

Siling knew that this man lied a lot, and he couldn't believe a word he said. In his previous life, this man had lied to Mu Li, Si Ling, and him. He was a despicable liar.

But now, he can only trust him one more time, otherwise even if he goes back and tells Marshal Ling Yun's location, he can't explain why he knows it. Ling Yun is by his side.

In his last life, he learned what Carlisle had done to Ling Yun, so he wanted to tell Mu Li, but Carlisle found out...

He died early, and he didn't know what happened in the last life, but with Ling Yun's temperament, it would be very painful to fall into Carlisle's hands.

Siling looked at him coldly: "Remember your words, if you dare to hurt the young master again, I will definitely not let you go!"

Hazel chuckled, his smile was very cold, and the gaze he stared at him was even more sarcastic: "Qin Xuan relegated the young master, Si Ling's drug poisoned the marshal, Mu Li also hurt the young master, even you, no Have you ever betrayed the young master? Siling, if you think about it seriously, everyone has hurt the young master, so you only targeted me, isn't it a bit unfair?"

The short boy sneered: "Don't think I don't know, it's all in your calculations." In order to possess Ling Yun, Carlisle, a lunatic, calculated step by step, causing everyone around Ling Yun to hurt him, and finally fell into the clouds nothing.

It's a pity that he didn't realize this until he died, but by then it was too late.

After the little boy left, Hazel continued to stand in front of the window, looking at the bright and dazzling elf in the garden, hitting the head of the koi carp in the small lake with bare feet, scaring the fish away and then attracting them with pastries, continuing beat.

Really naughty.

Such a cute young man, warm, like a little sun, so dazzling that everyone who meets him can't help being attracted to him and chasing him.

During those days when he lived in the Marshal's Mansion, he followed the cute little sun every day and was warmed by him every day. Carlisle was a lunatic, a very greedy lunatic. His childhood experience made him know that he had to fight for and grab what he wanted. , to plunder.

He knew that the boy was an existence that he would never have. This sun, hanging too high, would never belong to him, and he couldn't hold any warmth.

What cannot be obtained is destroyed.

So, he ruined it, turning this warm sun into a gloomy Death Star, the hateful and indifferent eyes were the last he saw.

The boy died, the sunshine in his life disappeared, he didn't know how to describe it, his heart was empty, no one got this little sun, but he got it, even if it was only for a short time, he still won all people.

But are you happy?unhappy!His heart was so empty, so cold, maybe the sunshine that warmed him had already been destroyed by him...

"Ahh~"

The boy playing in the water below sneezed. Seeing this, Hazel picked up a cloak and walked down, walked up to the thin boy, put it on for him, and gently hugged him: "Be careful of catching a cold." .”

Hazel looked gentle, looked at the displeased young man, and said with a light smile, "If you like to play with fish, how many fish will I put in your bathtub later?"

"no need."

Seeing the person coming, Ling Yun finally got better and became irritable again, "Let me down, my legs are good and I can walk."

Hazel sighed softly, put him down, looked at the young man with a slightly cold expression, and suddenly said: "Xiaoyun, if you want to kill me, I can let you kill me at any time."

Because of his approach, Ling Yun, whose heart became violent again for no reason, was annoyed when he heard this sentence, he was stunned for a moment, and looked at him in surprise: "What nonsense are you talking about, I don't even want to kill you."

He really hated Hazel inexplicably, but he never thought of killing him, at most he just wanted to beat him, kick him and humiliate him severely, and he never had any intention of killing.

Hazel looked at him steadfastly, his clear green eyes were full of puzzlement and slight disgust, and he really had no killing intent.Sighing slightly in my heart, I didn't say anything more.

Ling Yun looked at Hazel with a serious expression, and the regretful expression on his face after being rejected by him all told him that Hazel would be very happy if he really died at his hands.

Ling Yun was confused, what did this guy Hazel do to the original owner?To make him feel so guilty that he wants to die by his own hands?

But Ling Yun didn't dare to help him realize this wish. Killing people or something, even in this different world where killing people is not illegal, would still challenge the moral bottom line.

Probably because he felt Hazel's sincere guilt and repentance, Ling Yun's violent heart calmed down a lot in the next few days.

It's just that he is still in a low mood.

On the last day, Ling Yun would be able to go home tomorrow, and Ling Yun was a little happier, remembering how unfriendly his attitude towards Hazel was in this month, oh no, to be precise, it should be called bad, every time He lost his temper in a few days, and raped Zell twice in three days.

Sometimes when the mood comes up and the irritableness is almost uncontrollable, Ling Yun will shoot at Hezel, slap at least four or five times, and even kick many times, sometimes even cursing Hezel involuntarily. Zell, tell him to fuck off and die or something.

There were only so many waking memories, and the system didn't even bother to tell him about those memories that he couldn't remember.

Ling Yun felt that he was really insane, thanks to Hazel's guilt towards him, otherwise, no matter how good-tempered he was, he would have to beat him to death.

That night, thinking of the troubles he had caused Hazel these days, he treated Hazel better, which flattered Hazel, and he was so happy that he didn't know what to do.

Seeing him like this, Ling Yun felt a little embarrassed.

"wait for me a while."

Hazel left after speaking to Ling Yun. Ling Yun stood in the courtyard waiting for him, looking at the very dark courtyard with no lights turned on tonight, he was a little puzzled, but then a little bit of starlight lit up, forming small clusters of stars. Golden halo.

It's fireflies.

Countless fireflies were flying in the courtyard with a hazy halo. Ling Yun couldn't take his eyes off it. He stretched out his hand to grab a firefly, and watched the little bug lying on his hand with its tail shining brightly. It was so beautiful.

Hazel came over, holding a transparent luminous jar in his hand, and there were many fireflies in the jar.

Looking at Ling Yun, who was smiling happily, with gentle eyes, he smiled lightly and said, "Do you like it?"

Ling Yun nodded, took the jar and opened it, the fireflies in the jar flew slowly, each with a hazy halo, very beautiful.

This scene is inexplicably romantic. Ling Yun doesn't think it's romantic, but he is very happy. Countless fireflies are flying around, as if in the starlight, surrounded by hazy halos, beautiful and dreamy.

Hazel looked at the young man with a bright smile on his face, and his eyes gradually softened. If he treated the young man like this in his last life, loving him and pity him, without the harm of robbery, would he be able to follow him in his previous life? The teenagers get along so happily?

Maybe, maybe not, but the answer is irrelevant.

Hazel's brows and eyes were gentle, he walked over, looked at the young man with a bright smile, and couldn't help but said: "Master, can I kiss you?"

Ling Yun, who was having fun, heard this, but before he could react, his heart suddenly became frightened, and a terrible sense of endless panic swept over him, drowning his rationality in an instant.

Seen in a trance, the vague figure pressed down on him, the big hands imprisoned him forcefully, tore and bit him, tearing him apart like a beast...

He looked at the man in front of him in horror, and the terrible memory in the depths of his soul made him tremble with fear: "Don't, don't, don't come here, don't..."

Don't be touched by him, don't be touched by him!

Run away quickly, run away quickly, run away as far away as possible!

Ling Yun ran subconsciously, the fear in his heart made him run fast, but no matter how fast he ran, he couldn't beat the man's speed.

Hazel didn't expect that his uncontrollable words would frighten the young man so much. This familiar expression of despair deeply hurt his heart. He hugged the young man tightly and said quickly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I won't Kiss you, do nothing, young master, don't be afraid of me, I know I was wrong, I will never do anything to you again..."

But Ling Yun couldn't hear a word of his words, he only heard the word 'young master', which made him even more frightened, he just wanted to run away, run away quickly.

But I can't escape, I couldn't escape before, I can't escape now, I can't escape no matter what.

Help, help, who can save him.

No one can save him, no one will come to save him...

He was struggling crazily, yelling like crazy, and the strong sense of panic made him struggle desperately, struggle hard!

[Host host, wake up, wake up quickly...]

The system was also taken aback by Ling Yun's strong mental fluctuations. This unprecedented strong mental fluctuation, but the mentality is close to the limit of collapse: [Hurry up, host, do you want to become an idiot?Your parents are still waiting for you to go home and save them, wake up quickly...]

But no matter what the system said, Ling Yun couldn't hear it anymore, and his spirit became more and more violent, and he was about to collapse.

【alarm!alarm!The host mentally collapsed, and the automatic defense function was activated! 】

Then, a darkness came, and Ling Yun didn't know anything.